Road to Re-Awakening

Sunday, Funday

Sunday was a lazy day. None of us were hungover, but tired from the previous day's activities. Once again, I ran into Dan in the hallway, naked. This time he slapped my ass as I walked by and I chuckled. Breakfast was late and more of a brunch for the people that were still around. Drew and Zak were there along with a couple, Jen and Toby, and one other guy Gavin. I felt like the odd person in the group, since everyone seemed to work on making part of the breakfast.

"No champagne. All we got is tequila" Toby said, setting down a glass of OJ and a shot of tequila at each seat. I started setting the table and the island for the overflow just to keep busy. Suddenly I heard "Salud!" and realized I was the only one without a shot glass in my hand. They all waited until that issue was fixed and we all downed the shot together. Eggs got finished and pancakes too. A bowl of fruit was set at each seat and a moment later we all were seated, six at the table and two, Jen and Toby, at the island.

I'm not sure you're prepared to see your kids organize a proper group meal, but there we were eating breakfast. It wasn't formal, we were all still in our sleepware and half of the guys were shirtless, but it was a pleasant meal. The conversation was varied from a concert that some of them were going to the following weekend to Toby's doctoral thesis. When there was a lull, I asked the question that had been sticking at the back of my mind since Saturday morning.

"Dan, you mentioned that Lea taught you a few things about your sexuality. Do you mind telling me what? I'm curious to know if I did a decent job raising her or if she really did know a lot more than her parents like she told us so many times" I asked. I got a table full of smiles except from Lea who scowled at me.

Dan looked embarrassed and took another shot of tequila. "You don't have anything to worry about, Lea got a much better parenting experience than I did. I used to be a macho dick. My parents were not as accepting as you and your wife were and once they realized Drew wasn't the straight son they were expecting, they were pretty fucking cruel. I got caught in the middle, but followed my parent's example for a while. The thing that scared me though, was that I had more in common with Drew than anyone knew. Lea helped me realize that I wasn't straight either and I needed to give my brother the support he never got from our parents" he said.

I saw a few people nod and Drew looked like he was about to cry. "She saw something in me and told me not be afraid to show it. When I saw how happy Zak made Drew I knew that we all should be allowed to find our perfect mate. Or mates. Or mate and occasional other. I don't need to be the image of the perfect man that my parents wanted, I need to be happy with myself. She and your son had a lot less stressful upbringing than Drew and I. You at least still talk and visit with your kids. I can't tell you how good it was to finally meet you" Dan said. Everyone raised their glass, whether shot or juice glass, and we toasted.

Now I knew the story and hoped I hadn't opened up some old wounds by asking it. The conversation kicked back up again and it was as varied as ever. Gavin was sitting next to me and asked "How much longer are you going to be around? I heard that you were on a long trip and this was your first stop."

"It took me 2 days to get here, so I guess this is my second stop. The cheap hotel was the first and much less enjoyable" I replied, laughing. "But, I'm leaving tomorrow morning to head to my son's place. It's a three day trip and I'm planning on camping each night. It will be strange to be alone again after this weekend. I'd forgotten how good it was to be around other people" I added. Glancing over, I saw a smile on Lea's face.

"Oh. I was hoping you'd be around a few more days. I haven't met anyone before that was really bi. Everyone tells me I'm just fooling myself, but I really do like both women and men. And I saw you yesterday in the hot tub and then in the house and you looked like you were enjoying both" Gavin said.

"There are a lot of people out there, men and women, that are bi. Don't let anyone tell you that what you like is wrong or that it's just a phase. I've gotten the same comments for over forty years. Tell them to 'fuck off' if they tell you that you're really gay. It's just like someone telling a gay person that they think they're gay because they're too shy to talk to the other sex" I replied.

Gavin and I were in the hot tub a couple hours later. Like the day before, neither of us wore any clothes. I told him my story and while he was thirty years younger, he could truly relate. "I was in a more urban environment, so it was easier. Just be careful and you can find some partners. Being here today means you're getting a lot closer. It might be one of these people or one of their friends... or friends of friends" I said.

Jen and Toby came up to the edge of the tub and Jen asked "You seem to be having a deep conversation. Do you mind if we jump in?"

I gave them a smile and said "Come on in, but the rule is all everyone must be naked." They didn't think twice and soon both nude bodies were sliding into the tub. We all chatted about the weekend and the weather and how it was nice to find such a chill group.

Toby looked around and suddenly seemed nervous. "We heard your discussion at breakfast. Uh... were you serious about being bisexual?" he stammered out.

I laughed to myself but didn't want to make them feel uncomfortable. "Yeah, I am. Proud and bi for forty some years. My wife was too" I said before looking at Gavin.

He blushed a little but then said meekly "I am too. I'm just having a hard time finding people that understand." The expression on Jen and Toby's faces told me they felt the same way.

