The Voyage Of Stevie

Sitting down looking out at the sunset, I sit there finishing off the work that I need to do as I shut my laptop down and walk onto the beach from the front deck out there as I have a look. I’ve never doubted my life ever before until now and there is just nothing that I can do right now that changes the last few days and weeks.

Standing there, I just struggle to fully comprehend what I want to do with this whole situation and it’s the first time that I’ve ever had doubts about myself. I know that I’m gay and all my friends do as well which is good for me but publicly, I’ve never once addressed any rumours or publicly been seen with anyone for multiple things but with most things I’ve only been called playboy tycoon heir but that’s it and this whole stuff with Kierra has been blown so far out of proportions because we were nothing more than friends who just chatted.

Both of us had our public lives and then our private and it was always good fun because we got chatting away at the film premiere which I don’t even remember what it was but it was garbage and we chatted over wine. It was nice to just talk to someone who knew what it was like to be in the public eye but have a private life away from the cameras.

I’ve been having this running battle for days on end in my mind about why she would do this to me thinking about why she would attack me like this but at the same time knowing that she wouldn’t do this to me because of all the dramas that she has in her life and that it had to be about someone else.

Knowing that I haven’t done anything wrong isn’t good enough right now because I could say whatever I want that it’s not me or whatever but the court of public opinion has their thoughts on me and it’s just wall-to-wall nonsense. I stand out there thinking about whether I should come out or not and the timing of it all is going to look suspicious and I’ve always wanted people to focus on me the Vice President of a global company rather than on my personal life.

I stand there as Malik comes over to me to check on me “Hey, you alright?” he says to me as I look at him and shrug “Yeah, was just taking a break from the work that I was doing that’s all… aren’t you going to get in trouble?” I say given the run-in with the manager before.

“I finished 15 minutes ago so came down to check on my mate,” he says as I nod and we head back to the villa as I grab us both a drink as we sit down on the patio overlooking the ocean. “So what happened in Thailand because you loved it over there and had everything settled,” I say to him as he sits there and just looks at me not giving me an answer.

“Come on Malik, we’ve known each other for too long for you to stay quiet and not tell me what happened because I know everything about you,” I say to him as he just sits there quietly and looks across at me. “Don’t get angry because I met someone over there and we were happy… at least I thought we were” he says to me as I nod and look across at him realising something happened.

“We met working at the resort and it was all fun with us he was cute and fit like me and we just connected,” he says to me as I nod getting what he means and that something bad really happened to him which makes me upset because he is so trusting. “We just connected you know, from talking about things and then we got physical in a reasonable time because you know me about everything,” he says as I just nod at him as he tells me the story.

“Will and I got on really well and it was about six months and we got asked whether we would be comfortable sharing an apartment together so we did for a long time and it was fun and we both talked about everything, I opened up to him about how I didn’t speak to my family and he understood that because his family wasn’t close with him and that was why he was in Thailand.

Getting a really uneasy feeling about where this story is going, I see Malik getting emotional which is unusual because he was never upset with what happened with his family so it tells me that something major happened. “If you don’t want to talk about it you don’t have to,” I say as he shakes his head at me and I get the sense that he wants to talk about it.

Sitting down, Malik looks at me “It’s so stupid of me because I pretty much keep myself to myself and I opened to Will and one weekend I was working night shift and I got home and he had taken every bit of stuff in the apartment and had left” he says as I shake my head not believing someone could do that to a guy like Malik.

“Like what do you mean everything?” I say as Malik just looks at me “He took all my jewellery, glasses, phone, cards, money and managed to transfer it all back into his account before I had even known where he’d gone… turns out his name wasn’t even Will” he says as he cries and I hug him because Malik is one to never show emotions at all.

I have no words and just feel so terrible that I didn’t know this was happening at one of our resorts let alone to one of my closest friends and a guy who would care about someone who hurt him. “I wish I knew that so that I could have done something for you bro,” I say to him as he nods and I realise how embarrassed he feels about it.

“This whole situation was probably my fault I let myself open up to a guy who was hot and charming only just to fall into the traps of a guy that has done this to so many people it’s not funny,” Malik says as I look at him curiously. “So what happened afterwards?” I say as Malik looks at me.

“Nothing happened, the police wanted nothing to do with me saying that I had to sort it out myself because I let him do it and all that nonsense so there wasn’t much I could do,” he says as I feel gutted for him right now as I can’t get my head around why someone would do that.

I put my arm around him “So what ended up happening?” I ask surprised that nobody wanted to help Malik and that I was surprised something so serious never came to my desk because we had staff members coming in with fraudulent information which makes me so angry.

“Some of the guys around the place helped me out getting new cards and some money back but every time that I went to work or around Thailand it could only ever make me think of Will and whatever happened so I applied to transfer to go somewhere closer to home but still not somewhere big,” he says as I nod and get why he did that.

