College Wake Up

I was in college it was My first year in the dorm. Most people knew I was gay but I was not flamboyant and very private. I got along with everyone for the most part and was well liked. I tutored Football players and had lots of girls that's I hung with.

I was always attracted to  older daddy or mechanic type men. I never really thought of finding a partner and making a life together in a monogamous relationship. In college, I met a man that I began to feel for, and he was madly in love with me. It was him that suggested we have a monogamous, stable type of relationship. I liked him enough that I decided to try it. However before all that I had a active experiences. 

I danced as a professional ballet dancer going into college so was extremely well built. Not big like a jock but ripped and cute, smooth.

The first "wake up'' happened in my dorm room.  His name was Frank. He was a guy that had a wife and almost out of college. 

I am sound asleep and my roommate was at his girlfriends.  I hear in my ear. "I know you are gay" as Frank said that I felt his naked muscles holding me pinning me face down from behind. I remember feeling his legs cross mine spreading them apart. Frank was over 6 feet and much larger than me. His dark hairy chest felt nice against my smooth back. His stubby beard tickled as he spead my butt cheeks apart his mouth kissed and nip but me. I melted when his tongue plunged deep inside me.  I feel my legs being pushed ending up with my face in the pillow and on my knees ass up. 

Frank was about 7 inches but extremely thick. He pounded me awhile then flipped me on my back. His trusts were hard and his hands held my shoulders in place. My view was sexy. My smooth chest and trim stomach under his dark hairy chest with a line of hair running over his ripped man's body. My legs bouncing over his shoulders as he deep shot his load. I remember I could actually feel it fill me inside. After he shot I figured he would be done. Frank held me in bed and he told me that he had always wanted to see what it was like. 

The second wake up was only a week later. This one I wasn't in my dorm room but had fallen asleep in the gym.  The couch of the football team asked me to come to his office after practice so it was really late and I fell asleep on his office waiting sofa. Coach wakes me and right off I smelled his sweat. He says go into my office.

Coach was not sitting behind his desk but instead next to me. I remember the cold metal school chair. He gave me the players names for study help. Coach then takes off his sweat covers shirt and begins drying his body.  He moved very slowly over his awesome body. I got scared coach was flexing and looking at me strange. I decided I would act like normal and maybe it was my imagination because he was so sexy. Coach tossed his shirt aside, reached into his shorts and removed his cup protector saying. Damn that feels better. I started to get up and leave because I had the players names but as I started to coach moved close so I could stand. He took off his pants standing smelling of sweat and I also smelled his crotch through his jock strap. I looking up saw his face. I knew exactly what he wanted. I blew him and he came fast too.

The next guy was several wake ups and it happened from my roommate. He stayed mostly with his girlfriend but often he would wake me up. He wanted only to suck me off and be fucked in his ass.  Not like a date, little if any talking and he always would pretend it never happened.  23 a trim redneck type country guy.  He had creamy smooth white skin pinkish nipples. Nice defined abdominal muscles and an impressive cock.   The first time he Woke me, I could tell He did not know how to ask for what he wanted. It was cute this guy was scared to death so I took control. I started by touching his lip with my Thumb lightly. "your pretty lips need my care." When I moved him down to my crotch his eyes light up like Christmas. He was starving for it I just let him suck me. He drained me. As he was coming up off my dick I said. "Sweet now do it better" 

I had 3 football players that asked me to teach them ballet, limbering, and exercising techniques as well as jumping.  Oh, I was a professional ballet dancer and stopped for college. 

The 3 jocks and I got along great, it was in 1984-5 in the Midwest so gay was not accepted. That said other than I knew I was gay most people would forget or ask me if it was a rumor because of my ballet dancing.  

After a few weeks of classes in the gym with the 3 football players, I noticed the biggest of the guys was acting off. After class normally I would leave the gym and go shower at home. The guys would go on to football practice or whatever. Today, let's call him Eric, didn't stay at the gym but asked if he could talk with me. He didn't say anything on the walk to the dorm, just talked about his girlfriend and having a hard time with his science class. I figured he was going to ask for study help which eventually he did. But I could see he had something in his mind.

In my living room, he sat next to me on the couch. I felt uncomfortable. I wanted to shower and he smelled of sweat too. Honestly, it smelled hot and manly. Eric was a huge Viking-looking guy.

