Catching up my highschool Bromance in my 40's

We both attended separate schools but were part of the same Scout-like organisation. He was one of the most attractive boys I have ever seen. I tried to spend as much time together that afternoon, but after the event was over we did not see each other for another two years. 

Later we both attended the same high school. That year during Valentine, I got 23 flowers and cards from girls and I think he got 24 - we were by far the hottest (str8?) school boys and also became best buddies. The girls wanted us both. 

One night during a sleep over, we swam together and then went into the shower. I remember we both got boners but neither dared take off his swimming pants in the hot shower - the energy and denial was intense. 

Once on a camp I saw him pissing with another buddy and was too afraid to piss with him - probably thought I would out myself if I do so. What is weird is that neither of us figured out that we were also interested in guys at that age. 

Ryan got a bit too wild for me at some point and even though we did gymnastics together and became best buddies - his sexual energy and attraction was even higher than my own. I could see both girls and boys line up to try to win his friendship. Like I said - he got a bit too wild for me at that age - I was still a rather 'good boy' - and thus kinda ended our friendship as I did not want to end up in what I considered back then to be the wrong circles - even though I would dream about circle jerks with his circle of friends. 

We once got together at around age 17 as we would perform gymnastics in the same Opera - but after one or two trials for some reason that stopped. We were always glad to see one another though. 

After school I once looked at men in magazines and then saw a photo of him in gay underwear. He was fucking good looking and attractive - so I can understand that anyone would want him in a magazine - he was manly as fuck. But is Ryan gay? - I thought to myself!? I could never be that openly. To my suprise I found another magazine in which he and his older brother both we cheered by gay men as they walked in speedos at some event. 

I could not figure out whether he was just modelling for them or actually into all of that. In the same magazine there was also a story (fantasy) of him and a buddy sucking off each other in the showers... I remember I got hard and probably masturbated to that. 

Life continued - I still thought of myself as str8 somehow (back in the 80's and 90's masturbation with other men were not considered gay) - and this is all I did from time to time. We both got married and had kids - but we never made contact again.

That is until our recent school reunion where we did meet again and made up for many lost years.. 

(I should say at this point that I have had various dreams about me and him touching, making out and having sex.)

I attended the school reunion without my wife, and to my suprise he also came alone as his wife could not make it. Our reunion was held on a farm and we all slept over in various cottages. It so happened that Ryan and myself were both informed that we can sleep in Cottage number 7. 

Well it was awesome to meet so many old friends again, we laughed, swam, had BBQ and drank a lot. Ryan was still hot as fuck. We quickly bonded again and even liked each other more than in high school. At the time when everyone went to bed - we headed to our cottage. 

As it was hot we both intended to have a shower before bed. We kinda wrestled a bit for the fun to see who would make it to the shower first. Both tried to get undress as quickly as possible and then we ended up on the bed wrestling in our underwear so that the one could win the other to the shower. Now Ryan was on top of me, then I would top him.. 

Hey let us shower together I said. So the two of us ended up undressing with semi erections and headed for the shower. I thought fuck this - I will not try to control my urges and let my body have its natural way.. I soon was hard as fuck - and seeing this he also sported a hard boner. 

Horny as well ? I asked.. Yeah - have not fucked for days man.. Neither have I dude... I think we should do what men need to do and jerk if off Buddy. Fuck bro - that's what I was thinking as well man. So we lubed up with soap and hard as fuck started jerking off in the small shower together - our arms and legs touching... Let's measure to see who has the biggest dick dude... and with that he put his cock on mine to measure it... and then started to masturbate as both.. 

I grabbed him behind his neck and pulled him towards me. Kissed him and tongue fucked his mouth - we were making out. Next thing I knew he was sucking my dick... then me his.. we then decided to continue on the bed where we sucked, kissed and fucked and wrestled for probably an hour...or more... 

We slept naked in each others arms the whole night - and early in the morning when we both woke up with boners we loved and fucked again..

I was in exstacy and so was he.. our bromance and best friends agreement stood the test of time... 

We live in different countries now but I know my Buddy is my best bro. 

We bonded like animals, like old Spartan soldiers and lovers and shared the depth only str8 bros can share with one another. 

I hope we meet soon again Ryan!