Love Imperfectly

I was going to post this on February but it got delayed. I am trying to go back into writing and trying to go on a different path which is more driven to romance and love. I hope you will enjoy this light short story and as always feel free to email me or comment.

Memories

I was never the type to give a shit about relationships besides I have plan. My goal is to play basketball and get into a good college and everything else meant nothing… that is until I met him. It was in the summer, I saw this kid, Kevin… his eyes were narrow and his hair unkept and pushed back, he had this playful smile painted on his pale face; his right cheek has a visible scar. A number of whispers from my classmates filled at the back of the room. He wasn’t that good looking to draw much attention but his scar made him look like a delinquent. This maybe the first time I have the same class as him.

“He looks scary”

“Have you heard the rumors?”

I paid no attention to the murmurs since this school is filled with young imaginative adults.

I glared at his scar and I thought I saw a familiar face. My mind instantly placed me to my past; I was really fat back then… I mean really fat, I can fit on every end of fat jokes and I still won’t fit…anyway the incident happened when I was just 7 years old, I was being picked on by neighbouring kids hitting me with rocks, they were apparently trying to see if the rocks would bounce off of my chubby tummy, then this thin pale kid dashed in front of me and in turn got hit by the stone on his right cheeks. The evil brats ran away upon seeing blood running down on my saviour’s cheeks. He turned and faced me, I looked him in the eyes and he smiled “Are you okay?” I woke up in my room after that… I learned something interesting about me that day too; I was actually light headed around blood.

I really can’t believe he was my classmate, I mean if it really was him. I will just ask him after class… besides it was all chill I could be mistaken but this chance is rare! What if it was him I never got the opportunity to thank him. As soon as our professor left I stood up and glanced where he was seated. He was already gone. Alex my close friend approached me instead.

“Hey! Mark!”

“What’s up Alex!”

Coach really is hard on us my body aches all night

Yeah he gets like that whenever the season is nearing end, catch you later!

I tried searching for him in the busy hallways…

Hello gorgeous giggled Lindsey

Oh Hi!

Are you looking for someone? Lindsey noticing my eyes drifting from the hallways.

Well I was but naah so date with me??

Come on Mark you have to court me longer than 2 weeks to get me to go out with you!

Damn!

At the back of Lindsey I saw Kevin! I quickly nudged Lindsey aside. I don’t know why but I have to meet this guy no matter what. This might be my only chance.

Hey!  Kevin right?

Yeah?

You must not remember me but back when we were younger you saved me? Some kids throwing stones at me? Remember?

Huh? What are you talking about?

Oh! I was fat back then so you wouldn’t recognize me man! I smiled to look friendlier besides I am much cuter when I smile as my friends say.

I don’t remember that sorry.

No! no! no! I mean that scar you were hit right?

This is a birthmark sorry you got the wrong person.

And with that he walks away. I was certain that it was really him! Those brown eyes and that pale skin. I feel stupid now. Alex suddenly put his arms around my neck.

Why are you talking to that guy?

I thought I knew him before… I guess I was wrong.

That guy is baad news Mark, you never heard of the news about him? I was together with him in Mrs. Hemworth’s class last year. I heard he is leaving school since there were scandals surrounding him. Real shit dirt news!

You know I don’t like listening to those kind of stories.

Well they say he uhmm sells his body for sex…to GUYS!

Really? What? Naah Alex you can’t be serious?

I warned you man! Just keep your distance since you are popular. The star player of our team! The prince of this school! Oh hail the awesome Mark!!! Alex started shouting and everyone was smiling looking at us.

Stop it! We better get to practice or coach will make us ran thousands of laps for being late.

I never really listen to hearsay but this gossip about Kevin made me curious, don’t get me wrong I am a straight guy, after all I was trying my moves on Lindsey, She was cute, she may not be the prettiest but she is the nicest girl in here.  I guess my curiosity comes from the fact that I am a virgin and that he looks just like the kid in my childhood.

Coach made us practice so late that day, everyone except for the basketball team was allowed inside campus at night. I was always the last one to leave since almost everyone in the team lives far from school.

See you tomorrow coach! As one by one my teammates left.

