Until that night, I had no clue I was gay

When I was still under 21, there was a guy who was 24 who liked to party with younger guys.  The guys in my group of friends thought he was cool because he supplied the booze and location for us to drink and have a good time.  Obviously, he was gay, but he was not effeminate, and his grooming of us went on for months before anything sexual happened.

I ended up being one of two guys staying late after a particularly hard night of drinking.  My older friend, Ed, pulled out some porn magazines and showed them to my friend Greg.  At first, it was straight porn, but as Greg sorted through the magazines, he came across one that featured an MMF 3-way on the cover.  He started turning the pages, and Ed sat beside him as they looked at the pictures of the two guys and a girl in various sexual positions.

Ed asked Greg, “Have you ever seen anything like that before?”

Greg was embarrassed and said, “No.  I always thought guys who had sex together were gay and had no use for girls.”

Ed laughed and said, “As you age, you’ll find that an orgasm is an orgasm.  The truth is that guys are better at giving head than girls.”

I joined them in the living room again after getting another drink from the bar.  Greg looked at me, uncertain, and asked, “Have you done all this stuff, Ed?”

“Don’t worry, Greg,” he laughed.  “I’m not gay, and I won’t force myself on you.”

“Then why do you have this magazine?” He asked.

“I have a lot of porn magazines of shit I’m not into,” Ed sighed.  “Once I got my own place, I bought them to see what turned me on and what didn’t.”

“And do guys turn you on?” he asked.

“Not really,” Ed replied.  And Greg seemed a bit relieved.

Then Ed added, “Guys never turned me on until I saw my first live, naked boner that wasn’t mine.”

The room went silent.  No one said a word for an awkward minute until Ed spoke again.

“I had a friend from out of town stay with me for a few days.  I walked in to take a piss when he was showering.  Through the fog on the glass door, I could see that he was jerking off.  He stopped immediately, but his cock was still standing straight out.  He didn’t say anything, so I did my business and left.

From the moment I walked out of the bathroom, I couldn’t stop thinking about his hard cock.  I’d seen hundreds of cocks in the showers in gym class, but none of them were hard.  Seeing him turned on in the shower flipped a switch in me.  I wanted to return to the bathroom and jump in the shower with him.”

“So what did you do?” Greg asked cautiously.

“I was too shy to go back in, but I undid my zipper and started jerking myself off, fantasizing about what I would do in the shower with him.  I realized I wasn’t gay, as in wanting to date guys.  But I was attracted to hard cocks and the new sexual opportunities they offered.”

“What happened then?” I asked.

“I was just about to cum when I heard my friend say, ‘Don’t get off yet!  Get in the shower with me, and let’s do this right.’  I shed my clothes and followed him back into the shower.”

Greg’s boner was raging through his pants, and I shifted uncomfortably on the couch trying to hide mine.

Ed saw Greg’s excited state and said, “Let me show you what happened after that.”

He reached over and undid Greg’s pants.  Then he knelt before him and asked him to help get them off his legs.  I was surprised when Greg lifted his butt and allowed Ed to slip his Levi’s and underwear off his legs.  Greg’s cock started dancing like a jack-in-the-box when Ed set it free.

I sat across from them, mesmerized as Ed took Greg’s cock in hand and slowly stroked him.  He cupped Greg’s balls with the other hand and licked along the length of his shaft.  “Oh my God,” Greg gasped.  He kept saying it repeatedly until Ed completely covered Greg’s dick with his mouth.  Moans of pure ecstasy were all I heard from Greg.  This lasted maybe thirty seconds until Greg’s hips began to involuntarily buck up and down in synch with Ed’s head bumping against Greg’s pelvis.  I watched and listened as Greg let loose with unrestrained gasps and grunts that let me know he was shooting his cum into Ed’s mouth.  He slowed his pace as Greg’s cries of pleasure subsided.

Finally, Ed stood up and turned toward me.  He used his index finger to wipe the cum on his lips and chin inside of his mouth as he made a great show of swallowing it.  He smiled at me and said, “I think it’s safe to say that Greg enjoyed himself.  What do you think of all that?”

I couldn’t speak.  I was turned on as never before, but I was also in shock.  I’d never seen other people having live sex, let alone gay sex.  To see Greg experience a man sucking his cock was the most extraordinary thing I’d ever witnessed.  I just looked at him, completely exhausted, lying on the couch with his glistening semi-hard cock leaking cum on his leg.  At that moment, I understood what Ed had described.  I didn’t want to date guys, but I definitely wanted to have sex with that gorgeous cock.

