Road to Re-Awakening

Part 3 - Lea's Place, The Weekend Begins

It took me back decades, wandering around the house nude along with everyone else. By noon, most everyone was out in the back yard. The yard was a secluded place, shielded from the outside world by a thick growth of bushes and trees, not that anyone seemed to care. I found myself in the hot tub with a few other people, each of us with a libation in hand. Ellen was next to me, but seemed to stay further from me than the guy, Mo, next to her. They seemed to be in their mid-thirties and based on the rings they had, married.

"When did you come out?" she finally asked.

"I got here Tuesday" I replied before taking another sip of beer.

Everyone in the hot tub laughed and Ellen clarified her question. "I mean, when did you come out of the closet?" she asked. All eyes were now glued on me and it felt a little uncomfortable.
"When I was seventeen" I replied, pausing a moment and seeing everyone nod. I then continued "I've never limited myself to one gender. When I met my wife Jan, we really clicked because we had the same attitudes towards sex. We were both bi and encouraged each other to explore our desires with other people."

When I stopped talking I saw some confused looks. I suspected that word had spread about my morning playtime with Drew. "Bi? Not just closeted during your marriage?" Tony asked.

"Yeah, I'm one of the real ones, not a gay guy in denial or hiding. There's a lot more of us around than you might think" I said.

The third guy, Geoff, rolled his eyes and climbed out of the tub, wandering away. Both Tony and Mo smiled and Tony said "Yeah, I know. We just keep quiet since, as you said, a lot of people think anyone that has sex with another guy must really be gay." Tony and Geoff appeared to be a little older than Ellen or Mo, I guessed early forties, with Geoff being slender and dark blond with only a little hair on his body while Tony was dark haired with a chest full of dense fur.

By this time, Ellen had moved closer to me. The next hour was occupied by the three of us guys trading off and and pleasuring Ellen however we could. Maybe it was the position on the edge of the hot tub or she just didn't enjoy giving head, but the only ones sucking dick were the guys. Tony really liked to taste my dick after I'd been fucking Ellen a while. Mo only tried once and preferred just stroking Tony and I.

All three of us eventually released inside her and I made sure that I was the last one in to feel her cum filled pussy. With our balls drained and Ellen looking worn out, we all sunk back into the tub. The water may not have been as sparkling clean as when we originally got in, but it still felt good.

"Are you satisfied with my answer, Ellen?" I asked. She smiled back at me and Tony chuckled.

"That was even more fun than I hoped it would be. Much better than with Mo by himself" Ellen said a minute later. I watched Mo scowl and wondered if this was the first time they had someone join in. "It's ok, hun. You're good but I never thought I'd get to try three at once. I hope it's not the last time" Ellen said, kissing her partner.

"I guess that isn't Geoff's thing. He took off pretty quick" I said to Tony.

"Yeah, he lets me play on the other side occasionally, but doesn't want to be anywhere close when it happens" Tony said.

"Ah... You're partners?" I asked. Tony nodded and held up seven fingers which I assumed were for the years they'd been together. "I'm going to get a beverage. Anyone else want anything?" I asked the three of them. Ellen still had her lips glued on Mo's and neither replied. Tony started getting out of the tub along with me. Like a lot of first timer's group sex, one of the people got their feelings hurt and we decided it was best to leave Ellen and Mo alone.

"Do you just top?" Tony asked as we got half way to the house.

I laughed briefly and replied "Mostly. I've found over the years that its easy to find bottoms and a lot harder to find tops that I'm into."

Tony smiled as we opened our beers, telling me "Yeah, I can relate to that idea. You looked really good fucking Ellen. I'm sure she won't question your ability to satisfy women anymore. Are you that good with men?"

I knew where he was headed by his comment but was wondering if he was thinking of him, his partner, or both. "Well, to be honest, most of my experience is with women. Probably two thirds. Until today, I hadn't been with a guy in at least ten years. It's like riding a bicycle, though. It's good to get back into the outside world after being a recluse" I said.

"Recluse?" Tony asked. I explained that I was depressed after my wife died and that this trip was my kids' attempt at getting me back to normal. "It looks like you're doing pretty well. Sex is always a good way to improve your attitude. Speaking of which..." he said.

I looked at him curiously and he continued his sentence. "My partner thought you were sexy and word around here is that you're a good top. I think he wanted the three of us in the hot tub, not Ellen, Mo and I.  Are you up for another round?" Tony asked.

I smiled and told him I thought I needed a little longer to recover since I wanted to last a while. The glimmer in his eye told me that he understood and preferred a longer session too. In the past, I rarely asked what a new casual partner was interested in and let the meeting flow without any preconceived expectations. Tony's question earlier about my prowess told me he expected me to top and the only question I had was if I would be fucking his boyfriend or him.

