Coming Out: An after-school job leads to a sexual awakening

My ass felt raw and abused the rest of the weekend. I woke up Saturday morning wondering if it had been permanently loosened. I laid in bed and fingered it, first with one finger and then two. I experimented with how to squeeze and relax the muscles around it. 

The hole was tender. The sensitivity turned me on, and I jerked off to the thoughts of Grant and Reggie’s nude bodies and their hard cocks. I tried to picture what it would be like to have watched Reggie fuck me or see Grant’s expression as he filled my mouth with cum. I had a huge orgasm. I found my recently acquired cum rag — Sebastian’s underwear — and wiped the load off my chest. 

I had a work shift that night, but Linda was the manager so nothing really happened … except for some fallout with Shawn. 

He was back at work, too. Linda immediately pulled him aside and said, “That uniform looks pretty tight. Are you sure you chose the best sizes?” Shawn said Chris chose them for him. Linda shook her head and sent Shawn to find something more appropriate to wear.

He later stopped me while we were both in the back of the store alone and asked if I was OK. He said I had been cleaning the bathroom a long time when his shift ended and that Chris was in a particularly cocky mood. He told me that as he left, Chris patted him hard on the butt and said that he looked forward to breaking Shawn in as his #2 fag. 

I told Shawn that I was fine. I added that the bathroom was really dirty and that he should just remember that Chris has a mean, sadistic streak. 

Sunday was family stuff and studying. My parents and I talked about which colleges I was interested in, whether we could afford them and what my scholarship possibilities were. 

It was third period Monday morning at Cleveland High when I ran into Sebastian. I was in study hall and headed to the library to get some books for a project. Sebastian was leaving the library. He smiled and said, “Hi, Matt.” I responded with a hi and a smile. 

I turn into the bathroom located right before the library as he continues down the hall. I’m peeing at one of the urinals when I hear someone walk in and come up directly behind me — into my personal space. 

Before I could turn and look, Sebastian says, “Can I ask you a question?” He presses himself against my back and reaches around, taking hold of my dick from my grasp. My flow of pee reflexively stops. My cock begins to grow as Sebastian plays with it. 

“Sebastian, what are you doing?” 

Just a reminder. I have long fantasized about Sebastian before the recent blowjob I gave him at Taco Casa that I was coerced into. He is Greek, 6’’, 170, curly black hair, brown eyes and a body to die for. His chest is largely smooth. He has flat, defined abs and a treasure trail headed down to a black forest and a large, cut cock hanging over a tight ball sac. 

“Don’t worry,” he says. “I’ll move away if we hear someone. So, my question… Could I convince you to give me an encore performance of the other night?”

“You want me to…,” I start to say. He ends the sentence, “… suck my dick.” 

Sebastian exudes a certain suaveness in his tone. 

“You were so amazing. I’ve never had better. It seemed like you enjoyed it, too.”

I reply, “You know I did.” But I don’t say anything more.

Sebastian continues to stroke my cock from behind. It’s now rock hard. 

“I broke up with Brittany on Friday night. She’d get me horny and then leave me hanging. She was such a tease. I told her we needed to get to the next stage. But she said she didn’t think she could ever go further. What the hell? I tried to be a good boyfriend and do everything for her. The weekend was pretty depressing. Then, I see you this morning and thought it wouldn’t hurt to ask.”

I stutter and try to think. That’s next to impossible as a result of Sebastian stroking my dick. It’s so distracting … and it’s causing my cock to send one message to my brain — that we should do it.

“Can you please let go of my dick so we can talk face to face. I don’t want someone to see us. Please…” Sebastian releases my cock. It’s hard so I struggle to squeeze it back into my underwear and pants. I know I’m going be hard at least through the rest of this class period. 

I’m about to say yes. But Sebastian takes the long silence to mean I’m leaning toward no.

“So, what would a good deal be? Seriously.” Sebastian says as we move over to the sink area.

Several ideas begin forming. He has made it clear that he is only attracted to girls. But what is there to lose by seeing how far I can push it. After all, he’s the one begging. 

“What if you return the favor and blow me?” I ask. 

“Matt,” Sebastian says. “Come on. I totally enjoyed what you did to me. And, yeah, I’d like to do it again. But I really do love girls. I love kissing them. I love their bodies. That’s what drove me so crazy about Brittany’s reluctance to do anything. I’d play with her breasts or go down on her, but then if I was lucky, I’d get a hand job. Name anything else.”

I assumed that would be the answer, but it was worth the attempt.

“So, how about this? I suck you off not once, but twice. First time will be quick … today if you’re that horny. The second time, it’s my rules. I get to explore your body along with the blowjob.”

“Matt,” Sebastian says. “I’m not quite sure what that means.”

“Consider it a blowjob with body worship,” I reply. “Maybe I lick your pits or play with your nipples. If you don’t like something, I’ll stop.”

