Mr. Stoic

I felt my face turn red.

He said that. He really said that. This straight guy i met actually said he liked me. I am THE most luckiest man alive. Who else gets to hear that from the dude they've had a crush on for months. 

I was drunk, so i just smiled. 

"Damn, you could tell i liked you huh?" 

"Yeah, haha, only a lot.

I'm a real affectionate guy, i hope its ok if i put my hand on you"

He put his hand behind my neck as he began to rub my back. 

In the middle of this straight bar full of scary looking dude, my back was being caressed by the meanest looking one. 

He smiled and stood in front of me. Held me close and said "You don't have to sleep on the couch tonight, you can sleep in my bed with me if you'd like that" 

That. Of course i would. Why in hell would i say no. The alcohol hit so hard. i think i teared up. 

His brother's girl walked up and it was her first time learning about Trent not being straight. She smiled and was angry he didn't tell her. Then she smiled at me and made small talk as Trent talked with their third roommate who had no clue. 

He took me outside and smoked a cigarette while holding me under his arm. The weight and beefiness of his arm kept me grounded. As he first kissed me on my forehead i began to blush again before some hoodrat interrupted this moment. 

"WHAT?! NO! him?!?!" She was really drunk but also more surprised. He gave her a dirty look then held me in for a hug. He smelled so perfect. Manly, and some oldspice deodorant. He held me and leaned in. I was stuck between the wall and this man of a man and He was mine. I was in His arms and noone had him but me. He kissed me. i buried my face in his chest afterward. 

The night continued, I got to know his brother and his girlfriend. Also met their roommate. We played pool. I held back a lot. I didn't want to come off as arrogant. and the liquor helped. eventually we made it back to their place. Trent let me borrow some of his basketball shorts. I started to get hard hoping they were used. We all piled on their couch and played video games. They tore it up, i gave up rather quickly. The roommate referred to me as "the boyfriend" but i think it was sarcastically. 

Eventually...finally we headed off to bed. 

He told me where i could sleep. Helped me out of my tshirt and threw his blanket on me. His body is so big and hairy. His broad shoulders and chest are covered in hair that followed down his belly and legs. I got hard right away. I hid it though. He jumped in bed and immediately pulled me close to his chest. kissed my head and said " i think youre really special and im glad youre hear with me right now" I kissed him so hard i think i hurt him. He smelled of whiskey and those cigarettes with the indian on them. I was in heaven. Then he cleared his throat and said " i really like you, but im drunk and stoned, will you be ok if we wait until morning to do more than just sleep together" I agreed. he still felt me up. and i touched him everywhere. His body was perennially scruffy and i couldnt get enough of it. Left nipple is pierced, noted, also sensitive. I reached for his dick and it wasnt hard at all. He said he probably had whiskey dick. before i could retort he kissed me and grabbed my throbbing dick. "youre probably hung, i mean youre super thick" he then pushed himself up and put his lips on my uncut dick and slid it in his mouth. To be honest it felt odd. Not him, this situation. I thought i was in some alien ship living out a projected fantasy and no. It was real. after a quick minute he laid back down next to me and held me close as he fell asleep. His arm on my chest and his hand on my neck. the weight alone carried me off to sleep. I did wake up often and tried to get things started. that ticked him off a bit.