The Promise

I've had my share of one night stands, I've never been in a relationship but I felt an urgency to share my life with someone. The sex was always great and man do I love man sex but after the fucking is over it would leave me feeling empty and alone.  Finding Mr. Right isn't easy but I am on a mission to find him.

My name is Logan Grayson, I'm thirty five and I am employed by a large bank as Senior Financial Planner. I was in the process of filling a vacancy for the position of Financial Planner and interviewed several candidates. My last applicant came in and I introduced myself.

"Hello, Logan Grayson." As we shook hands.

"Colin Jameson and its nice to meet your Sir."

"Please, call me Logan."

We proceeded through the interview process and I was struck by the way he handled himself and his portfolio was outstanding. His demeanor was warm and friendly and I have to say he was quite handsome which added to his aura. He was well dressed in a suite, and his presentation impressed me.

"Colin this position requires an individual dedicated to serving our clients with expert knowledge and making them comfortable as we devise a plan for their financial needs. You will provide planning, advice, insurance and investment services so our clients meet their financial vision. Each client has to be evaluated on an individual basis so they are aware that they are the essence of our strategy of personalized financial planning."

"I understand and I'm ready to meet the challenge if I'm selected for this position."

"Good, I will be in touch with you in a few days with my decision."

He left and I sat back pondering over the candidates that had applied and I knew that Colin was my choice without too much thought. He was perfect in his execution through the interview process and what really impressed me was how relaxed he was. I looked over his application and resume noting that he was 34. I also observed during the interview that he was tall and handsome with dark hair and beautiful blue eyes reminiscent of a perfect blue sky. I closed my eyes and got a vision of him naked and a stirring in my crotch brought my 8" cock to full attention. I snapped out of my lustful thoughts and finished the day with a smile on my face.

The next day I phoned Colin and told him he was selected for the position and went over details with him and selected a start date that would be agreeable with him. Moving forward within a few weeks he excelled in his position and I had received feedback from a few clients how pleased they were with his attention to detail and his friendly but professional approach.

I went into his office and sat down...."So, are you pleased Colin?"

"Logan I love my line of work, but working here is a joy to me....great people to work with and I want to thank you for putting your faith in me."

"So tell me a little about yourself, I know you're single, is there anyone special in your life?"

"Yes I'm very single and no there is no one, I was in a relationship but it was short lived." "Are you single Logan or married?"

"I'm very single too, and never been in a relationship but I would like to. I've indulged in a lot of one night stands but at my age I'm ready to meet someone and commit to a loving relationship."

"What are you doing this Saturday?"

"Logan, are you asking me on a date?" "I'm only kidding, I'm not doing anything."

"How would you like to come to my home and have dinner, I'm a pretty good cook?"

"Yes I would love that and I will bring the wine."

I was filled with excitement all day and I prepared cube steak, mashed potatoes, buttered corn, gravy and fresh rolls. For dessert I made an apple pie with vanilla ice cream. The doorbell rang and as I opened the door Colin walked in smiling and he hugged me which caught me off guard. His scent was intoxicating and I knew he was wearing Acqua de Gio cologne. He handed me a bottle of wine and we headed to the kitchen.

"Sit down Colin, dinner is ready. I poured the wine and as we ate we both gave into stolen glances, intensifying my attraction to him and I think he felt the same way by the way he would look at me and then quickly turn away.

"Logan, you are a good cook and this is delicious. I'm not a cook and most of my meals are frozen dinners, so this is a real treat!"

We talked as we ate and I felt a sense of what it would be like to have someone in my life. Of course I had no clue as to Colin's sexual preference, but with him being single at 34 I was hopeful. This was all going through my thoughts as we ate dinner. After dinner I told him to go relax while I cleaned up but he insisted on helping and it was nice. I ate alone most nights and this was a welcome change. We finished and went into the living room.

"Colin, would you like another glass of wine?

"Yes, I'm feeling full from your delicious meal and the wine has me very mellow. Spending this time with you is nice, as a bachelor it can get lonely at times."

"I understand what your saying....hey by chance do you do any running or jogging?"

"Its funny you should ask, I run three to four times a week and I love it because it's not only good to get out in the fresh air but it clears my head from all the daily stress." "I also work out at the gym three days a week."

"Let's run together, its great to have a running partner."

"How about this Saturday, we can go for a run then go to the gym, work out and shower.?"

"Logan, you're on and I will be at your home at 9AM, is that good for ya."

"Perfect."

