Tyler's Desires

I am not sure how many parts this will be.  As I continue writing, I am enjoying it more and more.  When I started this there was a some truth here, however a lot of elements have and will become more fiction.  These are a lot of things I have experienced and “Tyler”, not his real name, is real, as am I of course.  There are a lot of fantasy aspects too.  I just wanted to be sure to clue everyone in.  On Part 10 Tyler and I will have our parting words before I go on the trip, the trip will take place and I will be returning home.  We will progress through a few days here.  I will also say there will be some sex, sexting, the usually water sports, jock, control, remote control, being somewhat discovered (sort of).  I hope you enjoy.  I always welcome feedback.

The sleep that night was blissful.  I am not sure Tyler or I moved much.  I was out and sleeping hard.  I woke up in the same position I had went to sleep in.  Tyler’s alarm went off once and he quickly shut if off.  I groaned and he stroked my head and said, “good morning baby boy, how did you sleep”.  I said, “I was dead to the world”.  He replied, “I could tell, I have been laying here for a while just listening to you breathe and watching you so peacefully sleep, I could do this all day boy”.  I mumbled, “I love you Sir”, into his arm pit.  He said, “I love you too slave, now we unfortunately have to get up”. I groaned, “just a little longer”.  I nuzzled his neck.  He just pulled me in tight and pulled the covers back up.  His alarm went off again, I knew he just snoozed it once.  He then said, “ok for real this time, we have to get up babe”.  I said, “grrrr ok”.  We pulled back the covers and got up.  Wow, I was sore, my backside was tender from last night, my balls and nipples also.  We made our way to the bathroom, and I set to pee first, Tyler had to go too, so he moved in and this time I did not let him say anything I had him in my mouth before he could stop me from taking his morning piss.  I admit it was very strong, but I took it down and he tweaked my nipples which caused me both pleasure and pain.  It was glorious.  We finished and got dressed, walked out to the kitchen and made coffee.  He asked, “what time is your class today”?  I replied, “well it was supposed to be at 10, however it has since been cancelled today so I have no classes or commitments today other than getting ready to leave”.  He said, “that statement makes me both happy and a bit sad”.  I said, “me too, but you know what I am excited about”?  He said, “what’s that boy”?  I said, “Sunday when I get home”.  He chuckled and said, “that’s what you are looking forward to most this weekend”?  I replied,” 1 million percent”, then kissed him.  He then said, “mmmm that morning piss was strong”, and wrinkled up his nose a bit like he was not a fan.  However, I was!  He said, “lets get going”.  We bounded down the stairs.  I said, “hang on, I will be right there”.  I hurried through the gym and into the sanctuary and grabbed the collar.  I ran back out to the truck where Tyler was standing.  I handed him the collar and knelt at his feet.  I looked up and his eyes sparkled with a hint of mischief, lust, and admiration.  He without a word placed it around my neck and turned around.  I buried my nose in his Wranglers and said, thank you Sir.  I took in at least 3 deep breaths wanting to memorize this scent forever.  He then said, “ok slave Rufus is probably hungry”.  I hopped up and he walked around and opened the door of the truck for me and I could see the outline of his luscious, hardened cock in his pants.  He adjusted it and walked back around the truck and got in.  He said, “slave I was going to put that on you later, but you did it for me and I admire that, but you should know it is not coming off until you get in the car to leave tomorrow”.  I said, “if it comes off then”.  He looked at me and grinned.  We drove to the feed barn again and loaded up the wagon, we went to the bulls first, and sure enough Rufus was waiting at the bunk.  I hopped out and walked over to him, he immediately leaned in and began rubbing me with his neck.  