Make sure you get a good night sleep Mark! Now scram! Coach roared

As I was walking along the hallway I forgot I have to get my books from my locker, my locker is located at the left wing of the school it was far so I ran so that I can go home quickly too. As I was grabbing my book, I heard a noise… It was odd since it was repetitive like a slamming of chairs. I traced the sound and followed, it was coming from this storage room. The sound was becoming louder as I was nearing it. I quietly opened the door partially. What I saw changed my life forever…

Fuck! It was Kevin lying on a table and Principal Cox was in-between Kevin’s legs humping him. Kevin’s eyes was closed shut, his hands wrapped around his lips supressing his moans. Principal Cox was really into it every thrust he grunts with pleasure. As I was now peeking at Kevin and Principal Cox having sex, my cock started reacting! I looked down from my basketball shorts and my cock is starting to harden. I can’t even blink I was wrapped in that moment. This is the first time I witnessed gay sex! As a horny junior I masturbate almost everyday and my hand unconsciously reached inside my shorts pulls out my 8 inch hard cock with my foreskin still intact I began rubbing myself while watching this live gay porn. The thing is I was looking at Kevin the entire time!

I was leaking precum so hard; my cock head was peeking outside my foreskin already. Kevin’s body was impressive also he got that nice lean muscular look. His abs was well defined as well as his pecks, but when I looked at his face my precum doubled in amount. He was obviously enjoying while a man fucks him. All rationality in my brain faded.

I wasn’t proud of what happened next my cock began fidgeting and I was ready to cum. My endurance wasn’t that good yet… Kevin’s eyes suddenly open and He spotted me and look straight at me!

I began to moan and shot my load at the door then I quickly tucked my cock inside my shorts and ran for my dear life! I was running outside like a mad man and halfway at the school parking lot I noticed that my book was not in my hand! FUCK! I never dared to go back for it.

I went inside my room. I showered and got in my boxers. All I could think of was Kevin! He saw me! I jerked off while peeking at gay sex I punched my pillow.

My eyes suddenly felt heavy I guess jerking off after a basketball practice is enough to make me asleep despite my mind going crazy.

I woke up with my alarm blaring. I don’t want to go to school. How will I face Kevin! Why am I terrified more than him anyway? They were the one having sex! God! Lesson for this no more tracking of weird noises at school! I wished I’d rather see a ghost than two people having sex and caught me jerking.

I still dragged myself to school. I was afraid to glance back since Kevin was seating over at the back. I tried concentrating at the lecturer in front of me instead. After class I nearly ran out from the room. I even ignored Alex and my dear Lindsey. I made it outside at the back of the school I didn’t exactly knew why I ended up at this parts of the school… I panic walked. Then suddenly…

Mark right?

I turned around and saw Kevin. His eyes tried to avoid mine while he handed me my book. 

I grabbed my book and turned around I was about to run away but he held my arm back.

You saw me right?

I faced him again and his eyes were worried.

Yeah… I am sorry I didn’t mean to see that.

Are you going to tell anybody about that?

No! Why would I do that?

I don’t know since it was wrong? Kevin’s faced was sad now.

Well we suspected principal cox being gay but that was all.

Kevin smiled but more like a grin

Besides, Mark I know you enjoyed what you saw…

What the fuck!

Guess who’s load is this?

My eyes widened NO FUCKING WAY!

Kevin laughed so hard now.

My face instantly turned red…

How did you? Nooo! with a defeated sigh I covered my face.

Kevin put away the condom. Kevin then pulled his pants down.

What are you doing!!!

I am stripping for you.

WHY???!!

Oh! Don’t you want to see the goods?

The what now?!!!

My rates are not that high but it depends on what you want to do to me. Kevin was now shirtless and his pants was now on his knees. He had this tight red briefs on.

My brain clicked Kevin thought I wanted to buy his “Services” I reached down and Kevin automatically puts both his arms behind his head and he closed his eyes. I reached down and got his pants back up.

You got it all wrong! I am not like the Principal…

Oh! So what do you like me to do?

Nothing!!! I laughed at him.

I am just a horny guy, so seeing gay sex for the first time got my cock all confuse and shit okay?

I see sorry now I feel embarrassed Kevin was now red blushing…

We should probably get to class… I murmured

Right.

