Mark and Jack slept in late the next day. Mark woke up around 9am and looked down at Jack. Wow he is still snoring away he thought....He smiled down at Jack....but he had to take a wicked piss...so he slowly got out of bed hoping he didn't wake Jake.....Ah shit...Jack started to move a bit.....but he rolled over on his belly and soon he was snoring again...

Mark smiled cuz...Jack was snoring.....Wow he never ever snores.....I don't think I've ever heard him make any noise while he was sleeping. Oh wait...yea he did a couple of times.....he let out a big far one time in his sleep....Jack was so embarrassed when Mark told him about it.....But now Mark couldn't wait to tease Jack about his snoring.

Mark went into the bathroom and took his morning piss.....long and hard....he let out his normal sigh of relief.....he shook off the drops of piss on his cock and looked at himself in the mirror.....admiring how good he looked for a man of 40. He was proud that he had no grey hairs yet.....well not that he would admit to anyway. He scratched his hairy balls and gave his cock a good yank....all he could think about was making love to Jack.

Mark crawled back in bed with Jack who was still sound asleep and snoring.....Ok Jack its time for you to wake up....and he had the perfect way to wake him up.....

He looked with lust at Jack's hot body.....strong and muscular....and his tiny firm ass...just begging to be touched. Mark started running his fingers along Jack's back..then back up around his shoulders....still no response from Jack....still sleeping and snoring.

Next he ran his finger across his forehead and down his nose, traced his lips....nothing....damn Jack is out cold.....

Hmmm he thought......if he sleeps too long he will be miserable all day long...and he hated when Jack was miserable....which was rare...but lately it happened more often.

Mark got out of bed and went around and look down on Jack.....he crawled back in bed and laid down between Jack's legs......staring at his.....damn my boy has a fine tight ass.....he began to lick his ass cheeks....Jack's cheek flinched.....Mark went back for more and licked the other cheek.....Jack flinched again......Hmmm he thought...I wonder what he will do if I start to lick his crack....

The big guy began to lick Jack's crack up and down....he waited for a reaction....nothing except Jack had stopped snoring......he licked him again a big harder this time......ahhh there it is...there's that little grin starting across his face......Mark who was getting really horny started eating Jack's hole like he was starving......Jack woke up and groaned......he was looking back at Mark.....Mark was looking at Jack and lifted his head up briefly and said Good Morning bud....then went back down to eat Jack's ass some more.

Jack continued to lay there and watch Mark eat his and couldn't take his eyes of Mark's body....He just loved Mark's body and was fascinated by how big it was, how muscular he was....and loved Mark so much.....and he loved how playful Mark is in the morning.....

OMG Jack cried out as Mark buried his finger into Jack's ass.....Jack wasn't expecting it...not that it hurt....but even still he gasp. Mark didn't let up at all....he continued to finger Jack's love hole until he was ready to take Mark's hard throbbing cock......

Mark poured some lube on his cock and stroked it a bit....Jack was watching intently at what Mark was doing.....Mark put a few drops of lube Jack's hole...not as much as he should have.....he wanted to feel more friction between them....plus there was still some massage oil from last night......

Jack kept watch Mark.....Mark raised up and put his cock into Jack's ass crack and laid down on top of him....his face buried into Jack neck......his cock was teasing his crack and trying to find Jack's hole......Mark's arms were wrapped around Jacks body....completely engulfing Jack and holding him down......Jack couldn't move if he wanted to against Mark's body and weight.....Mark wasn't sure how Jack would react but he thought he would take the chance.....

His massive throbbing dick found Jack's sweet tight hole and began to slide into him.....Jack gasp and Mark whispered in his ear.....I love you baby....then he violently thrust his cock deep into his ass and Jack let out a howl.....OMG Mark.....he groaned.....Mark was relentless and started to immediately pound Jacks ass......Jack couldn't move as Marks arms were wrapped tightly around him....it was almost like Jack was tied up.....he was at the mercy of Mark who at this point was showing no mercy......Jack's face was planted in his pillow....grunting with every deep thrust.....biting his pillow.....screaming.....trying his best to get loose from Marks grip......he wasn't scared of Mark....he was rendered so helpless and he was at the mercy of Mark and he knew it...he loved it for some reason.....

The big fire man continued his assault in Jack's hole....plunging deeper and deeper....grinding his fucking huge rod deep inside of Jack..... Jack tried to squirm...the more he squired the hard Mark fucked him....the more he screamed the tighter Mark held him....Fuck he thought I love it.....I fucking love how Mark is making love to me......

Mark was in another world.....he knew he was holding Jack down and screwing him relentlessly.....he loved that Jack liked it hard and rough.....but he hated that if was like a fuck.....he didn't think of it as a fuck.....shit what a time to feel bad.....he wiped that thought from his mind and continued to pound Jack as hard as he could and held him even tighter.....

Soon Mark began to groan and growl like an animal....the fucker turned Jack on when he heard that growl....because he knew Mark was about to blow his load in him.....

