The Institute

Tess

When Alex entered the living room, Tess had already arrived. She was chatting with Beau. When she saw Alex come in she said “You guys could be a little more discreet. I've been here for a while and I heard loud sex noises.”

“Oh my god!”, Beau screamed, “You're just jealous that I got a good pounding from Alex, and you didn't,” while he involuntarily rubbed his hand over his still sensitive bottom.

“Yes, that's true,” Tess admitted, “Alex is really a dream boy, a horny Dominant hunk, and sweet too. Really perfect… if it weren't for the fact that he is gay…”. Tess smiled shyly at Alex. “But fortunately I have now found Luuk.”

“Yes, that's true, you have a new crush,” said Alex, “how did you meet him again?”

“I met Luuk at the Institute for Sexual Synthesis. I have an administrative job there to earn some extra money. Luuk is a psychologist in training there. He studies psychology and he is in his final year. He is older, 23 years old,” Tess stared into an imaginary distance for a moment and let out a sigh, “Luuk has everything you have Alex: handsome, masculine, dominant, but at the same time sensitive and caring, he is much better at one thing then you: he's 100% straight.”

“I'm really so happy for you Tess!” Alex said after which he gave Tess a big kiss on her cheek.

“I'm going to the pub, I'll see if there is still some place to stand, sitting will not be possible for the time being,” Beau said with a blissful grin.

Now that Beau had left, Tess felt free to be more open. “Beau was right. I've always admired how you handle guys like Beau.”

“Oh well, friends with benefits.”, says Alex with a grin

- “I had such a longing for you to treat me the same way you treat your gay sluts.”

“I know, dear Tess! But I like boys. As much as I would like to, I can't make you happy that way. Moreover, it is swarming with macho straight boys who are more than happy to make work of a nice, handsome, slutty girl, like I make work of Beau.”

- “Straight guys are often hypocritical assholes when it comes to slutty girls, they want to fuck you, but then they treat you like trash and gossip behind your back. Before you know it you are a pariah.”

“But Luuk is different?”

- “Yes, he is just like you in that respect. With him, I can be myself”

“Your slutty self, you mean,” Alex jokes.

Tess had to laugh “Yes, indeed”.

A  sad look appeared in Alex's eyes: “I would really like to be able to be myself for once. But I think I have a good idea of who I really am.”

"How do you mean?" Tess asks.

“Well, I like guys like Beau. Young, boyish, sometimes even a little feminine. I have no trouble winning over guys like that either. But all those boys want the same thing: to be dominated by me.”

Alex was silent for a moment and said “No matter how hot I find it to be doing that, something is still nagging me. Sometimes I fantasise about getting my ass spanked by a dominant boy and then having to give him a blowjob. But yes, the guys I attract don't want that at all. I just treat them the way I fantasise about how I'm being treated by a dominant guy.”

“I do try to find dominant boys. But when I find one, I always shy away: too old, too ugly, too direct. There is always a reason to abandon it. I fantasise about being submissive, but I don't think I really have it in me. In the meantime, I feel comfortable to dominate and fuck boys who can apparently be submissive effortlessly. I admire those guys. I can't do it,  I’m hopeless in being submissive. But still, there is a desire to be submissive.”

Tess listened speechless. Finally, she exclaimed:

“Wow!”

Alex looked at her questioningly. Tess frowns and falls silent for a moment.

“It may sound a bit strange,” she said, “but I think Luuk can help you here.”

“Luuk!?” Alex shouted in astonishment, “but he was 100% straight. And I don't know him yet”

Tess laughed “No, silly, I'm really not going to share my Luuk with you. No, Luuk conducts research at the Institute into repressed sexual desires and blockages. They always need test subjects, and you seem like a good candidate. You can also benefit greatly from it yourself. Maybe that will help you discover how to really be yourself.”

“Mmm, sounds good, but I still have to…” Before Alex can finish his sentence, Tess says, “I will make an appointment for you at the Institute.”

Alex wants to protest for a moment, but then says: “Oh well, it doesn't help, then it doesn't do any harm.”