San Francisco

It was three months ago that my Partner, Carter Adams came home in an agitated state.  I knew immediately that something was bothering him but when I asked he just shut down and wouldn't talk to me. Each time I tried to find out what was bothering him.  I gave up and waited for him to talk to me. There's an old saying that applies here.

“Be careful what you ask for.”

Once he got started talking it all began to gush out of him.  It was like a Dam broke and it all gushed  out of him muck like a flood  breaking through a dam. Carter has a new love but he doesn't want to give up on us either (I/E  he wants half of every thing) everything)Carter tried coming home but I blocked him by changing the locks. time at Carter spends most of his time at the College Dorm where his new paramour now lives at his dorm room.  Then after getting his butt plowed by a teen ager, he tries to come home to me to get his butt plowed again.

He  admitted that he has had this secret secret lover for more than six months.  I was mad as hell.  During the time he was getting his butt reamed by his new College love then coming home to me and getting his butt fucked here as well.

The very idea of him fucking the new guy then coming to our home and begging me to fuck him in our bed made me physically ill. I sat in our living room staring at him.  Finally I stood, grabbed him by the collar of his coat and literally kicked him out the front door.

   A week later, Carter called and asked if we could talk.  I told him no.  I wasn't ready to

sell everything we own jut yet.

It was during this time that my company

selected four Robotic Engineers to attend a conference in San Francisco.     Four of our Senior Robotic Engineers were selected for the trip.  I left a message on my answering machine just to frustrate Carter.  

It wasn't until a few weeks later that I learned that Carter's new love is only 19 and in first year of college.  Carter is 32.

I'm Tucker Stephens, 30 years old and newly single, my partner of five years left me for a 19 year old kid in his first year of college.  

We'll sell the condo we bought and loved with the spectacular night time view of Lake Michigan.  After the disappointment and trauma of breaking up our five year relationship and, months of disappointment and sadness, my friends stepped in and made my life bearable again. I've been treated to countless dinners, movie nights and a even a few nights of Ice Skating at the  McCormick-Tribune Rink, downtown.

Much later I learned that my friends were tag teaming me, with dates for movies, live theater, the Second City comedy club. All things arranged to get me out and about and not sitting home alone dwelling on negative thoughts as well as the loss of my partner and mate.

My friends have most likely saved my life.  There were some terrible times and terrible thoughts running around in my head those first few days when I was completely alone.  My friends rallied around and made certain that I wasn't slipping into a deep depression.

I've learned that I'm stronger emotionally than I had realized, it's very possible that my former partner might possibly need more help than I do.  A soon to be 32 year old man falling for a 19 year old college student is really almost comical, but I truly wish him well.  

At a meeting this afternoon near our closing time  the CEO of our company told  four of us that we were being sent to a training seminar in San Francisco for eight days.  The announcement became even more surprising when we learned that we would have a weekend free.

Our CEO explained that the advances in Robotics accomplished by the four of us had

put our company at the forefront of robotic

development in the entire country

Our CEO came to our section and gave us our plane tickets and a pep talch before sending us off to the west coast for the eight days of training.  A perfect solution for one of our guys (me)  being down in the dumps about a lost love.

For reasons I didn't understand, our work seminar in San Francisco is scheduled to begin on a Wednesday morning and end the following Wednesday, plus we will have the Saturday and Sunday weekend on our own in Gay Man's paradise.  

After the California trip I'll begin my search for a new home here in Chicago, but for right now, I plan of having a great time in sunny California on this business trip

Following our Thursday afternoon training session I leafed through the Gay Guidebook I brought with me and found that there is a Adult Bookstore with film loops in and many with single rooms with glory holes galore, a few blocks east of our Hotel.  I've been celibate for more than three months and I need a release,.  

It was a brief walk from the hotel to P.J's Adult Book store.  On entering I was looking at magazines available to purchase and a huge selection of Boy Toys, many of which I had no clue as to what they were used for.

I purchased uh...ah...a challenging Dildo (challenging for me at least) and as I stood there admiring its length and girth and lifelike feel, I saw Colin Cooper, one of my co-workers on this trip emerge from the shadows of the movie machines into the brightly lit sales area.  

Seeing Colin, I quickly returned the Dildo to its bag just seconds before he came up to me. Seeing him almost made me laugh.  Colin looked like a guy who had just been fucked and was completely satisfied.  His clothes and hair were disheveled and he had a silly little grin on his face.  He stopped in his track when he saw me and he silly grin quickly disappeared

   I  stood  there watching him blush a deep red.  I was in a state of disbelief shock as Colin came toward me.  

“Uh...This is a major surprise Tucker.”  

Colin whispered as he leaned toward me.

“I've never had any clue that you would be interested in anyone or anything gay.  

“It's just one of many little secrets that I've kept to myself Colin.  President Baker knows my story and and up until a moment ago, he was the only one.”