Jack was able to get his right arm free and reach down and started to stroke his own cock.....Mark's thrusts were punishing but Jack was in orbit....his lover was holding him down and pounding the hell out of him....

All of a sudden Mark grabbed Jack's hair and pulled his head back....sending Jack into a sexual tizzy.....Mark screamed.....Jaccckkkkk omg I'm gonna fill your hot sweet ass with a fucking hot thick load of cum.....He growled and and plunged so hard into Jack.....that Jack thought he would pass out......Mark spewed his jizz deep into Jack and kept pumping and pumping...emptying every last drop of his jizz inside of Jack.....Jack started to buck as his orgasm erupted.....he threw Mark off him and turned around and grabbed Marks face and made him take his load....Jacked blew his load deep into Marks throat....Mark was out of breath and started to gag on Jacks cum.....Jack forced his cock deeper into Marks throat and pumped his load into him..... thats it babe....you swallow every last drop of me....don't waste any of it.....Fucker you held me down and fucked me like I was a whore....but guess what....I'm the one that made you gag..... Jack pushed Mark away and fell back into bed..... Mark was in shock. Had he just fucked Jack....No he had only wanted to be playful and have fun with Jack....he was making love to him and never thought of Jack as a fuck.....Mark laid down beside Jack......they didn't speak for a while.....

Look Jack...I think you took this the wrong way....Yea I took it said Jack sharply.....I took it real good....It felt real good.....the only thing there was no love in it.....you treated me like a whore.....Jack come on.....that was not my intention and you know it.....I was trying to have fun with you thats all.....You like when I'm on top of you....holding you down....at least that what you have said.....

Jack sighed.....he looked over at Mark who was sitting up hanging his head.....Jack new in his heart that Mark would never treat him like a whore.....What the fuck is wrong with me lately.....Fuck I hate the holidays....I hate being around people who like the holidays.....I fucking hate it he thought to himself.....Fuck I can't even enjoy when my boyfriend makes love to me and was just trying to be playful and fun....he was just being himself.....Fuck this....what the fuck is wrong with me.

Mark could see that Jack was thinking.....he could see the intensity in his eyes....the veins on Jacks neck were throbbing....Jacks face was flushed......Mark knew for sure something was going on with Jack.....

Jack got out of bed without saying anything to Mark.....he wanted to but he couldn't.....he was so angry with himself for snapping at Mark....but he just couldn't talk....not that he didn't want to ...he couldn't. Jack went into the bathroom and opened the shower door and just stood there....thinking that he hadn't taken Mark by the hand to shower with him.....He turned on the shower and let the warm water pour all over him.....He leaned against the shower wall for a while.....

Mark walked into the shower and asked Jack if he could join him....Jack replied...sure...its your shower.....Mark replied....its your shower too Jack...this is your home just as much as mine......Jack just stared at Mark. He was so confused with his emotions....He knew he was treating Mark badly and he hated himself for it.

Mark watched Jack for a few minutes.....slowly he walked over to Jack and just pulled him gently into his chest....Jack resisted a bit.....but then he started to shake.....Mark held him tight and tried to soothe him.....he knew Jack was hurting....but he couldn't force him to talk....not about whatever it was.....this was something so deep, so painful...this wasn't about their relationship....that he knew for sure. He just held Jack in his arms....Jack was still shaking....but he wasn't crying.....he was just shaking....like a scared little boy....terrified of something he couldn't see.....only something he could feel. Lovingly Mark ran his fingers thru Jacks wet hair.....trying to calm him down.....simply saying....Jack....I know something has been bothering you...I know its not about our relationship....but I want you to know I love you dearly and I'm here for you....no matter what I'm here..... I love you and I know you love me.....He nuzzled Jack's hair and kissed him gently.....Mark got out of the shower and let Jack have some time alone......

About a half hour later....Jack saw Mark outside sweeping off the freshly fallen snow......He watched him for a few minutes and began to smile....Yea something is really wrong.....something has been not right for long time....something that he has pushed to the back of his mind....something he didn't want to deal with....but the demon were there and they were screaming....

Jack made some coffee and took a mug out to Mark.....Jack breathed in the cold winter air and stood there looking at the ground while Mark drank his coffee....

You ok Jack he asked......Yea I'm ok......Look I'm sorry about what happened in there earlier.....Damn you got me good Mr Fire Man...trying to make a joke....I know you were just playing and wanting to have fun and I took it wrong.....

Its alright Jack, Mark said.....I've noticed you haven't been yourself lately......May I asked you a question? Jack hesitated.....sure. Look I don't know what is tearing you up inside.....but does it have anything to do with the holidays? Jack looked away....and started playing with the snow with his shoe......He looked at Mark....you really want to know the truth?

Yea but only if you want to tell me......Jack looked out towards the woods.....You know Mark......to tell you the truth....I hate the fucking holidays....I can't stand it....Yea I fucking hate Christmas.....all of it....I hate that everyone is so fucking happy and I'm dying inside and there is nothing you or anyone else can do about it.....I fucking hate it.

