First off, I want to thank all of you for your kind comments on my story. When I first started doing this, I thought it would be kind of a joke, but I see that you all actually like my stuff and it makes me feel great. Without further ado, I give you chapter 5.
The muted light of the winter sun eventually woke me. I lay with my arm across my eyes, groggy and dazed. I felt across the bed for Carter and came up with nothing. The pain flared in my chest when a realization hit me.
'It was just a dream,' I whispered, burying my face in the pillow while the tears streamed calmly down my face. When my tears were spent, I resolved myself to facing another Carter-less day. A chill swept over me when I pulled the covers off. You know that feeling when you're freezing when you get out of bed? I made it halfway to my door before I saw a figure from the corner of my eye.
I let out a yelp of fear and my body tensed, ready to flee at the first sign of danger, until I heard a familiar chuckle. I looked to my left and there he was, sitting in my reading chair at the far corner of my room, watching me with an amused expression. He looked even better in the morning, with his thick black hair tousled and his eyes blurred with sleep. He had thrown back on his clothes from last night and even though they were wrinkled, they only added to his overall sexy appearance. I was grateful that he was dressed, because if he wasn't, I probably would have sprung a boner. That would have been embarassing.
'Did I scare you?' he asked with a smile.
'A little,' I admitted.
'Come here,' he said softly, opening his arms to me.
I crawled into his lap and rested my head on his shoulder, breathing in the musky scent of his skin.
'Why were you crying?' he asked with concern as he wrapped his muscular arms around me.
I hesitated. 'I thought last night was a dream,' I said, the color flaring in my cheeks.
'Well, I can promise you that I'm here,' he replied as he pressed his lips against my forehead.
Then I remembered something. 'I need to go brush my teeth. I'm sure you noticed,' I laughed as I climbed up and walked towards the bathroom.
When I returned, he was examining my bookshelf.
'Nice library,' he said with a smile. 'This must be a special one,' he observed as he retrieved a particularly battered and worn out book.
'The Thorn Birds; my all-time favorite,' I said.
He read the back of it. 'Sounds good,' he said honestly, placing it back on the shelf.
'Do you read?' I asked.
'Yeah, but not this much,' he said, motioning to my packed bookcase.
My had grown tired of the conversation and let out a loud growl.
'I'm hungry. Want some breakfast?' I asked him.
'Sure, I'd love some,even though it's noon' he said humorously as he followed me downstairs.
'Why didn't you wake me up?' I asked.
'Well you looked so peaceful. I didn't want to wake you,' he said with a sheepish look.
'Oh,' I replied lamely, getting that warm feeling inside.
I'm not a very good cook, but I managed to make eggs and toast without setting the house on fire. After Carter had helped me clean the kitchen, we snuggled on the couch and watched T.V. (Snuggle is such a cheesy word, but how else can I describe it?)
'When will your parents be back?' Carter asked as he pulled a blanket over us.
'Monday. Why?' I asked.
'Just wondering,' he said simply.
All that was on T.V. was trashy realtiy shows and soap operas, so I decided to retreat inside my head and think. I wondered how he felt about me, but I didn't want to look clingy so I didn't ask. But I did want to know where our relationship stood. What if he doesn't want to be with me? I thought fearfully. To quench my inner turmiol, I decided to put it all out in the open and ask him.
'Carter?' I asked.
'What are we? Are we like.....together? Or are we not? Beacuse if we're not that's fine, I don't want you to rush into anything and I don't want to scare you away,' I said quickly, aware that I was sounding more and more like a complete dumbass. 'And I'm starting to sound idiotic, so I'll just shut up now,' I said and buried my face in his chest.
I could feel his body shaking with laughter and he brought my face up to meet his. 'Do you want us to be together?' he asked, trying to keep a straight face.
'Yes,' I said, blushing.
'Then I guess you're my boyfriend,' he answered with that crooked smile I loved so much.
'I like the way that sounds,' I said as I boldly kissed him on the lips. I tried to pull away, but he held me to him. The kiss grew more urgent and I could feel the bulge forming in his jeans. Suddenly corageous, I laid my hand on it and lightly squeezed. His body stiffened and he groaned into my mouth.
