Real story of my teenage sexual life

This is the first time I’m writing such a story about myself.

Firstly I just turned 22 years old, (M). I can say that I’m very experienced in my sexual life. When I was younger I used to hang out with the other guys in my neighborhood they were older than me 6-7 years. We used to skate & play football. One day we were chilling in the room at one of the guy's houses and they put adult movie it was the first time I saw this kind of stuff, and they laughed when they saw my reaction because I was shocked but I liked it. So the next day again the same thing but this time they told me that they were about to masturbate and I told them I have never done it and I don’t know about it. So they told me to watch them and do the same. I did and it felt Satisfying and good. After that day I was watching adult movies on my own as well. 

The new guys in the neighborhood.

I used to always be a social person and one day I went to one of these schools where everyone used to skate there in the afternoon, one guy approached me and he was older than me, he was one the best skaters in the area and as he approached me I took my chance and ask him to teach me better tricks. After around 2 weeks I went to one new spot of skaters and I saw the same guy and I stayed for many hours there so after that everybody left and he said stay here if you want, I will stay here. We were chilling in one abandoned house and It was getting darker and he asked me if I ever masturbated, I said YEAH and it felt so good!! He said with a smile, well do you wanna try it together?  So he had adult movies downloaded on his phone, I was shocked and I told him wow I watch sometimes alone. He took out his dick and it was 22cm! I was shocked and surprised at how BIG it was! He smiled and said it’s big right? And I told him  YEAH! Then he said take your dick out and start masturbating, so I did! I saw him cumming so much and I was nervous because I wasn’t able to cum at this age. He asked me to do it again sometime. And I said yes why not?! After 2 weeks we were there again the two of us and he asked me to try it again. I told him well, yeah.. sure.. he gently asked me if I want to touch his dick and feel how it is, my heart started to beat quicker and I felt nervous and shy! I said yea let’s try it. I touched it and it felt weird but It was okay. He asked me how do you feel and I told him “I don’t know” and I laughed nervously, he told me to play with it if I want, and I said okay why not.. he was moaning a bit and then I felt his hand grabbing my dick and it felt so GOOD! Then after 5 minutes he moved his hand to my ass, and then I realized he was trying to put his fingers in my asshole, well to be honest my face was red and he spit on his fingers and he insert one finger into my asshole, I felt pain and I screamed and he told me it’s okay don't worry. He then asked me to try licking his giant dick, I was so so horny and I did it without thinking, he again begun insert his finger in my asshole and I was moaning also. He was close to cum and he pushed my head down and he told me he was about to cum. He came everywhere and I was shocked, it reminded me that adult movies. He asked me if I liked it and I couldn’t lie, it felt good! 

One year later (first sex) 

I was flirting with every single girl in my school so there was one Australian girl who was older than me by 2 years I had my first sex with her! Then we started dating so we were fucking a lot! I was addicted to sex, and after one year she moved back to her country so I was single! The big guy (skater) with whom we had done the previous stuff together approached me in one skate event and he asked me if I missed what we had done, I laughed and told him “haha yeah” and he told me to let’s go somewhere else after if you want, my mind straight up thought that he will probably want to do the same, I brought him in one cottage house that my family used to own, and he was surprised that we went there, we went to the bed and he immediately started getting undressed, I felt shy and nervous again and I told myself that we’ll just play alone, no touching each other. So we laid back and put on one adult movie and I started masturbating and he started also to do the same, he asked me if he can touch my dick and I told him it’s just my small dick, yours is 5x bigger why? And he told me don’t be nervous I just wanna touch it, so I let him both hands were empty and I felt awkward, so with his other hand gently grabbed my hand and slowly moved it towards his gigantic horny dick, I don’t know but I couldn’t control myself so I touched his dick again and started playing with it... I was so so horny again and without realizing it I felt his hand around my ass and playing with it, he moved my body in a position so he could insert his fingers in.. so he did! After a while, he asked me to do you wanna try to be fucked..? I told him, NO! What do you mean? I’m not gay!! And he told me to calm down and relax.. just to try it why not. I was nervous and I felt so weird, how can my asshole endure that 22cm dick?! I was horny and then I told him fuck it let’s try it but be gentle PLEASE! He said I’m experienced I know.. he spit on his fingers and fingered my asshole.. then I felt his dick in my asshole.. no possible I told him... it’s way too big! He told me to relax and try to enjoy it! I was at fours and he pushed his dick in and I felt so much pain... I told him to stop! I can’t take it! we stopped that day and after 2 weeks we tried the same but that time I was a bit prepared, I was fingering myself at home! Every time I was seeing that giant dick it felt so good and exciting! He tried again to fuck me and his 1/4 was in but I was crying from the pain.. he told me it was happening.. breathe! Half of his dick was in and it felt soo so good! After that, he was about to cum and I wanted to taste it so I told him to cum to my nipples and I got with my hands and tasted it..! It was okay. He told me how you wanted to be fucked! I felt like a slut but anyway! After one month I was with the other guys in my neighborhood and I was with one of the guys. We started watching porn and I don’t know how it happened but we ended up in the bathroom together and he tried to fuck me on the toilet seat. I was so confused about how that happened. I didn’t want this to happen because I will be like a real slut after! His dick was average size and I didn’t like it though! It was weird for me! Haha! I was fucking around girls, and for me it was easy, I don't know! I have been with many girls in my teenage life! And after 2 years I kinda missed getting fucked! So I called the old skater boy after a long long time! He somehow understood that I wanna get fucked and we fucked real good in the car! From a young age, I was always in love with BIG dicks! And for some reason BLACK, I’ve tried once black dick and I cried from pain! Anyway now I’m open to trying everything and at the end of the day, life is short! I live with my rules and I’m happy;) 

Thank you for reading my story! I’m not that good a writer but it’s a brief of my teenage life!