Mark was prepared for some of this...but wow Jack is really angry and upset...and that he wasn't prepared for.....this was more than he prepared himself for....he knew this wasn't the end of it and he knew Jack was gonna explode one day and its gonna be soon.

Jack kept looking away....no tears, no real expression.....just a distant sad look in his eyes.....Mark didn't say anything.....what could he say? Nothing...nothing at this point.....Jack wasn't ready to hear anything......

Hey.....its getting cold out here Mark said.....Mark took Jack by the hand and kind of dragged him into the house..... they were in the kitchen.....Mark opened up the cupboard door and took out a bottle of Whiskey.....Jack looked at the clock....it wasn't even noon yet and he's drinking.

Mark poured them both a whiskey....He walked over to Jack and handed him the glass.....Here drink this....I think we both could use it.....go on drink it Mark demanded.....they both sipped the whiskey.....and sat down on the couch and watch some TV....Jack seemed to lighten up a bit and Mark put his arm around his shoulders and pulled him close....Just like he always did. They watched a few reruns of I Love Lucy which they both loved.....Jack actually laughed a few times....

Mark could see that distant and sad look in Jack's eyes...even when he laughed....it was still there. It pained him to see Jack fighting this demon....it was horrible...and it was getting worse but the minute....

Jack....get your coat.....I want to take you somewhere.....come on hurry up....Jack looked at Mark and thought....Yep thats Mark...pick up and go asap....wonder what he is up to now? Jack smiled because that is one thing he love about Mark....his spontaneity. It was snowing a bit so they took the truck.....they got into the truck and as had become normal for them.....Jack started to sit next to Mark.....Wait said Mark.....he got out of the truck and opened the passenger side door and got in.....Jack looked at him and said....What are you doing? Your driving said Mark.....I'm driving? Yea you are driving. Why am I driving? Because I said so Mark replied....I said so!! Go one start her up and lets go.....Um you think you could tell me where we are going? Don't worry bud I'll tell you soon enough.

So Jack just looked at Mark like he was crazy....Maybe he was a bit crazy.....or maybe he was just trying to get Jack's mind off whatever was going on.....Come on Jack give it some fucking gas.....geez your driving like and old lady....Mark winked at him to assure Jack that he was just playing.....Ok dude where we going? Keep on this road for about a half hour.....Hmmm this is a longer drive than I thought it would be Jack thought.....

Mark got a crazy idea in his head that he was going to ride next to Jack.....Mark moved over next to Jack.....and leaned up against him.....sprawled his legs out across the seat. Jack looked over at him not knowing what was coming next......

Things seemed to be ok albeit a bit strange with Jack driving the truck and Mark leaning on Jack....not that he minded.......Mark started to get restless..... Look you little fucker.....I'm sitting here next to you...dying for you to put your arm around me while your driving.....Did you ever think that maybe the reason I'm sitting here is because I want you to put your arm around me for a change? Its not all about you Jack.....

Damn Mark I'm sorry.....Jack slipped his arm around Mark and Mark reached up and took hold of Jack's hand that dangling from his shoulder....

Jack began thinking.....have I been a bit selfish lately? Wallowing in my own pity that I wasn't thinking about the man that loves me and that I love? I fucking really hate this thought Jack.....he fought back the tears that wanted to run down his face....tears that needed to be shed....tears that he refused to let flow......

Ok Jack make a left at the light.....then the next right.....Ok boss Jack joked....Now pull up here.....pull into that parking spot right here...yep thats it.

Jack looked around....hmmm he brought to an old fashioned burger and hot dog joint with waitresses on skates.....Jack began to laugh.....Mark you are crazy...we drove all the over here for burgers and hot dogs? Yep and they are the best fucking burgers and hot dogs you will ever have....Mark winked at Jack and laughed.

The waitress came over and Mark told Jack he would do all the ordering.....Jack just rolled his eyes.....

Mark rolled down his window and the waitress asked if they were ready to order....Mark nodded they were.....My boyfriend here would like to have one of those big thick footlong hot dogs....make that two..I like them big as well...throw in a couple of order of fries and two cokes....that should be good....

The poor waitress didn't know what to say or do....she rolled away to place the order or call the cops....Jack started laughing....dude you are crazy.....I can't believe what you said to her....you better apologize......Why Mark said.....Its all true....you are my boyfriend and we both like big hot dogs.....they both laughed and things lightened up.....which is what Mark wanted.....things were too tense and it was his job to make Jack laugh...besides it was the holidays....whether Jack like the holidays or not.....he was bound and determined to make sure this was the best holiday Jack ever had.....

The waitress came back with their order and Mark apologized if he embarrassed her......she said well yea sort of......but she was a good sport and asked if Jack was really his boyfriend.....Mark said yes he is.....she smiled and said....wait I will be right back....she went back inside and came back a few minutes later....with a picture in her hand.....she rolled back over to the truck.....You know what? Your boyfriend Jack looks just like Cary Grant......Mark rolled his eyes and said Thank You young lady.....you just managed to explode his head....everyone says he looks like Cary Grant.....she laughed and said well its true.....before she left she looked at us and said we were are very handsome couple....in fact we were hot...and to come back and see her.....awwww she really was sweet.

