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I got to the college dorms and there was one spot left so I ended up with Riley an athletic Jock who was on both the swim team and the football (soccer) team. He was in his second year and was a member of a Frat but didn't live with his brothers. He said he liked the option of being able to get away. He had hazel hair with blond tints just past his ears medium length but well kept. 6ft 2 slim athletic body slight tan and well defined you could see every muscle in his body I have to say not an ounce of fat. Bright blue eyes that could melt you at a glance and a nice 8 inches of thick man meat with a plump uncut head. He didn't have any body hair apart from his head.

He seemed friendly enough as he chatted away and we both asked questions. Going through high school I kind of knew I liked guys but never acted on it. Also never had any girlfriends never interested me so I would stare at other boys and fantasize but I had never had a sexual encounter with anyone (I don't count my hand). I never tried anything through fear of being bullied I had a few friends but generally kept a low profile. After a while Riley started talking about girls and some of the conquests he had and I just listened. I was quite good looking myself 7 inches down below short brown hair 5ft 10 blue eyes slim built but I couldn't help looking at Riley and wondering.

"Dude you OK with that?"

I snapped out of my daydream "sorry what?"

"If we hook up just put this on the door handle so the other knows not to disturb OK?"

He stood with a red piece of card in his hand that had a hole at the top to go over the handle.

I don't know what came over me maybe it was I had to share with Riley or he had been inviting but I told him I was a virgin and probably gay but I didn't know. I explained how I liked looking at guys more that girls how I hadn't told anyone before and I don't know why I told him. I said I was scared of being bullied. He just sat and listened and let me pour my heart out. After I was done there was an awkward silence and I thought I had made a mistake but he just looked and said "OK dude I fooled around a little with my brothers mate but nothing more I am cool with it as long as you keep it to yourself and if you bring a guy or girl back don't forget the card as I don't want to walk in and find you being pounded." A little stunned I managed "OK." He then started asking how I felt and what made me think I was gay and I explained I find boys more attractive and I actually liked the sweaty lockeroom smell how I had many fantasies about guys I had meet.

"Have you had one about me already?" He asked

I felt myself go hot and obviously I must have turned red. Riley laughed "yes then it's OK dude just don't try anything with me."

He then explained that he had lots of practice and he would spend a few nights a week at the frat so we may not see to much of each other but if he did score he would try letting me know in advance. He also told me that how I felt was down to me noons else's business and he wasn't going to tell anyone. Then he got up and left for practice. I felt kind of relieved I told him as I didn't want to hide too much in college as I had in high school.

Everything picked up pace in college and over the next few months we seen little of each other he would spend more time at the frat and out socializing and I got on with what I needed to do a few times he would tell me he had someone coming over and I would make myself scarce. Sometimes I would arrive back and see the card and just move on by although this didn't happen a lot. I had a couple of friends so I just hung out with them whenever our room was otherwise engaged. Even though I told Riley I still kept it to myself and didn't try things. I had numerous fantasies about Riley and when we did get a moment he would ask me if I was any clearer. One morning Riley came into the room after practice which I loved cause he would have his running shorts on with a skimpy top that his nothing it was almost painted on. His sweet sweaty smell always drove me wild. He got undressed and jumped in the shower which he had done loads of times and this guy liked to take his time. Normally he was very clean and would put his training gear away before he got in but this morning he left his stuff on the floor. I seen it laying there and although I had plenty of opportunities to mess around before I picked up his training jock lay in my bed and stroked myself sniffing his moist jock I was in heaven and I thought I had about half an hour. I was lay there fantasizing about why I hadn't done this before when the bathroom door opened.

"You enjoying that?" I jumped out my skin sat up bright red faced "Sssssoorrry" I stammered

"I couldn't help myself I am so sorry I will change rooms if you like." I said embarrassed. Riley stood there for a minute with a serious look on his face. "Loosen up dude." He said " I told you not to try it with me but if you get of on my training jock nock yourself out as long as you don't blow your load on it and put it in the was basket after why do I care?" I was stunned he wasn't freaking out. "I thought you would have done this before now?" "I I I haven't." I replied.