As I walked through the hallways with Kevin I was given a lot of shocked stares from the other students. It was quite different “looks” from what they usually give me. Kevin notices the weird looks and started to pace slowly. I stopped and asked what’s wrong?

“You go ahead I remembered I forgot something in my locker” with a smile he turned.

I walked onwards leaving him behind. It was gym class and coach is not pleasant when his students are late.  Kevin and I were in the same gym class so I was thinking of making an excuse for him.

Coach made us ran laps and do all sorts of torture fortunately there wasn’t any practice after classes for basketball players. The boys were all rushing towards the showers so they could all get out of school early. Kevin was moving slowly, I think he is not eager to go home? Or is there another uhmmm gay session with the principal after this? I instantly got a clear picture of their sex and my cock reacted again. I quickly held my junk and immediately forced myself to stop thinking about it especially when I am going to the showers or my friends would tease me to death. I can’t even begin to imagine having a boner while showering with a lot of guys.  After taking all of my sweaty clothes and wrapping my waist with a towel, I walked towards the rows of showers. I usually pick the end cubicle to shower but Kevin was in his towel, he was going for my prefered shower.  He saw me closing in on it too.

Oh! I am sorry are you going to use this one? Kevin looks straight at me.

Naah! You can go ahead I smiled at him I will just wait for others to finish.

As I was taking my time to clean myself I kept forcing myself not to think of Kevin and the principal my mind was saying “Don’t think about it! Don’t picture it! Don’t have a boner!”

Some of my friends shouted at me “We’re leaving Mark! Hahaha!”

Yeah go on! I shouted back. A lot of my friends say I shower so slowly, as for me I like thinking in the showers. After wiping myself dry I walked towards my locker and notice that Kevin was sitting in one of the bench still not getting dressed.

I quickly got dressed and approached him.

Hey! Why aren’t you dressed yet?

Someone took my clothes.

It’s really no surprise since a lot of guys get prank especially during showers. I never got pranked but I know lots of people who did. I laughed “Yeah they like to do that, don’t mind it”

Yeah I know and also since I have many rumours going on about which isn’t untrue besides I am leaving so why not make my life hell right?

I took out my jersey shorts inside my locker and took off my shirt and offered it to Kevin. Here!

Kevin looked me in the faced. He mouthed “thanks”

That jersey shorts is clean and we have no practice later so you can wear it.

I wasn’t complaining hahaha! Its this or nothing, But what will you wear?

I have my Jersey shirt here. It isn’t stylish but it will do.

Why are you being nice to me?

I not being nice, I am just not being cruel hahaha!

What’s the difference?

Well first my intention isn’t to help you it’s just evil to let you walk out of school stark naked. Plus my clothes isn’t free you have to do me a favour first.

Kevin instantly look at my crotch and says “A blow job?”

NOOO!!! GOD it’s always about sex with you? hahaha well close hmm can you stop having sex with the principal?

He looked away for a secnd.

Damn! That’s too bad though he often gives me free rides to my home.

What?! Then I will give you a ride home Kev.

Okay then take me home.

Okay I’ll just get all my stuff and then we can go.

Is Kevin only having sex with the principal for a ride home? That’s not logical at all maybe there is more into it.

Come let’s go! As I sling my bag over my shoulders.

We walked outside at the parking lot and I almost shouted tadaahh!! I am proud of my car my parents are well off so I get to have this luxury.

Neat!

That’s all you have to say?

hmmm…great ride?

I rolled my eyes. Just get in!

We got in my car and before I started the engine I need to know the truth.

Kevin hmm I know we don’t know each other and I know I mistook you for someone I know back then… Kevin cut me off.

You aren’t mistaken Mark.

What?                                            

I lied about my scar.

What!? Why?

I don’t know… I never thought you would remember… as for me I always do…my first time of being hurt. It was painful.

I fell silent of course he would remember, the incident is written on his face.  I reached in to touch Kevin’s scar… My I?

Kevin nodded.

I won’t forget that moment, I felt helpless and someone got hurt because of me… I was told that I fainted after seeing your blood.

Yeah I was figuring out this red stuff all over me and when I turned to you, you were lying on the ground I thought you were hit by the stones… a neighbour saw me and I was taken to the hospital while you were being carried by your parents that’s the last time I saw you.