I get up and grab another drink as Malik declines the offer and I sit down again “If there is anything I can do man then just tell me because I feel responsible to help for both not knowing as your friend and ultimately working for us and this happening” I say as Malik shakes his head.

“Absolutely not, this isn’t your fault at all Stevie because you’ve done so much for me to get that job and been a friend so I can’t ask you for anymore and I’m happy working here now because it’s such a chilled place to be and with the town down the road it’s fun,” he says with a smile now getting back to the Malik that I’m friends with.

“Now enough about my woes, tell me about the issues that you have because you have never ever run away from issues and now that I see you doing that, you need to talk them out,” he says as I laugh and roll my eyes knowing that I probably am running away from the issues.

I sit there letting out a sigh “Well the problem is I don’t know the issue but I’m the centre of it seems” even though everybody wants me to talk about it and I have, I still don’t know whether it makes me feel any better. “So, I became friends with Kierra Lang, you’ve surely heard of her right?” Malik nods because there is always every possibility that he hasn’t heard of her because of his own little world he lives in.

“We became friends because we were sitting next to each other at an awards ceremony and then at a charity thing which was good because we got talking and there was nothing else more that we had together and we went to a few things together nothing more; Then the other day while I was in Europe she posted something about a relationship and other people hurting you,” I say to Malik as he nods to me.

“It was apparently deleted a little while later and I never saw it but because we’d been at a film premiere in the week before, they jumped to the fact that she must have been talking about me and so I became the sole target of all the gossip and innuendo and I just wanted to focus on work.” I’m starting to think that I’m going about this the wrong way because maybe I should have said something rather than just let it fester away because everything Kierra has done hasn’t helped the situation.

“You said before that you hadn’t made any public statement about being gay because you wanted people to focus on the work that you did and nothing else but why not do it, you can get on a plane right now and fly to Switzerland to talk to your grandparents,” Malik says looking at me as I nod knowing that I can do that but I don’t know whether it is something that I really should be doing because I know they are open-minded but you just never know.

Malik smiles at me and puts his arm around me as we chat some more before he tells me that he is headed into a bar in town if I want to join him so that he can see a gig tonight. I tell him that I’m not in the mood and that he said he would be back tomorrow to come to check on me.

Sitting in the same spot and just going back to work is my default setting when I’m stressed trying to come up with ideas for either new resorts or just plans for our existing resorts. I get up my plans for Paragon Island which is a series of private islands that my grandfather bought quite a few years ago with no real intention and left it for me to come up with my idea.

This island resort is one of the pet projects that I want to create for a safe space where anyone can go for a vacation without the fear of judgment and it’s just safe. My plans are for a space where we have a group of live-in staff together and then some outside staff coming in to work where it’s just a resort with options where guys can work out, have a health retreat, relax, explore themselves or just purely have a great time.

Having a plan to do this is good but it’s an idea that is such a different thing to the rest of the brand and I worry about how it can interlink with the rest of the brand so I’ve had it on the back burner for a long time. Finishing up coming up with some more of those plans, I order some dinner from the menu and wait for it to be delivered down to the house as I take a shower before eating dinner and getting into bed watching a movie.

The next day I keep working on some more stuff before I think about what Brax, Zak and Malik have told me about talking to my grandfather before I finally get my nerve out and dial his private number which rings and I feel sick every time that I hear the dial tone and then my stomach drops when he answers.

Grandad: “Stevie, what an unexpected surprise phone call? How are you, my boy”

Me: “I’m good grandad, I just need to talk to you about a few things that’s all”

Grandad: “Well of course but anything to do with the business is up to you to deal with ultimately because you’re the COO”

Me: “Look, Grandad, I need to talk to you in person about something and it might be a big deal for the company and I don’t know whether you will be happy and I just don’t want to ruin it and it could hurt the company… I hope”

Grandad: “Stevie, I know about the story with your girlfriend and everything like that and I am not worried you know because stories have come out about this family and I know you wouldn’t do anything to ruin the brand you know”

Me: “Thanks Grandad but there is more to the story that isn’t out in the public right now that’s a lot more about me and I wanted to know when I can talk to you and Grandma about it because it’s a big deal”

Grandad: “How about early next week? We’ve just gone to Paris for a few days because your grandmother is a main contributor to the art exhibition and we’re sponsoring it” 

Me: “You’re making a public appearance?” 

Grandad: “Not really a public appearance, I’m not speaking but will be attending like the usual events I still go to, I’m not a hermit Stevie you know that”

Me: “Oh yeah I know that, but just surprised that you are out and about when you’re retired”

Grandad: “I’m retired from work Steven… not life” 

I know that I have crossed the line when my grandfather has to use my full name even in just a light-hearted sense like he is.

