Hardcore Dreams

I have one dream that makes me come in my sleep.   when I was young, I was cute. I was physically fit, but a bit petite and younger than everyone around me. I was, for lack of a better word, aggressively persuaded to suck off several guys. I dream of this very often. For example. A football locker room, gang of bikers, and my favorite, a bunch of construction workers. I like all types of men. Mostly I dream of an Italian type looking stud.  dark features and hairy chest. He was always rather muscular and very tall and big. Big thick cock uncut or cut, with big balls. I don’t really dream of very many romantic scenarios. Sexy ones, like being submissive and cuddled at the same time after hitching a ride. I have had long term faithful type relationships. Yet, even during that time, I dreamed the same way. I have my normal life normal. In my dreams I have my fun.  dreams are always very kinky and I like that.  

This dream has been with me most of all my life. I dream it with some variety in how it rolls out. This is the dream that's deep inside my sexual psychology. it does have some of the abuse that I experienced in my past, but for the most part is very erotic. The Dream always starts with me struggling to escape being brutalized by the lifeguards at the beach, this really happened. They have me in the sand and are holding me down. Their cocks ramming in me one after the other. the pain is throbbing in my ass I feel helpless to escape. I get so hot feeling used and helpless and they do me. Often I cry out in my sleep during this part of my dream, but no pain, no gain. The dream fades.

Bright light washes in and away from the old scene. I see a man, not a real man, but one made up of all the men I have seen. They are put together with all the best parts of men I loved or wish to be with. His most prevalent features is is big broad shoulders and large muscles. His dark short hair and sexy hairy chest add to his sexy look. His blue eyes seem to pop out in contrast to his dark unshaven face. He always has several sexy tattoos. He is like a cross between a construction worker and a biker. his pose holds power as he stands near me. The way his shirt stretched taut around his shoulders when he poses for me. I couldn’t help but stare. he removes his shirt. As he does he touches his wash board stomach, moving his hand down slowly on purpose. He had to know the thin line of hair was drawing my close attention. So sexy it was pointing to his huge crotch. I get so hard thinking of his body, showing off every rippling muscle to me. He grabs me and I am held. Cuddled and kissed I feel love and protected. This is my favorite part of my dream, even though it's not the sex part that makes me come. I lose time here a bit. Just feeling all warm and cozy and romantic. We snuggle and caress and cuddle playing with each other.

The scene changes again. whatever hot guy I want at the current time, appears but not alone. There is always a beast daddy around. He directly is commanding my sexual behaviors, even if it is how I respond to the other men I am with. It starts out daddy is just watching as my imaginary guy and I are having sex. Daddy approaches. Then always exactly the same happens. Imagined guy will be fucking me and the daddy starts to get angry. my dream guy is stopped as Daddy says things like. He isn't fucking me like his little boy needs. daddy then pulls him off me and fucks me instead He makes my dream guy stand. Daddy makes him watch as he savagely fucks me. Showing off as his dick is all in and then pulled all out. A total slamming fuck session. Daddy is so big and pounding me so hard, my whole body moves all over the bed. Daddy roughly fucks me in every position you can imagine, shooting load after load in my ass till it is running out of me? That sometimes makes me come in the waking world.

If not the next part does.

After Daddy has used me and filled me my dream guy breaks free. daddy has left the scene. My dream stud cleans me up and then begs me to let him suck me off. I let him. after he drinks my cum down. I taste it as he kisses me. he begs me to fuck him as my daddy had fucked me. I do but, don't do it the same. I do it with less aggressive pounding and more so it will please my stud. while fucking my dream guy, I pop my load every time. I wake up covered with sweat. My leg and blanket drenched in cum and sweat.