Our Sophomore Year

Its mid February, we’ve been in our apartment about a month now, things are going great and school was well underway, we got hit with a surprise, one of Josh’s courses involved a 6 week internship out of town, frankly it was even out of state. He needed to set up lodging down in Maryland for 6 weeks, the school had either suggested options which Josh chose one from a list, or he could have applied for one on his own that met the course criteria, the list just seemed easier since he waited till the last possible time that he could. We had to face it, we would have to be apart for 6 weeks. There were suggested living arrangements, one being a local Motel at a school discounted rate, but he would be assigned a roommate and the roommate could be from either our school or another that would be determined by the company he was interning for, we really didn’t want that option, we checked into various other hotels and Motels and they were either too pricey or booked, we looked at Air B&B’s and ultimately decided that the roommate thing was looking better and better as it was the cheapest but also gave Josh something in common with the roommate being they would be working for the same company. Not that we couldn’t afford it, just that 6 weeks kind of alone made Josh feel a bit uneasy. Now I have to tell you, I tried to conceal my Jealous side, but my thoughts just made me very uneasy, you see I guess there’s still a bit of a trust issue when it comes to my man. My insecurities make me feel that I just don’t want him to find anyone else. Ever.

As the time rapidly approaches, the two of us seem to get very close and especially more intimate, we can detect sudden sadness comes over us from time to time knowing that well be apart. Man how do spouses and significant others handle their lovers going away in the military, I can feel the strain and the stress grows each day. The time gets closer, Josh has begun packing a little each day, he's already loaded 2 suitcases and now working on gym bags, his plan was to leave Friday morning, but he has a big exam on Friday so he’ll head out Saturday instead, which is great it gives me one more night with him. He plans on getting down there by dinner Saturday, checking in, meeting his roommate and spending Sunday scoping out the area and starting in first thing Monday morning. I already had dinner reservations for Thursday night so we kept them, and figured we’d take it easy on Friday night so he’ll be fresh for the drive Saturday, and I must emphasize, since our own accident, I’m still very leery of long car trips especially since he’ll be alone the 10+ hour drive.

Thursday afternoon came and Josh was already home and dressed when I got there about 4, I took a quick shower, dressed and I called an Uber to take us to the train station (neither of us were driving tonight). The train took us into New York City, Penn Station and on a typically cold night in February we found ourselves standing in the center of Times Square taking in the lights. While a common sight for locals and Josh, I was still always amazed by the sight and just being there, and Josh seemed to see it differently too as if he was looking at this common sight for him through my eyes as the steam rose from the manhole covers, the smell of the chestnuts and dirty water hotdog carts filled the air as we walked toward Central Park. We went into Luigi’s Italian Place, where we were seated and we ate the Best Italian food ever (Granted, remember I’m from the Midwest where pizza is basically sauce on bread) I had Chicken Parmesan Josh had some Alfredo dish, we tried to get wine but the waiter proofed us, so we settled on Ice tea and coke. After dinner we continued our walk to and into Central Park, I led him toward the field that we sat for hours on one of our first dates, although it was bitter cold, I felt warm as I held Josh around his waist and pulled him in closer forcing a welcomed kiss, there were a few other people in the park bustling around and I hailed a horse and carriage that took us for a ride around the park, reminiscent of our trip to Montreal where we cuddled under a blanket, Damn I did good, Romance was in the air tonight. We took a cab back down to Penn Station about 11pm and headed on a train toward home, but we got off a few stops later to visit our favorite gay bar Mr. Big Stuffs, we hadn’t been back there since that awful night, but in my attempt to show Josh I trusted him, we went in, true to form the bouncer let us in as we hustled up to the bar to drink up for lost time. I however kept scanning the crowd looking for Mr. Jackass, but it was a Thursday night and the crowd was a little bit thinner. Josh grabbed my arm and pulled me out to the dance floor and we party danced the rest of the night away. Damn Josh hadn’t been this loose on the dance floor in over a year, we were laughing and ass bumping the other guys with our fists pumping in the air to the smoke machine and mirror disco ball reflections, screaming at the tops of our lungs to the overly loud party music. We finally sat down at an empty high top where Josh and I engaged in a tongue twisting wrestling match inside of our mouths. We downed several more drinks and finally staggered out of the place about 3am. Outside we hit the freezing cold air and reality hit. Josh had his exam in a few hours, we giddily rushed back to the train station to get the next train back when we realized weekdays the train service stops till 6am, crap were stuck here. So I broke down and called Uber and paid for the 2 hour ride back to our apartment getting home about 5am, we set an alarm, hustled to bed where Josh wanted to be frisky but knowing the situation, I forced myself to refuse his advances so he could get to his test, but promised him the world once he got home tomorrow.

