The Kinksters are Alright

Chapter 23: Catharsis

“Shower with me Kwang!” Calista exclaimed as she stripped off her clothes. “Please! You know it will be fun.” Calista had a cheshire cat grin on her face as she said that.

“I guess all the wine is giving, um, giving horny, no, I mean, uhhh…”

“Making. You want to say the wine is making me horny. Which it is!!”

“Yes! The wine is…making…you horny!” Kwang said as he smiled at Calista. He had been learning to improve his English for the last year.  “Of course, Miss Calista. I will shower with you. We have not played in a while.”

“Oh! How could I torture you so? It’s been a whole twelve hours since I fucked you!”

As the two lovers stepped into the shower, they laughed at Calista’s sarcasm. Calista put her arms around Kwang and pulled him in tightly. “I love…no, wait…jeongmal mani saranghae!” Calista had also begun to learn more Korean.

“Yay! So good! I love you too, Miss Calista, my yeppeuni.” This was Kwang’s pet name for Calsita, which meant ‘pretty one’.

Kwang rose up on his tippy toes and kissed Calista. They got into a deep, passionate kiss as their cocks got hard. Kwang grabbed the shampoo and began to wash Calista’s hair. She got down on her knees to make it easier for him. While she was down there, she gently stroked his cock. He then rubbed her body down with some body wash and a washcloth, tenderly scrubbing her clean. Calista quietly moaned as Kwang rubbed his hands all over her slim but curvy body. Kwang rinsed Calista off and then kissed her again. She stood up to bathe him, but he pulled away and got down on his knees.

Calista was already hard and ready, as Kwang gently brushed his fingertips up the shaft. He continued his light teasing until the first drop of precum began to ooze from the head. He placed his thumb and index finger just below her head and squeezed out a little more. Kwang then teased her just a little more by circling his thumb lightly over the surface. Calista let out a deep gasp, her back arching and eyes rolling back in pleasure as he slowly stimulated her cock.  

Kwang glanced up to make sure she was happy. He felt like he existed just to please her, which pleased him as well. Calista was definitely happy.

His fingers curled around her rock hard erection and gently moved up and down, letting her cock slide in his loose grip, rather than squeezing too tight. Kwang was so sensual. His lust for Calista always evident during their love making. Slowly, Kwang ended his teasing, wanting her in his mouth. 

Kwang opened his lips and slid them over her slender tool, but not all the way down. Soon, Calista felt the slight suction of his mouth taking her cock deep, wrapping his lips tightly around it as he glided back and forth over it. His hungry mouth took the full length so her cock head hit the back of his throat with every thrust down on the throbbing member. Her hands were in his hair, forcing his head back and forth off on her cock.

As control shifted from Kwang to Calista, it became all about the head of her cock deep in his throat. Kwang trained himself to have excellent mouth and throat skills. Instead of this throat fucking choking him, instead of struggling to breathe, Kwang used his throat to massage her cock and his tongue to further stimulate it. For Kwang, nothing else existed but her cock and giving her maximum pleasure. 

Both of Calista’s hands got a tighter grip on his hair as she bounced his head on and off her body, her cock firmly in his throat. It wasn’t long before they both felt that final stiffening of her body, her large cock deep in his mouth, her holding his head still. Calista grunted as her hot seed blasted deep into Kwang’s throat.

“Oh my god, Kwang! That gets better and better every time! How? How do you keep getting better?”

“I must please you perfectly. I practice. I practice a lot on the toys. I love you muchly and live to make you happy.”

Calista grabbed Kwang’s arms and pulled him up. She held him in her arms as she kissed him deeply.

After Kwang quickly washed up, they stepped out of the shower and dried off. They climbed into bed, poured some more wine and cuddled up with one another while they searched for a movie. They settled on a new manga film, not that they ended paying that much attention to the film. They spent a lot of their time together kissing and licking each other’s bodies, making out, and blowing each other. Calista loved to take all of Kwang’s massive cock in her mouth, making him hard and wet. It wasn’t long before the two of them were fucking.

Kwang laid Calista on her stomach and spread her ass apart. He licked his fingers and eased them into Calista’s hole. Kwang carefully got Calista’s ass nice and loose, he then spit on her hole and slid his cock into position, then slowly penetrated her. Calista still winced a little from the feeling of Kwang’s thick cock stretching her hole open. Kwang continued his penetration until he was deep inside with his nearly nine inch cock. They held this position for a short while as Kwang grabbed Calista’s hands and pulled her tightly against him. 

Kwang began to ease his cock out and then thrust it back in. He repeated this motion several times as Calista yelped in pleasure. Kwang eventually got into a quicker, but not too aggressive rhythm. He gently pounded her for quite a while, never forcing himself too hard on her. Calista moaned softly. It was when she was getting fucked like this that she moaned and sounded like she was so very happy.

Kwang picked up his pace just long enough to shoot his load into Calista’s ass. He pumped and pumped as if he were putting out a fire inside of her. It was definitely a huge load. As Kwang pulled out, there was so much cum, it just drooled out of Calista’s ass onto the bed. 

They cuddled some more. They calmed themselves and laid back against each other. 

“Kwang, my love. I need to tell you something.”

