Road to Re-Awakening

Jayson's Visit

It was good to get the old Monster out again after a couple week break from my latest alteration.  The riding position was painful for more than a few minutes and I wanted it to heal quicker so a short sacrifice had to be made.  Fall was arriving and before the weather turned less hospitable to two wheel transport, I climbed back on the Ducati again.  The goal was to see if I remembered any of my old routes or if they'd become eight lane "boulevards" with endless strip malls replacing the formerly scenic forests.  

Some had definitely become part of the sprawl but I was still able to find some fun roads, no doubt aided by the fact that I was riding on a Tuesday, not a Saturday.  I pulled in to a gas station for a quick break to rehydrate and top up.  I stood there chuckling at the locals that were looking at me suspiciously.  I didn't match their expectation of middle aged biker, but I didn't care.  I liked to go my own way.  

Before I hopped back on, I checked my phone and I had a few messages. Among the spam messages "Tracy knew how to rock my world" and "Unable to delver fedx pkg. log in to fix info", which were deleted without opening, there was one worth reading.

"Hey Ben.  Going to be near u in 2 wks visiting aunt n uncle. 7-13th.  Hope we can meet up for beer/lunch. Let me know if ur avail" was the text message from Jayson.

I tapped out a reply "No plans then.  Work MWF during day, free evenings, all day SatSunTuTh.  Pick a day(s)."  I'd probably skip work if I had to and knew that Sean would understand.

With the phone back in my jacket pocket, I took off for the next leg of my ride.  It would be good to see Jayson again, with or without his family tagging along, but I knew I'd prefer without.  A few of our meetings flashed through my mind and all were enjoyable whether or not sex was involved.  We chatted over the next few weeks and planned to meet the day after he got there for lunch on Tuesday.

I picked a little brewpub that I liked and thought that it would empty out after the lunch rush.  He showed up promptly at 1 and we grabbed a table inside since the weather was a little cool.   Jayson looked good and his body was a little more muscled than when I'd seen him on my trip.  His beard was bushier too.  We greeted each other with a hug and sat down to catch up.

"Len said to say 'hi' to you.  He and I are kinda going out now, but staying open.  He's gotten a lot more confident after that party" Jayson told me.  I chuckled and replied that I was happy that they both had found someone.   "He's the reason my beard is getting longer.  We're both growing them out.  And working out more, too.  Hopefully, the next time I do those three hikes I won't be the one holding everyone back" he said, grinning back at me.

"I don't think you slowed us down.  We never finished in the dark, at least.  The muscle looks good on you.  I'm sure lots of guys are checking you out at the gym" I told him.

"Thanks.  Len and I work out together, so most guys just look.  At least they're doing that.  No one paid attention to me before" Jayson said.

I was a little surprised but just said "Their loss" before changing topics.  "So you're visiting your aunt and uncle?  Is it just a visit or is there an occasion?" I asked.

Jayson laughed.  "I've wanted to visit them since I haven't seen them since I was in High School.  I got more than I expected, though.  They're having issues since my uncle is more interested in the boys than my aunt.  I didn't even know he went that way.  Uh... You're bi and were married to a woman... how did you deal with it?" he asked.

"Well, I always considered my wife, Jan, my primary partner and never neglected her needs.  Everyone else, male or female took second place.  Do you think your uncle is gay, not bi?  Or just bored with your aunt?  I've seen long marriages end for both reasons" I replied.

"No clue.  My parents didn't know there were problems.  I didn't say anything about my uncle being queer or even them having an open relationship when I asked them this morning.  My aunt didn't hide it, though, and my uncle confirmed it when we were alone.  He seems to be doing ok, it's just my aunt that is unhappy" Jayson said.

"That means he's getting laid and she isn't" I said with a chuckle.

"Yeah, probably.  Did you go through things like that?" he asked.

"Every couple has their ups and downs.  But, if I saw Jan not meeting anyone, I'd cut back my time with others and spend more with her.  It sounds like he's more interested in sex with men than his wife and that's not good.  I hope he's got a good divorce lawyer" I replied.  We kept talking and the after work crowd started to fill the pub.  "So what did you tell them about me?" I asked.

"Not much.  I said that I was meeting up with a friend that I met hiking.  Since they know that I'm dating Len and you're the father of one of the other hikers, they think its a platonic friendship" Jayson said, winking at me.  After some more talking, he invited them to join us at the pub.  His aunt Catherine was the first to show up.  She was about my age and dressed better than anyone else in the place while still keeping it casual.

