Exploring My True Self

Kenny was spooked. He tried to stand up, but Adam put his hands on his shoulders and gently, but firmly pushed him back down. “It’s okay, no one’s going to force you into anything you don’t want to do. But we’re gonna do our best to make you want it.”

He reluctantly went back to work on Adams cock. Randy walked up behind Chip and started to rub his sweet little ass gently. Chip responded by moving up onto all fours to give him full access as he continued to take the ginger’s dick deep down his young throat. Randy bent down behind him and put his tongue into the pretty little pink hole before him, Chip moaned around Alex’s dick eliciting a guttural moan from Alex’s full, pink lips. The three of them were working in perfect harmony with Randy eating out Chip’s ass, Chip deep throating Alex while burying his nose in his trimmed, orange bush, and Alex with his hands on the head in his lap as he gently face fucked the scruffy blonde.

I came up behind Kenny’s perfect little round, brown ass and cupped it. He jumped at my touch and Adam gently pushed him back down onto his Marine meat. I just grazed my fingers lightly up and down his backside trying to stimulate his senses. My fingers went up and down the length of his body a few times. I ran my fingers up his body again, and then back down, this time letting them run through his ass trench lightly touch his pucker. The already tight, pinkish-brown hole contracted even tighter in response. Opening him up was going to be a challenge. I continued caressing his back focusing more on his ass and letting my fingers touch his hole more often. Finally, I licked the middle finger of my right hand and ran it across his hole in small circles. The virgin hole responded by opening a little as Kenny moaned deeply.

I got on my knees and licked his hole. He moaned so loudly that it would’ve woken everyone up if it wasn’t for Adam’s dick in his mouth muffling the sound. Adam’s eyes popped open wide then rolled into the back of his head, it was obvious that he felt the vibrations from Kenny’s moans. “That’s it, keep sucking. It feels so good” Adam said encouraging the boy. “You like that? I bet no one has ever rimmed that hot, brown ass of yours before.”

I pulled my tongue out of Kenny’s sweet virgin ass for a minute and went through the French doors into the bedroom to grab the lube and poppers. When I came back, Adam reached out for the bottle of poppers, he knew what I was up to. I then handed the lube to Randy. He opened it and lubed his hard, burning rocket, pointed it at the scruffy blonde’s hole and pushed in. He kept going, slowly, until he was balls deep. He then pulled back and started a steady fuck. Chip was moaning in pure pleasure as he lapped up every inch of Alex’s groin from his taint to the purple head of his cock. The three were working themselves into a frenzied spit-roast.

I took my rightful place back at Kenny’s virgin hole. After a few more minutes of prepping him with my tongue he started to relax his hole I was ready to make my move. I took the bottle of lube from Randy and squirted some on the fingers of my right hand. Adam saw what I was doing and held the bottle of poppers under the ass-virgin’s left nostril and told him to inhale, then he switched nostrils and told him to inhale again. He nodded to me signaling Kenny was ready.

I went back to rimming his ass. As the trio to my right continued their rhythmic fuck. Kenny was grinding his ass into my face when I slowly removed my tongue and replace it with my middle finger. I was in to my second knuckle in an instant, he took it well and continued to push against me and grind as I felt around for his prostate. He groaned reveling in the new sensation when I found it and mumbled “What the fuck was that?” Adam answered, “that’s your prostate, Kev’s a pro… no woman will ever make you feel as good as he’s about to.” I added a second finger upon hearing the encouragement, and the boy let out a low, guttural “fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck” as he bucked against my finger. I added a second finger twisting and turning them gently, opening my target. I worked his hole while he moaned in abandon and pushed hard against my invading fingers.

I pulled my fingers out of his virgin hole with an audible “squish,” and stood with my engorged cock against his hole. I moved it up and down over his hole and he pushed back seemingly desperate to fill the gap my fingers had left just moments earlier. I leaned over him while still rubbing my member against his deep ass trench and whispered in his ear “Do you want this cock?” he responded by wordlessly pushing against me. “Do you want this cock?” I repeated. He groaned and pushed against me “Ask for it” I said.

