Here we go again

Hey guys. Sorry, I take wayyy too long. Uh, well here you go. Thought I was gonna finish, but I changed it a few billion times, all to have it revert back to its original short self. But whatever, the next one will be faster for you guys.

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"It was you!" Caleb glared at Kelsey so hard, if looks could kill she'd be dead 3 times over. He walked over heavily, and I could see the anger in his eyes. He wouldn't touch Kelsey. He would never do that. Not a girl.

"Caleb, stop." I said to him, but he broke through my words and confronted Kelsey.

"What the hell is wrong with you? You don't fucking go around telling people I 'kidnapped' Alex, and on top of that tell his little boyfriend!" He yelled at Kelsey, practically shouting her out of her shoes. She stood there with her arms crossed, waiting for the stud to stop, while I stood Idly by. I looked on helplessly, and I couldn't do much but stare. When Caleb finally had to take a breath, Kelsey said something that surprised us both.

"I apologize Caleb. I didn't mean to cause all of this. I realize you're his friend now too, but I was just worried." She shifted her position and waited for a reply, but instead, Caleb turned to me. I looked at him with a raised eyebrow. I guess he understood that I loved Kelsey, and he wouldn't do that to me. I shook his gaze off and walked towards her. She took me in her arms and I could've sworn I heard her sniffle. I pulled my mouth away from her shoulder just enough to mutter a few soft words.

"It's Alright." I hugged her again, but she pushed me away soon after. She stared at me through slimmed eyelids.

"Allergies, Alexander." I chuckled a bit, I knew she wouldn't own up to crying. I hugged her again and I went and stood next to Caleb. She looked both of us up and down. "You guys are cute." She said. It took me aback. I looked at Caleb and brushed my shirt off, making a natural distraction for my attention. He coughed loudly, but he didn't make any attempt to fight back against the bold statement. We stood staring at each other, until Kelsey looked behind her at the school. "We need to go." She pointed with her thumb towards the doors. I nodded and threw a clumsy 'C'mon' in Caleb's direction. He started forward and caught up with us. I realized that if there were any time to get answers, now would be that time. I let Kelsey walk ahead of us, because I needed to talk to Caleb asap. I fell back a bit more and tapped him with the back of my finger. He stood still and waited.

"Well?" He said in his deep voice. It shook my insides.

"Uh. I just want to know, what- fuck. I don't know Caleb. You've been acting different for a while now. You're not so distant, physically, anymore. We hug, we talk about things. We slept in the same bed last night for fuck sake! I mean, I don't know what is going on at this point. And I just want to know why you're acting so different." I sighed, feeling the tons of pressure and stress flee my shoulders. He stood rigid. In the distance I heard Kelsey yell something along the lines of hurry up, and Caleb started walking. "Hey!" I yelled at him, and grabbed him by his sleeve, he turned around and stared at me unbelievably hard.

"You don't understand." He said simply, making my mind race faster than it already was.

"Tell me then! Tell me, and I'll learn to understand!" I shouted at him, holding back my tears. Caleb just turned away.

"School." He said, as if he cared about it.

"Fuck school Caleb! Tell me what the hell is going on."

He whipped around again, and gripped my arms and pulled me into his figure. "I can't." He whispered. But before I could ask about anything, he pressed his lips against mine. I froze, despite my hot blood running to my cock and head. I felt around for his torso, and pulled him closer, but he stopped, and pushed me away from him. He stared right through me. Kelsey yelled again, and this time, I'm pretty sure it was a cheer. I hate her. I closed my eyes and sighed. At this point in time I couldn't care less about how his feelings for me became real, or the fact that he was gay, I just wanted him to kiss me again. He looked at me and cracked a joke without a smile. "Fuck school." He said, while hugging me again. When he let go, I staggered back. All of this was too much. I looked at his eyes, and could already tell that he was planning the rest of our day out.

"How could you..."

"Change so quick?" He answered for me. "It wasn't a change. I've always had these feelings. And no, I'm not gonna explain myself because you already love me. So now we can actually be together." My jaw dropped. He really was skipping ahead. I couldn't tell if I liked it, or was scared.

"Caleb, I don't even know." I said slowly, trying not to hurt him.

"Yeah you do." He said calmly. I get it. He was forcing me into the relationship. He didn't want to lose me now that he had me. He grabbed my arm and we walked back to the car. Kelsey didn't say another word.

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He threw his phone at the couch, and hopped over the back, landing with a small grunt. He patted the tiny space beside him. I felt like we'd been together for years. Such a natural, and simple gesture, but at the same time...

"Caleb, we can't just do this." I said loudly, answering his gesture.

"Do what babe?" That hit me.

