Growing up

This is a work of fiction and even though my characters are young it is just charting the mind of a confused teenager. There will be bits of bullying but nothing to cross the line. Every boy and man have to go through it. It's a different kind of pace.

Casey seen him. Stood at recess on the first day in the court yard at Jack Maddison high. Dooey eyed and scared. No one had spoken to him,  no one approached him it was as if he didn't exist. 

"Christian right?"

"Yeah." He replied tentatively. 

"I'm Casey. The other one round hear somewhere is Cory my twin brother. You just moved from Boston yeah?"

"Yeah, my dad got a job out here and hey presto."

Casey was hooked yeah he was skinny and wore a baseball cap allowing his scruffy hair to creep from under it. His drawn face had cute little dimples on as most 13 year old boys do but it was his bright blues that got Casey's attention. His eyes were sparkling blue. They hit it off and started hanging out sometimes just the two of them sometimes Cory would tag along.

Was the third week for the two new teens in high school both 13. Christian turned up on the Monday looking terrified. 

"What's wrong bud?"

"Dad doesn't want me to be an outcast in high school. He and mum argued and eventually he won out." Christian said with a hint of reluctance. 

"I have to try out for at least one sports team at the beginning of every year in high school. He said he doesn't mind as long as I give it a go. "

"You'll be fine I mean we are first years, we got no chance of getting into the teams."

"What do you mean we?"

"Well I can't let my new buddy go through hell on his own, besides we are doth just under 5 foot together that's almost 10 foot." They both laughed. 

"So what disappointing sport are we not going to try this year?" Casey asked?

"Shall we get the most dreaded out of the way. Football? Tryouts Wednesday?" Christian said. Casey gulped and agreed. 

That night as Casey,  Cory and their parents were having dinner.  Casey told them. Cory pissed himself laughing he actually fell of his seat. His dad was more supportive as it was the first time any of his boys tried a sport. Casey had no interest in football but he wanted to help Christian. 

"Hope you like ass bro?"

"Cory don't be so rude at the dinner table. "His mum snapped. 

"It's true though mum. Look at us, no hight or muscle,  he is going to walk in that changing room and be staring at the bigger boys bums and dicks."

"CORY, GET TO YOUR ROOM. "

Even though he was only 13 that was the night Casey wanked for the first time and questioned his sexuality. It was so awkward, as he settled down to sleep all he had were little scenarios of him walking into the locker room and every boy being mitch taller and bigger and all he could do was look them in their ass and dick. As these images flashed in his head his teen cock started to twitch and stiffen it was wet and sticky at the end.

"DAAAAAAAAD!"

His dad and mum came rushing through the door. 

"What's up baby?" His mum asked. 

"I need to talk to dad." Casey said with his hands crossed hugging his duvet over himself hiding his hard on and wetness. 

"Ok, sweety."

Casey and his dad waited for his mum to leave.

"What's wrong son?"

"I don't know what happened."He pulled back the duvet and his dad started to laugh. 

"Dad it's not funny."

"You're right son it's not. Best get your brother for a chat I am not doing this twice. "

The day of the tryouts came. Casey was so nervous at the locker room door he glanced over at Christian who looked just as terrified. They pushed the door open and entered.  It was a buzz of activity. Several teams were trying out so there were athletes every shape and size.  Some were cocky and fooling around, others sat and looked just as nervous. Sure Casey had experienced changing rooms at middle school but that was just the boys in his gym class. This was a whole new level. Half naked and fully naked lads everywhere this confirmed to Casey he was interested in boys but he didn't know to what extent yet.

The try out for Casey was a disaster as it was taken by senior players. 

Tom was the quarterback and captain typical muscular jock entering his second last year. Very tall his ass was close to Casey's face when they were stood next him. "Right losers,  you think you can get on our team? We are here to weed out all the crap so the coach don't waste his time. Each person tell us your name and why you want to be a part of the mighty grizzly."

Each potential player said all the suck up things they could think of. Including Christian. "Christian and I want to win things."

