Domination

Toby

This story is a work of fiction, it is not a true life or based on a true life event. It will only be a 3 or 4 part story and I apologise to anyone affected by this first part. Also part one is just how Max discovers that he could be gay and has nothing to do with the main theme that will come in the next part but for now good luck keeping a dry eye. G.

Hi I'm Max, well Maxwell Kennedy the 3rd to be precise but Max will do. It's not some family name, it's not even my family's name. They all have the surname Price. So why do I have that name? You might wonder. Simple answer pot.

My parents were smoking it one night days after I was born and they had not decided on a name yet. They didn't smoke often and certainly not near me and my brother. The next morning they weren't going to call me it but then they had a right laugh on the way to the hospital about the name so it stuck.

It's weird growing up with your biological family yet not sharing the same name. All through my childhood I would feel lonely, an impostor on their lives they loved me all the same. Yes I have accepted I was as my mum put it when I found out "a very happy mistake. "

We lived just outside a small town in Washington State. Me my mum and dad and Zach my older brother. I was everything Zach wasn't. I was Skinny, he was muscular and Athletic. I was smart, he done dumb shit all the time. I was a loner, he was one of the popular kids. Sure we shared the same hair colour and some of our facial features were similar, both had blue eyes and dimples but mostly Zach was planned but more about Zach in a bit.

Growing up I had a special friend, Toby, he was a lot like me and we met in kindergarten. We hit it off straight away, done everything together. Played catch with baseball mits. Toby learned to ride a bike so I was itching to and did less than a week after him. I was good at swimming so Toby learned and got good. We even jacked off together from the age of 13, Toby was the first to cum which meant I had to and did the same day just took me a little longer.

It was the summer break between our 14th and 15th birthday and it started like previous summers, our family would go camping and of course Toby would come and Quinn, Quinnton but for god sakes do not call him that, he was another athletic lad and Zach's best friend but more about him in a bit. The trip was great and when we got back we had so much planned. I seen Toby over the next few days and then nothing, the rest of the summer.

I tried to got to his but him parents said he had gone to his grandparents for the summer, I was lost without my friend. My mum would tell Zach to take me wherever he and Quinn were going but I hardly joined in. Then three weeks into school and still no Toby, I had enough I went to his house and knocked on the door. His mum answered and I asked what I done wrong. She burst out crying and told me to go up to his room. I was nervous and scared.

He was laying on his bed in jeans and a long sleeved top. He had a baseball cap on but he looked pale. He was throwing a baseball against his wall and catching it.

"Missed you." I said.

He looked up and smiled, "Yeah me too."

"What you been upto?"

He started to cry. I went over and sat on his bed with my arm around him.

"It's okay Tobe, you can tell me."

He settled down. "After the camping trip I started to feel weak and tired. We went to the doctor's and they ran tests. I got leukaemia, I've been having treatments but they haven't worked. They slowed it down but I only have about 2 months to live."

I was devastated, I cried with him just hugging him. We were both shaking. Neither of us could talk. I couldn't help but wonder how cruel life was.

I went home and mum had dinner ready. We sat at the table and dad asked how our day was and how the new school year had started. I listened to Zach hoping it would take my mind off what I was about to tell them. I hadn't touched my food, I felt sick inside.

"Max, sweety is everything ok? You haven't touched your dinner." Mum asked.

I could feel the tears coming again. The others seen it, they stopped eating too. I had to just say it or it would probably take me hours. "I went to Toby's on my way home."

"How is he?" Zach asked.

"He has leukaemia, the treatments have failed, he has about two months left to live." I broke down.

My mum's wooden chair went flying as she stood up so fast and literally jumped the table to put her arms round me. My dad and Zach sat stunned both had tears running down their cheeks.

The next day it was all over the town. To make matters worse the following week was my birthday and two days later Toby's. We had the trip to Disney World 3 day trip and to be truthful Toby seemed his old self, we shared a hotel room and joked. We even jacked off together for old times sake. He told me it was harder for him to do. Then came the line that caused me so much trouble over the next two days of the trip.

Toby laughed, he was breathing heavy as was I but I could tell it was hard for him. We lay on the beds he turned his head and looked at me.

"Max, at least you won't die a virgin." He thought it was funny, I faked a laugh but it bugged me. Our last night on the trip that comment really had been playing on my mind.

We were both in bed not doing much the lights were out and I decided I was going to do one last thing for my best friend. I got out of bed and got into his.

He looked at me and whispered. "What are you doing."

"You are not dying a virgin. I might not be a girl or gay but I am your best friend and I have a mouth and a bum and if you are up for it I can be fucked."

I heard him sniff, I knew he had tears in his eyes as I moved down and put him in my mouth. He moaned softly as I bobbed my head. His dick was swelling and pulsating in my mouth. I could feel the little thrusts, he made me gag a little bit forcing me to swallow allowing the rest of him to slip down my throat.

"Ffffuuuucccckkkk." He whispered as he wriggled enjoying the sensation. I came off his dick and moved back up. His dick was hard and wet, I sucked two of my fingers and rubbed them over my bum hole and turned on my side. Toby put his arm over me and I felt his dick push me, at first it wouldn't go in.

I closed my eyes and prayed in my head. "Please god let my best friend do this."

It must have worked because he pushed again and my hole stretched. It hurt like hell, I turned my face to the pillow and screamed into it. Toby stopped.

"Are you?"

"I will be." I replied.

"I can stop, I don't want to hurt you."

"Don't you dare, put it all in, I can take it."

