Life Isn't A Fairytale

After we get dressed, my conscience is hitting me hard about Josh. Do I need to tell Liam about everything that happened between Josh and I or do I just let it go and hope that he doesn’t ever find out about it?

 I head down to the car while I wait for Liam and I sit there thinking and get so distracted that I completely miss Liam even getting in the car next to me. “You ok there Ben…. Looks like you’re panicking over something?”. I look over at Liam and stammer “Y… Y… W…Well there is probably something I should tell you about before we head to the pub”.

Liam looks across at me and pats my shoulder “Whatever it is, you can tell me alright?” I laugh nervously as he says that. “You sure about that?” I reply to his question worried that this conversation is going to go downhill.

I look across at Liam with his reassuring nod to me “Considering what we’ve been through and what I have done, I think that you’ll have a few mistakes to make up for everything that I’ve ever done” I sigh and still doubt whether this is the right time to tell him.

“Alright, promise me you won’t ever get angry for this… but my friend Josh we’re meeting tonight, he and I fucked while you were away”. I say starting to get upset and I look at Liam who is now turning around towards me as he puts his arm around me. I sit there still upset by it, surprised by how calm Liam is right now about things especially with what happened between us.

He looks at me calmly and lets out a small breath “Honestly Ben, I’m not worried about what you did with anybody else because I didn’t treat you right at all and you truly deserved someone much better than me”. I look at Liam who looks upset more at how he treated me than how what I just told him.

“We don’t have to go tonight if you don’t feel like it?” I say to Liam who runs his hands over his face as I sit there rubbing his shoulder. “I wanna go tonight Ben, we can’t just sit inside and run away from our problems. I did that and it hurt both of us badly so I just want us to face our problems head on”. Liam looks at me and moves in for a kiss. “I love you Ben and we need to not look back anymore”.

I pull the car out and drive down to the pub and we sit in the car for a few minutes as I just look at Liam “You sure about this?” I say asking him still feeling nervous and a touch upset about everything. He sits there and looks at me “Yeah of course babe, I’ve been looking forward to getting back into the pub… why are you not ok with everything?”.

I sit there “Oh yeah, I just keep overthinking this whole situation but yeah we should probably go in you know”. We get out of the car and wander into the Pub and sit down at a booth next to each other. Inside my stomach, I feel so nervous that I can’t even think about having a drink or something to eat even though Liam gets us both us a beer and we order some dinner but don’t eat.

Not long after Josh walks in and spots me and Liam sitting there next to each other, I can see on his face that he knows instantly who I’m with. I don’t know whether there is a sense of disappointment or understanding but he comes over and sits down.

“Hey Ben and I’m guessing that your Liam, I’ve heard so much about you” I get really worried about what is going to happen between these two but sit there surprised when Liam starts to talk “Yeah I’m Liam and you must be Josh” he stops for a minute and grabs Josh’s hand “Thank you for being the friend I couldn’t be to Ben, he’s such an amazing guy and I was glad that he found someone while I wasn’t being a good person that is such a good friend to him.”

Josh nods “You’re a very lucky guy Liam, Ben has told me so much about how you two have always been close and I can see how happy you make him being around”. Josh sits there as Liam goes to order him a drink so we can talk for a bit.

“I hope you know that I wasn’t trying to lead you on or anything Josh, I just got caught up in the moment and then Liam came back and it was just” I say before Josh stops me. “It’s ok Ben, I know that Liam was always going to be the person you were with”.

I sit there and look at him curiously “You don’t look after someone and do everything you do for them if you don’t want to be with them long-term, I know that and that’s why I appreciate having you as a close friend even if we’ll never get to experience Round 2”. I pat Josh’s hand as Liam comes over and gives Josh his drink before picking up our orders.

We sit there and chat for a bit, Josh and Liam connect well even though I always sense that there will be some suspicion from Josh about Liam which is only fair considering what Liam has put me through in the past. I sit there feeling comfortable between the connection and the friendship that is blossoming. I still can’t help but think about how it would’ve felt to have Josh inside me, using all his muscles to fuck me hard.

I shake off the thoughts and head back to the conversation, the three of us laughing as we connect and inside I feel so appreciative that Josh has accepted Liam coming back and the two of us are going to give things a go.