My parents told me when I woke up what happened and I knew your wound will have a scar so I befriended almost anyone I meet who has a scar on their face hahaha! I always wanted to say thank you and how much of that incident meant to me.

I started the car.

Before I take you home want to get a bite?

Is it your treat?

Yeah sure, you are my saviour after all

Don’t call me that. I wasn’t being nice back then I was just not being cruel.

I laughed so hard, I felt something inside me that night…I am actually happy.

I am going to take you to my favourite place to eat.  We stop at Klaine’s it was an 80’s diner style restaurant.

Order what you want Kevin don’t hold back! I smiled

Alright! Kevin was now eagerly pointing out all the stuff he wanted from the menu.

I never had the chance to ask why he was selling his body… As we were eating I was staring at Kevin. At first glance he wasn’t good looking but as you really look at him longer… He is kind of a looker in a rustic rough way his eyes was quite narrow though but his cheek bones are very angular and high.

He stopped eating and stared back.

Why are you staring?

I am sorry erm you eat fast that’s all.

I am not that athletic and gym class sucks it makes me hungry. He was saying all that while chomping on burgers.

You want to try basketball? I offered him.

No way!! Hahaha!

We were going to head back to the car but Kevin walked across the road and entered the playground. He looks back at me and I followed him.

I sat on the swings while Kevin jumped around the monkey bars.

I broke our silence. I heard you were leaving school?

Yeah I am. Some students knew what I was doing… He wasn’t particularly sad at the moment. Besides people are afraid of their own hypocrisies that’s why they make an example of the people who aren’t ashamed of their own demons.

Wow Kev, that’s deep, I wished I met you sooner.

I already knew who you are Mark. You are popular duh!

Then why didn’t you introduce yourself! Asshole!

I wasn’t sure you’d remember. Besides you were good without me interfering.

It isn’t your place to look out for me Kev!

Kevin then got this surprised look and softly he said… “Sorry”

It’s fine now can I take you home?

Naah! It’s okay I will just walk.

No let me take you. My eyes were pleading to him. He sighed and agreed.

Apparently Kevin lives in this old urban area it’s not a bad neighbourhood but few people live in this parts since the apartments are very old. Kevin led me to this red bricked small building. There was a glass door and then we walk up the stairs maybe two floors up. Finally we stopped into the first door near the staircase.

This is me he smiled. Do you want to come inside?

If you don’t mind?

Kevin opened the door it was a studio type apartment. It wasn’t elegant but it feels homey and cosy.

Want anything to drink Mark?

Water is fine.

Really? Don’t you want beer?

Nope we have school tomorrow and I have practice.

Okay. He rummages through the kitchen.

While I sat down on his couch I notice that there are no pictures on any of the walls or anything.

You live alone Kev?

Yes.

He sat down beside me and gave me my water. I drank and mustered all the courage to ask him…

Why do you do it?

Do what?

Have sex with strangers?

He became quiet all of a sudden…

Because I can?

He smiled but I can see his tone changed.

I ran away from home that’s why I live alone since my home wasn’t that pleasant. I tried to live on my own and started to do it for money. After a while I got a decent job and after that I just did it because I can do it.

I never heard of that reasoning before…

Also... Kevin leaned in and whispered into my ear… I am very good at it.

I instantly moved away from him and then he laughed at me.

So do you want to do it with me? Kevin was really serious this time.

What!! I mean you want me and you to fuck?

Sure you turned out to be a hottie Mark and also I think you owe me.

Owe you?

Yeah 12 years ago to be exact.

Noooo! Hey that’s not fair! Don’t use that! I didn’t realized I was blushing.

I want to use it! Please! Kevin was now pleading and looking straight at me.

I mean you don’t have to actually do anything and you told me you were always horny.

I don’t know!

The person that saved me and I look up to is pleading in front of me… I can’t refuse him. I closed my eyes and sighed in defeat.

Yes!!!! I promise you will like it! Come let’s go to my bed.

Isn’t this kind of inappropriate? I mean we just barely knew each other and…

Kevin pulled me close and covered my mouth with his hands. He stared straight into my eyes.

Don’t be a pussy!

He dragged my arms towards his bedroom.

What should I do? I kept asking

He sat at the side of his bed and made me stand up in front of him.

Strip for me Mark.

This is kind of embarrassing Kev.

