The First Time

I have a memory that became an obsession growing up, trying to understand the attraction I had to my brother and him to me. I remember we were spending the weekend at a farm and my brother had brought a woman that he was dating. During the weekend, I would catch them making out, but one time became a memory that tormented me til I finally acted on my sexual feelings for him.

My brother was making out with her and they thought they were alone and had no idea I was spying on them. They had gone to a remote part of the farm and I followed, hoping to get to  see them having sex. They were sitting on a stone wall and my brother had his cock out. It was only half hard and it was huge. My cock started to get hard and it had nothing to do with what he was doing with this woman, it was his cock that I was attracted to. This day, I knew I was attracted to men and now realize my brother suffered from the same thing. 

I continued to watch them as the woman exposed her breasts which he started to fondle and suck. After a bit, she started to suck his cock, now his cock was as hard as steel and fully erect,  I started to jerk off relishing in what was happening. Then she removed her skirt and exposed what I thought was her cunt but what I saw was something quite different. She had a cock not as big as his but still a good size. Then I saw my brother kneel  and start sucking his cock. Then I realized this woman was a trans and it all made sense to me. It made me even more excited thinking one day,  I would have the oportunity to have sex with my brother. And this opportunity presented itself.

I had gone to where my brother worked , it was a huge wholesale market. We were drinking a beer and I said I had to use the bathroom. It has a huge urinal  trough and as I was pissing my brother entered and stood next to me. I  couldn't resist and glanced at his cock. It was semi hard just like the first time I had seen his cock at the farm. And he was looking at my cock which started to react and get hard. As we were finishing at the urinal, he said why don't we go to my house. As I wss driving, he asked if I  liked his cock  and as I muttered  a yes he took his cock out . My mouth started to water wanting to pull over and start sucking his cock. I felt him reach over and fondle my cock still hidden within my jeans. I felt him pull down my zipper and  unleash my  hard  black cock for him to see. He leaned over and started to suck me as I was driving. It wasn't long til I felt  my cum start to boil in my balls. Shit ..I was going to cum and as I filled his mouth I had to pull over for him to finish swallowing my load. After I finished my intense orgasm he said  he had always wanted to suck me off since he caught me looking at them having sex at the farm.

As we neared my house, he managed to put his cock back in his jeans, but I knew soon it would  out again and finally I would suck him off to pay him back for the blow job I had just received from him.