Me: “Yes Grandad, I know that you’re not retired from life so how about I fly over Wednesday because I’ve had to reschedule meetings this week and we’ve got the cruise launch soon so I want your advice”

Grandad: “All good, let me know when you are coming and I will have Lukas have the car ready for you”

I get off the phone with my grandfather and know that I’ve now got no excuses not to tell him about being gay especially now that I’ve taken this step. It’s weird because I thought that I would be feeling nervous and worried after talking to him but the fact that he already knows about what is going on and trusts me wholeheartedly means that I’ve got nothing to worry about from that perspective.

Running behind schedule now, I have to put on the charm with the people that I am having zoom meetings with as I’m distracted with excitement about potentially actually telling my grandfather that I’m gay. After finishing up the meetings, I’m not in the mood for any work this afternoon and get changed into a pair of speedos that I packed and finally just go and lay down on the beach with earphones in just relaxing.

Laying there on the beach is just nice because the music pumping allows me to take my mind off everything and just let the time fly by before the sun begins to set and I head back to my villa. I decide that tonight is a me night and get dressed in a tight pink and black t-shirt and then a pair of tight jeans and head down to a bar in town.

It’s a pretty cool place where there are plenty of guys hanging out all really hot as I sit there trying to get a gauge on what’s around and spot this really cute guy that has a dyed blonde undercut hair cut with the cutest face and a smile that brightens the room. I sit there hoping he will come over to talk to me and after countless guys talk to him he finally gets over towards me where I smile at him and he sits down across from me.

“I saw you here earlier and wanted to talk to you but the other guys kept getting in my way and then finally I got over to you,” he says with an accent that I can’t quite put my finger on but he’s so hot. I sit there as he gives me a smile and we chat.

“I’m Pavel, I live up in Bridgeport but am on vacation and thought that I might come down for some fun tonight,” he says as I smile at him and we have a few drinks together. He tells me all about his life coming originally from Slovakia and then moving out here to work in technology which there is plenty of tech companies in Bridgeport.

He tells me that he is single and hasn’t really done a lot in life since moving over here because he has been pretty quiet trying to build up his life. We talk for a while before I invite him down to the villa “Would you like to come down to where I’m staying?” I say as he nods and we grab a ride down to the villa where we start to get it on as soon as we get in there.

Pushing him into the bedroom, his body is surprisingly covered in tatts which makes him even hotter as we strip each other naked and get on the bed. My cock is hard having sat with this guy for hours at the bar and I so enjoy being able to have him naked on my bed right now.

Pavel is a master cocksucker as he goes down on my cock, slowly running his tongue down both the sides of the shaft and then swirling it around the head. I moan loudly as he continues to suck the head and goes down further as he moves his mouth further down my shaft sucking me hard.

Moaning, Pavel moves his finger to my hole and has me moaning as I twitch as he runs his fingers over my tight hole as he keeps sucking on my cock. I moan loudly which turns him on “You love me sucking your cock and fingering your tight hole don’t you baby” he says totally into me right now as I am in a total state of pleasure right now.

Laying on my back, Pavel is fingering me deep right now and massaging my prostate as he stretches my hole and I feel how good it is as my cock grows so hard and starts to leak as he continues going at me. It’s not long before I close my eyes and feel Pavel lifting my legs as his 7 inches of uncut Slovakian meat starts to press into my tight hole.

Feeling it go in, I moan loudly as he pushes into my tight hole which I love the feeling of right now as I’m in a state of pleasure feeling this cock pressing into my smooth tight hole. Laying there, Pavel is pushing deep into me as he leans over and kisses me as he fucks me hard balls slamming into me as he is fucking me.

Getting fucked like this is just amazing because there is nothing better than having an amazingly cute guy pounding a bigger guy like me as we are fucking so hard. Pavel gets up and wants me to suck his cock which I do as I get on my knees and he holds my head close to his cock as I continue sucking it deep right now.

Pavel eventually climbs onto the bed and wants me to climb on top of him which I did I lower myself down on the cock and start riding on him. Feeling his cock hitting my prostate, I start riding his cock lowering myself down so that I feel his leaking cock hitting my prostate hard as he keeps fucking me.

I moan and feel myself leaking as I ride his cock, enjoying the feeling of controlling my body weight on his piece of meat right now as I’m hitting the spot with my riding. Picking up speed, Pavel is now pounding me hard as he continues to fuck me deeply hitting my prostate as I’m about to blow a load absolutely everywhere right now. Pavel continues to fuck me hard as I start blowing my load all over my chest, face as well as his face and abs right now as I see his fingers move across my face and rub the cum off as he tastes it.

I keep riding Pavel’s cock until he blows his load inside me, fucking me harder than he has all night before cumming to make sure that my hole milks all the cum out of his cock right now. Pulling off, I’m there panting, totally exhausted after that fuck right now.

Pavel and I shower before we hit bed together just cuddling into each other enjoying the moment and everything that we just did even though we’ve only just met each other.