"Do you want to find other partners to play with together or apart?" I asked Toby and Jen.

"Uh... Both. I like to watch him play with other guys, but its only happened twice so far" Jen said.

"I like to watch her with other guys and girls, but I like to be alone with other guys. I just don't like other people see me get fucked. It's ok if I'm fucking" Toby replied.

"So if Gavin fucked you while I did Jen, you'd freak out?" I asked.

The panic on Toby's face was only matched by the excitement in Jen's. Toby's eyes darted around at the three of us. One of the advantages of being the only older person in the group was that I could easily take command. I whispered to Jen to stay in the tub before gesturing to Toby and Gavin to get up on the deck next to the hot tub. With a towel laid down, Toby was on his knees with Gavin and I standing in front of him.

He may have been nervous but once he began to concentrate on the cock in his mouth he forgot about anyone else watching him. Toby was good at giving head and alternated between the two in front of him. My arm wrapped around Gavin's shoulder and I felt his wrap around my lower back. When I leaned my face towards his, he did the same and the kiss, while brief, was sensual and confident. Gavin had kissed guys in public before and wasn't concerned about any fallout from it. Besides, this was an accepting place for that to happen.

Looking around, I noticed Jen watching the three of us closely while pleasuring herself. Further out, I saw a few people point over at us and all were smiling before going back to their conversations. About that time, I felt Toby force his face deeper on my cock and his throat grip the head of my cock. He stayed down longer than I expected before slowly pulling off and doing the same to Gavin.

Gavin's eyes closed and he tilted his head back before moaning. When Toby swapped shafts again, Gavin turned to me and asked "Do you mind if I take Jen?"

"It's up to her but I don't mind. Just make sure she can see him" I replied softly, but loud enough for Toby to hear. My hand dropped down behind Toby's head and I took control. I wasn't too rough, just enough to keep him occupied while Gavin and Jen got in position. Gavin motioned to her and it only took her a couple seconds to be up on the deck beside us. She laid out another towel and Gavin got in position on it, laying on his back.

Jen straddled Gavin's body, guiding the rigid, spit covered shaft inside. Once she was down, she let out a sultry moan and then looked over to me, giving me a wink. A few seconds later, I realized that it was now my turn to enter her boyfriend. Toby let out a soft gasp when the end of my cock pulled past his lips and he saw Jen next to us. While it might have been fun to watch him ride my dick while Jen rode Gavin's, I wanted to be in control and that's always easier in doggy or missionary. He had some reluctance, but I got him on all fours next to Gavin and if he wanted, he could watch Jen ride Gavin's shaft. I doubt that he did at first, since he stared straight ahead for the first ten minutes of me prepping and then entering him. Toby was tight but with a little patience on my part, opened up and became a good bottom. Jen seemed to really enjoy watching me prep and then plow her boyfriend.

After several comments from Jen, Toby finally acknowledged her. He seemed to be trying to block out every other person, except for him and I. A few other people were watching us, mostly from a distance and it was impossible to tell what turned them on more; Jen riding Gavin, me fucking Toby, or the group of us having sex. Once Jen said "God this is so hot. I've waited so long to do this!" Toby relaxed, knowing that he was pleasuring her even without touching her. He became a better bottom too, pushing back on my thrusts and working his ass muscles around my cock.
The longer we fucked the better it got. There was a connection between our two pairs, but not a physical one. Gavin began to thrust up as Jen dropped down and I could tell he was getting closer. Jen looked to be getting closer too, so I started to drill Toby. It did the trick and soon I felt my balls tighten up before my cock began to throb. Toby clamped down on my shaft on the next inward stroke and if I had a question whether I should pull out to cum or not, now I knew that he wanted me to fill him with my seed.

The moans from Toby were low and long, while Jen's were an octave higher and punctuated with short grunts when Gavin thrust in harder. I could tell he was getting close and Jen seemed to be as well. My grip tightened on Toby's shoulders while my pace slowed but the intensity of my thrusts increased. Jen cried out a moment before Gavin did which got me even closer. A half dozen strokes took me over the edge and my cock started to pulse, shooting ropes of cum into Toby's hole.

He gasped the moment he felt the warmth fill his guts and then I felt his outer ring spasm as he emptied his balls on to the towel below him. When everyone had finished their orgasms, I pulled Toby up to my chest, wrapped my arms around his chest and kissed the back of his neck before whisperign "That was really good. Thanks." My cock was still inside him, slowly softening. Jen leaned over with Gavin still inside her and kissed Toby passionately.

The four of us slid back into the hot tub, slowly watching each other come down from our highs. Toby looked a little embarrassed until Jen nuzzled next to him and said something in his ear. He'd eventually learn that getting fucked wasn't going to make him "less of a man" contrary to all of the comments from macho straight dudes that he'd heard his whole life. I'm sure the sex he would have later with Jen would prove it.