“Oh no, Miss Calista, is it ok?”

“Oh, yes! I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to worry you. It’s good.” Calista reached back and put her hand on the back of Kwang’s head and turned him towards her. She was giddy with excitement. “At this time tomorrow, I will be all yours. No Justin. No more explaining him to others. It will finally be just me and you. We will be a real couple. Kwang and Calista. That’s it! I am so excited!”

“This is such awesome! Yay!! I love this!!” They came together in a strong hug, then Kwang pulled away. “I am sorry, Miss Calista. I will miss Justin. Will he still be friends? But only if you want it. I do what you want.” He felt nervous, as if he’d annoyed her.

“Justin will still be our friend. I still love him, just not how I love you. I’ll even let you worship him whenever you want.”

“Oh. Thank you Miss Calista. I didn’t mean that, but that is nice to know.”

They went back to cuddling, eventually fucking each other multiple times that night.

***

“I hate it here. I really hate it here. My parents are assholes. They love their little girls and spend all their time with them and they just ignore me. But…when I try to do whatever I want, they stop me. They tell me I’m too young. They send me to my fucking room. Please Aidan, isn’t there something you can do for me? You gotta help me!”

The phone calls with Jimmy were becoming more and more desperate. Jimmy had gotten a real taste of being with a man. He met someone he admired and lusted after. He was in love, most likely puppy love, but in love nonetheless. Aidan took time every few days to talk on the phone with the boy. At a minimum, Aidan and Jimmy had become good friends. Jimmy loved hearing about Aidan’s exploits and was excited about his budding campaign. Aidan was enamored with the boy’s pure brilliance. He had to be the smartest person he’d ever met. He found his dorkiness and naivete endearing. He also knew he was good for the boy. If Aidan had someone like himself to talk to him when he was younger, he might not be as angry as he is. As it turns out, Jimmy is good for Aidan too.

“Listen wonder boy, it all sucks now, but you’ll be 18 in no time and you can get the fuck out of there. Just chill and it will work out.”

“You know there’s such a thing called an emancipated minor. You were kind of on your own at 16.”

“Yeah, I’ve heard of that, but that wasn’t my case, I still lived with my mom. Look, they’re not physically abusing you. Just get through it. I’m here for you. I’ll help you, but you gotta wait it out.”

“Can’t your powerful boyfriend help me?”

“That is way too complicated right now. If you stop going on about this, I promise, I will fly to California and let you fuck me as much as you want, ok? Let’s talk about something else for fuck’s sake.”

“Fine. Tell me again about when you fucked Justin Bieber. That is a hot story. I can’t believe you fucked Justin Bieber!”

***

Jimmy Spencer was a good kid who lived with his father in California. His mom died of cancer about eight years ago and his dad did the best he could to raise him well. Things were going great until his dad met this stunningly beautiful woman. For whatever reason, she fell in love with him and they married. They immediately had twins. Jimmy’s stepmom was nice enough, but she had no real use for Jimmy. She paid little attention to Jimmy other than to reprimand him for bothering her girls. His father was so weak that he never pushed back with her and never did anything to stand up for Jimmy. He was so amazed that this beautiful woman wanted anything to do with him, he didn’t want to jeopardize it. 

Since he spent so much time alone, Jimmy immersed himself into learning. He read everything. He combed the internet all night looking up, well, everything. Jimmy was a naturally smart boy and all of this extra effort just made him even smarter. Being as smart as he was also meant he was kind of a nerd. It also meant he was pretty slick. Jimmy could talk his way into or out of just about any situation. This was how Jimmy scored the few sex partners he had until that point. He managed to snag a couple of men much older than him. The older guys did whatever he wanted because they knew fooling around with such a young boy would get them in trouble. His few encounters at school were willing to do what he wanted because he did their homework for them. 

Jimmy’s best friend, a shy, cute, also very smart boy named Grady, came out as gay to him. Eventually, they got to having sex and Grady said he wanted to fuck Jimmy. Since Jimmy likes getting fucked, he said yes. They fooled around regularly, mainly because Jimmy was constantly horny. Grady wanted to get fucked too, but every time Jimmy tried, it hurt too much and he chickened out. So, Jimmy was the one getting fucked all the time. He wanted it to be more exciting. After a while, Grady bored him. The men he hooked up with also bored him. They were always afraid of hurting the small, skinny boy.

Then he met Aidan and suddenly everything was very different.

***

Much like any other weekday, Jimmy and Grady did homework, played video games and fucked. Jimmy always initiated it by leaning into Grady and kissing him. They would make out for a while and then Jimmy would suck Grady’s cock while Grady jerked him. Before long, Jimmy would be on all fours with his ass in the air ready to get plowed.

Grady was ok as a top. He managed to get a good rhythm going each time, pulling all the way out and then pushing back in. Jimmy enjoyed it enough, but he really wanted Grady to go harder and faster. Grady just wasn’t able to do what Jimmy wanted.

“Come on Grady! FUCK ME! Like, fuck me so hard it hurts!”

“Why do you want me to hurt you? That’s weird. I thought you liked what I did?”

“I do, Grady, but I want to feel even more. Why can’t you just thrust into me as hard and fast as you can?”