"Ok and you?"

"Casey and I just want to support my friend." It even sounded gay to Casey as he said it. 

"Look less Nancy wants to support her boyfriend." Tom mocked him. Tryouts for both of them ended bad but worse was to come in the locker room for Casey. He had just finished getting dressed when a naked Tom spotted him. As before it was crowded. 

"Hey Nancy,  come over here."

Casey looked at the muscular jock and at the door. Tom noticed he was thinking about leaving. 

"Casey, seriously I want to apologise for mocking you on the field."

Casey swallowed hard and his hart rate picked up as he approached the jock who had a few fellow teammates in close proximity. 

" Hey man look I was harsh. I think it's cool you would attempt something like that just to support your friend. Maybe we can get you a cheerleader outfit. " There were a few laughs and hoots and now Casey wished he had left.

"Look sorry I shouldn't make fun of you. What do you like for lunch? I like chilli burritos. "

"There ok I guess. " Casey replied. 

"Dude there fucking awesome let me show you. " Tom spun on the spot and bent over presenting his pink slightly hairy but very sweaty hole. Casey hadn't noticed one of the other players had moved behind him. As he stood in shock he felt pressure on the back of his head as it flew forward right into Tom's ass crack just as Tom ripped a huge wet disgusting fart right up Casey's nose. It was putrid,  scorching the back of his throat and stinging his eyes. He tried to free himself but whoever had him was strong as a second came just as bad as the first. Casey was humiliated and in tears but they were from how bad the farts were. Secretly he was sporting wood.

Neither made the team and luckily the jocks left them alone however Casey remembered and it was the focus of many a night wank. The two boys went on goofing about and Christian's dad eased up. They were left to their own devices for the first year of high school. 

"How was your camp?" A 14 year old Casey asked. 

"Hitting baseball's for 3 weeks wo ho." Christian replied with about as much enthusiasm as a vegetarian getting served a big mac.

"Take it we are going baseball this year?"

"I am."

"We are."

"Look I appreciate you doing what you did last year but you really don't want to so you don't have to."

"I said last year I would and besides baseball isn't that bad."

"Ok but try not to turn into Nancy this year you were lucky they left you alone last year could you imagine if they decided to pick on you and by extension me?"

"I won't be gay this year I promise. I can't think of what they would have done." He lied, he had spent many a night wood in hand thinking about how helpless he would be and what they could do to him. The feeling, tastes and smells but one thing was for sure this was high school and even though most of society was understanding high school was unforgiving he could not risk being openly gay. " So baseball for 3 weeks? Any good?"

"No, I  suck you won't loose your buddy this year. Besides I hear you got a better chance then me, according to Cory. "

"I've never played baseball. "

"Yeah but he says your getting really good with wood in your hand. " Christian laughed.

Casey went a bit red and playfully punched his friend on the arm. That's the first time he noticed Christian had started to bulk up a little bit with muscle. Only a small amount but enough to notice.

Kyle was about 5ft 8" with strong arms and broad muscular chest apart from that he was slender, tonned and powerful. Top points scorer for the last two years. 

"Ok guys we are not hear to name and shame Nancy. "  He looked at Casey winked and smiled. Their were a few murmurs but nothing bad. Even though both lads failed again it was more relaxed and Casey at on point even got a good line drive. It wasn't enough but Kyle did speak to him. 

"Seriously dud get a bit more power in your arms and legs and next year you might have a shot. "

Casey felt better after that tryout until the shower. When he entered there was a few lads washing so Casey faced the wall still a bit shy around older students. He just soaped his hair and hadn't noticed the change of jocks in the shower until his was turned off and he spun to see Tom and 3 other football lads stood.

Tom backed him up to the wall. " Hey Nancy miss me?" He said  sneering. " Didn't see you at tryouts and must say I took it personally I thought you liked me?"

Casey was petrified, last time he was dressed, this time he was naked. Not only was he scared that this could be much worse than last time but he was fully aware that at any point his cock could betray him. Even though he had many a fantasy about Tom and the jocks. He was still way to young to experience them and besides in high school you can't be gay.

