The Centre

Reader discretion is adviced, this story contain graphic content depicting violence and rape which may not be suitable to all readers. This is a fictional story and do not portray real events or real persons.

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“Reminder: Up-coming Appointment and Tour” the email subject came up on Mat’s phone Home Screen banner. Response was always required within 30 minutes as Mat without thinking slid open the notification. 

Dear Mat, As a reminder, you're scheduled with Mark from 1-2pm tomorrow afternoon. Mark has scheduled you for three(3) full services. He’s happy to report that he was able to schedule two of the three based on last weeks conversation. Following we will require you to make 4 (oral) and 7-8 (anal) impressions for the dinner time guests. Please see the attached waivers, we have installed a new infrared camera in the elevated room which we will require a new release from you. If you prefer you can just take a photo and respond to this email.Have a nice evening, Claude. 

The Centre was in an old Turkish bath on King street right where Union station met the financial district which piggy backed the innovation park. It was a grant that had been funded between the doctors association and a few very well giving endowments. Through Sinai, research was looking at adults 25-45 who had been identified as possible friend group and research subjects. People like Mat who qualified for the latter half of the requirement was identified after a kinky experience with the an Oncology specialist shared he experience with a colleague.

Doctors relied on word of mouth for faggots that were reliable and within their hospital emergency transit range. Juan had seen Mat a few times. Juan had come off an 18 hour stint when he realized that he had fallen asleep in Mat and had awoken to the sound of Mat upset. I’m so sorry, it’s not you Juan cooed into Mats ear, it’s not that Sir” Mat whimpered. “What’s wrong then?” “You pissed in me Sir.” The centre was working with essentially without being paid predominantly fags who used the internet to pimp themselves out.

The experience allowed Juan’s colleague Samuel. As they walked back to the entrance after taking Mat on the cruising path for over two hours, Samuel asked “why do you let this happen to you, you could have any guy you wanted and yet here you are on your hands and knees on some gross dumpster mattress taking loads of guys you didn’t even make eye contact with?” Mat had a look cross his face that made Samuel realize something, Mat didn’t realize it, “you do know this isn’t normal, right?” Samuel interjected, Mat thought for a moment, “I guess I think eventually one of them will want to keep me” he said quietly. Samuel, opened the door to his car, “I have someone I’d like you to meet” Mat smiled as he reached for the door, “do you see a gas pump around I could hose you down with?” Samuel asked, Mat puzzled looked around, “you’re not getting anywhere near me after what I saw today and I’d suggest remembering your last time with Juan because he won’t see you again after I tell him about my evening, shame really..” Mat started to tear up, “you really need to meet Mark, bye faggot”

Standing it what felt like the most deserted alley way next to a steel door, Mat buzzed and was let in. It looked much like a doctors office,  clean white walls and honey pine floors with stone counter reception where a smiling Claude sat behind his double computer screens. “You must be Marks 2pm, hi I’m Claude” the now standing tall and slender Claude said putting out his hand for a shake. “Mat, can I take your coat? We have water, tea or coffee if you’d like something to drink.” Mat shrugged, why don’t we get you some water, I bet you’ll need it after talking to Mark all afternoon. Mat sat down and took his phone out, quickly Claude interjected, as you’ll notice there’s no signal and we ask you take this time to remain present. Just then a tall African man walked out, standing at 6’2 and with an imposingly large frame, Mark opened a mega watt smile “you must be Mat, I’m so happy to meet you, let’s head to my office. Mat stood up and as he walked past reception Claude smiled, “it’ll be good, just wait” 

Marks office was very unimaginative. “Have a seat” Mark said gesturing to the chair next to Marks desk, “what brings you in today Mat?” Mark asked, Mat looked at him unsure if his knowingness had all of a sudden been usurped. “I will be doing some exercises with you so don’t worry, but I think you’re in for much more if you let us help you Mat. We’re a research centre that came out of doctors needs for sexual release during the work day. Many of them employ prostitutes to contend with the stress of their jobs and it has caused a bit of a stir in the sector. The Centre is looking at a new method when individuals like yourself who are already committing these favours without the need to be reimbursed. Juan tells me you’ve been very faithful when he has asked you to host him. He said however that the commute is a bit tiresome in downtown traffic. He and Samuel also mentioned that you don’t seem to have many limits sexually and that should be concerning for you.