"I know. I got a frat party today and it will be late so I might not be back tonight."

"OK." I replied. Riley got dressed quickly made his way to the door. "As you were." He chuckled and left. I lay beck down grabbed his jock and went back to my fantasy. Early hours of that morning our door opened loud and Riley stumbled in drunk which woke me as he bounced off everything in sight then he fell on my bed. "Ssssssssssssooooyyyyee" he giggled. I got up helping him to his bed.

"Good night?" "Yyyyyyeah he slurred and I am good with you bro don't worrrryyy bout earlier I am hhhhaapp to help oow discovery yoself." I laid him on his bed and undressed him to his briefs. "Thaaaanks dude." With that he fell asleep. The next few weeks were different I would come back if Riley wasn't there sometimes I would find his jock on the end of my bed other times he would come in from practice take his jock off throw it at me and say "I'm off for a shower knock yourself out dude." On morning he came in started undressing "what you upto later this afternoon early evening." Whack his jock hit me in my face " I got a lecture this afternoon and study group this evening why?" "Oh I may have this hot chick I have been wanting to bang for ages over."

"Well I have to pop back after the lecture to pick up books but if you are here then put the card on the door and just leave my bookbag outside I will pack it and leave it on the end of my bed."

"OK dude cheers oh and just to let you know I still haven't told anyone your secret even when I have been drunk dude." "Cool thanks." I replied. With that he got in the shower and I lost myself in his jock.

After my lecture I headed back to the room there was no bag outside or card on the handle so I thought Riley had either gone somewhere else or had stuck out the door was locked so I got my key out and undone the lock as I walked in Riley was in bed clearly in the buff with someone hiding under the cover.

"Shit sorry mate there was no card or bag outside. I just need a couple of things quickly and I am gone. She don't need to hide dude I won't say anything."

"No worries dude she's a bit shy and sorry I forgot to warn you."

I went to my packed bookbag at the end of my bed as I turned to leave I noticed something strange on the floor two pairs of men's training shoes and two jocks different sizes not knowing what to do I turned to Riley and said "this the hot chick?" "Yeah dude do you mind?" "Oh sorry." I said "party tonight I might not behere when you get back." "Oh ok." I replied with that I left the room I put my key in the door to lock it but just rattled it to make a sound I stood there trying to figure out what I had seen. I decided to investigate further so I waited a couple of minutes. I heard noise's through the door and Riley said in a muffled voice "few that was close." Then silence I gave it a minute and opened the door.

Riley was on his knees servicing a thick nine inches belonging to Brendon another Frat jock who was on the swim and cycling team. Same age as Riley a couple inches taller muscled a bit bigger built but still no fat he had short crew cut brown hair and dark brown eyes . Both lads were caught but I kept my cool dispute Riley warning me to keep it away from him. The terrified looks on their faces said it all. I just said "she's a stunner." I turned round and left the room Riley grabbed a towel wrapped it round his waist and ran after me. "Dude I can explain." "It's cool no worries." I lied "dude we're not gay." "I seen that." I snapped back. "We were just curious surely you can relate?"

Actually I could but I wasn't letting him off. "I do but you didn't have to hide it I didn't."

"You did in high school but we are both in our frat and even tho we're not against gays if you are found to be gay your treated different especially in forfeits." "I won't say anything we will talk next time I see you." I turned and walked away but I had to make sure I got a little dig so I said "you better get back she's waiting." I looked over my shoulder and seen Riley blush. I left it a few hours to return to the room expecting Riley to be out instead he was sat on his bed waiting for me and looking very nervous. He looked very sheepish when I walked in and it looked like he had been crying. I felt bad "you want to talk?"

To be continued..................!!!