His large hands traveled down my back and gripped my behind possessively, and this time, I let him keep them there. His mouth parted from mine and moved down to my neck. He kissed and sucked on my neck hungrily while I moaned and gasped helplessly.
I felt him shift into a sitting position and pull me onto his lap. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he stood up.
'Upstairs. Now,' I demanded. Where is this coming from? I thought. I've never acted this way before. He carried me up the staris and gently laid me on my bed as we pulled off each other's shirts. He slid my pants off effortlessly, but I had a little trouble with his. I fumbled around until I got the button and the zipper undone and he handled it from there. Still kissing him, I hooked my fingers on the waistband of his boxers and had them off in one quick motion.
After we had successfully undressed, we took a moment to admire each other.
'God, you're beautiful,' he breathed.
'I could say the same about you,' I said matter of factly as I stared at him. His ripped body glistened with a light sheen of sweat that only accentuated his defined muscles and abs. My breath caught in my throat when his cut cock came into view. It was easily 9 inches and hard as a rock.
I reached out and encircled it with my hand, my fingers barely reaching around it! He let out a loud gasp and shuddered as he climbed on top of me.
'You have no idea how long I have been waiting for this,' he said roughly as he trailed more kisses down my jawline.
I eased him onto his back and sild down the bed until I was eye level with his magnificent tool. My tongue darted out I tentatively licked the head. He stiffened and cried out.
'You don't have to do that, babe,' he said breathlessly. It was the first time he had used a term of endearment. I got all warm inside again.
'I want to,' I replied as I went back down. I was really nervous about sucking him, but I wanted to do it so bad that I went for it. I took the head slowly into my mouth and quietly moaned as I tasted him. I inched more and more of his thick rod into my mouth and soon I got the hang of it and got a ryhtm going.
'Oh, God. That feels so good,' Carter moaned as he placed a hand lightly on the back of my head.
I kept sucking and slurping on his huge cock and felt proud when I heard him gasp and moan my name.
'Matt, I'm gonna cum,' I heard him grunt.
I really got into it then, and pretty soon I felt him stiffen as he shot a thick rope of cum down my throat, then another, then another. I pulled my mouth off of his cock and savored the sweet taste of his cum.
'That was incredible. The best I've ever had,' he said as his breathing returned to normal.
'I'm glad you liked it,' I said in a shy voice.
He reached down and pulled me up to him. Staring deeply into my eyes, he presses his lips hard against mine. He quickly ended the kiss and stood up.
'Let's take a shower,' he said with a wide grin.
I followed him down the hall and stared at his perfect round ass every step of the way. He picked me up and sat me on the counter as he started the shower. After his preparations, he turned and pulled me into the steaming spray. We just stood there under the water for a while, staring at each other, but water soon got up my nose and I started coughing. Leave it up to me to ruin a romantic moment.
'You're so damn cute,' he said passionately as he wrapped his arms tightly around my waist. Once again, I felt his hand slide down to my ass and massage my ass cheeks. I let out a quiet moan and clung to him. He went further and traced a finger up and down my crack, pausing every now and then to rub my pink little hole.
'Do you want me to stop?' he asked gently.
'No,' I gasped. 'Keep going.'
His long finger poked and prodded at my tight openeing. The water made it easier and enabled his finger to go in smoothly. The tip slowly borke through and I let out a gasp of pleasure. Encouraged, he slowly pushed it in to the second knuckle.
'You ok?' he asked.
'More than ok,' I moaned.
I felt the thick digit slide all the way in me and pause for a secong for me to get used to it. He could tell by my moans that I was ready. The finger slowly slid out of me and plunged back in.
'OH!' I cried as the finger found it's rythm and went wild inside my tender hole. He slid it back in and slowly raked it over my prostate. And that was it. I screamed and writhed in his arms as my 7 inch cock exploded and coated our stomachs with cum. I rested against him for a moment while my pulse slowed down and my breathing went back to normal. I pulled back and looked into his black eyes.
'That was fantastic,' I said quietly.
'It was the least I could do,' he answered with a chuckle. 'And you seemed to enjoy it.'