Things lightened up a bit that evening.....we drove back home and it had started to snow quite a bit. We sat by the fireplace for a while and then went to bed.

We were both lying there on our backs watching the snow fall....Mark commented that tomorrow was Christmas eve....Jack commented...don't fucking remind me.....Jack could here Mark take in a couple of deep breaths.....

Mark turned over and looked at Jack....Jack saw that his nostrils were flaring a bit which meant either he was pissed....or he was about to blow a load....He was pissed....

Jack turned his head away from Mark but Mark grabbed Jack's chin and turn his face towards his......Look at me Jack!....Jack tried to look away....dammit look at me....Jack looked at Mark...you listen to me bud.....I know you say you hate Christmas....and the holidays....why I don't know....But I'm gonna make sure you have the very best Christmas and New Years you ever had in your life....Jack jerked his face from Mark's hand.....Jack was steamed...so steamed he couldn't say anything.....he turned on his side and looked out the window.....fuck this he thought....why is this happening? This is our first Christmas together and I am miserable....and I'm making Mark miserable as well.

Even though Mark was irked with Jack he crawled over to Jack and put his arms around him and pulled him close....trying to keep things as familiar as possible....and letting Jack know he loves him unconditionally.....at first Jack stiffened up but then he relaxed into him. Soon he heard Mark snoring which means hes in a deep sleep....Jack was staring out the window....listening to Mark snore and watching the snow fall....It was beautiful with the falling snow and the moon light.....Jack stared out the window until he dozed off into a fitful sleep.....he didn't sleep well that night....but at least he got some rest....eventually he did fall asleep.

Mark woke up around 9am and noticed that he was alone in bed.....Jack wasn't there and at first he panicked. That was the first time he woke up with out Jack sleeping next to him since they had been sleeping together.....but then he heard Jack shoveling the snow outside.

He got up and put his clothes on and made some coffee and took it out to Jack and helped him finish the shoveling. Hey I missed waking up with you today bud...Mark said.....Yea I'm sorry I couldn't sleep much last night and I didn't want to wake you. Mark kept shoveling....you know you could have woke me up if you wanted to talk.....Who said I wanted to talk....Jack shot back....ok ok I was just saying..... Jack walked over to Mark and put his arms around his neck.....Look I'm sorry....I didn't mean to snap at you like that....I'm sorry I'm not in the mood for Christmas and all this shit.

Mark look at him and said...I meant what I said last night....This is gonna be the best Christmas you ever had.....You got that Jack? Whatever Jack said....don't get your hope up. Ugh Mark thought to himself.....but he was determined to make it the best ever..no matter what. He felt bad for Jack and he knew that those demons were hounding Jack.....but this is something that Jack had to deal with and he could tell it was coming to a head....quicker than he expected.

The rest of the afternoon they watched some TV and shoveled more snow....there was about 8 inches of snow on the ground. It was beautiful and the sight of the snow helped to brighten Jacks mood although temporarily.

Tonight they were to attend Christmas Eve mass with Maggie and Alex at 7pm.

Hey Jack we need to get ready for Mass....come on lets take a shower and get ready....Jack looked at Mark and rolled his eyes....he dragged his feet but he knew he couldn't let Mark and his parents down.

Jack got into the shower with Mark and they showered and got dressed for church. Jack was standing in front of the mirror fussing over his tie and having trouble getting it right......Mark came up behind him and grabbed Jack's butt....and reached around and tied Jack's tie for him.....Mark kissed him and said he looked handsome. Again Jack rolled his eyes and Mark smacked him upside his head.....Jack slapped him on his ass with his belt and Mark let out a yelp which made Jack snicker....serves your right dude. Mark ignored that comment...

Come on Jack we need to go....driving will be slower because of the snow and we can't be late.....Jack slowly got his coat on and they got into the truck.....Mark tried to make conversation with Jack but it was useless.....Jack was staring out the window and was more distant than ever.....Mark let it go and was patient....but he knew Jack was going to explode soon...and the sooner the better....he knew it wasn't going to be pretty......its hard to prepare ones self but he loved Jack and was there for him...and Jack knew it.

There were hundreds of people in the church when they arrived and Maggie and Alex had saved them seats towards the middle of the church....Mark and Jack walked up the aisle and sat down with them....Mark was on the end and Jack was sitting next to Maggie. Maggie could tell that Jack didn't want to be there....she reached and put her hand on Jacks hand and gave him a squeeze.....she had grown to love Jack as her own son and she loved him dearly......Mark saw her hand on Jacks and that made him feel good. Mark winked at Maggie and shook his head a bit...meaning things were not going well.....

After the Mass ended the weather was getting worse and they all decided to go home instead of going out for dessert....but they would all be together tomorrow...a thought that made Jack sick.

He was so beside himself.....he hated the holidays....he hated how he felt and he hated that he was making Mark miserable as well....he knew Mark was being patient....and he was a mess....the demons were screaming and driving him crazy.