Tyler just laughed and said, “I said you would spoil him”.  I said, “he deserves it he is a good boy”.  We both agreed and Rufus snorted so he must have agreed too.  I had a pocket full of alfalfa pellets that I gave him and rubbed his shoulders and said, “I’ll see you later buddy”.  I hopped the feedbunk and was back up in the warmth of the tractor.  I happily told Tyler, “I sent Rufus’  pedigree link to my parents, they need a new bull”.  He said, “ahh now I get it, you just wanted in my pants so you could buy a bull”.  I busted out laughing and said, “oh yeah that’s got to be it”.  I then turned to him and said, “please, please Master may I buy your bull”.  He just snickered and said, “you are a dork”.  I said, “absolutely but I am your dork”.  He said, “yes you are”.  We were headed over to the heifer pens to feed them and I reminded him we needed to take the blood to be shipped.  We fed the heifers and took time to look through the pens and Tyler said, “we will need to keep watch on some of these to see if they need to move from sale to keep or the other way around”.  I agreed.  We headed back to the barn, got in the truck and headed back to the house.  We got there and Tyler said, “come on let’s head over to the Miller barn, we can see how we want to set that up”.  We parked and walked over.  When we entered I was surprised.  Damn this was a big building, it actually had an office, feed room, loft for hay storage, a separate partition where we can set up lambing pens, and a large open area for the ewes to be penned.  I said, “Tyler this is perfect”.  We planned everything out and I said the sooner we can move them the better so they are not to stressed.  He agreed.  I then said, “we need to talk to the MFA and see if we can get the feed ration made here that I designed, and we will need straw for lambing and alfalfa hay for feeding.  He said, the hay I have covered we have a bunch of small bales of alfalfa that we did not sell earlier in the fall.  I said, “awesome how much per bale do you want”?  He looked at me and said, “babe I am not selling you hay for our sheep”.   I pulled him in to a bear hug and said, “ours huh”.  He said, “I can tell this is something you love so I want to be part of it”.  I was overjoyed.  I was like a little kid again I explained, “the sheep love comes from my grandpa, my mom’s dad, he and I started my flock from his, we used to go pick them out together”.  I then said, “he passed away when I was a Freshman in High School and I was crushed, but I have kept up the tradition”.  I have about 35 registered Hampshire ewes, and we also have a few registered Suffolk’s that are my mom and dads, then together we have a huge commercial flock.  I would only be moving the Hampshires for lambing here.  We had a good plan for all of this now which put my mind at ease a bit.  I texted my parents with the plan, we would move them the following weekend. 

We headed back over to the house and got the bloodwork out of the fridge and headed into town to ship it.  I sat in the truck and Tyler ran in and came back, “all done” he proclaimed.  He then said, “let’s head to the store and get some stuff for lunch and dinner and then fill up with fuel and head back to the farm for the day”.  I said, “perfect”.  We pulled into the grocery store and I opened the door to hop out and then froze.  He walked around and said, “lets go”.  I said, “ummm maybe I will just stay here in the truck”.  He said, “are you feeling ok”?  I said “yeah I feel fine but, um I’m wearing the collar still”.  He said, “said so, let’s go”.  I then said, “ok Sir”. I pulled the strings of the hoodie tight and I doubt anyone could see it, if they did how would they know what it was anyhow.  We did our shopping and I carried everything back to the truck.  We got in and Tyler said, “see not so bad, but do not think I didn’t notice you pull your hoodies strings tight, I do not mind here you hiding it, but we will go places where you will display that collar with pride slave”.  I said, “absolutely Sir, if it is in like company I certainly will”. 