“Do the other guys fuck you like that?”

“Ugh. NO! That’s why I want you to do it. I like you Grady. I like fucking around, but we need to try some different things.”

“I don’t want to. I like doing what we do. Please, just be my hot boyfriend and let’s just keep doing what we’re doing. Please?”

Grady looked upset. This had happened before. Grady just wanted to have a sweet little relationship. Jimmy wanted the relationship, but he just wanted to get wilder. He wanted to do the things he saw online. Jimmy watched way too much online porn. He never wanted to hurt Grady, so he always gave in. He let Grady fuck him in the same vanilla way he always did. Jimmy liked his cute little friend, but ever since he met Aidan, he knew he needed more. It was getting harder and harder to keep this bland partnership going. Grady finally came all over Jimmy’s back.

“Come here little buddy.” Jimmy pulled his friend in for a hug and squeezed him tightly. Grady was more upset than usual with their exchange. “Don’t be mad.”

“Jimmy, ever since you met that guy in Seattle, you aren’t the same. You’re always asking me to do stuff I don’t like. Why did you change? We are good together. I love you Jimmy.”

That was the first time Grady ever said that. Jimmy had no idea things were this deep. 

“Grady, you’re my best friend. I love you too, but maybe not the same way you love me. I like what we do. It’s fun. I also know I want to do so much more! I want to get really plowed. I want to fuck you. I want us to try stuff like toys or spanking or something. You won’t even try to do the edging thing I told you about. Come on, buddy, you gotta give a little.”

“You know you talk about him a lot. I see you writing his name in your notebook. You look at his pictures on your phone all the time. You’re always texting him. Do you love him? Do you want him to be your boyfriend? INSTEAD OF ME?!?”

“I’m sorry Grady. I don’t mean to make you feel bad. Aidan is really fucking awesome! And really fucking hot! I hope you get to meet him. I’m not going to be his boyfriend. He already has two of them that he’s really happy with. Look, let’s not talk about Aidan, ok?”

“Two boyfriends? How does someone have two boyfriends? That doesn’t seem right.”

“Never mind that. Let’s just cuddle until I have to go home. You’re kind of the only good thing about my life right now.” 

“Aww, thanks friend. I really hope you get what you want someday. Until then, I’m yours, even if I don’t fuck you hard enough.”

***

Things had started to change for Justin and Calista a while ago. The intense fire of their relationship burned too hot to last. It was finally cooling and it seemed like it was time to put an end to it.

Calista had changed considerably since the day she moved into the mansion more than two years ago. As she became more comfortable with herself and more confident, she became a very different person than what she was before her transition. This evolution caused Calista to drift away from her tribe. She and Harrison didn’t speak anymore. She rarely spoke to Blaze, maybe occasionally texting with one another. She talked to Jack, but even that had become less frequent. Eventually, she no longer saw herself as Justin’s ‘baby girl’ and wanted something that was more in line with her evolving persona.

Once she moved to New York City, Calista thrived. She made tons of friends and became involved in the LGBTQ+ community. Her career took off. Calista was in demand professionally and desired personally. All of this attention made Calista feel as if she was unstoppable and that she needed to be around certain types of people. Unlike her early days when she had to be convinced she was worthy, she now knew her worth and had no problem projecting it. This didn’t sit well with everyone. Harrison was most critical and thought she was overcompensating, pushing too hard. He thought she was becoming arrogant and self-centered. Blaze thought similarly, though not as harshly. As expected, Jack was more forgiving. He felt she was just finding her way and would eventually settle down. 

It took a lot of convincing for Justin to finally get involved with Calista. Of course, she worked the hardest at it and he had to do his own soul searching. Over time, he kept coming back to how he felt originally. She wasn’t his type, he wasn’t interested in girls and she wasn’t a good fit for him. His attraction to her waned, especially as she became more dominant. Justin was grateful to her for helping him push his limits, but he needed to move on to someone more in line with his own desires. He appreciated how she helped him become more comfortable with his feelings.

They both would find someone new, someone who was more like with what they needed. For Justin, it was reuniting with Liam. He found what he’d been missing for so many years when Liam returned. It wasn’t until then that he realized that it was him. Liam pushed Justin’s limits in ways that made him feel good, and were more of a match. 

When Calista found Kwang, she had no idea she would fall for him like she did. It remains to be seen if he is ‘the one’ for her, but for now, he’s the perfect fit. Kwang follows Calista in every way. He caters to her every need and desire. Calista wanted to control her boy and Kwang was there for it. His unconditional loyalty and devotion was just what she needed as she climbed the ladder of success.

They pushed off the inevitable for a long time. It didn’t make sense to carry on anymore. It was clear they’d moved on from each other. They just needed to say it out loud. That day had finally come.

***

Justin got to the club early. They agreed to meet for dinner and drinks at the very swanky and exclusive private club, Zero Bond, in Lower Manhattan. It was more or less on Calista’s home turf, but Justin didn’t mind. He was ok with letting her feel important. 

With some time to kill, Justin was texting with Liam, who was back at the hotel. Justin was sending him pictures of a hot young model sitting at the bar. While he waited, he was chatting with the skinny, pretty boy and buying him drinks. This young model seemed destined to end up with Justin and Liam at some point in the evening. 

