College: Confessions Of A Teenage Slut

Hi i’m Evan, and my life is kinda crazy. 

Haha just kidding, my name really is Evan, my life has been the opposite of crazy and that is part of the damn problem. I have lived in what I like to call personally, ‘a small town hell hole without all the cute hallmark movie charm.’ Eighteen years I have survived that small Utah shitty ass town but now, I am moving finally into my dorm room starting my freshmen year! I am moving all the way to sunny, large, and for the most part safe to be gay southern California. Oh yeah I forgot about that part, I am a new member of the homosexuality community. 

Technically I have always been a member of the homosexuality community, however now I am a out member,  not a deep in the closet member. I mean I have done some stuff and am not a virgin, but you know the openly tell people, hold hands with another man, or even flirt with another guy I haven’t really done before. However, I am eighteen years old now and in college and its time to go fucking crazy. 

Yes yes I understand how terribly cliché I sound, small town person in a big city with new freedom,’ but shit can ya’ll blame me? It’s something about hiding who you are eighteen years, or being literally hate crimed, that makes you want to party and whore it out you know? I vowed that I would no longer confine myself to the closet and finally living my fucking life...just as soon as I get these heavy ass boxes in my room!

Oh my gosh. 

OH MY GOSH!! I’m finally fucking free. My parents are officially gone and heading back to Utah, and I am going to be staying here in LA. Standing here I don’t know what the hell to even do right now, go run around this big ass campus, immediately go find someone's dick to suck, or maybe scream from the tallest building? Yeah maybe i’ll just go ahead and go upstairs to my room for now and unpack all my shit, yeah I’ll do that then scream for dick. 

I moved into some of the newest dorm buildings on campus, my particular building being the arts and humanities dorms. So thankfully it’s Adam and I sharing a room and then four others sharing a common area alongside two bathrooms. Adam is my roommate who at this point I feel like I have known for a really long time. We were assigned to each other at the end of june and have been talking practically every day ever since. Adam is...is an amazing really smart guy who is in the school of music getting his bachelors in composition with a minor in musical studies. He is extremely nerdy but I love him and I think that’s why he and I have gotten along so well, and yes he knows all about my gay whore plans. 

“Finally your back.” Speak of the devil. “I’m sorry but Darth Vader is non negotiable.” He says holding up a poster of a darth vader with his signature life saver. 

“Darth it up.” I say as I jump onto my bed, stuffing my face into my pillows as my exhaustion sneaks onto me. 

“Your parents gone yet?” 

“Yep, just left and they are headed back to Utah now.” 

“Did you get the pep talk?” 

“The talk bout not slacking off and school and focusing and all that crap?” I say making the both of us chuckle as Adam hangs another poster over his dresser. 

“That’s the one.”

“The whole. Fucking. Way. Up here!” I say and he laughs. “I’m first generation college attendee in my family so of course I did.”

“Ha, well something I have to look forward to. My dad the second we stepped onto campus was ‘when I was here this’ and ‘my alma mater that.’ I know I'll get an annoying dad talk from him when they head back home. Oh by the way my mom really likes you and thinks your funny, and dad wants to take us to dinner tomorrow.”

“Despite only meeting him for maybe an hour I’m guessing it’ll be a steakhouse or some sushi place?” He laughs and nods. “Good, I’ll gladly take it and maybe I can start fattening you up, Jesus Adam your skin and bones.” 

“You know I resent that remark, and I’ll have you know I am the appropriate B.M.I category for my height and weight...granted I am almost at underweight but still!” He says and I laugh as I scroll through my phone as he continues to decorate. 

Hours pass by and finally it’s dark out, and when the real college experience is starting to begin. Adam and I spent most of the day in our dorm just organizing and getting things unpacked. Now tonight I am rummaging through my fucking clothes, finding the perfect thing for tonight’s party. Something that says ‘i’m gay come please talk to me men,’ but not i’m a desperate gay please come dick me down. 

“Okay Adam, how do I look?” I asked desperately, choosing to settle with a short black pair of swim trunks and a tye dye crop top. 

“You look nice!” 

“I don’t look like too much right? Or fat in this?”

“First off, your stomach is flat and you're almost as skinny as me and second off for the seventh time, you look good!” He said and I chuckled finally deciding this is what I am going to wear. 

“Does my ass look fat?” I ask and he looks wide eyed at it, then  back up at me confused on what to say. 

“Y-yess it does?” He says worried that isn’t the answer I want to hear.

