Finally sucking my Dad

I have had fantasies about jerking off and having sex with my real Dad since I was a teenager. Actually, my admiration of my old man goes way back... When I was 6 years old my brother and myself were taking a bath with Dad when I openly admired his big dick. I said something like 'Wow - Dad! You have a big dick! :-)' I was very pleased with the site and that my old man was so manly, muscular and well endowed. My older brother told me to shut up and that boys should not say things like that... I did not really get why - Dad was awesome and I liked his big dick. 

I grew up in a very conservative family (with a lot of family secrets). I later learned that my Dad and his 5 brothers jerked off together when they were younger - or at least some of them did - and some brothers even shared pussies. 

The first porn I ever saw (in the 1980's) was a magazine I found in my Dad's closet. It mostly had women with nice tits in them - but here and there I could also spot a cock or two penetrating a hot pussy. In the reader section at the end there was a hot story of a str8 dude who ended up sucking another guy - this made me really horny. 

I heard Dad fuck my Mom almost every night - they were very happily married. My brother once asked me to jerk off with him after showing me his erect cock when he was 14 and I was only 10 - I touched his hard dick but could not jerk off at that age - to this day I regret he never asked again. 

I had some fantasies of catching my Dad jerking off and that something would happen. I really wanted to be close to him. 

At age 26 (just before I got married and was living in the house again) I once jerked so hard as I knew he was in the house and wanted him to catch me. He heard it going on. He walked through the door a couple of times. Just before I came he asked whether he could come in... I chickened out and came at the other side of the door telling him NO he can't as I am changing... I regretted not having had the courage to let him in for years. 

Once I took a swim and had a semi boned when he appeared spotting it. I just lit a cigarette and sat down to smoke it. He came to sit next to me. Nothing happened but it felt good having him at my side whilst we both knew I had a boner and was smoking. 

Another time he told me that he is going to his room to change... I got the weird feeling that he wanted me to come with him, but I did not have the courage - so I went outside to smoke. He then appeared - his zipper open so that one could see his cock in his underwear and said he would change outside... FUCK - I had no excuse ready to unzip myself or I would have... 

Many years passed... finally I was 47. I recently told my parents myself and my wife will have a divorce. The reason was that I sought greener pastures outside of the marriage.. In any case, a few weeks later we flew home to visit them and had a good time reconnecting and seeing each other again. My old man - about 30 years older than me - and myself were home alone one day. I was watching a TV program with some intimacy and he joined me. We then went out for me to smoke. He asked whether I am horny? I told him yes - I am fucking horny - it has been a while.. and that I would need to jerk off later that day. I remembered that he asked me once how to clean his browser history - he had hustler.com on his computer history and asked me for help to delete it which I did.. I somehow felt he wanted to open up about sex with me but also did not know quite how to do it..

I said I would go to my room - took my phone, turned on some porn, got naked and started jerking off. I made sure the door was not fully closed - he knew I wanted to jerk and now he could hear me jerking and also some porn noises.... Fuck... Next thing I knew he appeared in the room. 

Hi Dad I said - smilng whilst jerking my dick.. 'Look like you finally decided to relieve yourself?' Yeah - fuck I said - a man needs to do what a man needs to do... 

What are you watching, he asked... I knew he liked Hustler so I showed him some porn movie of a guy fucking two girls... so that he mainly saw the tits... This got him horny as well.. MMM Fuck son looks good. Promise this stays between us - but I also need to jerk off... I am fine with that Dad - we are both grown men with the same needs... 

With that my Dad got naked and we admired the porn on my phone together sitting naked to each other and jerked off. Both of us started to show more and more interest in the others Cock...

Fuck Dad I am glad you are my Dad - looks like I got my muscles and big thick dick from you!? :-) He liked that... Fuck I would love if someone gave me head again I said... 

We can jerk off each other he said... which we did! I finally had the wonder cock in my hands who fucked me into existence. I lay down between his legs to jerk him and then gave him head without him asking.. He just closed his eyes and started to moan... Then he said it was his turn. He sucked his son's cock and we both came in each others mouths. It was fucking hot and we bonded like male animals. 

From that day one we are really close Buds. We have no secrets anymore and boy were there a lot which came out... I now understand why I also like to play with other (mostly straight) bros and why bonding with another real guy or family member is so great. 

He let me in on a secret or two and now I am looking forward to bond with my older brother in the same way.