As usual, Justin stood out. He was wearing an outfit that Liam picked out for him. His hair was colored a bright, yellowish blonde and his nails were painted with a shiny clear coat with just a tiny amount of glitter, just enough to make them sparkle in the right light. His cream denim jacket with a navy blue tye dye stripe was designed especially for him by a hot, emerging new designer - someone climbing the same ladder as Calista. He wore a women’s sweater in shades of orange, brown and tan and a pair of brown wool windowpane pants that were, as Justin is known for, very tight, allowing his cock to be very noticeable. 

When Calista arrived, she walked through the club and without saying a word, commanded the attention of just about everyone. Some folks knew her, others wanted to know her. She looked stunning in an ensemble of her own design. A black velvet jacket over a red lace blouse and a short black velvet skirt. Her lipstick and nails were a fire red and matched her red patent leather stilettos. She absorbed the attention and admiration from the other guests as she made her way to Justin at the bar. She was such a long way from being Lucas.

“Are you fucking kidding me? That’s who you were waiting for? She’s a hot commodity right now. I’d love to model for her! I would love to work for her!” The young model excitedly said to Justin.

“So she is. If you’re a good boy for me and my friend tonight, I will make sure you get a meeting with her. For now you’ll have to settle for an introduction.”

“I will literally do anything you want to get a meeting with her.”

“Mmm hmmm. Be careful what you wish for.”

Calista stopped a few feet away from Justin and looked him over. “You really had to show up in a Ziggy Foo?” she said as she gave him a snide look. “Are you trying to say something to me?”

“This? Oh no. I just thought you’d appreciate it. He designed it specially for me. I mean, you haven’t designed anything for me yet.”

“I’m sure Ziggy was a fun fuck for you. You’re lucky you look hot in it, otherwise you’d be giving it to this cutie over here, who would look much hotter in it.”

“Ziggy? Oh, I haven’t fucked him. Yet.”

After their snarky banter, they hugged each other and gave each other a kiss. Justin introduced the model to Calista and asked her to meet with him at some point. She smiled coyly as she whispered ‘maybe’. The model boy almost fainted from his excitement.

Justin and Calista sat down to dinner and got right to business over drinks. They both knew why they were there.

“I kinda feel sad for doing this, but it is the right thing to do. Isn’t it?”

“Don’t feel sad, baby girl. This isn’t a sad occasion. Yes, it is the right thing to do. We are both going to be happier.”

“It just feels so weird especially since I pushed you so hard to do this.”

“You did. I’m not upset about that. I wanted to give this a try. I really do love you. You have made me a better person.”

“You are a lot better now. Not that there was anything wrong with you before. You are more comfortable with, um, feelings. Which makes you more comfortable with yourself!”

“Not nearly as comfortable as you have become with yourself.”

“I am finally me! Who knew this talented, beautiful, brilliant goddess was hiding inside of some shy, skinny, weak boy.”

“I saw an old picture of you when you lived on the streets. It’s on Harrison’s desk at the office. You’re in between Harrison and Blaze. Man, the clothes you were all wearing were so ratty. That didn’t seem to matter. You had the biggest smile on your face. Lucas must not have been all that miserable. Knowing you now, I’m sure you tried to be your best even under those fucking awful circumstances. I’ll bet you kept Harrison and Blaze on their toes. I know it sounds strange, but you all looked kind of happy.”

Whether he intended to or not, Justin triggered some strong feelings for Calista when he said that. She momentarily remembered when Harrison and Blaze were all she had and how much she loved them. They were Lucas’ protectors and would do anything for him. She remembered when they took that picture. She found a disposable camera that someone had lost. It had a few pictures left on it and she insisted the three of them get one together. They got a random stranger to take pictures of them with the remaining shots left in the camera. After they got it developed, they each chose one to keep. She suddenly felt guilty because she didn’t know where hers was.

Justin snapped his fingers at Calista, who was staring into space. “Hey! Baby girl! You ok?”

“Oh, yeah, sorry. Just a bad memory flashing through my head. We were faking being happy and that was a shitty time. I have no idea why Harrison would want to have that in his face every day. Anyway, we were breaking up, remember?”

Her reaction made Justin sad. He understood why she would want to move on, but was sad that she was throwing away her good memories with the bad ones. He changed the subject. “Yes! Breaking up! So, that is now official, right?”

“It is, alpha man.”

“Liam will be pleased. Anyway, since we’re doing this now and not waiting until we absolutely fucking hated each other and were completely resentful of each other, we get to be friends. I think I’ve heard you say before, friends forever.”

“Oh, alpha man, I love you too. So much. We will be friends forever! Yay!!”

“You’re fucking adorable.”

“Actually, I’m fucking hot!”

“That you are. You look better and better every time I see you.”

“That app was enough for me. Why don’t you come out with me and hang out with my girls? Kwang will be there too. It will be so much fun!”

“Thanks, but, well, Liam is with me. He’s waiting at our hotel. I think I’m just going to scoop up my prey over there and take him back to the hotel to be feasted on.”