I blushed a deep crimson. 'Maybe,' I said before bursting into paroxysms of giggles.
When we were finished with the shower, we went and laid down on my bed. Carter didn't have any more clothes so he was naked, which was perfectly fine with me. We just lay there, staring into each other's eyes. His warm, callused hand soflty stroked my cheek and pushed the stray locks of hair out of my eyes.
'I hate to leave you, but I need to go home for a little while,' he said.
'Will you be back?' I asked desperately.
'Of course. I'm just going to get some clothes and my toothbrush,' he said as he kissed my cheek.
'And a razor, your stubble almost made me bleed,' I laughed.
'Very funny,' he said with a grin.
We walked to the door together, and after one last kiss, he was gone.
I went and laid back down on the couch, reveiwing the events of the last couple of hours. I had no idea what had gotten into me, but whatever it was, I liked it. And so did Carter, apparently. I heard my phone vibrate and went to answer it, but it took me a while because I'm still learning how to work it.
'Stupid iphone,' I muttered.
I finally figured it out and saw that it was a message from Carter. It read:
I'll be back in an hour tops. Miss you :).
I almost burst into tears right then. I was pretty sure I was in love with him. No, I was POSITIVE that I was in love with him, but I wasn't sure if he felt the same way. It's best if I keep that to myself for a little while, I thought. I dozed on the couch for a while until I heard a shutting of a car door outside. I ran and opened the door just as he was walking up the steps. Am I pathetic or what?
When we were inside, he sat his bag down and tooke me in his arms.
'That was fast,' I said.
'It's because I was so ready to come back to you,' he said with a dazzling smile.
'Don't pull that cheesy shit with me,' I replied thorugh giggles.
After my laughing died down, I realized that I was dead-tired.
'Are you sleepy?' he asked. Was he a mind reader?
'Yeah,' I said with a yawn.
I turned out the downstairs lights and headed toward the stairs. As I was walking, Carter scooped me up and carried me like a baby up to my room.
'Next time, I'll wear a white dress. It'll be more appropriate,' I said with a giggle.
'I'll hold you to it,' he said as he burst into laughter. he had such a sexy laugh; all deep and manly.
I crawled into bed and sighed as I sank into the soft matress. Carter climbed in next to me and encricled me in his arms, cradling me to his chest.
'Just out of curiosity, how did you know I was gay this whole time?' I asked.
'Partly it was just lucky guess. But it kinda tipped me off when every time you looked at me, you blushed,' he said affectionately.
'I can't help that,' I said as I lightly punched him in the arm.
'How long have you known you were gay? If you don't mind me asking,' I said.
'Since I was about 15,' he said. 'I've been with girls and guys, but I lean more towards guys,' he said matter of factly.
'Oh,' I answered simply.
'And since we're on the subject of honesty, why exactly did you run away from me that night?' he asked.
'Well it was mainly beacuse I liked you so much and the kiss was so overwhelming. But it was mainly because I'd never been.....touched...like that before,' I said softly.
'I wish I had known that then. It would have saved us alot of wasted time and pain,' he said.
'But I will never forgive myself for laughing at you,' he said miserably.
I took his handsome face in my hands. 'Carter, please don't torture yourself for that. It's really no big deal,' I said firmly.
'Alright. Let's just stop talking about it,' he said softly.
'Ok,' I agreed.
Then a thougt occurred to me. 'Wait. Your parents won't mind you staying with me?' I asked.
'They're out of town too on a much needed vacation. They won't be back for another couple of weeks,' he said.
'What will we do when MY parents get back, though?' I asked worriedly.
'You'll introduce me to them,' he said simply.
'We'll see,' I said uncertaily.
We laid there in silence for while until Carter finally spoke.
'It's late, let's go to sleep, Matt. We'll talk more tomorrow,' he said with a loud yawn.
'Ok. Goodnight, Carter.' I wanted to tell him I loved him, but I held off.
''Night, babe,' he whispered as he kissed me softly.
He started humming to me in his rich, deep voice, and I knew it was only a matter of time before it lulled me to sleep. I closed my eyes and snuggled (there's that word again!) closer into his chest.
To be continued......