"Babe? What the hell are you talking about? We're not going out Caleb! I don't even know how this happened or what you're going through! You haven't explained anything to me and you already want a relationship!" I yelled at him, finally getting these questions off my mind. I could hear him breathing unsteadily. What the fuck did I just do.

"Come here." He muttered, while sitting up. I sat in front of him and he grabbed my arms just like earlier. He looked at me, and the eye contact was almost painful. "I don't know how to explain it. I just want you so bad that, I don't feel like going through the regular motions of being in a relationship. I want it to feel like we've been together forever. Now that I have you, I just. I don't know." The words dropped from his mouth slowly, evenly, calmly. Did I love him back? He sniffed. Oh fuck. "Alex, I've wanted you for so long. Since as long as I can remember I've always filled the hole up inside of me with random school sluts and shit like that. All I really needed was you. I've kept these feelings in for years. This love, and lust. Now I can use it in a relationship with you! The guy I've loved forever. I need you."

My mouth was sealed shut. The emotion from his words was so strong, it tore my heart apart. I did love him. I knew I did. So why wouldn't I let him love me back?

"I just want to love you. I don't want you to get hurt anymore. By anyone. After all these years I've been doing to you, what I'm promising not to do now. And I'm sorry. I love you, and that's all I want back. I don't care if you or anyone thinks this is too quick. We know each other well enough now." He said boldly, almost demandingly. I leaned into his body and hugged him hard.

"I love you too." He sighed heavily, and kissed me on my neck. It sent an icy chill sprinting down my spine. I pulled his head off my shoulder and kissed him. I felt his tongue part my lips and explore my mouth. The contact got me hard. I couldn't believe that my trust with him came so easily. When he pulled away he didn't come back in for another kiss, he just kinda sat with his mouth slightly open. I laughed.

"You look retarded." A smile crept across his lips as he pushed me back against the couch and forced his lips against mine again.

"Not sure how many times I'm gonna say this but I love you." He breathed into my mouth. I pulled him in, kissed him, then pushed him back. He snuck his icy hands up my shirt, and pulled on my right nipple.

"Oh! Fuck!" I shouted, while jumping back, and Caleb sat there dying, hands still pressed against my chest. He lifted my shirt up and stretched it behind my neck. He looked up at me, his eyes slimmed, matching his devious smile perfectly.

"You know I stare at this perfection in the locker room." He breathed onto my chest. I shook slightly.

"You're funny." I said while wrapping my arms around his neck. He laid down on my chest and I could feel my hard on pressing against his stomach. He looked up at me and smiled wide.

"Only if you'll let me." He stared at me hard.

"Well Seth did it." I immediately froze in place as soon as I uttered the words. Caleb sat up, and got up off of the couch, very slowly. "Caleb! I'm sorry, I completely forgot, it's just, you had me so wrapped up with you! I-"

"Do you have feelings for him?" He said, surprisingly smooth.

"No- I-"

"Do you have feelings for him." He asked again, his form beginning to shake very slightly. I stared up at him, terrified of what would happen if this went wrong. "Honesty, Alex. I already promised I won't hurt you, and I won't make you love me." I looked down and said a few soft words. Caleb grabbed me under my arms and stood me up, staring through me again. His look said it all. I couldn't lie to him like this.

"Yes. But I love you t-"

"That's all I asked for. You can stay here if you want but I'm gonna go upstairs for a while." He said, trying to hide the emotion in his voice. I shouldn't chase after him. It would make it worse. Or at least that's what I thought. Despite my instinct I ran upstairs with him, and hugged him from behind, telling him I loved him over and over again.

"Just get off, Alex." He said angrily. I shook my head as I turned him to face me. "Please Alex. I'm sorry. I love you. I don't want to get hurt, so if you don't love me, just leave, because your killing me right now."

I kissed him and shook my head again. "I love you Caleb. I don't care about anything but you. I've had feeling for you for the longest time. Now that I'm with you, I don't want you to leave. So just trust me. I'll spend the night here with you." Then I smiled slightly. "In your bed." He laughed them kissed me again. He pushed me back a little. He was rough with his kisses, but I liked that. Maybe he'd be rough with other things too. We walked inside his room and went and layed back on the bed. I glanced quickly at the clock. "It's only ten."

"Early as hell, yeah I know. I'm going back to sleep, I'm tired." He said through his barely open mouth.

"Lazy, but whatever." He chuckled and looked at me. His face was so perfect.

"C'mon. It's too hot for that." He said, snapping me out of my daydream. I felt his hands slip up my shirt again, and I gasped a little at his soft touch against my chest. He peeled my shirt off of most of my torso, then stopped to look at me. Impatient, I took my shirt off myself, then nodded at him. Almost immediately, he reacted, tearing his shirt off also. I forgot he'd never done this before. He was obviously excited, hence the outline of his monster snaking down his leg. He hugged me, and he made a sharp intake of air. "Holy fuck. That feels good." He said, smiling ear to ear.

