Untrained and Unslaved

I lye here in bed every night fantasizing about the day my life changes. Right now I am on a horn, laying face first into my bed so my cock won’t be visible from the blanket. It is 7.45 am here in Spain. 

This is a boy who cried wolf stage in my life. I used to bully kids who acted gay in my school. The verbal abuse they suffered was nasty. Now look at me? Still the same guy to the outside world, but no one knows the real me.

The fake me consists of a tall, good looking, sporty, strong mentally, non submissive and a fighter. I’m close with friends but not family too much.

The real me consists of this: super intelligent, super smooth, super big ass (virgin), super mouth (experienced), super obedient and super submissive. I want dick all day. I want to be in a gay fuck cage.

 I want to be a pig who oinks and walks on all fours with mittens. I want to live in shit and piss. I want to be totally controlled and totally obedient. My urges are so uncontrollable at the moment that I can’t sleep at night. I want this to be my past present and future. How do I make it happen? I’m from Dublin Ireland. I’m living in Barcelona spain. I can travel the world for the right person.