 Don’t be… you have a great body.

I began to undress in front of Kevin. I kept thinking this is just like taking a shower after practice except I will get exhausted after I undress. I took off my shirt.

Kevin whistled Wow! You have a nice set of abs!

Thank you. I felt my face burning. I tried to mockingly dance in front of him. He laughed.

I pulled down my pants exposing my boxers fortunately there was no practice today or it would be a jockstrap.

Strip!!! Kevin playfully shouted.

Fuck off!! I replied.

I pulled off my boxers. Exposing my cock to him.

There!!! Happy?

Kevin’s face again looked serious.

I looked away while he observes my cock.

Is it bad? Why are you staring at it so long?

No! no! It actually looks good. I just realized I am looking the cock of the most popular guy in school I feel honoured.

I covered my cock instantly. Don’t make more embarrassed!

My turn. Kevin moved towards the center of the bed.

Kevin began to undress and then he tossed me his shirt and he stripped down only to his boxers.

Hey! I shouted while Kevin’s borrowed shirt hit me in the face.

That’s yours isn’t it I am giving it back hehehe!

Kevin’s body was pale but lean and muscular.

You have a nice body too you know. As I look at his torso.

Yeah I need to maintain it for my…patrons.

Okay come here Mark lay here beside me and stop covering your dick! Stupid!

I lay on his bed and Kevin started to touch my chest caressing it and his fingertips followed the contours of my chest and my abs. I was giggling.

Stop laughing! He barked.

I can’t your tickling me.

Kevin then leaned in and licks my mouth then he breathes out letting out a warm air which my lips felt, I moved my faced against his and we started to kiss passionately. He first kissed my upper lips and sort of biting it. He then moved his lips which I followed. When I tried to do the same and tried slightly biting his upper lips he moved back and leaned in again with more force. He made my mouth open and his tongue entered my mouth I can feel his tongue licking mine. We were French kissing.  His hands were now rubbing my nipples. It was making me ticklish but it was masked by the sensation of our making out. After a while my nipples all got weird and whenever Kevin rubs them now it feels great.  Kevin then broke the kiss.

Look at your cock Mark.

I looked down and my cock was 8 inch hard with only my cock slit peeking out of my foreskin, my cock was also twitching and every twitch a fresh precum pours out. Already at my pubic hair was a pool of transparent liquid.

Kevin dips his finger at the gooey pool and tasted my precum.

Omg! Why did you do that?

I already tasted your cum

How?

Remember the condom I carefully extracted your cum off of the doors

No! You ate my cum!!!!

Yeah! I was curious on how you taste.

Kevin! You are a pervert!

He chuckled and his hands reached down on me.

Can I peel your foreskin?

Yeah sure do whatever you want. I kissed Kevin again.

Kevin carefully touched the base of my cock head which was outlined by my foreskin and he slowly pushed it back exposing my pink glans.

Your cock is so beautiful.

Kevin then slowly rubbed my cock up and down while his other hand pours some of my precum all over my tool. I never been touched like that before so instantly I moaned, Kevin turned his head and looks at me but I was so ashamed that I pulled of the pillows and covered my face with it.

I heard Kevin laughed.

Why are you covering your face Mark?

I don’t know it’s embarrassing!

It’s not please let me look at your face

I reluctantly put away the pillow but I was looking away every time Kevin’s hands reached my glans my body reacts and I wanted to moan.

I am going to go faster so please don’t cum yet.

Kevin stroked my cock in a faster paced but securely locking my shaft with his hands. My mind was blown away by the sensations.

FUCK! KEVIN!

I can’t hide my moans anymore I was really loud. My cock was drenching Kevin’s hand with my precum.

Jeez!  Mark you have a lot of juice in you.

Sorry.

No its okay I like it.

Kevin then teased my cock head circling his fingers around the slit and then underside of the head. It was amazing when someone else masturbates your cock.  I didn’t even realise that my arms moved at the back of my head.

Enjoying yourself Mark?

Yeah! Please don’t stop.

Kevin smiled and continued to jack me off.

I thought that He was just going to jerk me but he leaned in to my cock and started licking my precum off of my slit.

FUCK! I am not… ready for a blow job Kev…

Don’t worry I will be gentle just relax I told you, you won’t have anything to do just lie there Mark.