Samuel mentioned that he had 11 men mount you and in his words described you ‘like a dog’ as it happened. Long term we’d like to offer you medically supervised rehabilitation with our team if you are interested. We’re asking all of our research subjects, which you will be if you join the program, to offer us a two year examination period in which we will conduct our study, which will culminate in a 18-month, intense therapy to transition you back to acceptable societal normalcy. The research centre is in the building too which is nice for you. Twice a week you will sit down with me for two hours as we walk through your previous weeks testing results. I’m sure this is a lot to take in, would you like a minute to pause? Why don’t I tell you about our research and then I’ll give you a few minutes.

As I mentioned earlier, our thesis is a question, ‘how do we integrate operating private citizens into spending a few hours a week in what will essentially be a modern day brother. When you’ve thought about prostitution, there’s a lot of stigma around being a sex-worker but from what I’ve heard you provide these experiences free of charge. Two things come out of that, how can we create a space where people don’t need to pay for their needs and two, how can we help someone like yourself Mat, learn normal sexual habits. I’m sure you’ve been to a bathhouse before, well the centre is exactly that. We’ve moved into that used to be the broiler, a very seedy and sadistic bathhouse that operated until ‘94.

The research is conducted in two distinct way, in-clinic; as I was mentioning earlier, and in/house, where you will spend time amongst other research subjects and our house members. Clinical work is peer supervised which means you will never be alone with just one researcher however there will be times where we have the co-researcher observe from behind a mirror where our trials require less stimulation. Each clinical trial is standard across all research subjects and you will be emailed a list and extensive overview prior to your appointment.

The trials all have a research question and you will be knowledgeable of the purpose of each observed test we conduct. In-house research however is much different which is where you need to understand the intracies. The second half of each of your exercises is to go in house and mingle as you please. He observe you during and our team reviews the play back while they correlate date from your halo. Here’s where it gets exciting, about a year ago we developed what we call the halo. It’s a tiny little crown our research subjects are fitted with during their in house that takes real-time catscans which if you don’t know is like an infrared view of your brain activity. Each visit you’ll be given a certain list of exercises to complete which mix between structured and unstructured so we can see how you behave normally in this setting.

Members here can schedule appointments or they are free to roam, as are you. In this way there are no rules. As you can understand embers are here for a reason and that question of what do they need we are getting you to answer. What’s important about this is two fold, the grant has royal assent which means your trial days are like going to serve on a jury, meaning your workplace will have aware that you will have a modified schedule. It also means that you will be covered should you require a hospital stay following an interaction with a member.

I’m sure you’re freaking out but it’s very common that a member will express themselves in a violent manner which we’ve seen almost always results in the research subject seeking medical treatment. To date we’ve only had three research subjects remain in comas for more than 72 hours. This is of course not the norm but these are the finer details you need to be informed about. Do you understand that I’ve informed you of a major risk factor to the research?” Mark looked at May sternly, May nodded unknowingly.

Mark stood up from his desk almost towering over Mat as he sat next to the desk looking almost minescual. “Why don’t we shift gears for a moment, that’s a lot to take in” Mark said smiling down at Mat. Mark turned and walked into the adjacent room. The room must have been a closet before, it had a double height counter on the one wall and an medical exam table on the other with a tiny window at the ceiling for ventilation. “Mat, would you come in here please?” Matt got up and walked across and stood in the doorway. “I’d like to conduct and chart and overview, would you please undress and lay down on the table with your legs off the end, please?” Mark had yet to turn around as he flipped through his charting binder. “Under the information act Mat, if you do not decide to join the research, you will have the option to have all charting from your visit today legally destroyed because it’s falls under profiling and not examination, where any information gather after you begin will be kept on record indefinitely as this is a governmental grant.

Would you like to be fitted with a ball gag or a funnel for the duration of the examination, almost everyone ends up with a funnel and I prefer not to have to stop the exam to make the switch. Good.” Mark turned around and looked down at Mat who was now laying on the exam table with his legs dangling. Mark put his hand on top of Mat’s left thigh as he reached between his legs and pulled the extendable drawer out for Mat to properly be laying flat. Looking down at Mat, Mark held open Mats mouth with his left hand, opening his eyes to indicate to Mat to extend his jaw wider, Mark reached over Mats naked body as he pushed down onto the pump on the shelf above the table hanging on the wall. Mark quickly swiped a circle of lube over Mats mouth, “about half way through you’ll understand why that’s needed,” he stared into Mats eyes, gleaming but not smiling.