I turned my head to face him. It was dark we couldn't make out our features but we could make out our outlines. He was leaning over me his body on mine. He stroked my head then leaned forward and we kissed. The kiss went on forever as he pushed all the way in. He fucked me slowly, just grinding in and out, we were hot and sweaty. It lasted so long, the pain disappeared and I was moaning in our kiss, he was panting so it was fine.

He wasn't too hard or so slow that he wouldn't cum, it was perfect. I don't exactly know how long but it felt like hours and in truth I didn't ever want it to end. I wanted my best friend in me forever that way I could keep him but eventually after alot of in out motions, so much sweat, panting and moaning, I felt his dick stretch me further and I felt his liquid inside me. I spent the rest of the night holding him.

It was the middle of the next week, I was sat in biology and I got called to the reception, I could here the whisper's as I grabbed my stuff and made my way. I admit I was expecting the worst but I was asked to go to Toby's house. I ran the whole way, my heart was beating fast as I knocked on the door.

I went up to his room, he really didn't look good.

"I'm getting moved to a special hospice where I will be comfortable."

I sat next to him on his bed, we both had tears in our eyes. We put our foreheads together.

"I don't want you to come see me there, not like that. Remember the good times Max and promise me you will not dwell on this and forget to live your life, you have to live it for both of us. You done something truly amazing for me that night and I will always look out for you wherever I end up. Promise me Max."

I couldn't speak, I wasn't as brave as Toby, I didn't have his spirit. I cried and just nodded.

"Not good enough Max promise me."

"I, I will Tobe. I will never forget you. I really don't want to say goodbye."

"Nor do I but we have to just know no matter what I will always love you Max. Don't be scared to take chances live for me too."

We kissed briefly on the lips. "I love you Tobe. I promise to live for us both. Till the next time buddy."

I stood up our right arms rubbed all the way until just our fingers touched and we let go. Nothing else was said we couldn't. I turned with heavy breath and a deep swallow I had to leave before I completely lost my shit. His mum and dad spoke as I cried downstairs. They said I could come by anytime I wanted. His mum gave me a letter. The envelope said.

"To the best friend anyone could ever ask for MAX open when I am gone."

It was a further 10 days, I had been out for a walk when I returned home, mum, dad and Zach were sitting in the front room. I walked in and they all looked at me, their eyes were puffy and their cheeks were damp with tears. None of them spoke but what surprised me the most was Zach. He was the one who ran and held me as I screamed the house down.

I retreated to my room. I eat very little, I didn't wash or shower and I stunk but I didn't care. I kept looking at the letter, I didn't dare open it. I knew when and hopefully where I was going to.

The night before Toby's funeral Zach came into my room. He got into my bed with me only saying 3 words.

"Jesus you stink."

He held me as I slept.

The service was nice but I tried to give my eulogy but I really couldn't. Toby's family understood, to be truthful I don't think anyone believed I would get through it. We went back to Toby's house for the wake and I was in the kitchen getting a drink when his mum and dad walked in.

"It's okay about the eulogy Max, we knew he meant to much to you. You were never going to be able to get through it, it's hard for a grown up let alone a 15 year old." His dad said.

"Have you read the letter yet?" His mum asked.

I shook my head.

"Did you bring it?"

I just patted my pocket.

She smiled. "Noone has been in there since he left. The letters contents are between you and Toby. I think he would like it if you read it in his room."

I just nodded as I past his mum pulled me to her kissed my head and said. "Thank you for making him such a wonderful son. Take all the time you need."

I was choked up as I made the climb. I prayed I would open his door and he would be on the other side bright eyed and bushy tailed ready to tell me about his day or let me in on our next adventure. My hand trembled as I reached out and grasped the handle. I had to force myself to turn it.

The door swung open, the room was deathly silent and eerie. It was clean and tidy, it always was. His smell lingered in the air, oh I wanted to bottle it up and keep it forever. His laptop was plugged in, open and on, there was an instruction.

"Max I have purposely left this unlocked and ready to play. I think it will help you get through the letter. So play it when you are ready."

He planned the whole thing, I sat down on his bed and took out the letter. It was a little crumpled but still sealed. I took it out of the envelope, sat it down and all of a sudden I calmed right down. I swallowed hard, pressed play and listened to the two songs he left me. The first was "You're my best friend." By Queen followed by "You got a friend in me." From Toy Story.

As the first song played I lay on Toby's bed and opened the letter.

Max,

I know it's the day of my funeral and you are listening to the songs I left laying on my bed and yes you can probably still smell me.

I never told anyone what you done for me that night and I have to thank you because you done more than just let me not die a virgin you confirmed something for me. I may have only lived for 15 years but I found something that people can spend an entire lifetime looking for and never find. I found my soulmate. My only regret is I didn't realise it sooner and for that I am truly sorry.

I would have loved nothing more than to spend my life with you even if it was just as best friends.

Now obviously I wrote this before I last seen you and I know I will have made you promise to live for us both. I will give you some time but don't think I won't haunt your skinny fucking ass if I think you are dwelling and not living your life. I really hope I was not your soulmate and if I was then I pray that you are an exception and there is someone else.

Now Max this is important, you can be sad today but when you wake up tomorrow and look in the mirror, remember me but smile. I know you hate that word and we never said it to each other so in time honoured tradition till next time buddy.

Be brave, love you always!

Tobe.

I just lay there and whispered. "You are the bravest person I ever will know Tobe, you are my soulmate, love you always."

It was weird because I was no longer sad, I folded the letter up and put it back in my pocket. The second song finished, I closed his laptop, straightened out his covers, walked to the door as I pulled the door I kissed my fingers and waved.

"I will never forget you."

I pulled the door closed and I never seen his room again.

That is how I found out I might be gay. Zach and Quinn confirmed it when I was 18 but that's for the next part.