“I’m not going to lie. I’m still not sure how I feel about him. I really wanted you to go out with us. You haven’t met everyone. And, maybe, we might have still gotten to have some fun.” Calista hugged Justin and gave him a kiss on his cheek. “I should smack you for bringing him on the trip you came to break up with me. Whatever, I’ll get over it.” She made a dramatic gesture of putting her arm up and throwing her head back. “Oh, give the model my number and tell him he has to call me on Tuesday.”

“You will like Liam, I am sure of it. I’ll save the fun for when you do.”

“He does write one of my favorite books ever, so I guess there’s that.”

***

Jack was still making frequent trips to DC for meetings. When he arrived for this trip, he took notice of the driver that came to meet him at the airport early one morning. It happened to be the same driver who picked him up and drove him around last time and the time before that. Usually, a select few drivers took care of Jack. It was unusual for a new driver to take care of him without him being told first. Jack knew the majority of the regular drivers that took care of him, but this boy was new and seemed very eager. Maybe too eager?

Jack had a regular rotation of drivers. They were all people that he knew and trusted, especially given his personal life. They were paid well to not only drive Jack around and do it safely, but to be completely discreet about everything and everyone they witnessed. They were usually hand picked by Jack and were also trusted to drive Harrison or anyone else Jack wanted. 

Then, there was this driver Jack was seeing again. He was much younger than most of the drivers. He was stunningly handsome, had a cute smile and was very sweet. It seemed like he couldn’t be more excited to be Jack’s driver.

“Hey there, I’m Jack Holden, which I think you know already since you work for me. When did you start with us?”

The driver was nervous, Jack hadn't actually spoken much to him before other than telling him where he needed to go. Even that was usually predetermined, so Jack hadn’t really acknowledged him much at all until he realized he’d been seeing a lot of him. “Yes, yes…uh… right, Mr. Holden, I started about six months ago. I am…I am…really am honored that my supervisor thought I was good enough to drive for you.” He fidgeted anxiously. “Oh, um, yes, I uhhhh…already know...” He hit himself in the head, “shit. I mean. Nice to meet you, Sir.”

“Which supervisor is so fond of you?”

“Please. It isn’t h-h-her fault. Don’t b-b-b-be mad at her. Please…”

“Kid, it’s ok. Was it Tonya?”

“Uh…yeah, uh…Tonya H-H-H-Herschel, Sir. She said I could…do this.”

“You can calm down. I’m not going to hurt you. I’m just curious about you since I haven’t met you and I know all of my drivers.”

“Sure…uh…why wouldn’t you? Y-Y-Y-You own the company…S-s-s-sir.”

“I do. Anyway, stop calling me Sir. That couldn’t be further from reality. So, do you have a name?”

The driver calmed down a little. He was still sort of dumbfounded and sat there staring into the distance. He caught himself and responded. “Haha, oh yeah. My name is Cameron. Cameron Parsons.” He turned around and awkwardly reached through the divider between the front and back of the car, “It’s a real honor to meet you, Sir. Oh, sorry. Um…” 

Jack flashed a wily smile as he reached up to shake his hand, “It’s nice to meet you as well, Cameron.”

“We’re off to St. Regis, correct?”

“Uh, no. I made a last minute change. We’re opening a new hotel next week and I want to check things out. It’s The Pendry Hotel, on The Wharf. Do you need directions?”

“No, Mr. Holden. I know where it is.”

“Thanks, Cameron. You can just call me Jack. Everyone does.”

***

“Well, well, this is a nice little bonus for tonight.” Liam sneered at the model boy Justin brought back to their hotel room. Liam was a vulture when it came to hooking up. He wanted to be able to do anything he wanted and if you didn’t want to play along, he would send you away. Liam would rather jerk off alone than not get what he wants. Now, he has Justin and some of that need is satisfied, but he liked the idea of finding a plaything once in a while. The model boy would be their first time doing this together,

“Hi, I’m Simon.”

“Do you really think I give a fuck what your name is?” Liam was harsh.

“Oh for fuck’s sake, Liam. Don’t be too much of an asshole. His name is Liam.” Justin had already introduced himself earlier. “But, remember your promise. Anything to get a meeting with Calista.”

“Of course. I hope I don’t regret saying that.”

“There’s the door, Mary.” Liam snapped.

“Don’t worry, Simon. You’ll be fine. I think.”

“Can we get going here? Now strip that faggy shit off and get on the bed!” Liam demanded. Simon was a little taken aback by Liam’s language. “Put these on him.” Liam handed a set of cuffs to Justin.”

“Wow, we’re going right to this, huh? We probably should have talked about this first.”

“Seriously faggot? Just do what the fuck I told you or I’ll tie both of your sissy asses down.”

Simon looked nervous. “I promise you he’s not that bad.” Justin said as he locked the cuffs around Simon’s wrists and ankles. “Are you still good?”

“Uh, yeah. I think so.”

“Anything for that meeting…it will change your life…” Justin teased. Liam also handed him a set of straps to secure the model boy’s cuffed arms and legs to the bed. “Fuck, Liam. How do I not know you’re traveling with this shit?” Liam just shot him a nasty look. Justin locked everything in place. This boy wasn’t going anywhere. He started to sweat. His hard cock gave him away, though.