Mark now holding the funnel pushed it past Mats lips as he gasped, wiggling it into place, Mark noted “you’re hyperventilating, slow your breathing, count down from 5, I don’t need to hear you count, I trust you Mat, do it again.” Mat went to push up off the bed, he was beyond fear from this terror that had slowly become his reality he would now escape only to find that his wrists were in metal straps. As he began to really panic, kicking himself free to realize ankles were being held down. “Once you calm down” Mark began, I am going to pour a vile of ketamine into your mouth so you can remain in control as we take the measurements.

It’s important to keep you awake because we will be working with an eye twitch scanner to test brain function.” May lay lifeless, only thinking how emotionless Mark was. His voice never lowered or raised, he never broke eye contact as he spoke. His eyes present and lifeless, Mark was so beautiful, a man who would be carved into stone. No sooner did Mark lean in as he pored the vile into the funnel, his eyes excited, “Did you see the basketball? that’s Shaqs hand, my hand is the same size, neat huh? You’re going go through a lot of emotions as we go through this and it’s important to remember that this will become the pillar stone of our work so I ask that you be honest with yourself and be present, Mat.

The quickest path to finishing this evaluation is to do some impact therapy so when you’re struggling mentally I want you to tap your left finger and I will pause the exam and I’m going to slap you across the face with my right hand.” Mat shook his head, Mark responded, “you’ll understand when we commence exercise 3” Mark said, as Mat lay now very still. “We’re going to start with the inverse measurement pyramid” Mark started saying but Mat did not feel like he was alone in the room now. Mat suddenly realized there was a camera mounted to the corner of the ceiling, another and another. Having not turned around, “Mark retorted, test subject has made eye contact and is aware of recording,” as he recited in a way what a ghost had said. Now clearly not talking to Mat, Mark out loud began to walk through what was happening.

Sliding the drawer mostly back into its compartment, Mats knees folded, exposing the bottom of his bum. “We start with the 10” length to measure subjects prostate depth. An important reminder that each of the two muscle rings must be charted on first insertion. We will see discomfort in the subject, details matter so you need to be multitasking now, subject has shown low to moderate response. Now, tell me what you’re thinking about.” Mat could hear no one else as he watched Marks head nodding, “this is all great and as we roll through the assessment we may change gears which is perfectly okay. Everyone, no two subjects will present the same, we’re all coming at this from our own perspective.

Now that we have passed the second sphincter, you’re going to push all the way in and hold your hand flat to the subjects legs, you wrist here is parallel to the wall. Discomfort is evident, you have to chart your notes. Slowly release the instrument. Right now is a good time to start mapping a diagnosis, that’s right, subject is demonstrating the freeze response and with almost certainty has been sexually assaulted, with a high probability of multiple occurrences. Fight or flight respondents are usually not affected but here, we switch gears to looking at an abuse victim. Now, as a reminder, the subjects held position makes a requirement for the instrument to be held at around a 65 degree angle, your elbow pointing down, we now do our quick checks feeling for twitch pressure on our markings.” Mat lay there feeling the dildo like ruler shift up and back inside of him. “It’s important to remain a clinician and respect the boundary we must keep with the test subject. These measurements may stimulate but need to remember that they aren’t simulating. 

You need to remember here, initial attachment theory reminds us that, especially with what we can safely diagnose as having experienced a rape, it’s key to not allow the test subject to create an attachment because they’re able to attach to any type of experience that they can use as stimulation. I’m measuring the depth of its anus but it might consider this as play. No direct eye contact is key. Whatever it’s experiencing is not kept to a low to absent interaction. I personally believe elbow high gloves remains effective for curbing skin contact. Disease is our secondary factor here which is why I wear my ppe like fashion. It’s being felt by me not I’m touching it. This is a 14 inch, 6 inch thick insertion we’re now seeing, extreme response here is common.

Now that the final insertion has been completed, here is a great way to show good humanity, ‘Mat, nod if you think I knew that you’d not want the ball gag’ as I was mentioning earlier, I need to form the right relationship to it. It’s building a concept that it can trust my care and that’s immensely hopeful down the line when we do re-enactment workshops. But for now, we need to stop as the test subject is bleeding rectally. ‘Mat, did you wet the bed after you started school?’ Yes, here is an opportunity to build another layer of trust and care, I’m going to reward him by giving him something I know he wants, to be swaddled.