After Kevin licking my glans all over, he open his mouth and started to suck my head.

It feels so good! As I looked at what he was doing to me.

Tell me if it’s too much okay? He assured me.

Hmmmm yes.

The warm mouth of Kevin it was a so so good. I felt his soft lips clinging down my shaft. His tongue stroking my cock when he sucks me off. He was indeed very good at what he does.

Kevin then parted my legs more and while he gave me a blow job he also played with my balls. I was nearing climax. My face was red my eyes were closed Kevin must’ve notice that I was nearing, he stopped sucking me.

I am sorry I was close Kev.

He looked at me with a grin on his face. I want to taste it again…

Why do you say those things! You Pervert!

Kevin then again put his lips around my cock and his pace was different he really was eager now and the suction of his mouth was becoming harder. The amount of pressure is making his mouth narrow and more area is being touch by his whole mouth against my dick. Within seconds I was really shouting rather than moaning.

I am gonna coooome I am closeee FUCK!!!!

My cock bursts with jizz and gently Kevin touch the base of my cock while his other hand clamps my shaft making my glans just poking in his mouth. He was really drinking it! My body was sweaty all over. It was the best orgasm I ever had.

After cleaning my cock with Kevin’s tongue he laid beside me. I was catching my breath.

So? how was it Mark?

It’s incredible. I’ve never been blown before…

I reached for my boxers but Kevin stopped me.

Why?

I wanna see your cock longer if you don’t mind?

Okay, So hmmm what we did I don’t know what should I feel I mean I like it but I don’t think I could do it with your co…

Hahaha! Don’t explain Mark I know it already you are straight.

But it was good it was not bad… I tried to explain.

Yeah sex is sex at the end of the day the question is which do you prefer a boy or with a girl? He spoke while he leaned on my chest.

I guess so… so hmmm which do you prefer Kevin?

Kevin chuckled I prefer you…

Stop flirting with me Kev!

Sorry I am used at amusing my clients but I am really glad you liked it.

Yeah I hope you could do it again?

Really? I thought you didn’t like the idea?

Sex is sex hahaha! Besides if I would be gay I would choose you.

Right… I have another favour to ask though.

Sure what do you want?

Can you stay over for the night?

Hahaha! You really want to see me naked all night?

No it’s just lonely here sometimes.

I get it … but I do snore when I am exhausted.

Sure I am a heavy sleeper so it’s okay.

Kevin dimmed the lights and he then grabbed a pillow and lied again beside me. I began to look at his face.

Can I touch it? I asked one more time.

My cock?

No! Stupid! Your scar!

Yeah sure…

I touched his scar slowly.

You are making me horny when you are touching my face like that.

That’s your problem…  What happened back that time… It changed me.

Yeah obviously you look hot and phew! You become a pretty boy, how did you do it?

I kept thinking that I won’t let another person get hurt because of me…

Okay that’s it you go sleep I am going to jerk off…

Hahaha! For reals?

Yes I just sucked your cock I was hard all the time.

Okay then I am glad you enjoyed me too.

Want to watch me?

No… I am good I smiled.

Okay then.

As Kevin went to the bathroom I was so tired that I didn’t realized that I dozed off. That night I dreamt of Kevin… we were in the playground where he got his scar but this time we were not kids anymore, we were both naked and we were hugging each other… but this time it wasn’t kids who were there in front staring at us… it was Alex, Lindsey, Couch and a lot more…

Wake up!

Kevin was looming all over my face!

I screamed.

That was offensive! Why did you scream?

You’re all over me. I looked for my clothes since I slept naked as Kevin requested.

Interesting you didn’t have a morning wood. He stood and watched as I got dressed.

I think you broke my cock Kev.

Nawww! Lets eat breakfast I cooked us a very good meal.

What is it?

Cereals.

Gosh must’ve taken you so long preparing that…

Yes so you must take me to school you hot jock.

I walked up to Kevin and hugged him I wished you aren’t leaving…

I have to Mark. Maybe we’ll meet again and please always remember me.

After we ate breakfast I borrowed some fresh clothes from Kevin and we drove to school together. We were joking around all the time and most importantly I wasn’t technically a virgin anymore. I felt that Kevin saved me again…

-end

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