“Oh good.” He laughs and goes back to his computer, doing whatever game he has tried to explain to me millions of times. I put on my shoes and then snap a picture in front of a full length mirror. “Wish me luck.”

“Good luck, and have fun.”

Holy shit. 

I am in mother fucking college! I mean I knew I was in college when I stepped onto campus today, but holy shit I am in college! I came to the party with the rest of the people inside my dorm suite and when I got here it fully hit me again. Despite being a school organized event this was better than anything we ever had, this leaves everything we did in the dust. It’s a huge pool filled with college kids in giant floaties and some just around the pool just dancing and having fun. I was afraid like fucking hell at first but thankfully I had people with me that I know, and they defietnyl know how to have fun. One point I was dragged into a game of chicken fight, and then ending up in a giant inflatable with some girls that I beat. This night has been so much fucking fun and it’s only the first fucking day. 

However, I am having trouble in the department in which I really wanted to happen tonight, finding a hookup. Holyshit even though i’m almost positive five guys I have spoken to tonight are absolutely gay. This shit is fucking nerve wrecking,  how in the literal fuck do people do this shit?! What should I do just go up to a guy and start talking to him and figure out of he is gay or not?! I’m more used to being alone with someone and then after getting comfortable getting that dreaded question of, ‘can I ask you something?’ 

Ugh, fuck it i’m going on grindr. 

Here I am on the first day of college sitting at the pool and openly scrolling through grindr, man if only ten year old Evan could see me. He would be more confused on why am I on here and why I am not trying to hide my phone. That poor confused kid, if only I could give him a hug. 

“Hey, you should consider messaging that guy.” I hear, making me jump up a little, bringing me out of my thoughts. A guy maybe two or three years older then me sits down next to me, half smiling at me as I blush. I look down at the headless shirtless torso and then chuckle, and lock my phone. “I’m Jimmy.” He says holding at his hand as I take it. 

“I’m Evan, so why exactly should I message that guy?”

“He’s got a nice body, and also he tried talking to you earlier but you were a little busy.” He says flexing for me and then laughs it off, and then I realize I have seen him at some point today I just don’t know where. 

“Ohh...yeah I have been really preoccupied today.” Holy hell where in the hell did I meet him, and how in the hell did I forget his hot ass?

“I was the one the who checked you in this morning.” He says laughing, obviously seeing through my confusion. 

“OH! Ha sorry, yeah today has been a roller coaster with the amount of new people I met. And yeah I definitely remember you but my parents were standing there well you know.”

“Yeah I definitely do no worries, I’m just glad I got to see you again.” He says, putting his hand on my knees as I swallow as I take in all of him. Silence falling between us as we look at each other, my heart starts racing as I feel something starting to build in front of us. “So, is your roommate here still or is he back at your dorm?”

“No he is back at our dorm, he isn’t a fan of huge crowds just yet.”

“Ohh I live on campus myself, thankfully I don’t have a roommate this year.”

“Ohh cool, that must be nice.” I respond awkwardly as the silence falls between us again, what in the hell am I supposed to say?

“What are you looking for on grindr?” Oh….OH!

“Oh...nothing serious I don’t think. Maybe some fun” I say, chuckling as he nods his head and smirks at me. He shifts in his seat as he looks around, and then turns back to me. 

“Want to head back to my place?”

FUCK YES.

“Y-yeah.” 

Jesus what in the hell am I a virgin, what in the hell am I stuttering for? He smiles and stands, extending out his arm for me to grab as we walk down from the bleachers and out of the pool area. He doesn’t let go of my hand as we walk towards his dorm, holy fuck I feel like my face is going to burst into flames. I am walking through campus holding another boys hand, and I am going to have sex with him. I need to calm down! I am literally just holding his hand, so why exactly am I starting to get hard in my shorts? Get it together Evan fucking dammit! 

We walk inside of his dorm building and then head into the elevator, going up slowly to his floor as we both lean against the railing. Okay seeing him in this light I just got to say...I am a powerful motherfucker because damn he is so hot. 

“So, did you have fun at the party?” He says breaking the silence again between us. 

“Yeah I really did, it was more fun than I expected.”

“Good, I'm glad. You look really good.” 

He says and then reaches over, running his hand over my exposed stomach making me shiver. This time I don’t even try to hide the growing problem in my shorts, I lean back as he looks down. He looks for a few seconds and then looks back at me, smirking as he runs his hands over my ass as the door opens. He walks out with me trailing behind as we walk towards the last door on the left, he shoves his key in the door with urgency. Pulling me inside, he slams the door behind me and then shocks me as he lifts me up his hands under my thighs. We press our lips together and start making out, leading me further inside of his dorm. 