It was not about 10 am, we arrived home.  We took the groceries upstairs, I put them away.  I said, “Sir may I use the bathroom Sir”?  He said, “yes, I need to as well”. We both went into the bathroom, stripped off, and Tyler handed me the red bag for my cleaning out.  He removed the plug and I began my new routine.  He was in and out doing some laundry and a few things.  I proclaimed, “all done”.  He came in and began his business, I did the same as always and took him in my mouth, he pissed a little and was instantly hard.  I sucked him a bit and he would stop me and do his thing then I would start again.  He then pulled me off without orgasming down my throat which was a bit different.  He flushed and stood he turned around and before he could get to the toilet paper I dove in.  I began my duty, I did not give myself time to think, I just did.  I admit I probably should have thought through what I was doing, but I got caught up in the moment.  All in all, it was not bad and Tyler loved it.  He groaned, “fuck yeah lick my ass slave”.  And did I ever.  I licked and licked and he moaned and groaned and had several words like, “oh fuck” and “eat my ass”, which only spurred me on more.  I was there for a good 5 minutes and Tyler stood up and I just kept my nose there and he said, “ok enough for now slave, rinse your mouth out and lets brush our teeth”.  I rinsed while he brushed his teeth, I was brushing my teeth and he got the plug and pushed me forward and reinserted it.  I finished he spun me around and gave me a big kiss and said, “first that was not required, welcomed but not required”.  I said, “I wanted to do it, and if I did not just dive in and do it, I may have never taken that leap”.  He said, “I understand that, but it is not something that is required or expected, if you like it, I won’t stop you but we need to be careful”.  I understood.  He put on shorts and a t-shirt and gave me my workout uniform, it clearly had not been washed and it smelled of sweat and I again loved it.  Tyler noticed me sniffing the material, and said, “do you like it”?  I said, “hell yeah”.  He said, “well in case you had not noticed, you wore it yesterday, and I was wearing it all yesterday, and this morning doing chores, it’s a mix of both of us”.  I loved it!  We put on shoes and went to the gym.  We did our regular warm up’s and began working out.  WE did free weights, he spotted me and I him and there was the usual sniffing and horseplay we both enjoyed.  We took a break for some water, then Tyler said, “piss” and I knelt and he drained his bladder down my throat, I was defiantly, “hydrated now”.  We started a new ab workout.  They were these straps that honestly looked like they belonged in the sanctuary.  But Tyler said they were hanging at straps.  He put my arms in them and then stood behind me.  He told me to start pulling my knees up to the middle, left and right.  I did, it was pretty easy.  He reached up a and began playing with my nipples and said, “keep going slave”.  This was making me super horny now.  I kept going and was beginning to struggle.  He kept up with the nipples and that spurred me on.  I got to 55 and was feeling it burn bad.  He said, “come on slave see if you can get 70”.  He squeezed my nips harder.  I moaned and was leaking through the spandex now.  I hit 70 and was beat.  I got down from the straps and he was still behind me.  He kept manipulating my nipples and nuzzled my neck.  I ground my ass back into his cock, which was tenting in his shorts now.  He said ok lets do some stretching and cool down.  We stretched and relaxed a bit and had some more water.  I realized I had worked up quite a sweat as did Tyler and he smelled magnificent.  He then asked, “your nipples really are a stimulant for you are’t they”?  I said, “oh fuck yes Sir”.  He said, “hmm ideas abound”.  He said, “to the sanctuary now”.  I followed him diligently.  We went through the door and he abruptly said, “kneel slave”.  I hit the floor instantly.  He walked over to the wall and grabbed a leash.  He came back and said, “get naked now”.  I stripped.  He then clipped the leash on my collar and led me to a table.  He said, “lay up here on your back”.  I did, damn it was aluminum and cold.  My body was laying in the middle and it was sort of on a raised area of the table, my head was off the end but was supported by a small headrest.  