The got home and Mark started to shovel the snow again and Jack went inside to make some coffee.....it was getting close to midnight and that meant it was Christmas......

Jack took a mug of coffee out to Mark and then went back inside since he didn't have a coat on.

Mark came in about a half hour later and noticed it was after midnight.....He heard Jack in the laundry room.....which he thought was strange since it was so late.....

He went into the laundry room and Jack was busy sorting the laundry and ignored Mark at first.....Mark walked over to him and stood there for a minute....Hey Jack....you don't need to do laundry tonight....it can wait.... besides its Christmas.....He hugged Jack and said....Merry Christmas baby......Jack went into a rage and pushed Mark away.....He ran out of the laundry room.....and Mark followed him not knowing what was happening...

Jack was in the kitchen fuming when Mark came in.....Mark went up to Jack to apologize but it was too late....Jack was furious...and started screaming at Mark.....he was out of his mind......Mark tried to put his hand on Jack's should but Jack pushed his hand off.....

Jack was out of control.....Don't touch me Mark....I'm sick of this whole fucking holiday charade.....he was shaking.....he was so enraged.....Fuck this shit...Jack please.....Fuck you Mark.....stop trying to get me to talk to you.....just leave me the fuck alone......Jack please....please Jack.....Mark was scared for Jack....Jack screamed at Mark.....stop being so nice to me.....just because its the fucking holidays....Don't you get it yet....I fucking hate the holidays....Mark pleaded with Jack to calm down but it was no use....Jack continued his hate filled tirade.....this was worse than Mark had expected Jack has completely lost it. Mark got close to Jack and tried to hold him hoping that would calm him down....Jack screamed.....get your fucking hands off me...leave me alone.....Jack....Fuck off Jack screamed and grabbed his coat and slammed the door behind him....

Mark stood there terrified that something bad was about to happen....Jack had never acted this way before...ever....Maggie was right....there must be something in Jack's past that is causing him to react this way to the holidays.....something very very bad..... Mark called his mom.....Hi Mark, Merry Christmas....Mom this is not a social call......Jack has gone out of his mind....he has just gone crazy and just exploded.....Oh Mark I'm sorry...but I warned you it was about to happen.....are you ok? Yea I'm ok....no I'm not ok....Jack is gone and I don't know where he went.....Maggie asked did he take his car....No he just ran off...probably to be alone for a while and cool off. Listen Mark....leave him alone for a while....maybe about a half hour....let him calm down....don't go chasing after him...that will make it worse.

Yea your right, but the weather is getting bad and I don't want anything to happen to him when he's in a rage.....Mark...Jack is a smart man....he won't do anything stupid...he just needs some time....he's fight his demons right now and you need to be there for him. If he doesn't come home in a half hour....then go looking for him....You know where he is....

Ok Mom.....thanks I'll talk to you later. Night Mark.

Mark made some coffee and tried to watch TV to pass the time.....Ugh Jack still isn't home....God I hope he is ok....its freezing out there. Be patient Mark, be patient....he kept telling himself.....remember Jack loves you.

He started pacing in the great room looking at the pictures of the two of them...he smiled but kept pacing....he went into their bedroom and laid down thinking about all the good times they had....how they first met....how hot Jack looked when they first met even though he was a mess....He remembered the first time they made love in this very bed and how much he loved Jack....he really and truly love Jack and he knew Jack loved him.....He looked over at the clock....Fuck Jack has been gone almost an hour....I can't leave him out there any longer....he's gonna freeze.

Mark grabbed his coat and gloves and got the thick wool blanket out of his truck and walked down the path to the woods....He new Jack like sitting on the rock over looking the stream......

He started down the path and could see Jack's foot prints.....he kept walking until he saw Jack sitting on the rock...leaning up against the fallen three...just like they had many times......Mark stopped and took a deep breath before walking over to where Jack was....he didn't want to scare him or make him any more angrier than he was.

Mark took another deep breath and walked over to the rock....he paused and then sat down next to Jack...he didn't say anything for quite a while....He just sat there with him...watching the snow fall...listening to the stillness of the night......

Jack was hanging down and Mark could here him crying.....it was soft cry....he let him cry for a while before he said of did anything.....

Mark unfolded the wool blanket and put over Jack and himself.......Jack...he started....I know you are hurting..I know it hurts really bad.....your fighting something that has been eating you for years.....I just want you to know that I love you and I'm not leaving this rock without you. I don't care if I have to sit with you all night out here....I'm not leaving without you......Mark waited for Jack to react...

Jack didn't move...but he could hear Jack crying..only now it was more intense....Jack was sobbing uncontrollably, He was finally breaking down and confronting the demons that had tormented him for so long.......

Mark fought back the tears....It was tearing him apart to hear and watch Jack like this....but he knew he had to let Jack work thru this....this was something that he couldn't make better....not this time...and that was the hardest part to accept....He couldn't help the man he loved.

Jack knew Mark was there for him....and that Mark loved him. He also knew that Mark was stubborn enough to sit there all night with him...even in the freezing cold....but Jack continued to cry....

