1st Time

Though I can definitely tell you a when a woman is a knock out I never found myself attracted to them the way I was to men. Though I didn't run around telling people I was gay and thought I acted manly enough to present myself as strait I desperately wanted to suck cock and get my ass fucked like the men who wrote of their gay encounters in the Hustlers Penthouse and other porn mags I'd find in dumpsters as a teen. My most cherished were my gay porn mags. Back then I figured I would probably not come out and stroke off the gay porn as actually having sex with a real man was kind of scary to me. Eric helped me get through those fears though.

I will spare you a long story about how we met and give you a shortened version. I was 19 and just getting out on my own when I met him. Employed at a grocery store that his family owned were I barely made enough to get by Eric and I who also stocked the shelves ended up forming a friendship that I wanted to be more after he began offering me rides in the car he barley managed to keep running. I wanted to tell him but I was scared but Eric sure as hell wasn't. After I had come to his home to drink a few beers and watch a few movies he rented I found myself sort of speechless when he asked at the end of the movie “So when are you going to tell me your hot for my body Kevin, because I want you bad?”

When I looked at him I saw he wasn't joking. I knew I wanted Eric damn he was hot. Standing nearly 6ft with a lean but muscular frame blue eyes and brown hair he kept neatly groomed he was a bottoms wet dream.

Fighting back my nerves I managed to say “I've never been with a man didn't know how to ask.” I saw a look of understanding in his eyes before he asked me if I'd like to have my first time with him. Feeling my heart flutter I said “Yes” and Eric moved to my side of his couch and began to kiss me after pulling me into his arms. My cock began to grow and being inexperienced I wrapped my arms around him. Then I felt him rubbing my cock through my pants. Oh it felt soo good. Eric came up for air and said lets get a shower first.

I was not at all sure what to expect but Eric was a tender lover who knew he how to pleasure a first timer. Eric took charge of everything in the shower he washed my every crack and crevasse and had me do the same to him. I especially loved washing his 8 inch cock and loved having it in my mouth even more. Not knowing what I was doing yet Eric began giving me pointers on cock sucking and encouraging me by telling me when it was feeling good and how pretty I was. I loved hearing his words of encouragement and grunts, groans, and moans. Soon Eric pulled his dick out of my mouth and took me to his bedroom. As we lay on his be Eric flipped me over onto my belly and after grabbing some lube from his night stand began playing with my asshole and fingering it out. Though it started out a little uncomfortable ass my ass loosened it I began my dick wanting to release then I soon felt the head of his dick pressing against my anus. At first I didnt think it was going to go in then I felt the head go in and thought. “Well damn I thought it was gonna hurt” Then all of the sudden my asshole gave way and Eric's cock slammed home. Completely unprepared for it I howled in pain. Eric held me close “Shhh..it will pass just let it loosen.”

As my anus loosened I felt so full. Remaining still I felt Eric begin to rub my flaccid dick stroking it back to life. Soon he began to slowly fuck my ass. Feeling him rubbing against my prostate every time he began to pull out I wanted him back in and pushed back to get more. Soon I was begging him to fuck my butt harder and starting to leak precum. Oh it felt so good as Eric fucked stroked me I could feel my orgasm stat in my asshole and explode from my cock causing me to moan in pleasure and Eric to fuck my ass till he exploded a load in my ass then fell on top of me kissing the back of my neck. Exhausted we fell asleep in each others arms.