The Kicker

Chapter 4

Rudy

Bo and I continued our study sessions, he really was a nice guy. He was also very smart, and once he got past that one section of algebra that was giving him trouble, his grades were once again good. Our study sessions were actually just us spending time together, we did our homework and talked. It was Bo who suggested that we study together, he didn’t need my help at all, but I was glad to spend time with him. He was the first person that I could truly call a friend.

My mom even noticed that I was enjoying school more and she was thrilled when I started to go to some of the basketball games. She had always tried to get me to go out more and make some friends. She had told me that my sister was now old enough to take care of herself, so I could no longer use that as an excuse to stay home. She was right, and thanks to Bo, I was starting to get invited to more activities with other classmates. While I wasn’t as close with them as I was with Bo, I at least had someone to sit with at the games.

Whenever we were left home alone, we would continue our sexual exploration, which was mostly me sucking Bo’s cock. Don’t get me wrong, I was happy to do that, but I was starting to think that Bo was just using me. He was still dating his girlfriend, and it was starting to bother me. I wasn’t expecting Bo to announce that we were a couple or anything, but I just wished he wouldn’t flaunt her every chance he got.

We were at his house doing homework one night, I finally worked up the nerve to talk to Bo about my feelings.

I looked up from my book, “can I ask you something?”

Bo smiled as he looked up, “sure bud, you know you can ask me anything.”

I took a deep breath, “do you consider me a friend?”

He squinted his eyes, “of course I do, why are you asking me that?”

I shrugged, “I don’t know, it just seems that you act differently when we are at school, then when we are alone.”

Bo sat his book down, “what do you mean?”

I sighed, “I don’t think I said that right, you always treat me like a friend, but I think that we might be something more than friends.”

He moved next to me on the bed, “look, I know what we do when we are alone is special, but I just don’t know if I am ready to tell anyone else about it.”

I shook my head, “no, I know that. I don’t expect you to announce to the world that you let me suck your dick, and you know I will never betray your confidence. I just think that I may want something more from our relationship than you do.”

Bo sighed, “I’m sorry Rudy, this is just all so confusing for me. I mean I’m the captain of the basketball team, I’m supposed to date a hot chick. I’m supposed to be the leader, I’m supposed to have it all together. That gets kind of tough sometimes, I’m sorry if I don’t treat you like I should, I…”

I interrupted, “no, I’m sorry, shit, I don’t want to put any more pressure on you. It’s just that you are my best friend, hell, you’re probably my only friend.”

He said, “but you hang out with our group, they all like you.”

I nodded, “yeah, they like me, and I like them. They are all nice guys, but let’s be honest, they wouldn’t give me the time of day, if I wasn’t friends with you.”

Bo said, “I’m sorry Rudy, I don’t know what to say or do. I do like the time we spend together, and I don’t just mean the sex part either. I like the talking, I have told you things that I have never told anyone else, not even my girlfriend.”

I chuckled, “yeah, your girlfriend.”

He sighed, “look, Heather and I will never get married and live happily ever after, hell, we probably won’t stay together until graduation. I just don’t think I am ready to…”

I shook my head, “that’s not what I’m asking you do, fuck, I don’t know what I am asking, I don’t even know what I want.”

We sat in silence for a few uncomfortable minutes. Bo finally broke the quiet, “why the hell does this have to be so hard, why do we have to worry about what everyone else thinks?”

I nodded, “yeah, I know.”

He asked, “do you think you are gay?” The question took me by surprise, in the months since we started to hang out together, neither of us had ever said that word.

I thought a moment, “yes, I think I am.”

Bo didn’t react, I think he already knew the answer to that question.

I asked, “what about you?”

He exhaled, “I know this is going to sound like a cop out, but I don’t know. I do like spending time with you, but I also like to spend time with Heather. If I am being honest, when I am with you, I can be myself. When I’m with Heather, I have to be what she wants to be. If that makes me gay, then I am, but when it comes to the sex part, I like it with both of you. I don’t know, maybe I’m bi.”

I said, “technically we have never had real sex.”

Bo asked, “what?”

I turned to him, “me sucking your dick isn’t really us having sex. While I enjoy it, and I think you do too, there are other things we can do.”

He said, “like what?”

I moved to him and pressed my lips to his, pushing my tongue inside his mouth. His eyes widened, but he was soon kissing back. I pulled back slightly and looked into Bo’s eyes, I asked, “are you ok?”

He nodded, “yeah, I think so, I wasn’t expecting that.”

I asked, “did you like it?”

He swallowed, “yes, I did. A lot.”

We started kissing again, this time Bo was leading the way, he was a very good kisser. We started to pull each other’s clothes off, a minute later we were completely naked. I thought back, I think this was the first time that I had been completely naked in front of Bo, it was usually me sucking his dick and jacking my own. We resumed kissing as I took Bo’s cock in my hand, to my surprise, he did the same to me. Again, I think it was the first time that he touched my dick, hell, it was the first time anyone touched my dick. We fell back on the bed, I moved around to take his cock into my mouth. I decided to see if Bo would take the next step. I positioned myself so that my dick was in front of his face, much to me delight, he took the bait. He started to stroke me again, then slowly moved closer and ran his tongue across the precum leaking from my cock head. Not wanting to scare him away, I just let him take his time and explore my pole with his mouth. A short time later I felt my cock completely engulfed by Bo’s mouth. Even though I really had nothing to compare it to, Bo was doing a great job, especially since this was his first attempt at sucking a cock. We continued to blow each other for what seemed like forever, to be honest, I never wanted it to end. Bo began to fondle my nuts, another new sensation for me, it was awesome. To my surprise, it didn’t stop there, Bo soon ran his fingers across my never touched hole. I felt shivers run up and down my spine as he continued his exploration. I was suddenly overtaken by the feeling that I wanted something more in my ass, I spread my legs. Once again, Bo took the hint and pushed his finger in my hole, causing a whole new feeling to flood my body. My moans of approval encouraged Bo and soon he had two fingers buried in my love canal. I still wanted more, I panted, “will you fuck me?”