Mark cautiously moved closer to Jack....he didn't want to pressure or scare him....

Then he put his arm around Jack and gently started to pull him close....and Jack didn't fight it.....Mark pulled Jack up and against his body and he could feel Jack trembling......He wrapped the blanket around them both...and then he took Jack in his arms and pulled him against his chest....its where Jack felt safe and secure.

He held Jack tightly.....Jack began to cry uncontrollably again...trembling and shaking.....Mark held him tight.....and whispered....I'm here Jack...I love you...Just let it go....cry baby cry...just let it all out....scream if you have to....Its almost over baby.....you are winning the fight.....your finally beating the demons that have tried to ruin you.....Jack kept crying and Mark held him tight....he wouldn't let him go....the more Jack cried the tighter Mark held him....

After about an hour or so....Jack began to calm down....he wasn't crying anymore but he wasn't ready to talk yet...He was just staring out in the woods and down at the stream....it was still snowing and it was incredibly beautiful tonight.....

Mark could tell the distant and sad look was almost gone from Jack's eyes.....Jack had relaxed himself into Mark.....and allowed Mark to hold his hand and run his fingers thru his hair. Mark kissed him on the cheek and just sat there with Jack....giving him all the time he needed.

It was very quiet in the woods....the stillness of the night was deafening but wonderful.....the only sound was from the stream below.....

Jack started to say something but then he stop and paused.....Mark put his cheek next to Jack's and kissed him on the cheek.....I'm sorry Jack said for all the horrible things I said to you..not just tonight but for the last few weeks....Shhhhh shhhh shhhh Mark soothed....you have nothing to be sorry about.....that wasn't the real Jack talking.....that was a very hurt and angry man....but thats not you...its not you anymore.......Mark please I, I need to.....Jack there is no reason to apologize.....But I said some horrible things to you and you did nothing to deserve that.....Yea I'll agree you said some really horrible things....Ya potty mouth. But seriously....Jack....I understand...and I still love you baby.....and I know you love me and had no intention of hurting me.....shit happens sometimes.....sometimes we take our anger and frustrations out on the ones we love the most....

Jack and I sat there for quite a while....Jack wasn't ready to say much yet...He was still trying to process everything before he was ready to talk....I knew he would eventually....It might be tonight....maybe tomorrow....maybe next year.....

Umm Mark....yea bud.....There are some things I need to talk to you about...Only when you are ready Jack....you know I'm here for you....I know....but this won't be all over until I've told you everything and I mean everything......

But first.....can we go home? Its really cold out here Jack said.....Mark replied...I was really hoping you would say that...and they both chuckled.....

Mark put out his hand for Jack and pulled him up off the rock.....Jack was not doing well standing and Mark caught him before his legs collapsed....Jack was emotionally and physically drained....he had lost his strength......

Mark scooped Jack up in his arms and carried him back to the house....and laid him down on the leather sofa in front of the fire.....Mark made some coffee because he knew this would be a long night.....he brought the coffee in and laid down with Jack.....Jack turned over facing Mark and kissed him.....Finally Jack was back....the feeling was there again.....

Mark I want to tell you what happened a long time ago......Did you ever think it was strange that I never talked about my parents much...only when I was a little kid? Yea I wondered but just thought it was non of my business... and you would tell me when you were ready.

Jack continued.....I had a great childhood...everything was great and I thought my parents loved me. When I was twenty.....I um came out to my parents that I was gay....it didn't go over very well and they thru me out the house.....they disowned me because I was gay......I called a few times and they hung up on me and they never returned my phone calls.....I haven't talked to them since they threw me out.

Maybe its possible you could try again Mark asked......Jack was staring at the fire and I could see the pain in his face......

A few years ago during the holidays....my parents were killed in a car accident.....on their way home from a Christmas eve party.....the police called me in the middle of the night to notify me......the last time I saw them was at their funerals.....

I held Jack tight against me while he told his story.....thats why I've hated the holidays for all these years....I felt it was my fault that I ruined our family....because I was gay....and when my parents died on Christmas eve...that did it.....I couldn't take it anymore.....But when I met you and your family I thought I would never have to deal with that horrible part of my life again....but it actually brought it out and I was forced to deal with it.

I kept listening....trying to soothe Jack's pain as he talked......It was so painful to hear his story....this happened to the most wonderful man in the world to me....my Jack...how could anyone do this to Jack? One of the sweetest and most caring persons I've ever known....I take that back...he is the sweetest and most caring person I've ever known. How could anyone treat their child like that just because they are gay? My heart was breaking for Jack.....

Mark.....I am so sorry that I put you thru all this....I am so sorry that I treated you so horribly and said those nasty things to you....Jack Jack....stop...I already told you there is nothing to be sorry about....there is nothing for me to forgive......I completely understand.....but I....stop Jack.....I don't want to hear another word about it......

Jack....you have fought this demon for a long time....what happened to you is inconceivable....it wasn't right and it wasn't your fault. And you know it wasn't your fault.