"I better hit the road or I will never get up for work tomorrow....thanks for a great meal and a fun evening."

As he left he hugged me but it was more like an embrace than a hug sending shivers through my body.

I was filled with anticipation of what could be. On Saturday I was up at the crack of dawn and ready for what I hoped would be a great day. I put on my skimpy running shorts and looked in the mirror. I smiled and said to myself...."Not bad Logan, not bad" and then laughed. Colin arrived and we headed out into the country where there wasn't a lot of traffic.

He removed his T shirt and the sight of his hairy chest was all it took for me to get aroused. He bent over to tie his sneakers and the sight of his perfect ass had me drooling.

"You ready Colin, lets do some stretches then we can hit the road."

We ran about three miles and it was warm and the sweat was pouring off our bodies and the bulge in his shorts had me wondering how big his cock was. He would casually stare at me too and I knew something was happening between us.

"You ready to hit the gym."

"Do you mind if we skip the gym, its been a crazy week and some relaxation is what I need."

"Not a problem, lets go to my house, we can shower and then I'll make us meatball subs for lunch."

"Your going to spoil me Logan but don't stop."

He took his shower first and came out in just a towel and again my eyes were fixated at the protrusion from his towel. I got in the shower and came out in just a towel also. I made meatball subs and then we went into the living room to relax.

"I guess I should get dressed, here we are sitting wrapped in only towels."

"It's comfortable isn't it?"

'It's too comfortable and dangerous."

"Danger can be fun."

"I need to ask you something Logan and if I'm being out of line, just tell me."

"Are you gay or bi-sexual?"

He caught me off guard, I swallowed and said...."Yes, 100% gay."

"That makes two of us" as he leaned over giving me a blood curdling kiss."

"I'm sorry Logan, I looked at your full sensuous lips and I couldn't stop myself."

I reached in and kissed him back and for me it was the most sensual kiss I had even encountered. His lips were succulent, his breath hot and we sucked our tongues exploring as saliva poured out of our mouths.

I took his hand leading him into the bedroom as I released my towel and so did he. He pulled me into him, our bodies melted together, our cocks hard and ready. Get on the bed Logan doggy style. I did as he said and he began spreading my ass cheeks and fuck when his tongue swiped across my ass crack I nearly went through the roof. He teased me going everywhere except my puckered hole.

"Colin, stop teasing me, and lick my manpuss."

He went wild feasting on my mancunt, licking, prodding and sucking making me puddy in his hands. He stuck his tongue on my ass lips driving me insane. He lubed his fingers and inserted one and with his long fingers he hit my sweet spot making me grab the sheets as my body reacted to his probing my hole. He then inserted two fingers and then three and I could no longer wait for his big cock.

"Fuck me"

In no time he lubed my ass and his cock. He was at my portal, rubbing his cock up and down the length of my ass as I moaned in ecstasy. Colin penetrated me, his big cock stretching me as he pushed in, passing my sphincter sending waves of pain and pleasure throughout my body.
He began a slow steady rhythm doggy style fucking me as my head laid on the bed accepting his cock and whimpering as each stroke hit my sweet spot. He reached for my dripping cock as I became delirious as he stretched me filling me with what I craved.

He pulled out without saying a word and positioned me on my back. Our eyes focused on each other....

"I want you Logan, do you feel what I'm feeling?"

"Yes I do, make love to me."

In a flash his cock was back in me. He laid on my sweaty body and his lips met mine in a fit of passion, tongues doing battle, saliva drooling out of our mouths and I was where I needed to be, consumed with feelings like I had never felt. He went for my nipples as I reached for his firm ass pulling him in deeper, touching my soul. He began thrusting his cock out and then back in over and over as precum pooled on my stomach. The intimacy we were sharing I had never felt before, it wasn't just raw sex but a joining of us together as one.

"Fuck Colin I'm gonna cum, breed me, fill me with your man seed."

'Oh shit, fuk yeeeeeees, I'm cumming mmmmmm."

He stayed inside me laying with his head on my shoulder, lightly kissing me. He slid out of me and went diving into my manpuss sucking his cum out of me, lapping up all the jizz on my stomach, then shared our cum in a smoldering kiss, tasting each other. With all the lovers I had in my life, I never felt the way I did when Colin made love to me. We got up and got in the shower, holding each other as the water cascaded over our bodies. Colin looked at me....