After a few minutes, Eric says, "I am going to tell you something and you can't tell anyone." "I have been looking at your ass during class." I said, "ok it's not a big deal, you know I am gay so wondering about it." Eric paused then gave me a look I can't describe but his intentions were clear. He said, "Sure but it is more than that." I'm scared now. "I want to grab you and do you hard. I feel this way often. I don't think I am gay. I see you in class. It gets hard but I'm nervous that someone will notice." Eric told me as he got off the couch and started to pace. I sat still and said nothing. 

Eric walked over and stood right in front of me. He said looking down at me in a deep commanding voice. "You know what is going to happen, you are going to be my bitch, I don't want you to make a sound and do exactly what I tell you, understand me?". I nodded.

We showered together and it was awesome. Eric stood 6 feet 2 inches with massive muscles.  His chest was at my eye level as he held and washed me. His manhood was as massive as his body and after showering he put it to good use all night long. He manhandled me very roughly and was a bit abusive. Hot as could be too. 

Eric would make a point of visiting every once in and while.

Two Football players after a big home game win, Tom and Bill came to visit me.

The dorm was loud with noise. All the students were partying in the Halls. My living room was full. I was already drunk and in my bed asleep or I should say trying to sleep.  I hear wake up coming from my locked bathroom door.  I could tell it was the players and they were stars of the game so I unlocked the door.

Bill and Tom smelled of booze but they were not that drunk. They jokingly jostled me around and poured a beer on my head and pushed me into my bed on my back jokingly I didn't think anything of it until I heard Bill lock the bathroom door. Tom said as he jumped in my bed and sat down, "The team was talking about you, the coach said that the training you gave us helped and wants you to talk to him tomorrow.". I said I would do that no problem. Bill jumping in bed says, "yes, cool right, you know what else is cool?" As he said that I feel Tom grab me pinning me down so I couldn't sit up or getaway. Bill was removing his jersey and pants as he told me, "it's cool that we decided to give you a special treat." 

I lay on my back, Tom had unzipped and Bill had removed my boxer shorts. Bill's fingers explored me inside as Tom pulled my legs back and filled my mouth.

They both did remarkably well considering I could tell no experience.

Afterward, I found out that they read in magazines that being raped by a straight guy is every gay man's dream.  I admit at the time I was made for about 3 minutes but got into it big time.

The next exact scenario happened with different guys. I will describe the basic situations

Late at night, I came alone to visit and it all started with. "I heard you are gay..."

Then said the following:

1. "Please my girlfriend won't suck me." 

2. "You're a fucking cocksucker...come suck this...Dirty slut."

3. "You like looking at my big dick don't you? Ok, suck and swallow me, just don't tell anyone."

4. "The bitch let's buy dinner and go dancing...we are making out on the couch and she tells me her husband is coming home."

5. "I thought about you being gay and got me wondering what it's like."

6. "Your ass is hot...you can take all of me?" This one was so big I almost couldn't and was sore for 3 days after. Yes, it was that big.

7. "I haven't busted a nut in weeks and I have a little dick I hope you don't mind." Yes, very small but he did awesome things with his KISS size tongue.

8. "I admire that you are open about being gay...the other open guys are bullied all the time...I want to come out of the closet but just can't."

Number 8 had a name I will always remember Steven. The reason is I became his lover for several years. We had a home together until He joined the Navy. After the Navy, we lived together in California rather than Texas. It ended there.

I went out drinking. I was staggering all over the place, even barfed a little.  But even in my drunken state, I could feel that there was someone near and I turned and the rough guy that I saw in the bar was walking down the street behind me about half a block away. I didn't give it much thought.

I get to my dorm building. The entrance of the building had a security code that you would have to enter late at night and the security door lets you in. As I'm pushing my code in, I feel that someone's standing behind me so I turn and there is let's call him Pete from the bar. He was in a jean jacket and jeans with a white t-shirt kind of looked like he had been working earlier in the day. He was rather handsome, but what got my attention was he smelled. It was not a bad smell at all. It was a cross between motor oil, dirt, and musk. I checked him out better. He was right in front of me and he was built fantastically. You could see every single line across his abdomen of muscles clearly through his shirt. He had dark hair and deep brooding eyes. I had never heard him speak before. He sure as hell wasn't a student.  his voice was deep and baritone my knees got weak at the sound of it. Pete said, I noticed you at the bar and I thought I'd follow you home and see if you were interested. Being very tipsy. I just said, why not, follow me and so he did.