"You didn't tell me how good looking your friend is, Jayson" she said after our introductions.  "Too bad he's taken.  I hope there's a few single ones here that are more my age" she added, looking around.  I still put on my wedding band and while it didn't deter most people, Catherine was one that checked first.  I noticed that while she had a couple rings on, none were on her ring finger.

"My wife passed a couple years ago.  I still wear the ring, half out of habit and half to honor her.  I take it you're divorced from Jayson's uncle?" I asked.

"Yes, but we still live together.  Once the house sells we can both be rid of each other" she said, clearly unhappy with the current arrangement.    I got a round of drinks and was surprised when she asked for "a good bourbon, on the rocks."  With our drinks in hand, we talked and it was obvious she was searching to find out how available I was. The longer we talked the more I understood the animosity between Catherine and her husband.  They were long past having a fixable relationship.  "How was your marriage, Ben" she asked.

I didn't want to brag but it was perfect except for Jan's early death.  "Really good.  We liked a lot of the same things and the others we complimented each other with.  I still miss her.  It took a few years to get over it, but the trip I took made me realize that there's a lot more I want to do.  One was the hiking trip with my son and his partner where we ran into Jayson" I said, raising my glass to him.

"Partner? Most people that use that term are gay" Catherine declared.  

I knew immediately that I shouldn't have brought it up, but now that the cat was out of the bag I couldn't ignore it.  Ron wasn't here to defend himself so I was going to do it for him.  "Well, bisexual.  Kind of like his parents.  His boyfriend is gay" I said, waiting for the shit to hit the fan.

"My ex-husband claims to be bisexual, but for the past several years he only seems interested in men.  I think that men that claim to be bisexual are really gay but won't admit it.  I wasted a lot of good years on him" Catherine said.

"Think what you want.  Some are and some are not.  I always said 'I love my wife but I have sex with others' and I meant it.  That was why it was so hard to lose her.  I doubt I'll find anyone else that understands me as well as she did and allow me the freedom to play.  Sex with a long term partner is different than sex with others, just like sex with women is very different than sex with men" I explained.  With no response other than Jayson nodding, I added "I think from here on I'll just have friends with benefits since I doubt I'll find a partner that will accept me for who I am.  My views aren't going to change at this point."

She looked at me somewhat shocked.  Maybe she realized that her statement grated on me by lumping all bi men into the same bucket as her ex.  Maybe he really was bi, but given the choice of sex with her or any other man it was an easy decision.  I also knew a lot of gay men of my era that married women because "that's what you're supposed to do" and made at least two people miserable unless they figured out how to be happy early in their marriage.

"It's nice to know that it can work out for some people.  I just want to move on.  Your idea about not worrying about a long term relationship and sleep with whoever I want sounds more realistic.  Do you go to places like this to meet them?" Catherine asked.  I chuckled to myself since I never went out looking to hookup with anyone.

"No, this is a social place I go to that happens to have a good food and drink selection.  Is the bourbon OK?" I asked.  She smiled and I continued "I can't remember the last time I went out looking to hook up with anyone.  After all these years, I really don't do that anymore since I know enough people to meet when the urge hits.  Occasionally I meet someone new and have been pleasantly surprised when I connect with them."  I saw Jayson almost burst out laughing but he kept calm enough that Catherine didn't notice.

"Oh... I knew this wasn't going to be easy.  Its been so long since I've been on the market, I don't know where to start to find people to meet with to get my needs met" she said.

"It's probably best not to go out with that intent.  Take a look around at your group of friends and see if any are in an open relationship and you find interesting.  Go out on social things, like tonight, and see where it takes you.  The wine shop on fourth has tastings occasionally and has an interesting crowd you might like.  It's less stressful that way and you don't end up in some stranger's bed wondering what the hell happened" I said.  

The smile had returned to her face.  We continued talking, moving on from the topic of relationships and hookups.  I told her of my trips that year, hiking in the mountains, getting involved again with my company and my rekindled passion for motorcycles.  The last one she didn't seem to be interested in, but Jayson was.  

It was after nine and Catherine looked at her phone.  "I guess Allen found someone more interesting to meet and is blowing us off" she said.  It almost looked like she was relieved at not having to put on a good face while the two were stuck together again.