I sort of felt like I was floating.  He strapped me down completely.  I did not say anything as he went about working around, I could not see what he was doing.  He then appeared over me and said, “I am going to make sure you are smooth before you leave, I enjoy removing your hair, it is a fetish of mine”.  I said, “thank you Sir, I enjoy it as well”.  He then said, “hold up your head”.  I did and he removed the headrest.  He then had clippers, but this time there was no guard on them.  He took my hair down to the scalp.  This I was not a fan of, but I dared not say so.  This was done and he rubbed his had over my head and then his cock and said, “fuck that feels phenomenal”.  He then took the key off his neck and unlocked my chastity.  I admit this momentarily excited me.  But he quickly said, “do not get to excited this is just for hair removal”.  Aww sad panda.  Anyhow, he started applying a cream to me from the neck down, arms legs everywhere.  He then said, “now we wait”.  It burned a little but not bad.  A timer went off and he began rubbing me down with a glove and rinsing me off with warm water.  Ahh I now understood the table design, everything flowed to a drain.  He inspected and was pleased, he then produced a bag of ice and placed it on my taint and my erection subsided instantly.  I unceremoniously relooked the chastity.  Then he rolled me over and did my backside rinsed.  I was now hairless from the neck down.  He looked at me and said, “magnificent slave”.  He stood me up and kissed and hugged me.  He then led me over to the bench.  He strapped me in and removed my plug.  He said, “slave remember your hesitation at the grocery store, and covering your collar”?  I said, “yes Sir”.  He said, “remember the rule is no hesitation when given an order”.  I said, “yes Sir”. He said, “good, so now I must correct that behavior”.  He then placed a spandex hood over my head and said, “no peeking”.  I could not see anything except the floor in front of me anyhow.  He then said, “now that I have your undivided attention, lets talk”.  He went on, “you will be away from me for about 48 hours and I am going to miss sleeping with you next to me for 2 nights right”?  I said, “yes Sir”.  He said, “I want to be clear, the expectation is that you are loyal to me, I want you to have fun but you are not to touch anyone else when you are gone”.  I said, “Master, there is no way I will ever touch anyone else, I am yours always and forever, my heart wants nothing else”.  He said, “you will be in chastity, I just wanted to be clear”.  He went on to say, “I will text you and expect you to check in with videos and pictures, and I will send too”.  I said, “absolutely Sir”.  He said, “good that’s settled”.  He said, “I also want to remind you you have my brand on your ass so keep that in mind when you are with others”.  I said, “I don’t anticipate anyone else seeing many ass Sir”.  He said, “well in a motel or something if someone walks in”.  I said, “I will be careful”.  He then said, “ok no time for your behavior correction, remember you can not use pineapple, I will not stop.  I replied, “yes Sir”.  I heard movement, and he returned to my side.  He laid two things on my back, I could not tell what they were.  He said, “slave I have selected 3 implements, lets begin.  I heard a whoosh and the prison strap hit my ass, it stung, but I was quiet.  I received 10 from the strap.  The he stopped, and I thought, “is it over, that was not bad”.  I was not released. I then heard a whistling through the air beside me.  Then it happened, fuck he was using the short single tail.  He laid into me hard and fast.  I started with a yelp, then it progressed to more of a “ahhhhhhhh”, not really screaming but for sure it was close.  Tears were flowing and soaking in the hood.  He must have given me at least 25 with it.  Then he stopped and I remembered he said 3 implements, oh god, there was more.  Then my mind shifted.  I thought to myself, “why is this happening, it is because I hesitated and questioned Tyler.  I had the collar on and I did not immediately do what I was supposed to and I should have, this is happening because of me”.  He then said, “one implement left slave”.  I said, “Yes Sir”.  I heard the unmistakable crack of leather, it was his belt.  I could do this.  Then he landed the first blow and I howled, my ass must look awful because fuck that hurt.  