Thr first cock I ever sucked

 I came from a very large family living in a ghost town and we were the only ones left out there at the time. I was about 6 or 7 when My older brother was discharged from the Army and he came and lived with us for awhile. For some reason he wanted to take me for walks and I felt very important with him showing me all this attention until just a couple days later as he and I were out in the diggins he sat on a log and pulled his cock out and bregan to stroke it while I watched fasinated and talked to me about the whores he had fucked  in Japan and the blowjobs they had given to him. well he stopped and asked you know what a blow job is dont you and I shook my head frm side to side and he said it feels really good when someone sucks on my cock here you try it.

 I looked at his dick and shook my head no then the said I will give you a handfull of raisens if you do it so he opened his legs for me and I reluctantly kneeled in front of him taking his cock in my hand and he encouraged me to stroke it so I did then the laid his hand on my head and said open your mouth now and I did and I felt his hot cock aganst my lips and he said wider so I did and my tongue brushed against his flesh and he tasted a little odd but he pushed it deeper into my mouth as I knelt there not knowing what to do then his hips started moving and he pushed on the back of my head as his cock went even deeper until I gagged then he stopped for a min. breathying hard and saked if I was OK and I couldent talk with his cock in my mouth so I just grunted and he statrted fucking my mouth again as I wondered just what was going to happen because he was getting pretty tough and he made me gag now quite a bit. His hands on my head began to force more and more of his cock into me and he was breathing raggedly then he stopped pulling my mouth tight against his pubic hair.

 I kneeled there trying to push him away then he was cumming and I swallowed in reflex as he held me tight as I fought to get away then his cock just squirted ocasionally as he slowly fucked my mouth.

 I was mad when he let mr go but when I said I was going to tell Mom he said if you do I wont take you with me anymore and I wont give you any raisens.

 Raisens were a very big treat to us kids so I agreed not to tell but after that he did the same thng every time we left the house and I guess I did not mind all thet mych.

 When he got a job as a policeman he would still take me with him and it wasent very long before he had me sucking off his friends to but I liked that because they would always buy me a hanburger and milk shakr before taking me home.

 It was a friend of ours though that was the first guy to butt fuck me. Jim had married and moved away but Tex was a big robust man that had been in the Marine Corp during the second world war and landded on several of the islands.

 He had a claim on the Yuba River and one day he asked Dad if he could borrow me to help him pack some things into his camp and
Dad agreed.

 I liked listening to him and he played and sang with Banjo so I would be there for several nights and I slept in his bed with him.

 The first evening he had me suck him off because Jim had told him I sucked cock and after that he sometimes had me suck him off several times every day and I do remember that he came in huge ejaculations had his cum was so thick it was hard to swallow.

 One night I woke up and I was on my belly with Tex fingering my butt hole telling me to lay stillhe spit in his hand and worked the saliva into my ass and I asked what he was going to do but I already knew because he was stroking his cock then again he raised above me and said lay still ow you will like this as his cock head trieeed to force me open.

 I laid there gritting my teeth because it was hurting and I told him to stop it hurt but he ignored mr saying just lay still sa his cock forced me open then his cock hed slipped into me and I screamed.

 Tex said go ahead and yell Larry nobody can hear you as he forced more and more of his cock into e I felt like my whole lower body was on fire and I remembered screaning and he laughed lifting my body off the sleeping bag with each stroke and it seamrd to last forever then the pain started to go away as my ass relaxed and alrhough it wasent good by any stretch of imagination at least it was beatable  and when he came in me he slide in and out more easily with less pain and for the next two nights he fucked me that way  then took me home with dire threats of what he would do If I told anyone.

 Later he asked me again to help him and I guess by this time I was almost 12 now that I kind of liked giving him that much pleasure and he fucked me for a week before taking me home again.

 It was funny though because I was still interested in girls in school and although I was very bashfull around them a friend of my older sister fucked me one day and after that it was only girls until I ran away at age 14.