Gamers

I grew up in a small town where almost everyone knew each other. Every kids went to the same primary school and separated in different high schools growing up. I’ve always been a loner, not to say a loser. I hardly had any friends. I did have one best friend when I was about 6, we used to spend almost every weekends together. We got along so well, I don’t even remember ever getting angry at him. Everything went well until but we his parents divorced and he moved in another city with his mom. We kept seeing each other a few times after that, but as time went by we lost touch. So there I was, little Jimmy, with no friends. After that I never really had friends like him. It took me a while to get over our friendship. Back then we didn’t have social media to keep in touch. I never saw Ben again. We were 12 the last time I talked to him. My high school year mostly sucked. I got bullied almost every day, even though I tried my best to be like everyone. I never really knew where it came from, but I was starting to feel like I wasn’t like the other boys. I wasn’t into sports, I was more of a nerd, a gamer. At home I would spend hours on my Xbox. It was the beginning of online gaming. I discovered a new world, a world where I could be whoever I wanted. My gamertag was KingJimmy94, I thought it sounded cool back then. I would talk with other players, but never told my real name or what I looked like. When someone asked I would say that I was working out and playing rugby for my school team. 

I would play for hours, sometimes forgetting to do my homeworks. It affected my grades at school and my parents decided to limit my play time. Unfortunately I had to redo my 4th year in high school. The upside was that I got the opportunity to be a different version of me. My bullies were now mostly on their last year. I started actually working out, even though I had a long way to go from my little skinny body, I made quick progress. By then end of the year I was getting pretty fit. I changed my eating habits as well. I was becoming physically the guy I said I was online. I didn’t play rugby though. I was more into running. I was now about 5’8, 140 pounds and lean body. I was getting proud of the way I looked. I got a new haircut, my blond hair cut in an undercut. I managed to make a friend on my last year in high school. Her name was Abby, I told her about having doubts about my sexuality. She always knew what to say and was very supportive. We hung out a lot until she met her boyfriend Mark. We still were friends, but I mostly saw her at school since Mark was a total homophobic douche. I couldn’t stand him. 

So I was back to my online gaming habits. One night I was playing GTA5 online and ran across a player who was very friendly so I added him to my friends and we talked with our headset. His gamertag was LoneWolf18. He invited me to join his group chat. I accepted and heard him say : Hey man what’s up! Can you hear me? Yes I do, I’m fine thanks! I replied. So what do we do now? He asked. I’ve got some missions to finish, I wouldn’t mind having help. Cool, I’ll follow you. He replied. We played for almost an hour before he left. His voice sounded kinda hot, so everytime he was online I would hit him up and we would play together.

We never actually asked our names or anything personal. We were just having a great time. After about a month we were becoming actual friends. It was nice having a guy friend again. We talked about everything and nothing. When I had a bad day I would log in and tell him about my day, he would cheer me up and make me laugh. I don’t know why but I felt like I could tell him everything and he wouldn’t judge. So I opened up to him about my attraction to boys. I was nervous, but it turned out he was also gay. So we started talking about boys and what kind of porn we watched.  I started to feel an actual connection. I would sometimes get a hardon when he talked about a hot video he had watched or a hot guy he saw at the gym. 

One night he as we were playing, talking about a cute guy I saw at a cafe that day, he said : Hearing you talk about that guy got me all worked up, want to join for a little wank? How? I asked as I was getting curious. Have you ever talked dirty with anyone, kinda like phone sex. He replied. I was 19 at the time, but I was still a

virgin with zero experience whatsoever.  I haven’t, but I’m down to try it. So the conversation went like :

Him : Cool, ok so, what are you wearing?

Me : Huh, I’m wearing a navy shirt, black boxers and white socks. You?

Him : I’m wearing a jockstrap, I was about to play with my dildo.

Me : You have a dildo?

Him : Yea, I love fucking myself with it. Feeling it slide in my ass, opening me up.

Me : That sounds hot…

Him : It is… Are you hard?

Me : I’m getting there. (My face was turning beet red)

Him : Oh really? Is it because of me?

Me : Kinda, I like your voice, you sound so sexy.

Him : Is that so? Well, maybe you should take off your boxers and touch yourself…

(My cock twitched and was now fully hard)

Me : There, I’m naked now.

Him : Fuck yea, now I want you to moan for me as you jack off. 

( I went into a wild horny state at that point)

Me : Mmmm are you gonna fuck me with that dildo? 

Him : Oh I’m gonna stretch you up and slide it so deep in your ass. Beg for it.

Me : Fuck me, pleaseee fuck my tight boy pussy!

Him : Maybe you’d like the real thing? Imagine me sliding my hard veniy shaft up your tight ass…

( I was so horny, jacking like crazy)

Me : Ohhh fuck that cock is big… you’re gonna make me cum!

Him : Yea that’s it… shoot for me slut!

Me : Fuuuuuck yeaaaa, mmmmfffuuck…. I just came all over my shirt.

Him : That’s so hot! Fuck I’m cumming!

Me : Yea, feed me your load big guy!

Him : Fuck man that was so hot! I came all over my controller haha

Me : Woops haha, well that was awesome, we should do it again sometimes!

Him : Absolutely! I have to go, hit me up next time your online!

Me : I will, talk to you later!

I sat on my bed, covered in cum, processing what just happened. I never done anything like this before, and now I wanted more. After that we did it a few times a week. I made sure to wait for my parents to be asleep then I’d hit him up and we would jack off. One time he made me taste my cum. At first I wasn’t sure, but after a few licks I started enjoying it. I would taste it even when I was alone. I jacked off as I tried to picture how he must look like, hearing his deep voice talking dirty to me. 

We usually played some games and finish with some sexy times, still only through the voicechat. It went on for a couple of months. But as the summer exams arrived I had less time for that so we stopped for a while.

After my exams were over and prom night was getting close, I logged in and he was online. I hit him up and played Call Of Duty with him. Of course it ended in a jack off session. This time before logging off he said : I was thinking we could meet in person…  if you’re okay with it. I’m curious to see what you look like… Sure, I would like that! I replied. Cool, where are you from? He asked. I live nearby Montreal. You? Same,  we could meet at a cafe. Sure! We agreed on a place, we would meet the next day at 8pm. My dad just bought me a car so I could drive myself there without telling my parents. I barely slept since I was too excited and nervous to meet him. The day at school seemed to last forever. Then finally 4:30 arrived and I rushed back home to change clothes. I put on some tight shorts and a tshirt. I tried my best to look good for him. He sent me a quick description of him so I could find him. I did the same just in case. I texted him when I got there and scanned the room. I saw him looking at his phone. As I walked towards him and saw his face, he reminded me of someone. He looked up at me and said : Hey man! Hi… I couldn’t believe it as I said : Ben? Is that really you?!!