Even though it wasn't your fault and what happened to you was wrong....You need to forgive your parents....not for them but for yourself....You have been so angry for so long. Its time to completely let it all go...and forgive them. It might take some time to get to that place where you can forgive them. But you have faced those demons....you are getting past the hurt and the pain...it won't control you anymore....its over Jack...its over.

Jack let out a sigh...like a huge sigh of relief....even though he was exhausted I could see he was feeling much better....the sadness was gone.....I actually thought I wanted the old Jack back....but you know what? I've got the real Jack now.....He looks the same...smells the same talks the same.....but there was something different about him. I can't explain it....he's just different.

Hey Mark....Yea babe.....We need to go to bed....its really late.....you sure your ready? Yea I'm sure....there is no place I'd rather be than cuddled up with you.....Btw what time do we have to be at your parents? Umm at 3pm....Good we are sleeping till 2 ....we both laughed. We went into our room and took off our clothes and crawled into bed.

We cuddled up together and Jack turned to me and said....Hey Mark....Yea Jack....Merry Christmas!!! I pulled Jack so close and we laughed and kissed....It was so good to hear him really laugh again and to actually hear him say Merry Christmas....and mean it. I could tell he was happy...really happy.

Well we didn't sleep in till 2 like Jack planned....it was 1 when we woke up...actually Jack woke up first and I could here him singing some of those stupid Christmas Caroles....Or was he making them up....who knows but it sure was good to here him happy......

Hey Jack come in here....Jack came back into our bedroom...come here bud....he came over and I pulled him back into bed and attacked him.....I held him down and kissed him all over....then he held me down...well he tried to at least.......I just let him kiss me all over...

By the way...what were you doing in there I asked Jack...non of your business mister...you know you shouldn't be so nosy on Christmas....oh yea what did you get me for Christmas? I'm not telling you he said....Come on tell me...Nope you gotta wait like everyone else....

Come on pal....we gotta get showered and dressed.....Jack was in the shower first and was leaning against the shower wall when I go in.....he had this crazy playful look in his eyes....He motioned for me to come over......When I did...he grabbed his cock and started pissing on me.....man he can piss a lot too....Hmmm I thought....I grabbed my cock and started pissing right back at him.....there we were, two grown men pissing all over each other...On Christmas Day......

We showered and got ready and got in the truck.....we put our gifts in the back of the truck and drove over to my parents for Christmas dinner.....

When Jack and I arrived Maggie and Alex greeted us with hugs and kisses.....the house was decorated to the max and Jack was stunned at how beautiful it was.

Maggie noticed that something was different about Jack.....he was standing in front of the tree staring at it....she came up and put her arm in his.....You ok Jack she asked.....Jack turned to her and said yea Mom I'm just fine....It was a long hard night but I'm ok now.....she hugged him and told him how much she loved him.....

Before we had dinner Jack stood up and asked if could say something......He started by saying....For most of my life I have wanted to enjoy Christmas and no be afraid....Since I've met all of you....I was forced to deal with part of my life that was very painful. Last night I faced those demons.....it was horrible....but Mark was right there with me...loving me and he has been so patient.....He didn't push me or force me to do anything...he was just there.....He looked at me and said..Mark I am so grateful that you took the chance and came to my house to meet me.....You are an incredible man....I have loved you even before I met you...and now I am so proud that you are my partner for life..... Damn Jack just got me.....I got up and hugged him....then he looked over at Maggie and Alex.....thank you for being so kind to me and to Mark as well.....you have been so supportive of us and to me personally.....I love you all dearly and I'm looking forward to many many more holidays with all of you.

Maggie and Alex came over and hugged Jack....Alex said to Jack.....you are not just Marks partner...you are part of our family.......we love you like you were our own son.....and please Alex said.....Its Mom and Dad from now on....ok son? Jack looked at me and I gave him my approval.....

After dinner it was time to open our presents.....Jack was the first one to deliver his presents to everyone. Maggie and Alex opened their gift first....even I didn't know what he got them....they unwrapped the long slender box and on the box was a wooden boat......

When they opened the box...Maggie was speechless....Looks like you two aren't the only ones taking a cruise......I looked a Jack and he was beaming......Well what is it I asked...show me......they held up tickets for a 10 day cruise.....and it over Valentine's Day.....thats the same time you two are away....Yes but Mom its your birthday during that week Jack said and I thought it was a perfect time for you to go on vacation. Alex was stunned......Jack I can't believe this.....We really appreciate this......Well I hope you have a wonderful cruise and one you will always remember. Now Alex Jack said....you know you will have to take Mom shopping.....Alex rolled his eyes and she nudged him.....There goes my credit card Alex said....we all laughed.

Alex and Maggie gave us a Limo to pick us up and take us to the airport for our trip...that was so awesome of them...

Then Jack gave me his gift.......It was beautifully wrapped...Although I knew Jack didn't wrap it because he sucks at wrapping gifts....I opened the box and I couldn't believe it....it was a gorgeous Armani suit.....He had it tailored just for me.....he also included a dress shirt and an awesome tie to go with it......Jack leaned over and whispered...open up the jacket and see whats inside....He winked at me and I should have know better because that usually means he's up to no good.....I opened up the jacket and there were 5 Andrew Christian swim bikinis....Jack I said...I can't show these to my parents ....Ok if you won't I will he said....he grabbed them and show them to my parents.....Jack said those are for our trip.....I just rolled my eyes at him....but I have to admit they were hot.

