Voyeur

Beth

Journal Entry: Beth continues to amaze me with her open, loving, non-judgmental and giving spirit. A whole new world emerges.

It was Tuesday morning. The weekend was a blur.

But a very, very pleasant blur.

I was alone in my own bed. I got up and headed to the kitchen. I made some coffee and drank it standing in the kitchen.

I saw now why Beth had told me she was taking an extra day with her Aunt! She knew full well that I would be in no condition to host her return. Besides, Wednesday was officially my Birthday!

With the prospect of seeing Beth later that afternoon, I went into the bathroom and checked myself in the mirror. How was it going to be? Awkward? Or animated and sharing? I could not lose sight of the incredible fact of her tremendous gift to me!! I was, in fact, extremely grateful. I thought back. She had known that all of it was going to happen!!

No, I did not feel guilty or sorry or ashamed.

Except for Andrew!

She obviously could tell that there was something special there between us- - psychic that she was. Her letter had made that clear!

But still, I felt bad at how much I found myself loving Andrew. Wanting him! Wanting to be with him. Could our marriage accommodate such a thing? Should I chalk it up to- and thus dismiss it - as one incredible weekend? My mind was spinning.

The morning flew by. I had had some folks come over and give our place an extra spit and polish for her arrival. I had candles placed strategically around the house and several dozen roses staged in key places! I wanted her to know two things:

How much I loved her.

And how deeply I appreciated her kind and loving gesture.

I had planned a later supper to be brought in and set up while we relaxed and reconnected in the living room... and elsewhere.

Everything was set and I had just a half an hour before I needed to leave for the airport. I took a quick shower, got dressed nicely but casually, and headed out the door.

About twenty minutes after I left the house, my phone transferred a call to the car. It was Beth. I grimaced. I knew what this probably meant; delayed flight!!

I picked up the phone: “Beth?” I said anticipating her message.

“Nothing wrong, my love. In fact, I wanted to catch you before you got too far along toward the airport. I caught an earlier flight and took a taxi home to surprise you. Turn around and I should be there when you get back!” Then she hung up.

I turned around as quickly as I could. Damn, I thought, I will miss seeing the surprise on her face when she comes in. I had asked Brian if he could come over, start some music and light the candles and the fireplace just before we arrived. (We were fireplace people and with gas, it was easy to enjoy it in the evening, even in early September).

I had had a text all set to go when we were ten minutes away from home.

Instead, I called Brian and told him of the change of plans and asked him to go over now and get things set and start the preset on my sound system. He said that he would.

I rushed home as fast as I could without getting pulled over.

I opened the door to the condo and saw that Brian had gotten there in time. The place looked beautiful!! The music wafted throughout the house. I smiled.

“Honey, I'm home!” I said in a mock-fifties line.

In the bedroom waiting dear!” she said in a sweet, Mary Tyler Moor voice.

I moved with great anticipation toward the bedroom and opened our bedroom door.

What greeted me produced the most profound shock of my life!!

There on my bed, under my covers was my wife....

And ANDREW!!

Both naked, their upper torsos on full display- an arm around each other.

“We've been waiting for you, sweetie! Come join us” Beth said, and patted the space next to Andrew.

I stood there for the longest time- unable to move, unable to speak.

Finally, Andrew said: “Come to us babe, we are both extremely hot for your tight sexy body!”

I breathed in deeply and looked at each of them for a long while and slowly a smile crept across my face.

“Are you sure, Beth?”

“Absolutely! I find the idea of watching you two very very exciting. And I am no shrinking violet, David, as you well know. I plan to have my way with both of you! I have already given Andrew a little taste of what I am capable of and I believe, without wanting to seem too braggy, that he enjoyed it thoroughly!” Andrew had a goofy and slightly embarrassed look on his face and nodded.

“What can I say, I'm a horn dog, she is really good at what she does and I like feeling good. Besides, you know better than anyone how difficult it is to say 'no' to this strong, take-charge woman!”

I looked at Beth with a combination of shock, amazement and... what was it... admiration!

“While I know that Andrew will be mostly be turned on by you and will concentrate on you, I know you will pleasure me and that I will enjoy both of you as you enjoy each other! I find Andrew extremely attractive and you already know how I feel about you!” Beth said matter of factly.

I shrugged my shoulders and, the smile still on my face, began to undress. As I pulled down my undershorts and my already hard cock sprang to attention, Beth pulled the covers back to expose their two naked bodies and Andrews massively hard, throbbing tool.

“Oh look,” Beth cooed, “a matching set!” She smiled broadly and then we all laughed a good, tension-relieving belly laugh.

Without further thought, I launched myself into the bed. They immediately situated themselves so that I was in the middle. I knew without doubt that this was going to be my permanent position in this arrangement. I felt a “tad” guilty.... but I got over it!