"Glad to know I'm so comfortable." I whispered, a small smile glued to my face. I pushed him down on the bed, and laid my head on his chest. I could hear and feel, his strong heartbeat. He folded his arms behind his head and closed his eyes. He slowed his breathing down for me, and in a while, I could hear his light breaths of sleep. He was so peaceful. I put my hand on his stomach and massaged it gently. Enough for him to feel it through sleep, but not to wake him up.

I half panicked when my phone started to ring, not wanting to wake him up. I quickly punched my pocket, and miraculously, it picked up. I slid it out and held it against my ear, not checking to see who it was.

"Alex?" I heard a familiar voice say.

"Seth? Hey! Seth! Oh- shhh." I said quietly.

"What? Hey, listen I'm gonna be back in a while, I just was wondering why you never answered. You got me kinda scared. Are you still hanging with Caleb? You know I don't like you with him." His words hurt my heart. To hear someone talk about Caleb like he was bad hurt me too, now that I knew the real him.

"Yes I do, and he's different Seth." I said calmly. I could almost hear him rubbing his temples.

"Assholes don't change."

"Hey! Shush! Don't call him that. He's not an asshole. He's a good guy." I whispered angrily.

"Why do I have to be quiet? Who are you with that's sleeping? Or where are you?" Seth had never acted like this before.

"Seth just shut up! Why are you acting like this?" I snapped.

"Me shut up? What the hell is wrong with you? I'm trying to stay by my parents side a billion miles away, I'm under a ton of stress, your hanging out with some asshole I don't like, and worst of all I'd the fact that I love you!" I froze.

"W-what?" I stuttered. I couldn't tell if be was serious, or if it was just a friendly I love you.

"Nothing." He said with a large sigh. "You know, you're different. And I don't know what you're doing or going through, but we need to talk when I get back." He said quickly. I replied with an unidentifiable noise, and he hung up. I clicked end and then the lock button carefully. I turned my head ever so slowly to see if Caleb was still awake, but what I saw chilled me to my bones, and hurt me bad. Caleb was laying there, eyes slimmed, biting his bottom lip. I've never seen him like this. His eyes were glassy, glazed over with tears. I began to say sorry, but he shook his head slowly. I sat myself up and forced my lips against his, but he didn't resist. This was the only thing that I knew for a fact would calm him down. Even if I did have to go all the way.

"Stop it." He said quietly, with little resistance. I ignored him and slid my hand to his shoulders, and pulled him into me. I parted his soft lips with my tongue, and explored his mouth with it. He sat limp, unsure, and emotionally damaged. I kissed him harder, more passionate, I moaned softly into his mouth, and he wrapped his arms around my neck. He moaned deeply in response, and I pulled away to look at him for a quick second. His eyes were better now, but you could still see the disturbance in his emotion.

"I love you." I told him, as I began to kiss him again.

"I. Love. You. Too." He spouted between kisses. Feeling myself get hard, I figured that this was a good time as any would be, and un buttoned my shorts. I pulled them off awkwardly, and the big tent in my boxers throbbed slightly. I completely melted into his form, and pressed myself into his body. He moaned as he felt his cock rub against mine. Curiosity overcoming me, I unzipped his shorts, but he lashed a hand out towards mine. With my hand I a firm grip he slid back on the bed, making him out of reach, then let go. "It's just too soon." After everything he did today, now it's too soon? When I'm not thinking straight and all I want is him inside me, it's too soon? "I'm sorry, but everything you did with Seth changes the game. I still love you, but now I feel like, you would do this for anyone." I puffed out a large breath of air, then inhaled quickly.

"What? It sounds like you just called me a-"

"No! No. Alex, I know you're way better than that, and I was wrong for saying what I did, but you have feelings for Seth, and mine are outmatched." He said, his eyes looking down.

"I never said that. I never said my feelings for your are outmatched. I love you Caleb, always have, always will." I said hoping he would understand, and let us do this. "I don't care about what anyone thinks. I don't care if its too soon for someone else, it's not for us. Do whatever you want, I'll prove to you that I love you. Forget about everything else." It was near impossible to say, but I had to make him believe. "Forget about Seth." He looked at me in shock, but didn't say anything. Without a word, I climbed on top of him, and unzipped his shorts. His breathing was heavy, and his hands were wrapped around my arms, but I didn't care, I was doing this today. I found the hole in his boxers, and could barely fit his monster through. I gawked in awe at his hard cock, but attacked it right away. I slowly licked its shaft, and the amount of pre cum that dripped out was amazing. Caleb was shuddering fiercely with pleasure, and he was moaning deeply also. Every time my tongue got to the base of his head, another pool of precum would ooze over onto his cock. I took his cock in my hands and rubbed it slowly, using his pre for a type of lube. I looked at him but he was barely paying attention to me, just my mouth. His head was tossed back, and his mouth was open slightly. I slipped my mouth over his head, and slowly made my way down to about half of his cock. He moaned in response to every time I moved my mouth. "You know what I want you to do right?" I said, pulling back from his dick. He looked at me with wide eyes.