"We could go back to my place and continue talking" I said, not wanting to keep drinking at the pub and then have to drive home.  The three of us made our way back to my house and I think I saw Catherine give Jayson a scowl after we got out of our three cars.  As we walked toward my house, Corey was sitting at the picnic table glued to his phone.

"Who's this?" Catherine asked in a suspicious tone.  Jayson had a different take on the same question.

"This is my friend Corey.  He lives in the apartment over the garage.  Corey, this is Catherine and Jayson" I said, introducing them.  Corey's eyes lit up, getting to meet the Jayson he'd heard several stories about.  I'd skipped most of the sexual details of my encounters with Jayson, but Corey knew that something had happened between us.

"Have a seat" Corey said, setting his phone down.  I saw a baggie of joints on the table and knew he was at least a little baked.  Before I could say anything, Jayson was sitting down across from Corey.  

"I think we'll go inside where it's a little warmer" I said.  Catherine and I went into the house, leaving the two younger guys outside.  I poured two glasses of bourbon and when I glanced out the kitchen window I saw Corey passing Jayson a lit joint.  I doubted I'd hear from either of them the rest of the night.  

Catherine and I sat on the sofa and talked a little more.  As the glasses neared empty, I watched her slowly move her hand over to my leg.  I'd waited for her to make the first move and it had taken almost an hour.  My preference was to let a woman show me she was interested before I'd do more than talk.  I never wanted any encounter to feel forced, whether it was with a guy or girl, but it was especially true with women.  Catherine looked comfortable and not pressured as she slowly stroked my leg.

"Another glass?" I whispered in her ear.  She nodded and I reluctantly stood up, walking back to the kitchen for a few ice cubes and the bourbon bottle.   Looking outside, I saw Corey and Jayson sitting on the top of the picnic table, kissing.  They got up and headed toward the garage and disappeared inside.  I poured two short glasses and went back to the family room.   

I doubt we got more than two more sips before she leaned in and we kissed.  It was tentative at first but quickly got more confident when I reciprocated.  Minutes later, I was laid back and she was sprawled over my body with our lips still firmly connected.  She felt good against me even with clothes on.  When her hands started stroking over my arms and chest there was a short pause when she felt the piercing.  She didn't say anything and continued rubbing over my body.  Her fingers probed my nips briefly a couple more times before her hands moved lower.

"I'm a little rusty... but I'd like to go further... if you're game" she said shyly.  Catherine hadn't been shy the whole night but I understood her hesitance since it had been a long time since she had been in this situation.  

"Are you sure?" I asked, knowing that she was.  A few minutes later we were up in my bedroom, out of sight of my two furry companions.  We started by carefully undressing each other.  I was going to go at whatever pace she wanted and knew it shouldn't be rushed.  With our shirts and her bra dispatched, we looked over each other a moment before I leaned in and kissed her again.  It took less than a second before she was passionately kissing me back.

Catherine's hands slowly moved down my back, pausing on my hips before she began to unbutton and unzip my jeans.  Before I could reciprocate, she began to kneel, pulling my jeans and underwear down.   She stared at the horseshoe piercing in the end of my cock for a moment with her eyes wide open.  I waited to hear a comment but she remained silent to the steel bits that were stuck through my body.  I was happy that the PA had finally healed enough for sex.

Her tongue gave a lick over it and then she licked over the head.  A minute later she had wrapped her lips around my cock but never took it more than half way in.  I could tell that she wasn't a fan of sucking a pierced cock but once she got used to it she was pretty good.  Catherine tried to take me deeper but she gagged the moment she felt the ring try to get into her throat.  It didn't bother me and I was surprised that she would even try.

I pulled her up my body before rolling her on her back and then it was my turn.  She moaned loudly the moment my tongue dragged down her body and it got even louder when my tongue licked over her pussy.  I've said it before, but it's worth repeating that I love oral sex regardless of my partner's genitalia.  Whether it was from lack of any sex for a long time or I was doing a better job than her ex, she continued to moan and squirm under me.  I spent quite a lot of time down there until my throbbing cock wanted the same experience.   

Slowly I lapped my tongue up her body, spreading her legs wider and pushing them back.  I heard a few gasps when I flicked my tongue over her nipples and when I looked at her face she had the biggest grin I'd seen since we had met that afternoon.   Her eyes closed when the ring on my cock teased over her pussy.  I heard her soft moans return and after a minute I pressed in.  Catherine's moan changed slightly and I wondered how long it had been since she felt a man inside her.  The next hour was a blur as I tried to give her the pleasure she had missed for so long.