We explored each other's bodies and kissed for not a little time. Andrew seemed surprisingly comfortable with Beth's body and reached in for a passionate kiss more than a few times. We also three-way kissed often... one of my favorite things, as you know.

Suddenly, Andrew dropped down and kind of curled down in front of me, took my cock in his mouth and began to suck my cock in complete abandon. Beth curled up next to Andrew and took his aching cock in her mouth. She brought her body up toward me enough so that I could finger her with great relish. She snuggled in closer to me so that I could supplement my finger with my hungry mouth and tongue.

We lay there for what seemed an eternity pleasuring each other.

I paused my ministrations to Beth: “Let's cum together,” I suggested. Beth came up from Andrew's cock and said “Count me in!” “And soon!” Andrew added, panting heavily as Beth returned to her work.

We increased our so-far lazy pace and soon were going at it in a kind of mad frenzy. Waves of relief and gratitude for my Beth filled me and threatened to overwhelm me! How did I get so lucky?! I was delighted with the prospect of having Beth not only know but participate in my shenanigans! And she seemed thoroughly and genuinely into it!

I paused briefly to watch Andrew as he sucked my cock. He, also, was totally into it! I returned to Beth and could feel all of us getting closer and closer.

With only a few subtle cues, we managed to time our orgasms perfectly. Beth writhed with pleasure as she shook with a massive organism of her own while simultaneously receiving Andrew's load and pushed herself into my face for even more! I shot a similarly massive load down Andrew's throat which he managed to take like the champ he was.

When we finished, we lay there on each other recovering. The two of them then moved themselves into position on either side of me and nestled against my chest, pulling the covers up around us. In minutes we all fell asleep!

The rest of the day and into the evening we tried a variety of oral positions with each other which then moved seamlessly into the “fucking phase” I fucked Beth and sucked Andrew. I fucked Beth and Andrew came up from behind and fucked me good! Beth rode me and sucked Andrew. AND! Andrew fucked Beth and sucked me off expertly!

Somewhere in all this, we broke for dinner which had been delivered by a rather embarrassed server when we all came to the door all rather scantily clad. He was a truly hot guy and seemed more than a little intrigued by our appearance. More than once I caught him checking Andrew and even me out as he set up our dinner. Beth, not so much!

Andrew noticed this as well and at one point gave the guy (Daemon was his name) a quite suggestive wink. Without hesitating, the guy winked back and then continued his work.

Andrew insisted on tipping him and intervened before either Beth or I could. As he thanked Daemon, unbelievably, Beth moved very close to him and slipped him a card (which had both Andrew's and my numbers!) “Feel free to give them a call sometime, Daemon”

Daemon gulped hard, his shorts seriously tenting as he grabbed the tip and card.

“Thanks!! I most certainly will!” Daemon said, shooting Andrew a lust-filled look and then quickly glancing over at me.

Well, you two boys look like you have a date!” Beth said after Daemon left.

I was amazed that Beth was actively willing to “pimp me out” like that and seemed not at all put off by my absolutely slutty behavior.

We sat down and ate. As we did, we had- at Beth's insistence- an honest and rather detailed discussion about our new sexual arrangement and where it might lead us.

“Honestly, Honey, I have no interest in becoming involved in all your other extracurricular activities! I most certainly WANT you to have all the fun you can possibly have as long as you are unfailingly careful!

“However, You and Andrew are another matter! I would love to be involved in your obvious loving relationship! This would not mean that you and he couldn't have time alone together or with others, like our hot little friend Daemon, or that you and me wouldn't have our own time. But I am proposing that we expand our relationship to fully include Andrew!

My jaw dropped! Andrew's did not. He and Beth had obviously talked in advance and he seemed totally on-board with Beth's proposal.

“If you agree with all this, my dearest,” I have asked Andrew to be prepared to move into one of our guest bedrooms and stay with us, permanently! He agrees that he should keep his place, for appearances if nothing else until he comes out to the rest of his friends and family- mostly his Dad. Plus that would give us options for alone time for you and me and for you and Andrew!”

My mouth continued to be amusingly open with absolute and utter amazement and surprise!

“You catching flies, love?” Beth teased. While she had said these last two things, she and Andrew moved to either side of me and put an arm around me in a kind of sideways group-hug.

I said nothing.

Sensing my need to talk with Beth alone, Andrew excused himself. “I think you two need to talk a bit?”

With that, Andrew was gone into the office and had shut the door. Beth and I settled down next to each other on our largest couch, near the fireplace, which we had lit despite it being still warm in September.

Tell me dearest, what are your concerns?

“I feel so selfish,” I blurted out. “This all feels like it's all about me! What about you, Beth?”

“David, you have known me long enough to know that I NEVER do anything without considering my own needs in the process! I am not that altruistic.

Yes, I love you deeply and because of that, I want YOU to have the things you have been depriving yourself of until you met those incredible boys next door!

“But I can also tell you that I quite honestly love the prospect of the three of us together. It's like a new, spicy, adventurous chapter to an already wonderful life together.