By now the spit-roasting to my side had stopped and Kenny had released Adam’s cock from his mouth. All eyes were on us as I prepared to take the hot, straight boys anal cherry. “Ask for it” I said in a deeper, slightly louder voice directly into his ear.

“Can I have it?” he said timidly

“Can you have what? Tell me what you want.” I said in his ear, still teasing his sweet pucker.

“I… I… want your cock. I want you to fuck me…” He said as I continued to tease “Fuck me. Please fuck me…” he said in a panting breathy voice.

I pushed the head against the uber-tight hole. I added some more lube and pushed it against his tight pucker again, this time with more force. It breached his ring… I stopped. Adam leaned over and kissed him saying “That’s a good boy, take that cock. It feels soooo good, doesn’t it? Kev has a great cock, doesn’t he?” Kenny was looking at the ground wincing as he worked through the pain, but he found the strength to nod at Adam’s question. I inched in further still leaning over him.

“Do you like my cock in you?” I asked. He nodded silently “Tell me.”

“Oh god… your cock feels so good in me. Oh god, I’m ready, fuck me…” he said almost under his breath then “FUCK ME!!” At the top of his lungs. We all stopped and looked at the house for signs of life. If that didn’t wake Scotty and Ryan nothing will. We all laughed nervously in relief when we realized they were still asleep. Then I granted Kenny his wish. Slowly fucking him. In and out, letting him feel every vein and pore of my engorged cock. I knew if I increased my speed I’d shoot my wad in just seconds. Kenny’s ass was hot and SO fucking tight. It was like a velvet covered vice gripping me. Oh my god it felt awesome. I stood up straight, grabbed his hips and started really fucking him. Suddenly I felt Randy’s lubed fingers against my own hole as he entered one, two, then three working my hole in a circular motion getting me ready for his entry. He quickly replaced his fingers with his slender cock. No cock had ever been a more perfect fit for me than his. Long, slender, veiny, hitting all the right spots. I pushed into Kenny hard and deep, when I pulled back, Randy pushed into me hard and deep. It felt incredible.

Chip moved Adam out of his way and got in front of his friend, putting his cock up to his lips. By this point Kenny stopped claiming not to suck cock and took him in his mouth. Chip started to fuck his face. It was like he was making up for three years of being used as Kenny’s cum dump with no reciprocation. This was more than a blowjob, it was payback and it was obvious Chip was loving it.

Alex and Adam were standing on either side of the formerly ass-virgin frat boy, reaching over him and stroking each other’s cocks. Suddenly Kenny shot his load on the patio without warning, grunting and groaning over Chips cock and sending him over the edge. Chip shot his load into Kenny’s mouth, he tried to pull off of the Scruffy blonde, but Chip held his head tight and grunted “Hell no, bitch! I’ve been swallowing your fucking loads for three years, tonight it’s your turn” And he pumped every last drop into the straight boy’s gullet.

Fuck that was hot! I shot straight into Kenny, feeding his ass it’s his very first load of spunk. As I did, my ass contracted around Randy’s cock milking his load deep into my bowels. Adam and Alex were still stroking each other. They each grabbed their own dick and pointed them straight at me pumping until they both shot stream after stream of their sweet cum onto me. It landed on my chest and stomach and slowly dripped onto the sweet brown ass that still held my softening cock.

Adam and Alex started to lick their cum off of us. Randy pulled out of me and joined them licking off the remnants of our wild sex romp. Then he went back to my hole and ate his load out of me, pulled me back to his chest, turned my head and kissed me with a mouth full of the cummy mixture of him and our friends. It was dirty, erotic, and fucking mind-blowing.

Chip just stood there taking it all in. I pulled my soft cock out of Kenny’s devirginized hole and he stood up, his eyes glazed over, completely dazed by what just happened. Chip put his arm around his pal and said, “You know that was hot as fuck, Kenny.” He smiled sheepishly and just muttered “fuuuuck.”