The three of us sat around the fire pit for a while, watching the rest of the guests. The fire really wasn't needed and it was just a little smoldering ash for the most part, but we stoked it with another small log to keep it going for the evening.

"Did you enjoy fucking that woman?" Geoff asked me. I could sense some contempt in his voice and it turned me off.

Maybe he was now asking his version of the "are you really bi" question, so I let it slide and waited for his response to my answer. "Yeah, I did. Until today, I hadn't had sex with anyone for a couple years. Several more if you don't consider my wife. So far it's twice in one day and both were unexpected. I really do enjoy both men and women as sexual partners since they're very different experiences" I said. He looked at me a little suspiciously but didn't make any more comments.

We talked a little more and my beer was long past empty. I stood up and told them it was time to recycle and refill. After hitting the bathroom and taking a very long piss, I wandered back to the kitchen and picked out another local brew. I talked to a few people, all of whom seemed to hit on me. As I'd said to people the day before, it felt good being desirable.

Some girl in her late twenties had just finished her innuendo laden comments while her boyfriend rolled his eyes when I felt someone come up behind me.

"Sorry, he gets like that some times. Geoff just doesn't understand bi guys but he's really a good person" Tony said. My impression was a little different. Maybe it was jealousy or just he didn't want to deal with guys that liked pussy. I didn't care. I wasn't interested in anyone that had an attitude like that, even if their partner wanted me to join in.

"It's OK. He's not my type. I like willing partners, not ones that will only do it to please their other partner. Men or women" I replied. It might have sounded cold, but that really is how I felt. Tony looked surprised at my bluntness. I didn't add any comments telling him I thought he should look elsewhere for a relationship.

He was bent over the back of the sofa, my hips plowing into his hairy ass. With the intensity, I would have expected grunts or cries, but all I got were moans. Tony needed this fuck more than anything. I wondered when the last time he got fucked, but it didn't matter. He thought everyone expected him to be a top and yet he needed a dick in him just as much as he needed his dick in someone else.

Tony and I were close in height and he had about ten or fifteen pounds on me. My metabolism had kept me in decent shape even if I had been just sulking around the house for the past year and doing the shortest of workouts. I'd continued to exercise, mostly out of habit, to keep my five foot ten body in shape. His ass had a nice feel as I'd slam in, pounding him harder than I'd done to Drew that morning.

My hands gripped his shoulders and he really liked me taking control. After ten minutes or so, I wrapped my arm around his chest and changed the thrusts. The more I plowed him, the more I thought he might be a bottom. I never cared whether a sexual partner was a top, bottom or versatile. I'd had plenty of macho, top acting guys suddenly bend over and beg to get fucked over the years and had also experienced feminine guys that screamed "BOTTOM" become aggressive tops once the door was closed. I had always been flexible and did whatever gave both or all of us the most pleasure.

Tony was one of those that tried to play the top part, but as soon as the other guy showed any inclination of being more dominant, he quickly threw up his legs. After spending twenty minutes drilling him bent over the back of the sofa, I dragged him over to the other side, flipped him on his back and drove my hard cock back in. The smile on his face as I looked back at him told me how much he was enjoying this.

I had him folded up and my face was inches away from him the closer I got to orgasm. A few whimpers came out of his mouth, which just cemented his bottom desires in my mind. I watched his eyes get bigger when my cock started to swell. He kept nodding faster until I heard breathless "Please" come out of his mouth. Pulses of my cum shot out, flooding his guts followed by a loud moan from Tony.

The amount of cum that I shot surprised me. Tony was the third person I'd filled that day and it might have been the biggest load. Once my cock had stopped throbbing, I slowly pulled out. Tony was still staring at me with the biggest grin on his face. "I was hoping to share Geoff with you but he fucked it up. He would have loved you owning his ass like that. I know I did" Tony said to me a minute or two later.

"He'll never know. You should find more guys to use that hole of yours since you seem to really like it" I replied. We showered and headed back to the yard to see what was going on. The firepit now was blazing and a half dozen people were around it, but Geoff was nowhere to be found. Most of the people were spent and things slowly wound down after everyone feasted on the BBQ.
I sat down on a large outdoor couch and had Dan and Lea on either side of me a minute later. 

"I'm glad you came to visit, Ben" Dan said and Lea nodded. It was strange to have my daughter and her boyfriend both naked next to me and yet it didn't really matter. I got kisses from both of them which I gave back. It wasn't sexual at all and yet showed our love for each other.

In the short time I'd known Dan, I had realized he was a good fit for Lea. One thing that I was curious about was his comment about her teaching him to understand his sexuality. How different was he before he met her? We talked a while before heading into the house and crashing for the night.