I began crying in earnest and saying, “I’m sorry Sir, I’m sorry I hesitated, I’m sorry I covered your collar”.  He continued, “I kept saying, I’m sorry, I will not do it again” in between crying.  Then it was over!  I was still crying trying to catch my breath.  He went behind me and yanked out the plug, and immediately shoved in his cock, and fucked me so hard the bench was sliding forward with every thrust.  He roared to climax saying, “don’t ever make me do this again slave”.  He then slowly pulled out and came around front, I felt his cock at my lips, I instantly opened and sucked in his soft cock.  I sucked and licked like it would give me life.  He then pulled out and moved behind me.  He reinserted the plug and walked out and I hard the door close.  All I wanted to do was get a hug.  I was left there for a while with my thoughts.  Again it kept coming back, “this was my fault, he only did this because I hesitated”.  After a while the door opened and Tyler came back.  He came to my hooded head and said here drink there is a straw.  I took it in and drank.  I was cool water.  I said, “thank you Sir”.  He then said, “slave this consequence was because you hesitated for the third time recently, I felt I needed to get your attention, I know it hurt, it was supposed to”.  I replied, “I understand Sir, I will try to never hesitate again, I know this was my fault, I am sorry my behavior caused this consequence Sir”.  He said, “good slave”.  He then undid my arms and legs and removed the hood, thankfully it was dark in the space still.  He then took me over to the mirror and turned me around.  He said, “boy look over your shoulder at your backside”.  I did.  He said, “you see that branded mark, that means I own you, you see how red your ass is, that means I corrected your behavior”.  He went on, “in a day your ass will return to normal, but that brand will be there, and eventually it will become permanent, and I just want you to know that I love you so much”.  I said, “Sir I love you too may I have a hug”?  He said, “absolutely” and he pulled me in and I said, “I am so sorry Sir, I never want to let you down”.  He said, “I know you don’t baby boy”.  He then applied some cream to my ass.  We then headed upstairs.  He said, “I am hungry are you”?  I said, “sort of”.  He made a couple of sandwiches and I stood while he set and ate his.  He inspected my ass and said, “all looks good, it will be tender for a few hours but nothing will bruise or anything”.  I said, “ok Sir”.  After eating we headed in and took a shower.  The rest of the afternoon he worked on stuff for the farm, and his Grandads company, he made some calls and things.  I set and did all my work for the farm and talked to my mom about a few things that needed taken care of.  It was close to 5:30 now and we were both wrapping up.  He closed his laptop and I mine and then he said, “lets get some cuddle time in before chores”.  That was music to my ears.  He looked at my backside again and said, “just a few red marks now, all good, how does it feel”?  I said, “a little warm Sir, but not bad”.  He said, “good”.  We talked about chores, the trip, and how he might have to go to Chicago next week, which I did not like hearing but it would only be one night.  He held me and cuddled me and kissed me gently.  He then said, “piss”.  I went under the covers and took him in my mouth and drank it all down, damn I loved his taste.  I lingered there for a while and he hardened, and began slowing fucking my throat.  This continued and he would hold my head all the way down.  The he would stop and rub his hand over my scalp, as my hair was just stubble now.  He then said, “get up and kneel and pointed to the floor”.  I did so and resumed sucking, he then pulled his cock out and rubbed in on my head, then started jerking off.  He started moaning and shot his load all over my scalp.  He then bent down and started licking it off.  He then pulled me up and kissed me pushing all of his cum in my mouth.  I greedily swallowed it all.  He said, “man I love a buzzed head, so hot”, I said, “can we do yours too Sir”?  He said, “you really want to”?  I said, “oh hell yes, and I want to feel you piss all over mine too”.  He growled, “ohhhhhh yessssss”.  It seems we found one more thing we have in common.   Just then I heard his stomach growl and I realized I am getting hungry too. 

