Eddie

I continued to breathe deep and slow as we headed to the showers.

Eddie seemed about as happily nonchalant as ever, although he left his right hand in my hair as we headed to the locker room.

And on the way to the locker room somehow, even if just momentarily, the blinders fell off my eyes. So quickly, so many flashbacks flowed through my mind: the time Eddie asked if I wanted to go on a double-date with him and his girlfriend, and persisted, even though I didn’t dare say yes; the numbers of times Eddie had moved around to make sure my hand wasn’t just on his thigh, but directly over his crotch; the time he told me that of all the Christmas presents he gave out, the only one he really cared about was the one he was giving to me; the times he sprawled out almost begging me to undress him, even as he talked about his cum. And more.

I looked into his beautiful green eyes. He looked right back into mine, even as we kept walking.

So I had to muster the courage: “So what if I started singing?”

He smiled, and twisted his lips: “What would you sing, mister?”

“What if I didn’t sing, but just quietly asked you something, really seriously?”

For maybe the first time ever, I saw such a different look on his face. “Hm. Do I dare keep this going?”

And for what seemed like the first time ever, it was me who smiled, my blue eyes seeming to penetrate his, maybe even deeper than his penetrated mine: “Do you really dare not to?”

“Damn.”

“So. Will you?”

Eddie and I had spent so much time just being together over the last months, increasingly happy to just be in each other’s presence it seemed, increasingly without even talking, that I was certain he knew where I was going.

“I don’t think I’ve ever been beaten before.”

“I have no intention of beating you. I know we both know that.”

“You still have some in you?”

“Damn twice. I’ve always been the one to know you better than you.”

“You know I’m fine with that, even if I do hate it at times. And we both know you still have lots left, even right this very minute.”

We were at our lockers, which were unsurprisingly right next to each other, which they had been ever since shortly after we started building whatever it was we were building between us.

“You know I’m not going to make you admit you’ve never cum so fast in your entire life before. And even quicker today than yesterday.”

He tried to fuck my eyes with his. I wanted him to. But it was almost like he was lost in mine.

“I had such a hard time sleeping last night. You have to at least let me say it, at least once.”

Our eyes were tied. Yet another look on his face I was certain I had never ever seen before.

“I love you. Almost so much it hurts.”

“But what if I hurt you for real? Seriously?”

Wow. We might actually be going there. And I looked down and saw that his hardened dick in his jock seemed to be going soft.

“I’m not your girlfriend. There is no way I’m going to ask you to stop because you’re too big. I’ve wanted you for so long I will never say no to you. Ever. So how’s that for a promise.”

And now mine wasn’t a question. Not even close.

Eddie closed in on me. Our lips met. His tongue slipped in my mouth. I was only too ready for it, and slid mine into his mouth, as we held each other closer.

Damn. I was in heaven.

Eddie tried to defuse things, at least a bit: “Fuck. And I thought all those stories about you being a good kisser were just stories.”

“Say it.”

“You really want me to?”

My eyes won.

“You weren’t the only one who had a hard time sleeping last night.”

“But the truth seems to be that it’s taken so damn long for you to get to that point.”

My eyes begged the quiet Eddie to keep talking.

“I’ve only been thinking of you every time I’ve had sex with my girl for months already.” And I could actually see how deep he was now breathing.

Wow. Again. He started talking. But for the first time ever I stopped him. With my mouth over his.

I didn’t think I was gay. I didn’t think Eddie was gay.

But I knew I loved him. Almost so much it hurt at times. Almost all the time.

But it had never occurred to me that he felt the same. Or maybe even more so?

I slowly took off his shirt. He slowly took off mine. I pulled off his gym shorts and jock. He actually seemed to have already leaked another load out, even as he was soft. Of course I squoze it tenderly onto my hand, and he held my hand as I brought it to my mouth.

I knew he come cum way more. But it was almost like we were too overwhelmed to just be horny.

“Sorry I’ve been so slow, Eddie. I know this feels messy, but we’ll sort it out.”

I kissed his nipples. I kissed his cock. His balls. He still seemed to be leaking more than just pre-cum. Damn. I had fallen in love with a horse.

“I’ve never wanted anything like I want you.”

His green eyes penetrated mine. I surrendered.

“I want you in all the way. For ever, if you’ll stay there.”

And we headed to a corner shower, with his huge cock growing and growing.

“Fuck. We’re going to be here for a while…”