Now it was about my bisexual tendency’s

I have been bisexual before I meet her. She laid her bisexuality bare we got together with couples and she enjoyed herself with another woman. She shared her bisexuality with me I got her comfortable with her desires and fantasies. In some ways, I wanted to share my bisexuality with her. It was something I was never comfortable with myself.  The thought of her seeing me sucking a dick. Or her ever seeing me getting fucked with a dick in my ass and enjoying it.  I thought and decided not to ever tell her or her to see it.  It was more about my discomfort about it myself.

I was laid off looking for a job all morning. I got so fed up I was going to do something had not done In years. I wanted to go suck a dick.  I went to an adult book store. There were not even glory holes back then.  It was just a booth padded bench seat with a big screen.  I pulled up parked had not been there in years.  Went in got tokens went in booth put tokens in started jagging off.  The door cracked open bit he looks in said can I come in? I said sure. We were both jagging off watching the porn. Then he gets on his knees starts sucking me.

I was enjoying it he was a real cocksucker sucked my dick passionately.  I wanted we bearly got on padded set 69ing felt so good to suck a dick again. In some ways, I hate to admit to myself but mostly to others, I am a real cocksucker. I love sucking dick. I have a  fetish for hairless tight smooth balls.  I love balls. We were getting into sucking each other off stopping to put tokens in. We were both running out of tokens. I get this bright idea think she won't be home for hours. I suggest we go to my house. He follows me we both park.

We walk in not 10 feet from the door take our clothes off. We get on the floor start sucking each other 69ing. He had a sweet dick long slender slight curve.  Hesucking I had not got my dick sucked like that in a long time. We were enjoying ourselves.  I wanted to time cum  both of us at the same time in each other's mouths.  We were in sync sucking each other's dicks.

The door opens she is standing there I did not even have time to take his dick out of my mouth. She is standing there big bird her mouth hanging open looking right at me had a dick in my mouth. Me and him, not 10 feet from the door on the floor both naked sucking each other off. Think like what am I suppose to say this is not what it looks like? I was busted looking at me with a  dick in my mouth. Now she knows I am a cocksucker. I stopped for like 40 seconds.  Thought why stop she still standing there big bird staring mouth hanging open.

Not only she walks in and sees me sucking a dick he is black I mean black. She still standing looking not a word. I would felt better if she started screaming. The silence was excruciating. I said fuck it start pumping his dick moving my head up and down on it. I looked up still standing there. I motioned her down.  I pulled his dick out of my mouth pointed it at her she started sucking it. I went down licking kissing his balls. I love balls his perfect no hair tight sure she has seen me making love to his balls not care at that point. Came up she pulled his dick out of her mouth pointed it at me as I did to her. We both start licking it we both licking his dick head looking into the eyes of each other her eyes lit up. I started feeling at ease both of us sucking it taking turns.

We both sucked his dick with the same enthusiasm. I do have a bit of like for black dicks. Thought well we had that in common watching her. Figured almost relieved she knew I was a cocksucker. So then she on her back he was eating her pussy. He had the most beautiful round jet black ass. It was up high.  It was an open invite put my dick in his ass.  She is looking up watching me fucking his nice ass.  His face buried in her pussy tearing it up. She looking watching me pound his nice black ass.  Her legs go up to watch her toes curl.  Said to him you rang her bell. He says we rang her bell. She was smiling not a word till then was exchanged between any of us.

Then days weeks never spoke of it. One day out of the blue asks me do you prefer black dicks?  I said not really but not turn down. I did not want to say yes I love big black dicks. Started talking about how much she enjoyed it. She asked me about anal. If I had ever done it. Thought I could make this special for her.  I told her no I never did that. Started talking to her about how much she loved me fucking her in the ass. She was one of the few women that had ever asked for it wanted it. 

She started telling me how good anal felt and saying I would love it. I would put my dick head in her ass she would say stop want to relax.  She explained that to me saying when it first goes in stop relax get ready. Then she started going on about wanting to see me and participating in me getting fucked in my ass.  I was almost relieved I love getting fucked in the ass.  Never knew how or if I would ever tell her or if she would see.  I watched her with other women. It started to turn me on her watching participating in me getting buttfucked and her thinking it was my first time.

It took me time to get her to admit to herself and me she was bisexual. Longer to fulfill her desires in front of me. Now she was getting me ready to take a big dick up my ass for the first time? It got her so hot. Explaining how she wants to lube the dick lube my ass and spread my cheeks. How she would guide it in my ass. How she would say when how fast and hard for me to get fucked.  She had this all worked out. She was my you're going to get buttfucked coach. She had it all planned out. 