Liam sat on the bed and ran his finger up and down the boy’s smooth chest. “Being bound to our bed, totally naked and vulnerable. Letting me and my boyfriend have all of the control over your pleasure, your body. Mmmmmmm…this is kind of thrilling, isn’t it?” Liam placed his finger over Simon’s mouth. “You don’t have to answer. In fact, I don’t want to hear another fucking word out of you unless it is to say, hmmmm, Justin, give me a safe word for this boy.”

“Gee, um, watermelon?”

“Fucking boring, but it will do. Ok boy, yell watermelon if this gets to be too much. Nod if you agree.” Simon nodded yes. “Good. Justin, take your clothes off, so he can see what hell awaits him.”

Justin said nothing because he really didn’t know what Liam wanted him to say. He just went along with everything. He was wildly aroused by Liam’s dominance. His monster was growing harder by the second.

“Oh my fucking god! I thought it was big, but fuck dude! You are going to split me in two!”

“Don’t let me down, Simon. I really want to watch my man fuck you senseless. I want to hear you fucking scream for your life. That’s what I do when he fucks me. He almost killed me once.”

“Liam! We don’t need to scare him. This is supposed to be fucking fun!”

“Ok, faggot.” Even though most people hated that word, Justin loved when Liam called him a faggot. “So, boy, is there a word you want to say?” Simon nodded no. “Ok, it’s your ass.”

Liam slipped his own clothes off and took a swig of bourbon from a bottle he had ordered. He handed it to Justin who also took a swig. Simon wondered what was going to happen, Liam nudged Justin down onto the bed and climbed on top of him. He started aggressively kissing him and scratching at his chest. The two of them making out had to have been driving Simon crazy. Liam teased Justin a little more and then got up and turned out the lights. 

Simon soon felt Justin at the end of the bed, marveling at his body. Liam kicked back in a chair and lit a cigarette. He watched as Justin ran his fingers along the model’s slim, toned torso, then over his nipples, pinching them lightly as he did so. He then moved to his mouth and sunk his tongue deep into it. Simon immediately reciprocated. Justin’s massive cock dragging along his legs scared him.  

Justin moved down to Simon’s hard, dripping cock. There was a neat patch of red pubic hair just above the roughly six inch dick. He used his tongue to bring Simon to the edge of orgasm, he knew exactly how to lick his cock, especially the head, making the model shake and pull at his restraints, moaning desperately. 

Liam got up from his chair, a fresh cigarette dangling from his lips. “Now.” He said as he sat next to the boy and started caressing his face. Liam knew the feeling this kid was about to have. It excited him to know Justin was going to make Simon scream, to know just how much it was going to hurt. He not only wanted to watch his face, he was there to cover his mouth so security wouldn’t show up at their door. “Last chance.” Simon said nothing. Liam turned and nodded at Justin, kneeling between Simon’s legs, lubing his missile up.

Simon’s body was trembling as Justin teased him with the head of his cock. Then, he pushed the head in, stretching the tight hole well beyond its limits. Simon grit his teeth and tried so hard not to make a noise. His eyes were wide with fear, tears flowing from them like a faucet had been turned on. He began to shake and sweat. Liam was thoroughly enjoying this. He offered Simon another out. He didn’t say anything. 

When Justin finally thrust into the boy’s hole, Simon almost launched himself off the bed, and would have were he not restrained. He held out as long as he could, but eventually let out an agonizing, loud scream. Liam let it go for a few seconds before stuffing his mouth with his dirty underwear. He whispered into Simon’s ear, “you know what to do if you want him to stop.” Simon nodded no.

Justin started moving his hard cock inside the boy, pushing it deep inside and then pulling it nearly out. Simon thrashed and shook, sweat flying off his body. Liam could barely contain his exhilaration. The noises Simon was making were otherworldly. Justin kept working his ass, building up more and more, tearing the model’s ass to shreds. 

“This is fucking wild.” Liam said calmly, but eagerly as he turned to watch Justin fuck this poor boy with more and more speed. The bed shook as Justin began to really pound Simon’s poor ass. There was a trace of blood, but nothing Justin hadn’t seen before. He just kept going. Simon thrashed about, pulling so hard on his restraints, they almost came undone. His eyes rolled into the back of his head. He had screamed so hard and so much that he couldn’t make another sound. 

Liam pulled the underwear from Simon’s mouth so he could breathe more easily. He leaned back and kissed Justin as he took Simon’s still rock hard cock in his hand and began to stroke it. This was making Simon absolutely crazy. He bucked and shook, sweating, writhing. What was happening to him was extreme and intense. 

The fucking had gone on now for more than ten minutes. Simon was feeling numb, he started to calm, though only just a little. He was feeling lightheaded as the chemicals in his brain took over. He suddenly felt an explosion of ecstasy as Justin thrust in and out of his ass forcefully.  

Justin was panting and sweating as he kept thrusting. Liam was overwhelmed with both men’s reactions. Justin seemed to be in a zone, just pounding away. Simon also seemed to be lost in some headspace, softly moaning. Liam began to furiously jerk his own cock. He wasn’t doing anything and was feeling as if he could blow at any second.