I shot Jack a look and he kept laughing....Jack looked at me and said....when we get home you are gonna model those for me tonight......

Then I gave Jack his present.....he unwrapped the box and just looked at it...then he looked at me then back at the box....Go ahead Jack open it....Jack opened the box and gasped....What is it Maggie asked.....Jack was shocked.....inside the box was a Tag Huer watch....Jack was stunned.....he held it up to show Maggie and Alex....he looked at me and was speechless. Mark umm how did you know I liked this watch.....Baby I've watched you admire that watch for months.....do you like it? Of course I like it but Mark.....I can't.....yes you can and you will.....you have said that you wanted a watch for Christmas all your life and you never got one....so now you do. I don't think Jack has recovered from that Christmas yet....I think he's still in shock.....

We had a wonderful Christmas...our first Christmas together. Mark and I drove home and laughed all the way.....it was great to finally be able to really enjoy the holidays....that was the best present ever.

Mark had gone a head of me to open up the house.....I was feeling rather playful and I picked up a handful of snow and made a snowball.....I couldn't resist....I threw that snowball and it hit Mark.....You guessed it....right on his ass.....All I heard was....you little fucker that had better not be a grape fruit......then he turned around and chased me down and tackled me in the snow.....he smashed a pile of snow on my head and held me down.....he was looking deep in my eyes and he said.....I love you Jack...I love you more now than ever.....

Still feeling playful....I said really? You love me more than ever? Prove it big boy...prove it...and I ran in the house and into our bedroom.....I laid on the bed and said its show time bud.....what do you mean show time....I want to see you in those hot bikinis......Mark took off his clothes and tried on the first one.....damn he filled out that bikini.....his package was bulging.... He looked good in everyone of them....in fact he looked down right hot.

I was getting a boner just looking at him....he strutted over to me and stood in front of me...I felt his cock and pulled down his bikini.....and tossed it on the floor....I grabbed his hands and pulled him down on top of me.....I whispered...make love to me baby....I want you now. Mark wasted now time ripping my clothes off....we started off in a 69 position and sucked each other to the brink of climax....then I turned over onto my back and Mark crawled on top of me and held my hands down over my head and kissed me....his tongue dove into my mouth and explore me down to my throat....then he started licking my armpits...sucking and biting my nipples....licking me down to my cock....he sucked my cock for a while before he lifted my legs to his shoulders.

He spit in my hole and on his hard throbbing cock....and the began to penetrate my hole......I looked him in the eye and winked....and said....Give it to me baby...give it to me....he plunged his hot thick cock deep inside me and let me tell you I was instantly in orbit.....he leaned down and kissed me and put my arms around his neck and pulled him in closer....his tongue was in my mouth the entire time he was thrusting his cock deep in to my hole......my legs were tightly wrapped around him and his arms were wrapped around me....damn he felt sooo fucking good thrusting his hard cock deeper and deeper into me....his massive balls were slapping my ass so hard.......his sweat was pouring off his body in streams all over me.......I could feel his cock getting harder and harder and that animalistic growl start...only this time is was very low and grew into a roar.....OMG I had never heard him do that and it gave me chills and made he wild......Fuck Jack....fuuuuccck Jaaaacccck I'm cumming......I'm cumming Jack he screamed as he gave that last couple of deep thrusts before he unleashed his love juice deep inside of me......I could feel each stream of cum as it shot powerfully out of his cock and into my hole....deep inside of me......as soon as he started cumming in my I could feel my orgasm building....stronger and stronger.....oh fuck Mark.......I'm gonna cummmmmm....my eyes rolled back and I shot a massive load of cum that shot on my face and all over his chest....It was clinging to his chest hair and nipples.....I showered him with my cum.....

I let my legs down and he collapsed in exhaustion on top of me.....we both were breathless as he laid on top of me......we kissed passionately till we both calmed down.....Mark was still wrapped around me and didn't let go for quite a while.....He just laid there...holding me. He rested his head on my chest.....

Our bodies were covered in sweat and cum....but we didn't care.....all we knew was that we were totally and completely in love.....

After a while....I said...Hey Mark....you were right.....this was the best Christmas ever.....just like you promised it would be.....He whispered.....I told you it would be.....he rolled over on his side and pulled me into his chest.....that's where I love to be and where I feel the safest.....

Soon we fell asleep in each others arms.....no tension...nothing to be afraid of...just pure love surrounded us.....we slept for hours and hours...like we didn't have a care in the world.

After the holidays I officially moved in with Mark.....no reason to wait anymore....I didn't want to wait and neither did he.....we were busy making our home special.....it was our home....we were so happy together and looking forward to our vacation......Yikes it only two weeks away and then......

We are Tahiti Bound!

 

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