We went to the kitchen and took out the steaks to rest, I prepared the asparagus, and then chunked up some sweet potatoes, onions, and green pepper.  I lined a pan with parchment paper and spread out the asparagus, then tossed the other vegetables in olive oil and some seasoning.  We put the veggies in the fridge and left the steak to get from temp and went quickly to do chores.  We got back I  turned on the oven.  Just then he got an alert that someone was pulling up the drive.  He looked and it was Myles.   And I looked at him because I had on the collar and it was locked.  He threw me the key “just run into the bathroom and take it off and come back out”.  I did quickly.  I was walking out as Myles entered.  He said to me, “hey I figured I would find you here”.  I said, “well I guess I kind of live here now, but”.  He just laughed.  We discussed a plan for tomorrow, we decided to just meet there and Tyler said they could leave their cars there.  We discussed some logistics, it was about and 8 hour drive, and we were going to leave after they got done with early track practice.  Tyler asked if he wanted to stay for dinner but he said no he was going out with his girlfriend, but then said, “don’t forget we have Sunday dinner with grandad, grams, and Rachael, you know our sister who we haven’t seen in a few months since she went to the Caribbean for Thanksgiving,  will be there too, grams is making Mexican, my favorite”.  I snickered and Myles said, “what’s funny”?  I just said, “Mexican is my favorite too”, he said, “great I will tell grams you are coming too Alan”.  Tyler was trying not to laugh too and said, “that is a great idea but I am going to prep them first and I am going to call Rachael and tell her about me first”.  He agreed that would probably be best.  We wrapped up the conversation and all was set.  Myles headed out and said, “see you tomorrow Alan, and later bro”.  Tyler, said, “enjoy dinner”.  Off he went.  Tyler then looked at me and said, “haha Mexican is your favorite”.  I looked at him coyly and said, “it is now”!  He just said, “I’ll just keep reminding myself you are mine” to which I replied, “oh I won’t let you forget”. I ran back to the bathroom and came back out with the collar on he had went to start the grill.  I went outside and knelt behind him and took my rightful place. Tyler said, “It sure is beautiful out here”, I replied, “here too”. We both laughed.  He turned and pulled me up and hugged me and a said, “are you ok after earlier”?  I replied, “Yes Sir, I am really am sorry you had to do that I am learning, and between the whip and the belt, I had a realization that this was all my fault, and then when I was there alone still sniveling I knew I needed to do better”.  He said, “I want you to know that does not mean that you failed or are not enough, it just means you made a slight error”.  I said, “understood Sir”.  He kissed me and we went back inside.  I put in the veggies, and a while later he put on the steaks, I said, “medium rare please”, he said, “only way to cook ‘em”.   The oven was done and he pulled the steaks off a bit early and let them rest again.  I decided to removed my clothes again for dinner without being told and I think Tyler appreciated it.  We ate and discussed the day, feelings and the weekend.  I loaded the dishwasher and we took to the couch, he put on a movie, it was entertaining enough, I asked to use the bathroom and he said yes.  I was finishing up and walking back out and he met me at the door of the bedroom and said, “how bout we turn in early and get some cuddle time in”.  How could I disagree with that.  In bed we went, he did cuff me and shackle my ankles and crawl in, he said, “bondage is necessary since you won’t get if for a few nights”.  I said, “thank you Sir”.  He started to explore my body with his tongue, hands and eyes.  He touched me, taking notes of my responses, he pinched my nipples with were still sore, pulled my balls, which felt full again, I do not think I have fully released even though they have discharged some.  He kissed me and licked me, then manipulated my plug.  I was straining in my cage and I could feel the heat of his hardness on my thigh.  This went on for some time just him feeling me.  No words, just moans and gasps.  He then turned me on my side and did the same to my backside, it was tender but he licked and kissed it too.  It was fantastic.  He then pulled the plug out and inserted hisself, then began slowly, passionately making love to me.  He was slow and deliberate, grinding agains my prostate, pinching my nipples, licking my neck and ears, and then my scalp, this sent him over the edge and he unloaded in me.  He then slowly softened and replugged me, rolled me over and brought his cock to my lips, I licked the tip and then cleaned him off.  