Bo looked at me, “are you sure?”

I released his cock from my mouth, “God, yes.”

He found some hand lotion to use for lube, I rolled onto my back and pulled my legs up. Bo gave my cock and balls one more lick and aimed his ridged pole at my virgin hole. He leaned forward to kiss me as he slowly pushed in, allowing me time to adjust to the invasion. The slight pain I felt was quickly replaced with complete extasy as I pulled Bo in as far I could. I gasped the first time he hit my sweet spot causing him to stop, he asked, “are you alright?”

I exhaled, “oh yeah, keep doing what you’re doing.”

I pulled him back down for another kiss as he started to pump in and out again, once again hitting that special spot sending waves of pleasure coursing through my entire body. I knew I was getting close, and from the sounds Bo was making, so was he. Our eyes locked on each other as I felt Bo’s cock swell inside me. He let out one final grunt as he pushed in as far as he could. The second I felt his first squirt, my cock exploded, send my seed flying. It was as if Bo’s cum was shooting straight through me and coming out of my cock, our spasms being in perfect sync.

Bo collapsed on top of me as we passionately kissed, his dick still inside my freshly fucked hole. Bo’s erection slowly started to subside and slipped from my ass, he rolled to my side.

As he caught his breath, he said, “wow, I wasn’t expecting that to be so intense.”

I asked, “was it better than fucking your girlfriend?”

He blushed, “I really don’t know, the farthest we have ever gone is just feeling each other up.”

In Bo’s defense, I guess I never heard him say that they had sex, he just said that he couldn’t get her to give him a blow job.

He continued, “you know how guys brag, you have to one up the last guy’s story.”

I chuckled, “yeah, I get it.”

Bo and I continued our study sessions throughout the rest of the year. I know he didn’t want to come out anytime soon and didn’t push the issue. To be honest, I wasn’t ready to make any announcements either. Bo stayed with his girlfriend, and I continued to work hard in my classes, hoping to get a scholarship to college. I knew I was going to college either way, thanks to my parents’ constant working and saving.

After basketball season ended, Bo talked to a lot of college recruiters and was making weekly campus visits with his parents.

The Monday after one of his visits, I asked, “how was UNLV?”

He said, “Vegas is a fun place to visit, but I might get into too much trouble if I went to school there. My dad thought the same thing, I think we have crossed that one off the list.”

I chuckled, “yeah, I could see the temptation being hard to avoid there too. So what schools are still on the list?”

He replied, “Kansas, we go there next weekend, Florida State and of course, my dad’s choice of Notre Dame.”

I asked, “what about your choice?”

He shrugged, “I really like Florida State, but we’ll see about Kansas next week.”

I nodded, “how upset would your dad be if you chose Florida State?”

Bo though for a moment, “he would get over it, he really just wants me to go to a good school.”

“Would you be upset if you had to go to Notre Dame?”

He shook his head, “no, not really, I do like the head coach there.”

I had been sending out applications and applying for scholarships all year, I was thrilled when I received my acceptance letters from both Arizona State and Virgina Tech. Dad was going to be home for three weeks, and mom said she would take a few days off from her job so we could go visit both schools. After our visits, mom and I were leaning toward Arizona State and Dad like Virgina Tech. During my visits, I applied for scholarships at both schools. My decision became very easy when I received my next letter from Virgina Tech. I received a full academic scholarship, I would be heading to Blacksburg Virgina in August.

The next week, Bo had also made his choice, he was going to Notre Dame. We were both happy for each other. I knew our relationship would probably end after high school anyway, I would still miss Bo though.

As graduation approached, my dad made arrangements to be home for a few weeks before and after. While he was home, I decided it was a good time to have a long talk. I expressed my concern for my parents working so hard, and since I had gotten my scholarship, maybe they should ease up a bit. They agreed, mom was going to work less overtime and dad was applying for a new position that would allow him to be home more. While I was glad that they would be home more for my sister, I was wishing they could have taken these steps while I was still home. I knew everything they did was for me and my sister, but we still missed so much time as a family.

Since we were getting things out in the open, I pushed my luck.

I said, “mom, dad, there is something else that I need to tell you.”

Mom looked concerned as dad asked, “what is it, Rudy?”

I took a deep breath, and with no good way to say it, I blurted out, “I’m gay.”

The silence was deafening, finally dad shook his head, “I should have spent less time on the road.”

I sighed, “dad, it’s not your fault. I was born this way.”

Mom said, “it’s nobody’s fault, there is nothing to be ashamed of. You are who you are, and we love you.”

After many tears and a lot more talking, for the first time in my life it felt like things were good. My sister’s life was going to be better with my parents being home more. I was starting the next chapter of my life with an incredible opportunity, and I wasn’t hiding who I was.

I came out at school as well, not making a big deal about it. I was very careful to not include Bo, it was not my place to out him. He let me know how thankful he was the last time we were together before we left for college.

I got in my car to drive to Virgina with a huge smile on my face, life was good.

 

To be continued…