We all pulled our clothes back on, sat back in the chairs and talked some more about the weather in Phoenix versus Boulder, four-wheeling, food, pretty much anything but what just happened. It all seemed perfectly natural. We had an incredible fuck, and life went on. It didn’t define us or consume us. Even Kenny seemed fine with it. This was just a nice moment with friends. Over the past few months as I explored my sexuality and what part it will play in my life I had come to accept that sex and love are two separate entities. Sex does not define us, love does.

By now it was almost 1 o’clock in the morning. Normally I would’ve invited Alex and Adam to stay the night, but considering the shortage of beds in the house, and the fact that them exiting our room in the morning would raise a couple of eyebrows and a whole lot of questions, they said their goodbyes and headed home, and the rest of us went to bed. Tonight I was the little spoon.

The next morning the house was buzzing by 6 o’clock as the guys got ready to head back. They wanted to be on the road by 8 o’clock. We were all in the kitchen pulling breakfast together, and I was seriously holding back the tears. I was going to miss these guys. Whoops most of all, but all of them, I loved having them around. They brought life to this boring little suburban tract house and made it feel like home for me. I was scrambling eggs in a bowl when Randy came up behind me put his arms around me in support. He knew I would miss them.

As we worked on breakfast the doorbell rang. When I opened it, there were Alex and Adam standing with bags full of snacks, a couple cases of soda, and a couple off bags of ice for the boy’s long trip back. Alex even stayed up all night and baked them brownies and cookies. “We just came to say goodbye.” Adam said. Then they went into the kitchen and joined the madness. We all hung out in the kitchen for the next hour just hanging out and bullshitting until it was time to load the car. By that time it was almost 9 o’clock. An hour later than planned… still not bad.

The guys loaded the hatch with coolers of soda, and all the snacks A & A had brought them. Then they loaded in the few items they acquired on their target run, I also noticed several items from our closet in Scotty’s bags. I shot him a look and he said “What? I’m just borrowing some stuff, I’ll bring them back to you at Christmas.” Then he gave me that little brother face that I have never said no to and let him keep it all. “Borrowed my ass,” I said as I closed the hatch.

The guys were all loaded up and ready to go. Kenny leaned into the backseat to put something in the car he took a whiff and said “Damn, it smells good in here, who cleaned this thing out?” Apparently, the guys were too hyped up from their four wheeling adventure yesterday to notice the car.

“My bro-mos did. They even had it tuned up and put tires on it. It’s like a brand new car!” Whoops said excitedly as his friends checked out the old girl’s new shine. The guys all suddenly took notice and started checking the car out closer moving around it. As they did they started coming up to each of us and giving us their patented “bro-hugs” thanking us for a great weekend. Chip got bold and kissed us each on the cheek, no one seemed to notice.

Kenny and Alex jumped in the back seat and Ryan got in the passenger seat. Scotty hugged Randy tight and whispered something in his ear. Then I saw Randy slip something into his hand. When they broke their embrace Scotty came over to me an threw has arms around me and buried his head in my chest. I squeezed the hell outta the little shit as the tears rolled down my face. It was an incredible surprise having my baby brother show up and I didn’t want him to go. We finally broke our embrace and I quietly said, “I love you Scotty, thanks for coming.”

Whoops took his place behind the wheel. He turned the key and the old girl purred like a kitten. Scotty rolled down the window as they started back out and yelled “I love you guys…see you at Christmas, Bro-mos!” And they drove off.

The four of us stood there and waved Randy with his Arm around me, and Adam with his arm around Alex as the car rounded the corner out of our sight. I turned to Randy and said, “What did Scotty say to you?”

“He told me if I ever hurt you he’d hunt me down like a dog in the street. Then he welcomed me to the family, and I slipped him $500 for the road. I love that little shit.” I actually started to cry as I embraced Randy. He’s family now.

We turned to head towards the house, waving to Bonnie as we did. As I looked at my quiet little tract house, it seemed ugly again.

To be continued…