“No worries here Tucker. I've always admired your work and to be truthful, I've admired you as well, but for completely different and purely selfish reasons. How about the two of us going to dinner tonight, just you and me without our co-workers around.  I'll get a recommendation on a restaurant from the Hotel's Concierge.”

I would be a complete imbecile to pass up this opportunity to get to know you better, Tucker.  You've been the star of more than a few fantasies of mine for longer than I care to remember.

It was my time to blush now.

I would very much like to go to dinner  with you Tucker and maybe we can get to know each other away from work.”  

“I'm very fortunate to have great friends Colin, but there's been no romance in my life for longer than I care to remember, and I do miss that.”  

 I found it odd that a man who looks as good as Colin would say that he has no romance in his life.  He is a very handsome man who commands attention whenever he enters a room.”

We each made our purchases and left  the adult Book store behind.  Back at our hotel we each went to our separate rooms to await going out for dinner.  Laying on the bed my thoughts were all about learning that the handsome and very sexy Colin Cooper is gay!

Colin seems as excited as I am knowing that there is a possibility that we have a chance to be good friends and get to know each other away from their workplace.

As I lay on the bed, with my hand and in my shorts I brought my cock to it's rigid state, there was a knock on my door.  I grabbed the hotel bathrobe to hide my growing erection and opened the door.

Colin stood there smiling.

“I hope that I'm not intruding Tucker, but since our meeting at the Adult Book Store I can't get you out of my mind.”

“Hmm, I'll take that as a compliment Colin.  I was lying here on the bed thinking about you as well.  It's only 4:00 PM, want to get out of this hotel and see the sights?  Golden Gate Park and the Palace of Fine Arts, built in 1915 are only a short bus ride away.  

We took the sight seeing tour bus to Golden Gate Park and the Palace of Fine Arts. It was a very nice afternoon and I enjoyed Colin's company immensely.  Both of us excited to be with each other.”

It was after six PM when we returned to our hotel.  I was back in my room but wishing I was in his room with him.  I've had a very strong urge to hug and kiss Colin all afternoon.  I suppressed the urge, knowing it was much to soon for intimacy on any level as yet.  But I am excited to find someone so simpatico.

At 6' 3”, Colin played as the point guard on  his College Basketball team and ran with the track team his last two years in college.  His Dad is a stock broker with Merrill Lynch and his Mom is the CEO for United Way   He's only had one brief affair that lasted less than a week.  

His sexual activity has been limited to very short one or two night stands.  He says that his greatest wish is to be partnered with the love of his life in a caring, and committed relationship.  Our ideals and goals are the same.

My story is very similar to Colin's with the exception of  the failed relationship with Carter. Colin and I are learning that we have much more in common than either of us had hoped for.  At 7:30 the Hotel Limo took us to the restaurant recommended by our hotels  concierge.  We were both dressed in suits and ties and looked every bit the serious business men.  Colin and I were so into each other I don't remember what we had for dinner.  I find that I'm completely captivated by Colin Cooper.

Back in my hotel room we opened the doors to the tiny balcony that just barely accommodates two chairs.  We talked and admired the ocean view from the twenty first floor. The Sun setting on the Pacific Ocean was a spectacular backdrop for Colin and I to tell each other stories about our growing up and our families.

Over the weekend we stayed mostly by the Hotel pool and drank cocktails most of the afternoon. Becoming more friendly with each round of cocktails by poolside. We had to steady each other as we made our way back to my room.  

We both felt the liquor and were soon sleeping quietly.  It was three hours before either of us would wake.  Colin spooned up to my back and his hard cock nestled perfectly between my butt cheeks.  It felt so good to have him hold me that way.  

Once he  stirred and pressed closer against me I couldn't help it, I turned to face him and he covered my lips with his.  

Face to face and belly to belly, Colin's tongue met mine as our kiss obliterated any reserve I might have tied to maintain toward Colin Cooper.  I want him, all of him.  There was even a moment of panic when I thought that he could leave me here wanting him, needing him, needing all of him.  

DAMN!  What if he doesn't like the way I kiss or maybe he's just not that into me.  It isn't fair...I want him so much it hurts.  What will I do if he doesn't want me.  Fuck!  How can I be this messed up so soon?

I knew I had to calm down and not let myself get so worked up over something I have no control over.  I really like him.  Although we're not together as a couple but I've felt more  in tune with him in three days than any one I've been with in the past couple of years.

On Monday our training resumed.  We shared a table with the other two colleagues from our office. Both of them raved about the training sessions as well as the food and hotel accommodations.  

Like most good things, our time in paradise came to an end.  Our plane fare was booked for our return to O'Hare airport at 7:00 PM.  We we deplaned and left the terminal, bracing ourselves against the frigid wind off of Lake Michigan.  

During the cab ride from O'Hare to my condo, I told Colin that I would very much like to spend more time with him.  We've learned a lot about each other but I'm sure that there is much more to learn.  

This trip will not be the end of us Colin, to the contrary, I see it as a new beginning for both of us.  Once we were inside my condo Colin wrapped his arms around me and kissed me tenderly.  