“Fuck this ass of your’s feels amazing.” He moans between kisses as he lowers me down onto his bed, grabbing me by my waist and starts to lift my shirt up. Helping me pull it off he throws it on the floor and does the same with his, and grabs me by my shoulders as he lays me down on my back. I pull him back on top of me and run my hands over his muscular back, this time his tongue starts to assault my neck making me moan. My cock is practically aching in my shorts now, his soft bites and tongue only driving my cock to ache. Taking my hands off his back I go under and search for his shorts, pulling them down and using my feet to slide them off. “Jeez you want me so bad huh?” He asks, looking at me smirking.

“Fuck yes, I want you inside me.”

He jumps down off the bed, kicking off his shorts completely looking down at me as he grabs his underwear. Rock hard now, he slowly starts to pull them down keeping eye contact with me as his boner springs out. Holy fucking hell, he is bigger then I thought he was going to be. He smirks at me, almost as if he knows what I am thinking, and then walks over to me and grabs my shorts and underwear pulling them off. Throwing them on the floor he walks over to me, positioning himself between my legs as he pushes them towards my chest. In one swift motion he gets down on his knees, getting close to my ass as he presses his tongue on my hole. 

“Fuuckkk!” I moan, surprised at the sudden pleasure of his tongue against my hole. He chuckles as he continues to rim my hole, making me grab the sheets under me as I moan uncontrollably. His tongue feels ten times greater then anybody’s I have felt, well this is only my second time but still. He rims my hole with a relentless force, forcing the moans out of my body as he does so. 

“You like that?”

“Fuck yes I do.” 

“I’m gonna pound that ass.” 

He says standing up again between my legs as he reaches for his bottle of lube. I hiss as I feel the cold liquid poured onto my hole, running his fingers over it as he does himself. Teasing me he runs the head of his cock over my hole before applying pressure against it. Pushing his cock into me we both moan let out a heavy breath as his large cock starts to stretch me open. Smirking he grabs onto my thighs as he pushes himself inside me all at once agonizingly slow. 

“Fuckk.” I yell as he slams the last couple inches inside of me. 

“Your so fucking tight. God this ass feels fucking amazing.”

He laughs and moans as grips my thighs harder, pulling me towards his cock to meet his hips. It hurts so fucking good already and I don’t dare tell him to slow down, my cock harderning as he cock slides agasint my spot. I stroke my cock as he throws his head back moaning as he steadily pounds into me. I stroke my cock my leaking cock, precum already pooling in my pubes as he hits my prostate. 

“Fuck, I already have you wanting you to cum already. This fat cock making you want to cum?”

“Fuck your cock feels amazing.” I say, noticing my already coming orgasm. “Fuckk I’m getting close.” 

“Fuck yeah you are. Come for me!” 

He yells at me and then doesn’t hold back as he pounds into me. It hurts so bad but feels so fucking good, I stroke myself faster as my cock feels like it’s about to explode. I tilt my head back and yell out as I start cumming all over my stomach. My orgasm ripping through me, making me whimper and shake as he continues to pound it out of me. I stroke the last bit of cum out of me as he grunts and moans, slamming into me as I feel him cum deep inside of me. Pounding through his orgasm he leans down and starts to make out with me. 

“Fucking hell, I can’t believe you made me cum this fast.”

“I’m honestly surprised I lasted that long. I haven’t cum in like a week and I haven’t had an ass like that in forever.” He laughs as he hands me a towel as I clean myself off. We both get dressed and exchange snapchat and numbers as I leave his dorm. 

So, move in day and here the fuck I am already getting my ass pounded. Now I am openly doing the walk of shame back to my dorm across campus, with his cum threatening to stream down my leg. My fucking legs shaking and my ass lowkey hurts like fuck, but also misses being pounded into and filled with cum. I would say today was an amazing first day of college, and damn it I vow it’ll only get better from here. 

Stumbling into my dorm again I walk in and see Adam sitting on his bed with his laptop, surprised to see me. 

“Wow, I didn’t expect to see you stumbling in here till sometime in the morning.” He says making himself chuckle as he looks at me laying on my stomach on my bed. “Are you okay? Why are you limping and shaking?”

“Let’s just say that I had a great time tonight.”