Give me a Chance

Chance

I was really frustrated with Ben, how can he just not worry about what he was going to do, no college, no job, shit was he just going to float through life? We hadn’t talked in the weeks around graduation, I was getting ready to go off to training camp for football, so I decided to give him a call. I got his voice mail, damn it, was he screening his calls and not wanting to talk to me? I tried to call him a few more times and still no answer, finally the last time I called, Lynn answered.

“Hello.”

“Oh, hi Lynn, is Ben there?”

“No Chance, I’m sorry he isn’t.”

She sounded upset, “do you know if he will be back soon?”

“No, I don’t think he will, Chance, he left this morning, I found a note and his phone that said thanks, but he needed to take care of himself.”

“Damn it, Lynn I am sorry, if you do see him will you please tell him to call me, I wanted to say goodbye before I left for college.”

“I will tell him, Chance do you have any idea of where he might have gone?”

“I have no idea, I wish I knew. I shouldn’t have pressured him so much about college and all that stuff. I am sorry.”

“It’s not your fault, I was having the same discussions with him. Do you think he will be alright?”

“I do Lynn, he has always been independent.”

“Yeah, I guess you are right, will you please let me know if you hear from him, let him know that I care and only want what is best for him.”

“I will Lynn, please do the same for me.”

“Sure thing Chance, goodbye.”

“Bye Lynn.”

What the hell is that stupid little runt up to, he has people that care for him, and he runs away. I knew things weren’t the best for him growing up, but I wished he would give us a chance to show that we loved him.

I finished packing and headed to football camp, I arrived the day before camp was to start, so that I could move into my dorm. The coach assigned us rooms with an upper classman as sort of a mentor, a Junior would be paired with an incoming freshman and as the older player graduated the younger player would move into the mentor role for the next group of players. I was a little a nervous about meeting the guy that I would be spending the next two years with. I walked into my room and saw him putting his things away, he turned and gave me a smile.

I held my hand out, “hi, I am Chance Walsh.”

“Hey Chance, I am Trey Caldwell.”

“Nice to meet you, Trey.”

Trey was about 6’ and had to be at least 200 pounds, the weight program he was on was obviously working. He had short blonde hair and was wearing a blue tank top, tan cargo shorts and flip flops. His muscles were flexing with every movement, I was especially liking his perfectly round ass, shit, I need to control myself. I knew it wasn’t the right time to tell him that I was gay, not yet anyway. I started to put my things away as we made small talk about college, the coach and how camp was going to go.

We started camp the next day, the first two weeks were mostly conditioning, so I was pretty tired after each day. We would mostly go back to the dorm, then go to the dining hall for supper. I was usually sleeping by 9 or 10, after studying our playbook for a couple hours.

I was still thinking about Ben, I even called a few times, just getting his voice mail. The last time I tried to call I got a “this number has been disconnected” message, Lynn must have finally shut the phone off. I felt sorry for her, how could Ben hurt her like that, just leave without saying goodbye. It was bad enough he didn’t have the guts to tell me where he was going, but to leave her worrying about him, that was just wrong.

Football was taking most of my time and I didn’t have much time for any kind of social life. Josh had also gotten a scholarship, so I at least had someone I knew and could talk to, we would go out on the weekends just to get off campus. As we were eating supper one night, he asked me about Ben.

“Have you heard from Ben since you have been here?”

Surprised, I said, “no I haven’t, he left his foster parent’s house and didn’t tell anyone where he was going. Why do you ask?”

“Oh, no reason. I thought you two were pretty close and was just wondering. I guess I thought you were sort of… um seeing each other.”

“Yeah, I thought so too.”

“Did you guys have a fight?”

“I guess you could call it that, I was pushing him on going to college and I even wanted him to move here so we could be close, he just took off and never told me where he was going.”

“Sorry to hear that, he seemed like a nice guy.”

“Yes, he is, he just has some serious trust issues.” I told Josh about some of the things that Ben had been through.

He shook his head, “shit, I am sorry, I guess I am part of all the bad things he has had to deal with. Fucking Derick, I don’t know why I wanted to hang around him so bad when I was younger, I should have never let him talk me into doing what I did to Ben. I have felt bad about that since the day it happened.”

“Yeah, Derick is an asshole, at least you see that now. Anyway, I don’t know what to do about Ben now, I have made my commitment to this football team and just can’t leave to look for him. I will keep in touch with Lynn and if she hears anything, I will try to talk to him.”

“Yeah, I guess that is all you can do. If you do find him and need any help, please let know. I would really like to tell him in person that I am sorry about what I did.”

“Thanks, Josh.”

I was glad that I had someone to talk to, especially about Ben, I got the feeling that Trey would not be as understanding. We got through the conditioning phase and were working on plays and the fun part of practice, I started the weight program the trainers gave me and had already added about ten pounds of muscle. I had made friends with some of the other first year players and classes would starting in week so I figured I would get to meet some other friends.

Coach gave us the weekend before classes started off from training. A lot of the older guys were going to go out and party, to blow off a little steam. I knew I wasn’t old enough to get into any bars, so Josh, me and a few of the other guys just hung out together.