"Logan, this feels right and I'm not rushing you but I think we were meant to be together."
"I have to say that I have never felt like this, its not just an attraction, its much more."
In the weeks and months that followed we became inseparable. I felt that Colin reporting to me was a conflict of interest, so he applied to an opening at another bank and was accepted for the position.

It was exactly six months after we began seeing each other that he suggested that we move in together. He sold his house and we did some renovations to mine with a new kitchen and master bath and it was perfect.

Christmas came and the house was handsomely decorated. Christmas Eve we had a nice dinner and then had friends over to make the evening special. After they left Colin began teasing me as to what I wanted for Christmas....

"I know exactly what you want Logan, as he grabbed his crotch."

We started laughing and acting silly, then he wrestled me to the floor but I was just as strong as him, even though he was taller and more bulked up than me, but I got him pinned down and made him give up.

"Colin, do you know what I would like to do.?

"Do tell, does it have anything to do with this?" as he grabbed his crotch....

"I want us to get into a 69 position near the tree and suck our cocks, slowly enjoying our bodies, that's what I want."

"Well Colin, I'm right here to make your every wish come true."

In no time we were naked and layed on the carpeted floor near the tree....we teased each other touching and feeling our bodies and then began a slow mouth watering blowjob, servicing each other then fingering our mancunts. We both began moaning as we slurped each others cocks, our fuck holes were adding to the sensations as we began increasing our pace, sucking for all we had. I could taste Colin's precum, slick and coating my mouth. His cock swelled and I knew we were both close, so I tapped him signaling that I was ready and within thirty seconds we both fired copious amounts of cum into each other's mouths. We finished and then kissed sharing our essence. We laid there as the lights twinkled and I knew I was in love.

"I love you Colin."

"I love you too Logan."

"The way I'm feeling.....Ummm, I just may ask you to marry me."

"Yes, that's what I want, but not yet, we have plenty of time."

"Logan, you have filled my life with so much happiness and I PROMISE you, I will give myself to you, I will always be by your side to love you and care for you. This is my promise to you."

"Sounds like perfect wedding vows Colin."

Christmas and New Year's passed and we had planned a June wedding. Colin excelled in his job position at the bank and one night he brought an associate of his over for dinner. The guy was gorgeous, tall, dark hair, and a body to make any gay man drool. He introduced himself to me as Sam and we all became friends but more so with Colin and they began playing golf together, a sport which I didn't care for.

It was a cold wintery Friday, Colin wasn't feeling good and stayed home so I decided to take the afternoon off. I called Colin but the call went to his voicemail and I left a message. I walked into the house and it was quiet, called out to Colin with no response. I knew he was home because Colin and Sam's cars were in the driveway. I walked downstairs to the family room and as I walked in I couldn't believe the vision of what I saw. Colin and Sam were on the sofa and Colin was fucking Sam with all he had. I froze, began to breathe heavily, when Colin looked up, he jumped off Sam and said....

"Its not what you think Logan, let me explain."

"Get your fucking clothes on, pack your shit and get out and don't say another word, not another fucking word Colin, just get out." "I'm going to leave, when I get back I want you gone and all your things."

Sam quickly dressed and was gone, looking terrified.

I drove off, shaking uncontrollably so I pulled over and broke down. I had never felt emotions of this magnitude before.

"Why did this happen, we were so happy, what did I do wrong....God please give me the strength to get through this."

In the days that followed I withdrew into a shell of a man. I became bitter and I was filled with anger. Colin left me many voicemails which I deleted. I couldn't hear his voice, I just wanted to remove the pain in my heart.

One Saturday morning, I was sitting in the living room feeling so down when the doorbell rang. I went to the door and there was Colin.

"What do you want Colin?"

"I thought we could talk."

"Come in."

We sat and Colin began crying....I had all I could do to maintain my strength....

"Logan, please forgive me, it will never happen again. it was a mistake....Sam was pressuring me and in a weak moment I......

"A mistake, that's what you call it? When you love someone Colin, mistakes like cheating should not happen, but it did."

"Because of the man I am, I do forgive you but its over between us. Without trust there is no us. You broke the promise you made to me, a promise that I thought would be your wedding vow to me. I wish you only the best but let me make it crystal clear, its over, please don't contact me again.

"He got up and looked at me then walked to the door. He turned around and said....

"Goodbye Logan'' as the tears rained down his face.

Colin left and a year later the pain hasn't left me....I'm doing my best to get on with my life but the scars remain and will never disappear....

Quote for thought....Trust once lost, cannot be easily found.  Not in a year, perhaps not in a lifetime....