Simon couldn’t take it anymore. He was on the edge of an orgasm that was building inside of him and before he could even say anything, he was shooting streams of cum up into the air. As he came, he shouted out, “WATERMELON! PLEASE! WATER…MELON!!”  His body was convulsing as he begged for it all to end. 

Justin pulled out immediately. He wasn’t able to control himself either and blasted cum all over Liam and Simon. Liam simultaneously shot his own load onto Simon as well. Wiped out, Justin collapsed on the bed. Simon’s breathing was slowly returning to normal. He hoarsely uttered, “so empty. Fuck. I feel so empty.”

Liam jumped off the bed and thrust his fist in the air. Cum was dripping off him, he was euphoric. “Holy fucking Christ! That was fucking…fucking bat shit crazy!! Holy fuck!!”

“You are a sick man.” Justin said as he shook his head and worked on undoing the cuffs. “Are you ok? I hope I wasn’t too much. Yeah, right. I was too fucking much.”

“I don’t think I will ever walk again, but otherwise I might be ok. You are a monster. That fucking dick is, I don’t know, like a mutant. That should be illegal.”

“I’ll bet you would jump at the chance to get fucked by him again.”

After an awkwardly long silence, Simon responded. “Fuck yeah, I would.”

***

Harrison had been going at Jack for hours. This was not unusual for them. For some couples, after two years, the sex slows down or becomes more boring. Not these two. Jack and Harrison were actually having more sex than ever. They simply couldn’t control themselves around one another. Even with both of them having fun outside of the relationship, especially Harrison, they spent hours every day they were together having sex. They didn’t just have vanilla sex, they went all out with their kinks, especially dildos and fisting.

A new toy arrived that day from Bad Dragon. It was an XL Tempestt the Storm Dragon, a 15 inch long, five inch thick monster of a toy. The creature toys were some of Harrison’s favorites. Of course, Harrison couldn’t wait to use it - on himself and Jack.  

“I love the way this thing opens you up. It is so cool!”

“It feels amazing too.”

“Damn if I’m not exhausted. Are 20 year olds supposed to get so tired so fast?”

“Twenty year olds who spend twice as many hours fucking than sleeping? Definitely.”

“That tracks. I’m gonna fist you for a few and then jerk off in your ass. I think I’m gonna sit on this bad boy while I do it!”

“It’s your ass to use as you wish.”

“And it is a sweet ass.”

Harrison pulled the dildo from Jack's ass, added some more lube to it and slowly lowered himself onto it. "Aww fuck! This thing is incredible. So fucking thick!" He bounced on it a few times and then returned his focus to Jack's gaping hole.

Harrison's hand slowly disappeared into Jack's thoroughly used hole. "Aaahhh!" Jack moaned, his hands resting behind his head as he relaxed and welcomed the familiar feeling of being filled by his boy. Harrison reveled in the warmth and velvety smoothness of Jack's insides as his fist sank deeper into his man's wet and loose canal. Fisting was already considered an incredibly intimate act between two lovers, but Jack and Harrison took it to an even more intense level - if that was even possible.

Their fisting session wasn't meant to be one of the lengthy ones. Harrison often enjoyed finishing by climaxing inside of Jack's gaping hole. The fact that he could do so still astonished him, but with Jack, it was very doable. He paused in his anal pleasuring of Jack, leaving his hand in place. Very deliberately, he guided his long dick towards Jack's eager entrance. Gently, he pushed himself inside, wanting to savor every sensation and allow Jack to enjoy the experience of stretching his hole.

With sensual, powerful thrusts, Harrison plunged his cock into Jack's puckered asshole, causing him to let out a guttural moan. With his fingers wrapped tightly around his shaft, he furiously jerked off inside Jack. 

"Oh fuck, yes!" Jack purred, "You feel so good!" 

"I'm never going to get enough of this ass," Harrison huffed.

They both let out soft moans, reveling in the moment they shared. This was a familiar experience for them, one they had enjoyed countless times before and would continue to do so. Harrison kept his hand moving steadily as he penetrated Jack's loose canal, building up to yet another powerful climax. When he reached the brink, Harrison paused to hold his hand in place while thrusting his hips, fucking Jack through his tight grip.

Harrison's perspiring body convulsed, and with one last push, he released his load, shooting thick streams of hot boy juice deep into Jack's insides. He pulled his cock and hand out of the cum filled hole. Jack tightened his sphincter, trapping the jizz inside.

"I know you're going to want that for a little snack in the morning."

"You know me too well, sexy man."

Sliding into bed next to Jack and pulling the covers over them, Harrison caressed Jack tenderly. 

"I love you Jack." 

"I love you too, Harrison."

A few minutes went by and then Harrison raised his hand and smacked himself in the head. "Fuck. I wanted to talk to you tonight. I got so excited when I saw the new toy, I forgot to."

"We can talk now. Otherwise we might have to wait a couple of days."

"God damn it. Why are we so fucking busy all the time? This is hardly after fucking, just before bed talking."

"Ah, so it's serious."

Harrison sat up and let out a frustrated sigh. "It is, Jack. I'm sorry."

Jack sat up, “should I get liquor?”

“We might need some.” Jack quickly grabbed a bottle of scotch and poured them both a glass, “Glenmorangie makes every conversation easier.”