I hadn’t noticed that Ed had taken his pants off and stood before me, naked.  He positioned himself right in front of me on the couch.  His rock-hard penis was right at eye level with where I was sitting.  As turned on as I was, I couldn’t move.  Ed reached over and took my hand.  He placed it around his cock and wrapped my fingers around his girth.  Then he started moving my hand so that it stroked him back and forth

The feeling of having his hard penis in my hand was incredible.  Soon he pulled his hands away, and I continued to stroke him without coaxing.  I noticed Greg was watching us now and was hard again.  Seeing Greg’s and Ed’s hard cocks in that setting got me over my hesitancy to act.  I bent forward and engulfed Ed’s cock in my mouth.  I mimicked what I had just seen him do to Greg.  I loved the smooth texture of his penis against the hardness of his underlying boner.  I savored the salty-sweet taste of his precum as it smeared across my tongue as he plunged his manhood toward the back of my throat.  I was disappointed when Ed pulled back.

Now Greg stood over me with his feet on the seat of the couch outside of my hips.  He placed his hard cock in front of me and I opened my mouth to let him in.  I loved feeling him treat my mpouth and throat like a vagina.  I later learned this was called skull-fucking, and it's one of my favorites moves to this day.  While you have a guy’s cock in your mouth, the world disappears.  All you want is to have him reward you with a torrent of his cum as he gasps and groans and shakes his hips uncontrollably.  I now understood why Ed savored every drop of Greg’s semen.  It was a precious essence that shouldn’t be wasted.

Greg pulled back and Ed took his place standing over me with his cock thrusting down my throat.  Greg knelt down in front of me and began to suck me off.  I could tell they were planning a big finish for all of us.

Ed gasped, “Get ready; here I go.  I’m cumming.  I’m cumming.  Fuck yes, I’m cumming in your mouth!”

At the exact moment that Ed let loose in me, I came for Greg.  We both eagerly swallowed until there was nothing left.  We all slowed our roll until Ed, Greg, and I slumped back into the couch together.  We said nothing for a while, but we couldn’t stop smiling.  Ed started snickering, and that erupted into laughter.

Greg chortled, “Well, that happened!”  And we all laughed even harder.

I said, “If I had known it would be like that, I would have sucked cock a long time ago.”

Ed asked me, “So which did you enjoy more, receiving or giving head?”

I thought about it briefly and admitted, “The best part was when I came, but making you cum was right up there with it.”

“Ah,” said Ed.  “You’re what is known as a bottom.  I’ll be right back.”

Ed went to his bedroom and returned with several things in a towel.  I could see he had various dildos and lubricants.  He asked me to slide my ass out over the end of the couch.  I had a feeling I knew what was next, and I didn’t object.  Ed lubed up one of the smaller dildos and knelt between my legs to put it in me.  He rotated it across my anus at first, and then I could feel it hit dead center as it slowly slipped inside me.  I was surprised that it didn’t hurt but was not very wide.

Ed moved the shaft back and forth, and I was surprised at how pleasurable the feeling was of him quasi-fucking me like that.  After a minute, Ed switched the smaller dildo for a bit larger one.  I could feel the difference, but it didn’t hurt since I had stretched out with the smaller one.  I closed my eyes, and Ed performed the same switch two more times.  I could tell the second one was getting pretty big as the pressure it caused in my ass was impossible to ignore.

Ed smiled at me as I marveled at the size of the last dildo he pulled from me.  I closed my eyes and waited to feel what was next.  This time it was different.  I couldn’t tell if Ed had a better position to insert it, but it was not quite as big as the last dildo he used.  It also had an incredible texture to it that the previous ones lacked.  Then I felt his thighs rub against the insides of my legs.  I opened my eyes to see Ed staring down at my crotch as he pushed his cock deeper inside me.

Suddenly he smiled and said, “Balls deep, baby!  You’ve got all of me.  Let’s do this.”  And he started to rock and roll.

I got hard again, and my mind was turned on in a very effeminate way.  I was reveling in Ed fucking me like I was the female.  I was lying back with my legs in the air as he pumped his cock inside me.  I was enjoying the sight of expressions changing as he slid his manhood as deep as he could go.  My mind created the fantasy that I was actually a woman getting fucked by this man.  I could feel how much he wanted me, and the pressure from his throbbing cock synched up with my hips riding him for all I was worth.

I was surprised to feel the familiar tickle in my crotch, signaling my orgasm was imminent.  But the feeling flooded throughout my cock, pelvis, and ass.  My orgasm wasn’t focused on my cock; it overwhelmed me by peaking throughout my torso and legs.  My cock pumped out an unbelievable amount of cum as I experienced what I later learned was a female orgasm.

Ed got so excited that he let loose inside me and pulled out after inviting Greg to see what happened.  I could feel his jism pour out of my ass.  My hand immediately reacted to catch it to keep from making a mess.  I couldn’t believe how good I felt.

I tried to imagine if this is what women felt when they had sex.  I could tell that Ed had fucked any straight-sex desires out of me.  He gave me the kind of sex I always wanted but never knew it.