The alarm went off at 9 Josh rushed off to class, I had a huge headache and skipped classes and opted to go back to sleep for a few hours, I awoke by noon and began setting the apartment up for a final fling with my man before our 6 week break. Josh came home about 5 looking beat, now I felt for him and that I was guilty that maybe he didn’t do well on the test but he said he thought he passed but was just beat and he saw the apartment and begged me for a bit of rest first. So I greeted him and walked him toward the bedroom helped him strip, I stripped too and we climbed into bed together and spooned as he fell back to sleep. I loved the feel of his naked warm body pressed against mine as I too dozed off again.

I awoke about 7pm with the tingling feeling of a hard dick pressed in my crack and Josh’s right thumb stroking my left nipple, as I quietly signaled I was awake he whispered “I love you” and moved his hand to my hardening, waiting dick. I rolled to my back as we bent into one another for a kiss and I raised my right hand to his already hard dick, we continued to jerk each other never breaking our kiss. I slowly caressed his nut sack and thighs as well raising visible goose bumps on his skin. I swear I could detect tears in his eyes, he didn’t want to go and what’s worse I didn’t want him to leave. He slowly lifted his leg over mine and finagled himself on top of me saying, “You promised me the world tonight, I remember that, I want to Fuck your brains out tonight” while we did switch on and off, I usually was the “Fucker” tonight I was going to be the “Fuckie” and take all of that big cock and make sure I leave him wanting more of me. Tonight he wanted it rough, and I knew I’d be sore in the morning, he turned me face down ass up as he held my wrists together above my head with one hand and fumbled guiding his dick with the other hand to my hole, and bareback dry he shoved all the way in as I arched my back and raised my head screaming in pain. He stopped deep inside and relaxed down to lay on top of my back. My ass hole still throbbing, I felt the warm skin to skin contact as he lay there silently just wallowing in the feel of his dick inside me, and to me the feeling was mutual. He released my wrists and we just lay there still, but Josh was flexing his dick while his body was still motionless on top of me. I too began clenching my ass muscles and membranes around his pecker and we just did that for quite some time. Dam he was getting off on it. Frankly so was I, when suddenly I could feel his dick seemed to increase in girth, when I felt the warm inviting liquid squirting deep inside me. As he finished he began slowly and ever so gently pumping me in and out as he pushed my dick and abdomen into our mattress which eventually made me cum, he didn’t stop as I felt the warm juices trying to escape with each pump and the ever lubricating cum seemed to sooth any hurt away from his initial entry. It was like scratching an itch that wouldn’t go away, I wanted him to keep going as it felt so good. We eventually broke apart and just hugged and kissed and massaged each and every body part till we fell back to sleep again not waking till the 7am alarm on my phone.

I jumped out of bed, “Shit, we never ate supper” and ran naked to the kitchen to check everything was turned off. Josh must have snuck in at some point to shut it all down, some things I threw away, others just made it to the fridge, as my man awoke making his way to the kitchen with his dick dangling between his legs just resting on his balls. We met somewhere between as we embraced in a hug and I grabbed his balls and he grabbed mine and he slid me to the kitchen table forcing me onto it and he proceeded to lick off any of last night’s residue from my body. He said, “think of this as a Pre shower cleaning” as he dove his tongue deep into my ass where just hours before his dick deposited now crusted cum all up and down my ass crack. Then I led him to the couch where I finally got to fuck my brains out on his tender soft smooth ass. We eventually made our way to the shower, where we continued to play.

I drove him to the nearby diner where we ate breakfast, speaker phone called his parents, bidding them goodbye, where Josh’s mom told me to make sure I came over at least once a week for dinner and more if I liked. Then the time was near, I drove home,  parked next to Josh’s already packed car, we got out as I began crying and we met at his driver door where he hugged me hard and I mean very hard and I hugged back for what seemed to be an eternity yet not long enough, I gave a slight cough as the tears flowed more and Josh wiped them away with his thumb as he told me “I Love You with all of my Heart, and don’t you ever forget that and I’ll miss you more than you’ll know”. As he opened the door and I turned away and ran to the building turning back towards him, he put the car in reverse and began to back out as I watched till it disappeared out the drive.

I went up to our empty apartment as I sat quietly on the couch, already missing him, seeing his dirty socks on the floor, and just catching whiffs of his smells wherever I went in the room. He wasn’t gone 5 minutes, when my phone rang, It was him, such a smile on my face, he said as I answered, “Miss me yet? Cause I miss you”. And the crying began again. We fake laughed as I told him to concentrate on his driving and agreed to call every hour to check in.