We got in the elevator and he didn't say anything. So neither did I. We walked down the hallway, I opened the door we walked in. All of a sudden the door slams closed and I feel his hands on my shoulders. He turns me around very quickly and he plants a very deep kiss on my lips. grabbing the back of my head and thrusting his tongue into my mouth. After that, I did not doubt that I was going to let him do me.

“Take your clothes off and get into bed. On your knees, bitch.

Tonight, I’m going to be inside YOU.” Pete said. I slide down his body looking at his face as I swallowed his huge Cock down. He instantly got rock hard. I could tell that I turned him on. But I think my roommate pretending not to be watching us really turned him on.

He came very soon and I couldn't believe it. He held me down on his Cock. there was so much to come. It was hot, thick, and salty. It filled my throat and my mouth was running out the side of my lips all over his balls and big dick. Pete ordered me to lick it all up.

Next without a word he picks me up, throws me over. Tightly he grabs my ankles, flips me over on my belly and I feel his hot breath and tongue rammed into my ass. Pete grabs my wrist and puts them behind my back.

“You are going to take my Cock. I am going to fuck you all night.” Pete said as he shoved a finger in my ass. He was not gentle as he said. “Oh yes, I feel your little pussy is nice and tight. I am facing down and my ass is up. On my knees legs apart he has one hand holding my Cock. He squeezes it hard as it hands down. I feel his face as he slides his tongue around and inside my hole.

“You’re going to make me pass out with pleasure. I just wanna be your sex slut.” I said. I read him correctly. Pete replied. “You be a good cunt and I may even come back and fuck you again.”

He definitely was putting on a show for my still faking being asleep roommate. 

I recall the super fit ripped sweaty body using me.  His 10-inch Cock was amazing. and he had a way of physically handling me and ordering me about that made me feel submissive and receptive to any violence while fucking he was doing to me.

I feel his Cock being shoved into me over and over. He moved me all over the bed in every position you could think of, did me on the floor, held me against the wall, even flipped me upside down to suck his Cock while he ate my ass and my legs were over his shoulders. I feel loads of come shooting filling my ass.

Next Pete flips me over on my back end, swallows my dick, and sucks me off. I came quickly and it was so hot. After we were done we took a shower together and Pete and I climbed into my bed and slept till morning. The next morning my head felt like someone had taken a sledgehammer to it due to my hangover

This next one was not like most encounters. Let us call him Tom and I met at a party. 

By this time I had a dorm suite instead of roommate. I had lucked out and offered the university to pay for the space. It meant that I had an office and living room plus a fridge full of beer that they would buy from me. Funny thing was, I was the youngest guy, but had no trouble getting beer.   It was a party for the first football game of the year. The frat house was interested in me, not for sports, but the egghead skills I had. At the party The guy started to get that stunned Look, I have seen many times over the years. Why does the gay guy have all our girls?  They could tell the girls really were enjoying me and I was not coming on to them. Eventually, the guys closed in and started taking part in the conversation. Even with me directly. I hear a whisper in my ear. It's the head cheerleader. And as you know, she was the Queen bitch of the females and men too.  She said you are just out of the closet. I can tell, I want you to follow me.  I agreed we go to the ice machine. She tells me that she know one of the team players is bisexual, but he is freaked out about it. To me I thought sounds like a setup. I said really Why?  Then she named the most manly guy on the team!  I said okay, you're screwing with me. She said no, it's true and leaning in kissed my cheek saying,  He is my brother, he would be perfect for you.   

She and I are talking as he comes over.  He looked me up and down and said you are gay then right? I said yes.  He stood super close in front of me and I came up to his chest. And I looked up at him in his eye. He smiled and said, He's got balls, and I liked him. Now, let's get back. So we went to the party. Get this should the quarterback said, Don't leave this one with your girl alone for long guys. I almost had to beat his ass. But he was cool. When he found out she was taken. I understand at this period of time, it was one thing to be bisexual and other to be gay. The guys all came by to ask how far I got. I told the truth. We were hugging a bit. That's all the brother Let's call him Tom. I noticed the cheerleader and the quarterback talking to Tom. I actually got very nervous and uncomfortable. He was a huge man. At the same time, I was excited as hell because that's exactly the type I like. big broad shoulders super fit body. I could tell he was a little uncomfortable with them have sharing his secret. But then he looked over at me and he got a big grin on his face. Now remember, we're at a party full of football players. He said, loud, " I am glad my sister found you. Can we get out of this place? " 