“I want us to spend the night here Tucker. I want to be with you, I don't want to sleep alone anymore.  I want our bodies together, I want to make love with you. It doesn't matter where as long as we are together.  The week just passed was only a prelude Tucker.  This is our beginning, Tucker, You and Me...we start now! It's the beginning of us.”

A week ago I was excited about a trip to California.  Tonight I'm excited beyond belief at the possibilities ahead for us.  It's only been ten days but I'm certain that Colin is the man for me.

“Come, lie down with me, I want to feel your  body against mine.  I can feel it Colin, I know that we will be good to each other and great together.”  

After a few moments the talking stopped and the loving began.  I stripped out of my underwear and lay on the bed naked.  As I watched Colin removing his under clothes my erection rose before me. Colin made a funny sound when he saw my erect cock.

“Jeez, Tucker...you smaller guys are full of surprises.  Your cock is going to be a tight fit no matter where we decide to put it.  That thing has to be more than eight inches and it's so thick!  Maybe I can stretch you out a bit with that big dildo you  tried to hide from me at the adult book store in California.  

Reaching down, I took Colin's thickening cock in my hand.

“That dildo can stay in it's bag for a while Tucker.  Right now I want the real thing.  I want you inside me, fuck me Colin, make us one.”

It took three tries with patience and tons of lube,  but on the fourth try, Tucker's fat eight inch cock slipped inside Colin for the first time.

Ohmigod...you're so big! Go easy  You're big cock fills me Tucker, you're inside me go easy babe, I've never tried to get so much cock in me before.  Go slow...let me get used to being so full.  I love your big cock in me.

“Ahh...that's better...Jeez, I love that big cock of yours do it faster...Tucker...Oh shit...here it comes...I'm gonna cum...ARGH!!! Oh yeah...that's it Tucker.  Ohmigod you feel so good in me. Yeah..fuck me with that huge dick of yours, give it to me Tucker.  I Can take it. I love it.  Nothing has ever felt like this, you're my Tucker Fucker...  I'm Tucker Fucked

“OH JEEZ!!!  Harder Tucker, fuck me, fill my butt with all of your big fat cock. Yeah...ride me Tucker, ride my dick.

“Ohmigod...fuck it...fuck it...fuck it...good! babe...fuck me. ”

“You've ruined me me Tucker, no one else will ever do...FUCK ME TUCKER...here it comes...I'm gonna squirt baby...aah JEEZ!

I'M CUMMING...ARGH ARGGGGH!

Completely spent both Tucker and Colin were sound asleep after such a bone jarring

orgasm.

It was dark outside when Tucker woke.  Turning his head he saw that Colin was still sleeping. Seeing Colin's handsome face at rest sent a shiver through Tucker's body.  He knew that the orgasm they had experienced was something special.  

Too special to be a one and done deal.  There were remembered feelings trying to escape into the room about them.  Memories of loving and being loved, that Tucker thought to be gone from his life forever.  But here they were again. Tucker smiled to himself at the realization.  He remembers how wonderful new love feels.

The anticipation of seeing each other after thinking about him all day at work, the joy of their sexual appetite for each other, the pure bliss I feel that him when he walks into a room.  Then he knew...

“It's Colin...he makes me feel this way...I never dreamed that I would find love again

but it's here.  I can hardly wait until he walks in the door.

Then it happened, Colin came in the door removing his clothing as he grabbed Tucked into a bear hug.  They kissed, long and sensual until their erections took up too much space between them.

“The bed, Tucker...lie on the bed.:

Tucker lay face down while Colin massaged his shoulders, moving slowly down Tucker's back until he reached the rise of tucker's perfectly round little butt.  Time stood still as Colin kept massaging Tucker's little bubble butt. With a hand on each butt cheek, Colin gently spread Tucker's butt and quickly pushed his tongue into that wrinkled orifice making Tucker scream from pure pleasure.

Rising a bit to look back over his shoulder , Tucker reached back and pulled Colin's face and tongue inside Tucker's butt, making him moan in delight again. When Tucker began to beg to be fucked...He reached back, and put his hand on the back of Colin's head and pulled his face deeper into his butt, a muffled scream came from deep inside Tucker.

Colin pushed Tucker's thighs onto his chest and positioned his cock at Tucker's opening.

Colin let out a long and rugged sigh. As he sank into the depths of his lovers butt.  He felt the oneness that they shared, that special feeling that only comes when carnal lust is mingled acts of love and a a monumental orgasm

Rising up on his knees, Colin speared tucker's butt to the mattress with his tongue r to the mattress.  Colin felt the first beginnings, the distant tingle rising i  his testicles.  

Tucker is lost to the pending orgasm, bracing himself for what he knows is to come.  Their white hot orgasm floods

their minds and bodies.  

In a blaze of white hot light they cling to each other as they share the most intimate act of love.  The male to male orgasm.

A wonderful end.