“You know that I have never been shy about telling you about guys who I find attractive. In those conversations, you always maintained that you only had eyes for me. We know now that was not exactly true, my love. And I always wondered about it just a little. Were you that blind to your own internal drives, were you honestly so smitten by me that you literally didn't look around and see the possibilities (not that either of us would act upon them, mind you). Or, was it something else?

“As I told you that night, I have been attracted to Andrew ever since we had him over to dinner. And although I don't think he is necessarily bisexual, I think he is definitely-- whats the term-- ploy amorous! With you in the mix, I think the possibilities are endless.

“And, call it perverted if you want, I love watching you two go at it!

I impulsively reached into Beth and kissed her deeply.

“I cannot believe how wonderful you are, Beth!”

“So we're all good now?” Beth asked.

My face broadcast the fact that things were not good.... yet.

Beth had always been so good at reading my mind.Beth continues to amaze me with her open, loving, non-judgmental and giving spirit. A whole new world emerges.

“You need to talk with Andrew,” she said matter of factly.

“Yes, Beth. He is so young. I don't want him to get swept up into something he will regret just because he hasn't fully come to terms with himself! He will eventually, and when he does, I don't want him to feel stuck!”

She nodded.

“I think he is more savvy than you give him credit for but I take your point, my dear. Go and talk with him!”

I got off the couch and walked down the hall to our office. I knocked and waited till I heard his sexy voice providing permission to come in. I found Andrew reading.

“Andrew. I had a good talk with Beth and I truly believe she is excited by the prospect of this proposed relationship between the three of us.... but...”

“You think I am making a mistake!” Andrew finished my thought..

“Yes, babe. You already know how I feel about you and I know you care about me too. But Andrew you are 35 years younger than I am. When you are 35 I will be 70!”

“I can do the math, David,” Andrew responded sternly. “I may be young.... but I am not stupid, nor am I naïve!”

“I am sorry, I didn't mean to imply that,” I hastened to respond.

“I didn't mean to come off sounding so snarking either, my sweet, hot guy,” he said, gazing into my eyes lovingly.

“I want you to be happy, Andrew! Nothing would be better in my eyes than for you to come out, find a young guy that you are passionately in love with, marry or not, have a family (or not). Grow up and grow old together!” I said this a bit too emphatically, I'm sure.

“And I will, David, in my own good time. Let me paint you a different vision. We have agreed, and Beth has emphasized to me that our arrangement is an open one. You and I ... and Beth... are free to explore other sexual adventures. She doesn't expect you and me to be exclusively with each other, she made that clear by giving Dameon our phone numbers!

“I know that she fully intends for you and me to enjoy the company of our rather large group of fuck-buddies- starting with Brian and Chris.

“So, think of our relationship between the three of us as.... home base. Where we return to be comforted, safe and loved. A place from which to launch out into the world ... especially for me, at my age.

“So supposing that in my wanderings and explorations, we, or maybe just I meet someone who I can see spending the rest of my life with,.” he continued.

“I would be totally honest and upfront with him about my situation. Honestly, for me it would be a major test of the potential of our relationship together with this guy that he would have the flexibility to embrace a slightly different model of life together,” he added.

“We could move in together into my room. Or maybe we all decide as a group to find a larger place. As you know there are larger and even more-than-ample duplex and stand-alone condo units that come onto the market right in this complex,” he pointed out.

“But to me all of this is getting way ahead of where we actually are! David, I love you deeply and my love for Beth is growing every day. I feel in the depths of my being, my soul, that this is the right thing, for me!!”

I looked at Andrew for a long time and then, without another word, took him in my arms and kissed him with the fervent love that I was feeling. Again, without a word, I took his hand and headed out to the living room.

Seeing that Beth was not there, I called for her. She answered from the bedroom. (clever girl!) We headed back to our bedroom, still no words spoken, where Beth was waiting. I moved Andrew to what had been my side of the bed and, reaching around him, began to unbutton his shirt. He immediately assisted by slowly undoing his pants and then removing his underwear.

While Andrew got undressed more slowly and seductively (always his way), I very quickly (kind of my style as well) removed all my clothes and then got into the bed next to Beth.

I turned to Beth and kissed her deeply first and then I leaned up and kissed Andrew- who was standing naked and hard on what was now my side of the bed- deeply as well. As if to “seal the deal” Andrew reached across me and gave Beth a surprisingly long and sensuous kiss. My GOD this was going to be great!

Beth, with her typical foresight, had brought our wine into the bedroom! I reached over to the side table and retrieved all three of our wine glasses, handing them out per the attached wine tags. Then I raised mine for a toast:

“To our new family!!” We all raised our glasses and clicked, smiling broadly and looked at each other with new and growing anticipation and affection for our new little family unit.

And we capped off this deeply-felt toast with yet another round of excellent sex!!