I went back to my room at about 11:30, showered and went to bed. I heard the door rattling, I looked at the clock, it was 2 am, Trey stumbled in and started to undress. I don’t even think he was trying to be quiet, I just kept faking that I was asleep. He fell back on his bed as he was trying to take his shoes off, he stood back and unbuttoned his jeans, he pulled them straight down, taking his underwear with them. I had seen him naked in the locker room, but I swear he was half hard tonight, he was quite impressive, not as long as Ben, but about the same thickness. I felt my own dick start to swell as I watched him, he didn’t try and pull his underwear back up, instead he just stepped out of them and pulled his shirt off. I saw him look in my direction, I closed my eyes tight. He walked toward my bed, I tried to open my eyes just enough to see what he was doing and saw his big cock right in front of my face, now it was fully hard.

Trey reached down and shook me, “Hey Chance, wake up and suck my dick.”

I opened my eyes, “what, go to sleep, your drunk.”

“No, suck my dick, I was dancing with this bitch at the club, she got me all worked up and then wouldn’t let me go home with her, come on suck me.”

“I’m not going to suck your dick, just beat off and go to bed.” I was finding it hard to turn down the opportunity, but I knew it would be better to not give in.

“Listen here you little queer, I’ve seen you checking me and every guy in the locker room out, I know you want to suck me, now open up.”

Shit was I being that obvious in the locker room? Before I could think of anything to say, Trey grabbed my head and pulled me forward until his cock was against my lips. He pulled me tighter and forced my lips open and didn’t stop until his nuts were resting on my chin. He pulled back my blanket and looked at my hard cock making a tent in my underwear, He said, “I knew you wanted my dick, look how hard you are.” He put his hands on both side of head and started to fuck my face, I was just trying not to gag as I sucked for all I was worth. He sped up his pace and I felt his balls tighten and the head of dick swell. He grabbed the base of his cock and pulled out of my mouth and started to jack himself off. He groaned and shot a huge load of his seed across my face and chest. Once he was done cuming, he shook the last bit of cum from his dick head and slapped me across the face with his softening cock. He backed away from me, picked up a towel that was laying on the floor, threw it at me and said, “here clean yourself up.” He crawled into his bed and was snoring before his head hit the pillow. I wiped his cum from my face, turned out the light and jacked off my raging hardon. I tossed and turned all night trying to figure out what had just happened, and what it meant.

I woke up early the next morning and left before Trey was awake, I didn’t know what I was going to say to him the next time I saw him. It wasn’t that I hadn’t thought about sucking Trey’s dick before, but this wasn’t how I wanted it to go down. How were we going to live together and not bring up what had happened? I went to the dining hall to eat some breakfast, I ran into Josh while I was there. We ate together, I didn’t tell him about the night before. We decided to go for a run and then go to the weight room for a workout.

I got back to my room at about noon and took a quick shower, Trey was still sleeping. I got dressed and was trying to decide where to go to get out of the room.

Trey woke up and looked over at me, “hey roomie, sorry if I woke you last night when I got home. I was pretty fucked up.”

“No problem.” Shit maybe he doesn’t remember.

“I have got an awful hangover, I am going to shower and head over to Dalton’s room for a while.”

“Ok, sounds good.” Dalton was another teammate that Trey was good friends with. He showered and didn’t come back to our room until late, I was already in bed. He was sober tonight and just crawled into bed and went to sleep. I guess he didn’t he remember what happened, I sure as hell wasn’t going to bring it up if he didn’t.

Classes started and we were both pretty busy with practice and studying, and we were traveling to other schools for our games. We were halfway through the season and Trey had still never said anything about the blow job. We got home late one night after an away game, it was a long trip, and I was very tired, I set my bag down and undressed to go to bed. Just as I was getting into bed, Trey walked over to my bed, “Hey I could use another blow job.”

Shit, he did remember, “what are you talking about?”

“Don’t play dumb with me, just suck my cock like you did the last time.” He kicked off the rest of his clothes and pushed his dick into my face. I submitted, taking his cock deep down my throat, Trey moaning the whole time, he lasted much longer than the last time.

He pulled out of my mouth, “this isn’t going to do it tonight, take off your underwear.”

“What?”

“You heard me, get naked, I want to fuck that ass.”

“But I don’t…”

“Shut up, take off your underwear and roll onto your stomach, I am going to fuck you.”

He grabbed a bottle of lotion and pulled my shorts off and flipped me over and lubed up my hole, before I could protest any more, I felt him rubbing his dick across my hole. He squirt some lotion on his cock and pushed in without giving me a chance to adjust to the invasion. I let out a yell and he reached around putting his hand over my mouth, and said, “shh, you want everyone to hear?”

“Fuck, go slower then, it hurts.”

He complied, once my muscles relaxed, he started to pump as fast as he could. A few minutes later he was filling my ass with his seed, he pulled out as his cock began to soften. He slapped my ass and said, “thanks, I needed that,” and walked toward his bed.

I rolled over, “so you aren’t going to help me out?”

“Hell no, I aint no queer, here take care it yourself.” He threw me the bottle of lotion and crawled into his bed.

For the rest of the season, Trey would use me to get off every few weeks, I was never able to get him to reciprocate in any way. I could only hope that after the season he would find a girlfriend and leave me alone, If I tried to get him to stop, he just threatened to tell the coach and the rest of the team. I hadn’t met any other guys that I wanted to be with, so I was stuck just having sex, instead of making love, like Ben and I used to. Damn you Ben, why did you have to be such a jerk, why was I missing him so bad?