“Why would you want that?” he asks. I get up more courage and run a hand up under his shirt over his abs and circle his navel. “Because your body turns me on. And, you get TWO blowjobs.”

Sebastian thinks for a minute. 

“It sounds more gay than I’m comfortable with. But it also seems like a fair bargain.” 

We then discuss how we are going to hook up. “You want me to suck you today?” I ask. 

Sebastian: “Definitely. Feel it if you don’t believe me.” 

We agree to meet just after school in the restroom near the gym. It’s little used because anyone headed that direction is going to the gym and would use the bathroom there instead. 

We see each other in two classes after lunch and exchange nods. When the last bell rings, I head to that restroom. Sebastian is already there. 

“There is no football practice or anything today so we should be clear,” he says “Let’s go to the last stall.” He talks about laying our two backpacks in a way that no one notices two people are in one stall if they come in. 

We go in. I sit down on the toilet’s edge. Sebastian shuts and locks the door behind him. He softly says thank you as he drops his pants and briefs to the floor. 

His dick is limp but enlarged. I take it and slowly stroke it and play with his balls until Sebastian is erect. Then, I grab him by his ass cheeks and pull him forward toward me. I caress his cock head in the palm of my hand as my tongue works over his nut sac. I take both of his balls into my mouth and suck on them. 

Sebastian is surprisingly unsteady. A deep moan escapes his throat. 

He had little pre-cum in our first outing, but this time he’s leaking and my thumb rubs the wetness into his sensitive head. I release his nuts and take a minute to admire what I’m holding. Sebastian’s cock is so beautiful. I run a finger around the bottom of the head and gently squeeze the shaft. I trace his larger veins and his circumcision line.   

I nuzzle my nose in the forest of black pubes and take in Sebastian’s smell. I rub his balls in one hand, feeling their size and how they move in his ball sac. I return his nuts to my mouth as my hands wander around his body. One hand is running across the hair on a thigh. The other is between his legs with my fingers rubbing the area between his sac and ass. 

“Fuck, Matt.” He lets out another long moan.

I’ve played with his nuts long enough and turn my attention to what we came to the bathroom to do — for me to service a cock that I have long lusted for. I grip the base of his dick and start by just mouthing the head. Sebastian releases a deep breath and then a long “Ohhhh.” 

I lick the length of his cock several times before I take it into my mouth and begin sucking him off. On my first downward move, I have my lips make contact with the base of the shaft and his pubes. I want Sebastian to know that I’m making progress on deep-throating. 

My mouth is moving up and down, up and down. Sebastian is moaning and seems close to cumming. My hands are wrapped around his firm ass cheeks to help guide my head movements. Ahh, the fuzz on his cheeks. I love it. 

The bathroom door opens, and we hear footsteps enter. He stifles his next moan. I release his dick from my mouth. The footsteps end at a urinal, and we hear the flow of piss. 

Sebastian’s cock is softening, and I decide to be mischievous. He deserves it. After all, while I did say yes to our first time, it was part of a twisted humiliating scheme by Chris at Taco Casa. 

I take hold of his cock and begin softly stroking. My other hand lightly squeezes and tugs on his balls. He looks down at me pleadingly and mouths “Stop.” I shake my head no. 

Sebastian bites into his lower lip to keep quiet. He is having trouble maintaining his composure as his dick fully hardens again.  The guy stops peeing and flushes the urinal. He skips the sink. The outer door opens, and his footsteps flow into the hallway. 

“Matt! What the fuck!” Sebastian says after the door closes. 

I reply, “I was keeping your cock happy. It liked what I was doing.” 

“That was just evil,” Sebastian responds. “He could have caught us.”

“But he didn’t,” I reply as I look up at him with a grin. “I was quiet, and you managed to be as well.”

Before he can respond, I lick his inner thighs up to his pubes. Then, I open my mouth and take his cock back inside, sucking it as my hands caress his legs. I love running my hands over his legs’ hair and muscles. 

I sense he is close to cumming. I take a couple deep strokes of my mouth over the entirety of his cock. I then feel the first of his milky load hit my tongue. I sigh at the taste of its sweetness. More and more cum flows into my mouth as I suck it out and swallow it. The load is larger than the first time. He definitely had a weekend of blue balls.

I keep sucking and swallowing until nothing more comes out of his cock. 

Sebastian moves to pull out of my mouth. Instead, I grip the shaft and run the tip of my tongue around the head. I don’t want to miss any drip of his load. His body shudders. “Oh, God. It’s sensitive, Matt. Please.” I release his dick, look up and grin.

“How was that?” I ask. 

“Amazing,” he says. 

I run my hands a final time from his calves up over his thighs. As I fondle his balls, I say, “Your cum tastes so good.” 

Sebastian pulls up his pants and says, “I promise to keep our deal, Matt. Your body fetish and all. We’ll set a date.”

We pick up our backpacks and leave the bathroom and the school. That was an unexpected bonus to a Monday at school.