As you wipe up the blood and lube, here is a time to make good eye contact, I’ve built a positive experience onto otherwise banal transition and two fold the experience. Now is a great time to put a subject like this in its new cock cage. I like making these associations because as we get further into the study we need easy tools to prompt certain responses.. good behaviour gets a diaper, the cock cage is now in that memory and as we in this case tape the diaper shut, I like to use inflection. It becomes helpful on a ineffective research  trial to be able to create emotional tonal queues. A lot of times if I immediately repeat the study, I can help the research subject adjust it’s emotional setting.

This is where Psychiatry will usurp a regular medical practitioners perspective as the subjects are not under medical consideration. ‘I’d now like to attach the collar, do you think that’s a good idea?’ I’m giving him pause but I’m hoping its bond forming shows fast response to my questions.  We can introduce the collar as I normally do during the early half of the second session but this is a chance now for me to continue building the relationship. The collar now on, let’s jump to trial 9, I think Im going to track down a hunch with this particular subject. The tube is now dripping 100ml per hour, I prefer this be done orally so we can create normalcy for future. Jumping to 9 will create the subject to build a concept of expectation, let’s nine to detach the subjects memory, if done properly, the subject will decipher ideas and concepts based on this experiential marker. How the atmosphere you create feels is the right setting because it’s the tone you’ll be taking for the remainder of the study. I like employing loss sensory, ‘I’m going to insert my fist up your rectum and when I do Mat, it will be the one thing you used to hold on to.

I’m going to start you on a new path.’ Here it’s important for you to remain clear. All five fingers forward, I’m going to push calmly. Past subjects have debrief notes stating that it became a catalyst for change. I encourage you to use your judgement, I’m going to undiaper and when I do, it’s going to be a calm experience to the touch but then I’m going to create an extreme amplification and drive through until we witness convulsions. Now let’s give it some time alone to come down. I’m actively opting for it to attempt to self soothe.” Mark walked out of the room, Mat now shaking on the table knees still in the air tried to crawl out of his skin. Mat awoke choking on the tube drip, in his sleep he’d not swallowed the chemical urine he’d been been fed. Still bound to the table he began to cry. “We’re going to build you into a real person if you let us Mat, what do you think?” Mat nodded, “I’m going to leave you here for the next 12 hours. It’s time to thinking about how we can reimagine all that you see as negative.

You’re so physically perfect that you should share that with people. Think about how you walked through that door an hour ago and everything from that world is now gone. I know at least two viewing parties watching this. You have the chance to start something new if you let us help you. I’m not sure if you registered this but during the exam, you had 5 ejaculatory emissions so we know you enjoyed this and we can help you share that joy with others.  We’re not sure what to classify what you are because you failed to show continual human response. Does it worry you when as I tell you this that a medical doctor just performed an experiment and the test subject didn’t even display animalistic responses. I want to help you, if you let us help you we can create a life you can be proud of. During your nap another test subject alerted us that he has had contact with you and when it’s time, we would like to have you meet him in the 360 room and perform an oral service to his completion. 

Mat walked through the door into the room, with a 360 panorama, the mirrored room was alarmingly bright and over a pa Mat was told to kneel in front of the chair. And begin using the poppers on the chair, when Teddy pulled the chair back and sat down in front of Mat. The same voice spoke, “shake your cock in its face boy and show it that you’re already not happy to be here.” Teddy held up his dark long foreskin covered cock and shook it, then letting it drop.

Teddys head leaning back and away, Mark instructed Teddy, “when you can prove that you can perform properly, we will stop this, when you stop failing. You’re going to tell May that you want him to make you ejaculate in his mouth by performing an oral service.” Teddy repeated exactly as he’d herd without looking down. “That’s a good boy Teddy, you see you can instruct without involving yourself and still be helpful.” Teddys cock grew slightly as he listened to Mark over the pa. “It can begin its service now.” Mark added.

Teddy felt the familiar mouth do the exact same routine it had felt for years now. All of a sudden it felt almost painful. Not that his mouth wasn’t he same but this disgust in the pit of his stomach. “Don’t do anything you might regret, learn to let it happen. It’s not the only completing a task you need to think about it’s whether the one who told you will be satisfied. Teddy began to writhe and grunt, “no disrespect please, you know you have to endure with manners now, don’t you?” they heard Mark ask. “It’s disgusting when you realize what you’re really doing, yes it is. What do we have to remember though? That you were shown to perform like this too. Yeah, both of you had your uncle pleasure themselves with you and now we see that we can be so much to people when we give all of ourselves with purpose.”