At first she just laid there letting me do what I wanted but slowly she began to move and become a real partner.  First, her hands started to feel over my body.  She found out what happened when she gave the lightest touch over my nipples.  The resulting throb from my cock was something she appeared to like.  But her hands didn't remain in one position long and I liked her soft touch.

When I felt my orgasm start to rise, she knew what was happening.  She may have been out of practice, but Catherine hadn't forgotten how to be a good sex partner.  One leg wrapped around me, pulling me in tighter when I made a final thrust.  I growled and she moaned as my cock pulsed inside her.  The next move was a little surprising but she reached up and pulled me to her body and began kissing me.  Once the last shot had fired, her legs fell down to the bed while our kisses continued for several more seconds. 

I rolled to the side and my softened cock slipped out.  We laid there on our sides softly stroking each other for a few minutes before she said "Thank you.  I'd forgotten how good it can feel to have sex with someone who wants to give their partner pleasure too."  We talked a little before we both dozed off.  It was a few hours later when I woke to her hands roaming over my chest.

As soon as she saw I was awake, her hand moved lower and wrapped around my very stiff shaft.  Catherine gave me a smile and climbed on top of me.  It was a brief fuck, maybe ten minutes or so, but she rode me to orgasm.  I wasn't the only one and it felt good knowing I was able to get her off as well as she got me off.  I remembered a song from a long time ago that had a lyric "She only cums when she's on top" and it was fitting.  We fell asleep again, this time lasting until morning.     

While I was making breakfast I looked out and Jayson's rental car was still in the driveway, but in a different place.  I guessed he had moved it so that Corey could get out to go to work.  Catherine and I finished breakfast and when we went out the back door, Jayson was sitting at the table with a cup of coffee and a huge smile.  

"Are we still on for the theater tomorrow evening?" Catherine asked Jayson.

"Of course.  It's one of the reasons for my trip" he said.  We watched Catherine drive away and Jayson said "You dawg.  I haven't seen here look that happy all week."

After chuckling I said "She got what she needed.  That makes people happy.  Did you get what you needed?" I asked.

"Oh yeah, I did.  I hope he's more than just a tenant... cuz I had an amazing night with him.  If you haven't played with Corey, you should"  Jayson said.  I smiled, not wanting to tell him of the times that Corey and I had fucked.  It was nice to know that Corey did the same.  "Did she wear you out or are you up for more?" Jayson asked after a few seconds.

It made me laugh since he and Corey had probably fucked longer than I had with Catherine and he still wanted more.  "Sure, I guess Corey didn't give you quite enough" I replied as I started to walk back inside my house.  Jayson left the coffee mug on my counter as he followed me to the stairs.  The pets watched us from their spot in the middle of the family room and I wondered what was going through their minds.

Jayson had his shirt off before we got into the room and left his pants just inside the door.  He was clawing my clothes off next and we were both naked less than a minute later.  We stood there staring at each other, big grins on each of our faces.  "I was hoping we'd be able to get together again" he said right before we began to kiss.  Our tongues danced inside his mouth before he pushed them back into mine.   We moved closer to the bed until I broke the kiss and we fell over on to the messy bed.

"Damn, I can smell her.  That's so fuckin' wild" Jayson said.  Both of us were getting hard and I could feel his stiff shaft jab my leg.  He pushed me on to my back and worked his way along my jaw to my neck and then to my chest.  His lips and tongue played with my left nip, then my right before heading downward.  I felt his beard on my hard cock first, before his chin and then his tongue.  "Holy fuck, Ben!  That's so fuckin cool!" he exclaimed once he felt the PA in my cock.  Without a second thought he played with the ring with his tongue and then dove down on my dick.  While his aunt might have been hesitant about oral sex with a pierced cock, Jayson wasn't.  He'd had enough experience with them so he knew what felt good and how rough to get since he knew it was a recent addition.

After several minutes of him sucking me I expected him to crawl up and ride me.  When he didn't, I pulled his head off and swapped spots with him.  His cock was as rigid as any time I'd seen him and after a deep breath I went down slowly to the base.  A couple squeezes with my throat made him whimper and I think he was fighting off shooting down my throat.  I pulled off, dragged my tongue down his rod and over his balls.  

