Who Said Friends Cant Be Lovers

I sat down next to Megan at the senior lunch table and whispered Im gonna kill someone if I cant eat in peace. She laughed and told me to stop worring about what other people thought of me. Its become a bad habbit ever since I came out my sophomore year. I was 19 not ugly but not exactly a stud muffin either I was 5'9ish i always said i was 5'11 about 180lbs not the best body on earth but I had a great pair of legs from running track and playing volleyball. Thats another thing I was the first guy to be on the volleyball team at my small school, which made me kinda popular.

I also had the destict previlage of being best friends with the hottest guy in our school possibly in our town. Nick Best god he was(and still is) hot, Id known him since pre k so of course all the girls wanted to know if i could get them laid by him. Secretely I wanted him all to myself so most of the tim i told them that he was going with some other girl and usually they left me alone. My phoned buzzed a text messaged from Nick reading, Im sorry I didnt meen to let it get so out of hand back there. I wrote back saying, it is what it is you do what you need to do im gonna do what i need to do. I knew that would get his attention I really didnt want a agruement but he pissed me off. It all happened because we went to see a movie the night before and one of his friends had said something like Nick I cant believe you hang out with that fag. That didnt bother me the words that came out of Nicks mouth almost sent me over the edge he said, I dont hes just a fucking fairy that wants my dick. I could feel it coming I knew that if we didnt talk without all his friends around we could end up hating each other.

The next text message he sent me said

'hey i said i was sorry its the best i could do'

and then it hit me i really liked him I dont know how or why but I started to have real feelings for him i sent him a text saying

'if thats all you have to say then i guess we're done talking about it arent we?'

I was tring to catch him off gaurd anything to make him realize that i really wanted to talk. A little bit later while i was in Government class he sent me a text

'mike i really am sorry can we please talk today after school?' i had to laugh as I was writting back thinking that my trap had finally worked

'sorry got practice,but maybe after that?'

I tuned out everything the tacher said and started to day dream about what happen with me and Nick latter on in the day. I came down from cloud nine when i heard someone say Mike I have a pass for you. It was a secretary i took the pass looked at it, it said flip me over. S I flipped it over on the back there was a big smiley face and the words sure thing cant wait and the N.E.B, Nicks signature.

That day after school my mind was on nothing but going over to nicks house. I think everyone noticed my volleyball coach shouted at me a few times but i didnt care i was gonna be with a hunk pretty soon.I decided to go home and take a shower before i went to nicks house so i sent him a text 'gonna hit the showers then come over'

after i steped of the shower i had one message it was from Nick

'no dont im working out i dont want to be the only one who stinks just come over'

i had to laugh

'sorry im already fresh and clean'

I jumped in my car and started to his house. Id been there 100 of times but for some reason i had the biggest knot of anticipation in my stomach like right before i play in a tournament match. I turned down Yarbird trail and turned into the first driveway on my right. I honked once got out of my car and walked up to the front door. Before i could even knock Nick was standing there wearing a tight black tank top that showed every muscle in his chest and torso and running shorts where i could see all his beautifull legs. Before i could say anything i got a hard hit to the arm 'owwwww what the hell was that for'

'for taking a shower and making me the only one who stinks' he said I slyly smiles and whispered

'dont you always stink?' another hit for that comment he let me in and i followed him to the wieght room. Nick was 6'1 157lbs had piercing blue eyes and a smile that lit up the room. He was all muscle but not to much just th right about of muscle he was fairly smooth except for the trail of blonde hair that lead from his belly button to the top of his shorts. And his ass was one of the best asses id ever seen like to apples that bounces as he walked. He turned around caught me starring smiled then lead me into the room.

'Mike i really am sorry about today' i couldnt read his face and didnt know if he was for real or just faking it so i decided to test the waters 'Hey its fine im just a fairy remember?' and then i saw it the look of sadness in his eyes and i knew he was for real.

'Danm shot down again I guess I really fucked up this time huh?' he said sitting down on the wooden bench that was facing the wall he refused to look at me.

'Yeah I guess you did now what', i put my hand on his shoulder and gave a little squezed. He didnt flench but didnt exactly turn around and say I love you Mike.

'Mike I dont know what to say I tried to apologize, but you seem to hate me now what can i do...ill do anything'

The same thing that had been runnung threw my mind for the past year flashed again I smiled a devilish smile and said'ANYTHING?'