" What did you try this year?"

" B-b-base-ball." Casey replied. 

"See Nancy likes wood in her hands." The others laughed but Tom Closed the gap so much Casey could smell his sweat and was praying his dick stayed soft. Tom narrowed his Vision and it looked like he was starring right into Casey's soul. " Or does she prefer it in her mouth? Or up her ass?" The shower room went quite. 

Casey had grown a bit more than Tom in the past year so Tom put his hands on the teens shoulders and pushed down until Casey was starring right at his ragging hard dick. 

" Go on Nancy, give it a kiss you know you want to.? Casey did more than anything but he couldn't if he did he would be bullied for sure. Tom moved his hips now it was pointing right at Casey's mouth all he had to do was open his mouth and he would forever get all the cock he wanted through high school. One little lick, kiss or suck there and then and he would be gay for however long.

 The price, constant ridicule and abuse.  Would lose Christian as a friend for sure and then Cory would get it. "Twin of a fag must be a fag." He could hear the taunts in his head. Every fibre of his body screamed do it. He couldn't,  he could smell the precum and sweat from the tip of Tom's cock. It was calling to him." Just one lick and we will be friends forever. " He just froze. 

"Oh well Nancy good job I had 6 Tacho bells for lunch." Again it happened so quickly Casey was pinned between Tom's sweaty evil ass and the wall this time.  The farts were worse and he had to endure 6 this time but he left the showers not gay which was the main thing.  He could still smell Tom ass and taste the sweat on his lips when he got home. He ran straight to his room to  savour every moment with his wood.

Casey wasn't paying any attention when he slumped on his bed and began. He wanted the smell and taste to last. 

"Woah bro, I have to hear it at night through our wall, your bed squeaking and breathing heavy. I don't want to see it." Cory said. 

Startled Casey quickly put his dick away. He got up to go to the bathroom as Cory got up grabbed his arm and spun him to face him. 

"Dude you ok?" He screwed his face a little. " Why does your face smell like ass?"

"It doesn't.  I don't know. " Casey panicked.

"Oh My God, Nancy happened again didn't it?"

"What you on about?"Casey asked trying to find a way to deflect.

"Come on bro I wasn't there but I know what happened. Tom Marshall farted in your face. "

Casey went bright red." Did he do it again?"

Casey didn't answer. " He did, didn't he?" There was an odd tinge of excitement in Cory's voice. Casey just nodded his head in defeat he was hoping his brother wouldn't put 2 and 2 together and come out with 4 but.

" So if you just had Tom Marshall's sweaty ass and farts in your face and I can still smell it, why when you got home did you race up here to wank? Unless you enjoyed it but don't want anyone at school to know you are gay."

Casey finally spoke." I don't know if I am.?"

"But farts bro come on."

"I think it is more the power that he had over me."

"Hhhhhmmmmmm we will see, lay down with your dick out."

"Cory your my brother no?"

"Exactly and I am not sure how much I can help but if you sniffing my bare ass helps then I will do it." He said grinning. 

Casey wasn't sure but he did want answers. Hey lay on his bed closed his eyes and waited for his brother to sit on him. It would  be the first of many times he and his brother played. 

Year 3 started with a massive surprise for Casey. Christian had been away all summer. Casey took a spurt upto 5ft 8 but Christian had gone a whole lot bigger near 6 foot and alot more definition. His muscles were actually beginning to bulge and they weren't the only thing Casey noticed started to bulge. Casey loved the 3 weeks before try outs.

"Good news no more Nancy. Tom's gone. "

"Woaw what the fuck happened to you?" Casey asked. 

" oh I grew and trained alot over the summer." His new found confidence came with a smile that lit up his face. 

"Ok what is it this year ?" Casey asked. 

" Ice hockey. "

" Oh I will watch this time. Can't skate that good."

"Cool, well it's now." Christian said. 

"Fuck dude,,let's go."