 It was so very cold as we walked to the football field. Tom put his coat on me. We get to the lockers in the team area. He said I want you to see something in his locker is a picture of a football player. I sent okay. He said look close. I did Holy shit. The kicker looked a lot like me. Fuck, shit, Well, he said as he put my hand on his chest. I remember feeling It was beating very fast and hard. He said I immediately want to come over to you then I saw you were not going to out me. Even with a wink. I knew then I needed to say hello. He said I know you are hurt still. I get that. But nobody will hurt you again. Even if we aren't for each other. I swear it. I felt odd but kinda safe after I saw in his eyes. Tom saw me more than two. He said, You know I can't explain it.  We talked he shared all his dreams and he was not that smart but not dumb either. Just enough to enjoy but not enough to get on your nerves. He was charming too. But I noticed one extra special thing. He was a daddy type. One day Tom comes to my room and he said that he wanted me to go with him on spring break. I was sure it would be fun too. So said Heck yes. He took me into my bedroom and made love to me all the rest of that day. I even missed a test over it and his big body was always on top of me in one way or another. He did not found me. He was huge and gentle always. But he also never wore out. I knew I had to buy one of those donuts shaped pillows to sit on if I was going to be with him often on spring break. We did not party like I thought Tom has gotten us a boat and we were alone the whole time. It was awesome.

bookstore visit.  I had never been to an adult bookstore. But I passed one almost every day when I walked home from off campus, I decided to go check it out. I go in and I walk into the back and I get in a little booth and I put quarters in the machine and watch a really, really poorly done video. There was a hole connecting my booth to the one next to it. I'm not completely ignorant. I knew what the hole was for. I just hadn't noticed it before now. I only noticed it now because there was someone looking through it. When he saw me, he disappeared. As I was getting ready to put my dig through the hole. There was a knock at my door. I was able to reach the door from the bench I was sitting on, so I didn't even bother to get up to answer it. When I opened it, the guy from the next booth came in and pulled his dick out. I was confused. This was all wrong. I didn't expect him to have his dick out for me to suck. He was supposed to suck my dick. But I didn't stay confused for long. Because he wordlessly grabbed the back of my head and stuck his dick right in my face. I was shocked and didn't know what to do. Then before I realized what I was doing, I lean forward and took his big dick in my mouth. Once it was in, he wasn't gentle about it things. He had his hand on the back of my head as he repeatedly rammed his monster dig into my mouth and halfway down my throat. It had to have been about nine inches. I kept gagging and choking and had tears running down my face and could barely breath but he didn't care. He just kept ramming his thick dick into my mouth until finally he held my head close to his body with his dick jammed down my throat. When I felt his shaft start pulsating, I knew that he was using my mouth as a warm come rag. With a muffled groan. He released all of his seed into my mouth. After I swallowed, he slowly pulled his cock out of my mouth. Then as I knelt there watching, he casually put it back in his pants, zipped up and walked out without even a thank you. I was kind of freaked out at what I did. So I decided to leave. In the parking lot. I started to open my car door I turned my head and a big stocky guy with a nasty layer on his face was walking towards me. As he walked up, he unzipped his pants and pulled his dick out. I couldn't believe how big his dick was. He was very proud of it, too, because when he got in front of me, he pushed me down to my knees and held it up in front of my face so that I could admire it. I was freaking out that we were outside in the back parking lot. But my attention soon got drawn to that big dick. It was about eight or nine inches long as big around as a coke bottle and had a big reddish head peeking out of his foreskin. Not only did the crude guy have a big fine dick, but he also obviously liked to get it sucked. As I looked up at him in fear, he gave me a nasty sneer and ordered me to open your mouth boy. His Dick was so fat that I popped my jaw opening my mouth wide enough to get it in. I almost shocked before my saliva got his dick wet enough to smoothly slide in and out of my mouth. Once it was sliding freely, he roughly jammed its head against the back of my throat. My mouth had never been so full. He was such an animal that he grabbed him why here and held my head in place while he pumped his huge dig in and out of my mouth. As he fucked me. He snarled. Suck my dick, you little faggot. As I sucked his dick, he moaned and alternately called me a queer. I slot a faggot, and a dick sucker. Right before he got ready to come. His digs swelled up so big that it almost split my jaws apart. His come came out so hot that it almost scalded my tongue. His load was so big that comes out of both corners of my mouth. He didn't release my hair until I not only had I swallowed his load of come, but until I licked his dick clean enough for him to put away. Then he stood me up, reach around behind me and he rammed his finger in my ass rough and hard. He told me that he wants to be there next week. I didn't go there next week. But to tell you the truth, I was awfully tempted.