She started telling me how she would lube his dick and my ass. How she would spread my cheeks guide it in. The how she wanted to get under me on all fours sucking my dick see a dick going in out my ass. She was really into it. It was almost funny. I wanted as much or more than she did. One day she comes walking out strap on. I at her looked like WTF? I looked at her.  She was walking around this strap-on on walking acting like me. She got the power I bust out laughing said take that back to the store. Brought to mind a psychology class discussion was about penis envy in women. I dismissed it but after that, I wondered. I figured think better to let this happen for her.

Me as well.  I thought well she seemed comfortable with the black guy. Knew one asked if he would go along with this. We got together now and then big loved it in my ass. So I told her we're going to do this she got excited.  Told her would be back and do it. She had the lube ready it was sort of sweet.  So came in I started sucking it she came over helping. He was big we were both on it. She seemed to have no discomfort that he was black. 

Then she like coach calling shots now.  Lubed up his dick I got on all fours she spread my ass cheeks and like she said guided it in. His dick head went in says stop let him relax. He puts it in she says just a bit squeezing my ass. Then asks me are you comfortable said ya. She says fuck him good. Gets under sucking my dick. She starts talking says you like this big dick in your ass? I said know I love it. Asks does it feel good? I said no it feels great. She says see I told you that you would like it. Told her I want it harder faster. Tells him fuck him harder faster. Knew she would like that.

Then she crawls out from under me. Squeezing my ass. Tells him to pull it out then put it back in she would guide it. New to me it felt good I mean good. He was pulling it out then putting it back in all the way. She looked at me evil look says you like that, don’t you?  I said faster harder.  She had me going. Pulled it out completely then put it in deep smack my ass hard OMG felt so good.  It was an overwhelming feeling to wonder how she had come up with that?

I had just got a good butt fucking resting she is now giving orders. I was like WTF? She had him bent over lubing up his ass slapping his ass saying what do you want? He goes along with her says I want a dick in my ass. Was not part of my plan I start fucking him. She on him you like that dick in your ass don’t you?  He says I love it. I fucked  the hell out of him. Ordering me to suck this dick you know you love it want it. Wheels coming off the wagon.

She on it tells me to get up on bed put my ass up high. I did it. She grabs him by his dick saying lick it kiss it you know you love this big black dick. I did. She is out of control all fired up enjoying this. She was ordering him around I bust out laughing he was getting into it. She spreading my ass saying put it in. I was on my hand's knees she spreading my ass again.  His dick goes in saying fuck him good fuck him hard. He did too.

Like WTF? She was supposed to observe.  Now it is her show. I did not believe I fucked him. Never did that she had him say he wanted it and hard and fast. This was funny. In a good way. She got him fucking me in the ass again slapping his ass saying faster harder. He is too I mean pounding the hell out of my ass I loved it. She pulls my dick out of her mouth says fuck him harder. I looked back at him said who the fuck put the quarter in you?  He says you did asshole. We all but out laughing.  It was fun she surprised me.

I used to go to the bathhouse. She would ask how was your trip to the bathhouse? In actuality, I fucked a couple of guys sucked 6 dicks got buttfucked in swing. Not tell her. She asked once I told her big mistake said I fucked two guys sucked 5 dicks and got fucked on the floor in my room and once in the swing. Not sure what she would say. Says glad you had a good time. I would get crabby get upset things should not have just get in a horrible mood sometimes.

She said I want to talk to you. Sit at the table ask what? Worried wondering what's going on. She puts her hand on my arm says you've been grouchy I think you should go to the bathhouse get a big dick in your ass fuck a few guys suck some dicks.I got so fuckin mad. Said I should have never told you about what went on at the bathhouse I was yelling mad. I am angry about many things and now another you saying thinking a stiff dick up my ass or sucking a few dick and fucking some guys is going to cure me. I am angry about shit lots of stuff is getting on my nerves and you thinking I need a dick in my ass making it worst.  I was ready for a straight jacket.

So I get out of there trying to calm down not want to say anything regret. Riding buses then get on train walk platform to platform train to train just thinking calming down.  The hear stop its bathhouse stop. I figure I am here why not. Get out it open 24 hours its late guy asks where you been. Said rather not talk about it. It's deserted glad just wanted to lay down in my room sleep.  Get to my room guy walks up out shadow butt naked nice dick. He Asks how you doing. Said ok asks if he can come in. Said sure. Turn TV on always gay porn. We are both jagging off. I attack his dick sucking licking kissing his balls. I get up on the bed all fours say put it in spread my ass cheeks wide.

He starts fucking me in the ass OMG it felt so good. Lay down again sucking his dick he sucking mine. I stand up to spread my ass cheeks I wanted to be fucked in the ass standing up. He was pounding the hell out of my ass the slapping sounds it felt so good. In moring got on the train thinking about him fucking the hell out of me and me sucking his dick. Thinking about our stupid argument it was more me just ranting she just sat there. I hated to admit it she was right. Figured called off work got off the train got on one went back.  The room was still good I got fucked like 3 more times sucked few dicks fucked4 guys in their rooms.  I went home hugged her explained she said see I was right. Embarrassed