The night finishes up and Josh leaves for the night, looking happy but I can’t help but still feel Josh is disappointed especially considering what he said when we were in bed together. I excuse myself and follow Josh outside for a moment “Hey Josh”. I say calling after him as he turns around and looks towards me “Thank you for tonight, I know seeing Liam back and hearing everything was probably tough because I know how you felt about me.

Josh looks at me and just nods “Well… yeah but it doesn’t mean much now does it that you’re back with Liam”. For the first time I sense some hostility from Josh “I didn’t know he was coming back and genuinely every feeling I had for you is true and it still exists inside me because you are the kindest, sweetest man that I have ever met”.

I nod and gesture to Josh to move towards the back of the pub so nobody can see us “If you’re not happy, you can just tell me and if you don’t want to see me then it’s totally fine”. Josh’s face turns angry “Why would I be that vindictive?”

Josh looks at me “Everything you’ve said about me applies to you too Ben, I didn’t just like you because you were hot that was a bonus you know” He smiles and puts his hand on my shoulder “You’re a kind, considerate, helpful guy who is just the perfect friend for anyone and I’m never going to lose that friendship that we’re going to have “. He moves in and gives me a short kiss that turns a bit longer before he pulls away. “Goodnight Ben” he says as he pulls away and walks to his car and drives off.

I slowly walk back inside mind racing about the kiss and everything that Josh said and my relationship with Liam. I sit back down next to Liam, “So what did you think about Josh?” I ask him curiously.

Liam looks across at me “Honestly, I can see why your friends with him; He seems so friendly and genuine and if he’s somebody that you trust then I trust him as well”. I look at Liam and give him a kiss before pulling back so we don’t get too caught up in the moment.

We eventually get up and head off home, in the car Liam looks at me “Do you wish you could fuck Josh again?” I look at him surprised, “Where is that coming from?” I ask him, surprised that he brought up his t.

He looks at me “What? Are you thinking that I’m angry about it?” he laughs “I’m not angry, in fact I’m jealous because he is fucking fit as babe and god, I wish I could just be with him for a night”. I look at Liam and realise that of course he wouldn’t be angry and if he was, he wouldn’t have bothered to come with me tonight. I punch his arm “You had me going there, you bastard” I laugh as we head home and head upstairs.

Dad wanders in not long after us and says goodnight to us and says that he is glad to see us both happy as he wanders towards his room. I strip off even though we’re under the covers because I just want to be connected to Liam for a while yet. I lay there with Liam and our urges can’t hold on for too long so we start to explore each other’s bodies again, kissing and sucking on each other’s nipples as we explore, the light hair that Liam has on his chest now turns me on as I feel before going down his body and eventually running my hand all over his hard cock that is sticking up.

I get down and start licking his cock up and down, swirling my tongue around and around, worshipping it. I move down and suck each of his balls, sucking each one individually hearing Liam trying to keep his moans quiet is really cute and turning me on. I keep sucking and move up his body to go back over his cock with my mouth, feeling his already leaking pre coming out of his slit. I keep going up and down on it, milking his shaft with my mouth.

I slowly take all of it and rise back up head bobbing, letting him just relax and enjoy the feeling of me sucking his hard cock. I go up and back, deep throating it and just holding my mouth on it so that my tongue can do all the work. I start to get faster bobbing up and back with my spit all over his cock running down it, lubing it up.

I slowly pull my mouth off and squat over it and slide down on his cock, Liam gasps not expecting me to be riding him as I go all the way, I have to try and stay quiet as I start to bounce up and down on his already heavily leaking cock. I bounce myself on it with my own cock slapping against my abs as he starts to thrust inside me. It doesn’t take long to feel another warm load in my ass from Liam but it doesn’t matter because I love feeling him inside of me.

Eventually I slide off his cock but not before Liam begs for me to move my cock into his mouth where he sucks me dry. Going deep on my cock helps me to blow more and more wads of cum into his mouth and eventually I fall back on my bed kissing him. “Always love when we fuck like that” Liam says to me as we kiss, before sneaking into the bathroom to clean up before falling back into bed and curling up together to sleep.