I pushed his legs back and continued my tongue's downward path to his spread butt and hairy hole.  There was a hint of cum, which I assumed was Corey's, along with some sweat and it only made my cock stiffer.  My tongue was working overtime as I pushed his legs back for better access.  Jayson grabbed them, rolling back to let me dig my tongue in deeper.  I spent a long time rimming him, almost as long as I'd eaten Catherine out the night before. 

Like the night before with Catherine, my dick was getting jealous and wanted to plow into the hole I was eating and was achingly stiff.  Unlike last night, I didn't tease his hole for more than a second before I drove in.  

"Oh god, yeah!" he exclaimed before adding "It would feel even better with a bigger ring" and grinning back at me.

"Yeah, gonna take some time before I can stretch it as much as I want.  Maybe next year" I replied just as I started to thrust into his spit soaked hole.  It took only a few strokes before my hips met his ass.  He encouraged me to go harder and faster, both verbally and with his body.  It felt like we'd had sex only a few weeks ago rather than months.  He was a fun sex partner and I saw a lot of similarities between him and Corey.  In fact Corey was kind of a blend of Jayson and I with my love of both sexes and Jayson's youthful exuberance. 

After drilling him missionary for a while, I pulled out and dragged him to the edge of the bed.  He stood there, bent over the side as I easily slipped back into him.  Gripping tightly on his hips, I gave him full strokes of my cock and occasionally pulled out and thrust back in.  When I felt his legs getting sore and shaky, a hard shove pushed him back on to the bed on his knees where I could push his face into the bedding to let him smell his aunt's scent while I plowed him.  A few minutes later my balls were ready once again and I gave him a few last thrusts before flooding his ass with my seed.

I didn't feel Jayson shoot his load and wondered if he was saving it for later.  We laid there breathing heavy for a bit until he said "That was just as good as I remembered it.  I hope you're planning on coming out next summer to hike with Ron and Kevin.  I know a few people that want to see you again."

It made me chuckle because I'd been thinking about it too.  "Yeah, it's a possibility.  I'll have to visit Lea too.  Maybe I should make two trips out of it this time" I replied and watched his face light up.  We passed out for a post-fuck nap and then went for round two.  His hole was still nice and slick when I laid on his back and slid back in.  It was easy to pile drive his hole like this, letting my hips do most of the work.   

We moved to get him up on all fours, with me starting on my knees before moving up to one knee and then jockey style to finish off.  The load I gave him wasn't big but it replaced most of what I forced out.  Once again, we dozed off.  This time we were spooned with my cock still in him at the start.  When we woke a few hours later we started chatting.  I first asked if he was only in a bottom mood for this trip.

"Yeah...  Len is strictly a bottom so I'm always on top with him.  The only time I get my needs for dick met is when I hookup with other guys.  I've been so busy lately that its been over a month since I took any dick and I needed it badly" Jayson replied.  I nodded, knowing how your body could crave something it missed.  We talked a bit more before he looked over at the clock.

"Shit!  I gotta go pick Corey up.  I didn't realize it was this late" Jayson said as we laid in bed with my furry friends nuzzling in close.  I found it funny that they had no problem jumping into bed after I'd have sex with guys, but if a woman was involved they stayed downstairs.  They always waited until it was over before they'd come into the bedroom, too.  Jayson skipped a shower and tossed his jeans, tee and shoes on before running down the stairs and out the door.  Just like he left Corey's cum in him for me to find, Corey was going to find mine in him later.

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Catherine and I continued to meet, sometimes for coffee, sometimes for dinner and sometimes only for sex.  Dinner frequently ended up with us in bed.  When her house finally sold she bought a town home that she'd had her eye on for months.  It gave us a new place to go after dinner and we tried to have fun in every room over the next few months.  She found a few other people to play with and was surprised that I knew one of the guys.

"You don't mind me being with a friend of yours?" she asked after she told me of her latest encounter.

I didn't want to tell her that he and I had played around a few times, so I just said "Not at all.  We're not in a monogamous relationship and I know that he's a good guy.  Just let me know if it gets serious and I'll back off."  The look on her face told me that I shouldn't worry about having to do that any time soon.  She seemed to like our encounters as much as I did.  The suggestion that we bring a third in, however, gave me one firm "NO" as a reply.   A three way with Corey and another woman would have to be reserved for our next meeting with Sophie in a few weeks.