He then kissed me once again and we cuddled.  We both must have dozed off about the same time.  Next thing I remember was being woken up to him straddle of me saying piss.  I drank him down and he settled back in and then we were awoken by his alarm.  He undid my cuffs and shackles and we got up, I went to the bathroom and so did he between my legs this time.  We dressed and headed off to do chores.  We got back had some cuddle time, he said, “ I packed for you”.  I said, “um ok”.  He said, “don’t worry you have all you need”. It was now about an hour until everyone would show up.  Before they did we had a long hug and kiss.  Just then everyone pulled up.  He said, “baby boy I love you, drive safe, check in often, and Sunday will be here before you know it”.  I said, “Sir I love you, I will and I can not wait for Sunday”.  With that he removed my collar, it had been on for a while and honestly I already missed it.  We headed downstairs.  I opened the SUV and they put their stuff in.  Off we went, I drove most of the way Tyler said to text only when we stopped and I did, I did cage checks from gas station bathrooms and got back hard cock pics and smiling pics of him.  This was great.  We arrived it was getting late and we went to dinner, they had a few drinks, I did not. They asked why, I said, “I’m driving”.  We agreed it was a good idea, but honestly I was not sure if Tyler wanted me to drink, I would ask later.  They said they wanted to hit a few bars and they took an Uber and I headed back to he hotel.  I got to the room and immediately FaceTimed Tyler.  He was already in bed and we had some naked camera time and talked.  I knew Myles would be coming back soon probably so we ended the call and I started to sleep.  Shortly after they got back, we had adjoining rooms and Myles was in with me, we all had our own beds thankfully.  We will went to sleep.  I got woke up by my phone going off at 6 am, of course it was Tyler, with a picture of he and Rufus, saying they both missed me.  I sent one back saying I missed Rufus too.  Haha.  And him.  I asked him about drinking, he said, “he did not control that, but I should be careful, and remember I have to set to pee so…,”. Damn he was right.  We got to the game and pregamed a bit, I had one beer, and we then went to the game.  I did a cage check from the bathroom stadium discreetly.  The game was honestly kind of boring our Defense dominated, and we won going away but 24 points.  The after party happened to be at our hotel because the team was staying there too.  The University had reserved the ball rooms and it was big party.  We were having a good time and since I did not have to drive I had a few more drinks.  I went to the bathroom and into a stall, did my thing, this happened a few times I would send pics to Tyler and make lewd comments, he would send back some.  I was ready to call it a night we had a long drive the next day and I knew I would be driving.  I found the guys and said, I was headed to bed.  Myles said, I’m done too.  So up we went.  We got to the room and without thinking I started to change into shorts and Myles did too.  Just as I pulled my pants off I thought, fuck, I’m wearing a jock.  He spun around and said, “dude, I’m here”.  Then he said, “what is on your ass”. Fuck, I pulled my shorts up quickly.  He said, “dude I did not know you had a tattoo, wait that looks like our cattle brand, never mind I do not want to know. He then said, “I have a question”.  I said, “what’s that”?  He said, “why do you go into a stall when you piss”.  Then he said again, “wait never mind”.  I could tell he wanted to ask more and he just asked, “dude are you happy”?  I said, “happier than I have ever been”.  He said “fine by me”.  I texted Tyler about the situation he must have been asleep all I got was “lol, love you baby boy”.  The next morning we woke up and headed home, it was a long drive, longer for the two in the backseat who were hungover as hell.  Myles and I drove.  He again asked about my happiness and said he would keep quiet about everything.  Just then Rob decided to wake up and say, “keep quiet about what happiness”?  I sighed and said, “look you might was well hear it from me, I have been dating, seeing, whatever you want to call it Myles’ brother Tyler”. Rob said, “finally you come out geez”. I just said “fuck off Rob”.  He asked a few questions and I asked him not to tell his parents as I wanted to they were Iike my second parents.  He agreed, Bryan and woke up and said he didn’t care he just wanted the car to stop spinning.   We all laughed.  We pulled into Tylers about 3.  The scattered quickly and Myles said, “see you at dinner at 6”.  I said see you then.

I raced through the door and didn’t even make it to the stairs and I was in Tyler’s arms and my world just stopped, I was home!