Still Thrilling

I'm an older, married, closeted guy who has been having anonymous sex with men for over forty years. With a couple of exceptions all of my sexual activity has taken place at bath houses, nude beaches and gay resorts. Besides the fact that these venues provide the opportunity for heart pounding sexual arousal I have always feared exposure and the complications that come with it. 

A typical encounter for me starts with an urge that builds to an obsession that can only be satisfied by a submissive, exhibitionist, sexual encounter. It has been this way with me for decades and has me in it's grip today. At the onset I get in the mood by shaving most of my body hair, picking out a pair of sexy underwear or panties to help make the mood and then I'm off to the Water Garden. 

Once there I can't get naked fast enough preferring to undress in the locker area where I can be seen by, hopefully, admiring horny men. After a quick shower I wear a cock ring which brings attention to my dick and I'm off to the pool area where, totally nude, I begin my search for a suitable partner. 

I prefer slender, older, circumcised guys with hairless private areas. My search generally ends in the play room where other guys looking for action congregate. I make no bones about why I am there and am very forward about it. When I connect there is usually some fondling, perhaps a kiss or two but it's not long before I am on my knees with a mouthful of cock. 

The erotic pleasure I get from doing this with an audience is intense, frequently after doing one guy I will do one of the spectators. Funny but until recently I have never swallowed but now I find that to be an added pleasure.

In a previous story I mentioned Robby who is the only man I ever had anal sex with and only one time. Having been around and sexually active during the HIV epidemic I avoided anal but I'm now eager to try a threesome with a man behind and another in my mouth. What a fantasy!

But all this will have to wait until we get a vaccine or a cure for COVID.