“I think you know what this is about. We’ve both been avoiding this for a while. It’s about us. And Aidan. And what we’re going to do next. Or maybe what we really need to do. I don’t really want to talk about this, but, I mean, we kinda should, right?”

“Yes, we should. I have definitely been avoiding this. Do you want me to go first?”

“No. I started it. Soooo… I don’t think this is working for any of us. It all sounded really nice a year ago, but…I don’t think…I, uh…it’s just not going well anymore. Aidan is so into you. I know you are into him. Ugh. You said it is just like what you and me have. How can that be? I get that you might really love him, even be in love with him, but could it really be as deep as what we have? We’ve always said this was something unique, something special, something no one else has. Everyone who sees us notices it. I just can’t imagine anything could be the same, or as powerful.”

“Harrison, I…I can’t…I can’t explain it. There is something…”

“Yes, Jack. I know that. Jack, you are a pretty rare thing. When you love someone, when you bond with someone, it is intense. You love hard. Shit. Look at you and Blaze. You two are so connected to each other. That’s cool! I’m cool with that. I know Garrett is too. But you know what? Blaze isn’t here competing with me for your time, your energy, your body. Aidan wants you all to himself.”

“He does. I know. Fuck. Why is this so complicated? Harrison, you are everything to me. I can’t even begin to describe how much I love you and how much you mean to me. It kills me that this is hurting you. I do love Aidan. It is deep and strong. But, you’re right. It isn’t the same. I’ve been thinking about this ever since Aidan and I had a talk very much like this. He was the one who said, someone is going to get hurt and it was going to be him. Fuck, Harrison, it devastates me to know that has to be true. I don’t want to lose him. I don’t want to lose you.”

“Stop right there, mister. I am not going anywhere. No fucking way. I don’t have the capacity to think of what it would take for me to actually walk away from you. No. That isn’t going to happen. I would rather suffer through this complicated fucking mess than to not be with you. Remember when you were playing old songs for me? You pointed out lyrics you thought were so good. It was something about a guy leaving on a train. I don’t remember the whole song, but I remember the lyrics, I think. I'd rather live in his world, than live without him in mine. I’ll do whatever it takes to be with you. I can’t live without you. No fucking way.”

A teary eyed Jack reached over and hugged an even more teary eyed Harrison. “I knew this day was coming. It probably should have come a while ago. I can’t do this to you. You don’t deserve this. I’m being selfish. You know, for the first time in my life, I have all of these amazing boys dying to be with me. Normal, decent, incredible boys who want to love me. They don’t want to abuse me or take my money. They don't want to hurt me. They just want me and really love me. Of course, you were first. And I’d be lying if I didn’t say, you’re the one. None of those other boys compare to you. Not Blaze. Not Aidan. No one. I will fix this.”

“You don’t have to fix this by yourself. We can do it together. I know how much Aidan loves you. I kinda feel terrible for him. He’s not the happiest person in the world, you know. And for fuck’s sake, he falls in love with the most amazing man in the universe, who happens to already be with his soul mate. That sucks. I don’t want to see anything happen to him, I’d be pretty fucked up if he did anything stupid.”

“He’s not talking about that, is he?”

“No. But you know him as well as I. He’s fucking intense. Someone so incredibly, perfectly fucking beautiful. So god damned hot! Yes, I am jealous that he is the sexiest creature on earth and is one of the best fucks I’ve ever had. Someone with all of that, and he’s smart and thanks to you, he’s fucking rich! How could he be so angry? So unhappy.”

“You know what I’ve put myself through. So, I think you do understand that all of those things don’t matter if you’re miserable inside.”

“Jack, I don’t want to share you anymore. You’re mine. You belong to me. Just like I belong to you. I want to be greedy and keep you all to myself. I know I can’t completely, but you know what I mean. I don’t care what guys you fuck or even fall in love with. I don’t want to take any of that away from you. Go let Blaze fuck your shit up. Go let Samuel fucking crawl inside you. Go let Aidan love you and tear you apart. I don’t care. But I have to be number one. Always. Please? I hope I’m not being an asshole. I don’t want to be. I just want you. I want to experience everything with you. Good, bad, weird, kinky, dirty, romantic…everything. I want to go everywhere with you. I’ll do whatever it takes for you to be happy, but I need you, Jack Holden. I need you so fucking much. My world is empty without you, which I think is also from a song you played for me.”

“Um, yeah, The Supremes. Uh…wow. This was just the kick in the ass that I needed. You know, Justin, Dillon and Blaze have all been saying this to me and I’ve been ignoring them. They have said everything you just did. Ahhhhh, fuck…Aidan knows this too and I just kept stringing him along. This isn’t going to be easy. I’ll need a little space to try to do this as painlessly as possible. Please let me do this my way.”

“Do what you have to, Jack.”

“God only knows what I’d be without you, Harrison.”

“I am the resolution of your fruitless searches.”

“Ok, that was cute, but we can’t become one of those couples.”

“Why not? I have so many great fucking songs memorized in my head, thanks to you. Sorry, Jack. I like being one of those couples.”

“Oh, oh, oh, sweet child of mine…”