Cam Whore

Maybe it was the covid thing, he thought sometimes, but that was a lie, really. It had started long before that and he knew it. He'd been on some sites for a year or more before the outbreak. Hot guys would say "Hi" and he would check out their profiles and start chatting or then sending pics and then exchange vids maybe and the next thing he knew, they'd be skype chatting and tell him to get naked and show his dick and...well, he would stroke his dick watching them do theirs. He would hold off as long as he could, sometimes even closing his webcam before...

It was hot having the dominant guys tell him what to do, what they would do to him...force him to his knees and fuck his mouth with their cock, make him drain their balls of that big hot white load of jizz. It made him feel sexy and wanted and all that. He would sometimes feel guilty afterward and the bouts of guilt were awful for a few days and then the hunger would get to him again and he would seek out somebody.

Eventually after a couple of months, the guilt faded and the urgent hunger was left. And that got to be okay, too. He could live with it as long as he could get his kicks. He loved watching other men jerk off their big cocks and shoot that cum, especially right into their cameras as if they were shooting it right at him, on him. And even more he loved them watching him do the same. He could see in their eyes focused on his hand, on his dick, rubbing it up and down and up and down until the cum spewed out of his dickhole.

But it wasn't enough. He wanted something more, so he started wearing panties and lingerie and putting on a show. He started doing a striptease and teasing the guys he cammed with, talking dirty like he wanted them to talk to him. The sessions got hotter and nastier and he liked them even more. Sometimes he'd cum three times a day with different guys...he didn't necessarily want to meet them, just use them as his personal audience. He would smile at himself and call himself a cam whore. It began to define who he was to himself, even ordering a custom printed tee-shirt that he would wear in public. "Cam Whore" became who and what he was. And he loved it.