"You'll let me?" He questioned.

"I told you do whatever you want." I said back in a husky voice. His cock bobbed in front of me, as if it was answering my statement. "Come on, I'll show you." I said, and you could hear the air rushing from his lungs. I flipped myself over and motioned for him to come sit above me.

"Oh." He said, literally as if a light bulb went off in his head. I looked at him. "Condoms?" He said with a slight upward incline. He wasn't asking if I had them, because I know he did, he was asking if he should put one on.

"It doesn't matter." I told him.

"Babe-" he started. I pulled his head closer and kissed him multiple times.

"I don't give a fuck. I love you. Do whatever you want." I told him lovingly. He sat back, cock still hard as rock.

"Why do you feel like you need to do this? I know I was going fast, but this?" He said, a hint of distress in his voice. Doing this was making him trust me less. I sighed loudly, and waited for him to finish. "Babe I know you're doing this for me but, I just don't know."

"Why? Why Caleb? I just want you to understand that I love you." I said, pleadingly. He just stared at me with sad eyes. Before his cock got soft, I put my foot down. "Fuck that Caleb, we're doing this." He tried to say something but I 'shh'd' him. I reached my hand behind me and took a condom out of his pillow, and handed it to him and waited. His cock throbbed eagerly, and so did mine. I wanted him so bad. He broke open the condom wrapper, and slid it over his monster. He grabbed my cock and jacked it off slowly, as a calming effect for what was about to come I guess. Holding on to my dick still, he pressed the head of his cock against my hole. I moaned slightly.

"You ready?" He asked. I nodded quickly. With that, he popped his head inside, and slid his cock into me slowly. "Holy-" The farther he got, the louder I moaned, until he was all the way in. I squirmed under him, but he held me down under a strong grip.

"Holy fuck. Ah, fuck me already." I cried to him desperately. He slid his cock out and rammed it back inside me, sending a sexual sensation through both of us. "Ah! Fuck, Caleb!" He shook with pleasure, and I grabbed the covers around me.

"Ah, fuck Alex. Holy shit." He said, just babbling off words. He grabbed my dick again and slid his hand up and down it slowly. With every strike, he ran his cock inside me again, till it got quicker, and harder. He pressed his hands against my chest and fucked me for real. I yelled under him, and watched the precum drip off my cock, pooling into my stomach. I didn't need to jack off, he was basically fucking the cum out of me already. I grabbed onto his arms, and moaned in unison with his thrusts, if he kept going like this he was gonna make me cum.

"Ohh, motherfuck. Ha-harder. Caleb." I stuttered under him. His chest was pumping and I could feel him inside me, I felt so full. Oh fuck, I was getting really close. "Caleb, c'mon!" I told him desperately, he took my legs and hiked them up on his shoulders, and I could feel his cock push into me a few inches deeper. I yelled and he started fucking me again. He grabbed my cock and stroked it quickly, while moaning. I felt him shake, he couldn't keep it up for much longer. "Come on babe, y-you'll make it, just make me cum." I cried to him, and he fucked me harder, until I was on the brink of tears. It felt so fucking good. I could feel the pressure in my cock rise, and I had to cum so bad it hurt. With his last stroke, he hit a spot that drove me insane. I shot my load on top of my chest, and squirmed back and forth under him, feeling his cock rub against that spot again. He didn't stop fucking me, and I didn't stop cumming. Thick ropes were lined in various patterns across my chest, and a string went from my stomach to my dick head. It throbbed furiously, and I could hear Caleb getting louder. Before I noticed, his cock was pulled out, with the condom off, and he was jerking off over me. I leaned up the best I could and took his entire cock in my mouth. He grabbed my head and fucked my mouth forcefully. He moaned louder and louder, until I felt him shake, and I felt his cock throb, sending a thick rope of cum shooting to the back of my throat. I swallowed it down, and he kept going, and kept going. He completely real eased inside my mouth, and you could see the cum drip from my mouth. He pulled out and held his cock in front of me, staring down at me In amazement. I swallowed it all, then licked the rest off of his head.

"I've never came that hard. Ever." He said, breathing heavily.

I looked at him and smiled. "I'm a professional, baby." He looked down at me, and nodded towards the shower. Almost immediately, I got up, and ran over, but not before I saw missed called and messages on my phone on the bed.

Of course. The only thing I caught was "Seth"

: I love you...

"Alex you coming?" I nodded.