Chapter 2 - Fake Love
Two hours had passed since Darren left and I woke up to the smell of semen. I was practically inhaling his boxers because of how horny I was. There was another reason for my actions but I didn't want to admit it earlier. After having sex with Darren one time, I had fallen in love with him. He made me feeling amazing, and just the thought of what we had done was pure ecstasy, it made me wish that he had taken my virginity. I used to believe that sex shouldn't show your love for a person, but Adrian changed my perspective. He was so terrible that every time we had sex, I hated him even more. I don't want to go back to those memories, but I had just left him yesterday and it was impossible to ignore that.
I had just moved to the foster home which was for boys only, and I tried to push through the pain of losing my parents. When I first met Adrian he seemed really nice and he looked even better, but his kindness changed after a few days. He kept giving me compliments by calling me things like smart, funny, and cute. I always cringed when he complimented my attractiveness; my parents had just died and I wasn't looking for romance at the moment. One day we were getting ready for school when he got really close to me. He ran his hand through my hair and caressed my cheek. I wanted to tell him to stop, but I had always been very shy and I couldn't say a thing. I kind of wanted to do this, but I always believed in waiting until I was married.
"I know I've told you this a thousand times, but you're really pretty."
"Adrian... please stop," I said quietly, now I was sure I didn't want this.
"Don't be scared, I know you're gay too, so you don't have to hide it," he said as he put his hands on my waist, "I'll take really good care of you." He kissed me and before he could do anything else I pushed him off me, grabbed my backpack, and ran out the door. My heart was pounding and I was extremely scared, Adrian was being really persistent and I barely got away from him.
During the day he hadn't acknowledged me or seemed angry, so I assumed he got the message, but I worried that he would hate me for rejecting him. I could barely concentrate in any of my classes, and I didn't even talk to my two closest friends. At the house I tried to ignore him, and I was the last one to go to sleep. I quietly got inside our room and when I saw Adrian asleep, I stripped down to my boxers and got into my covers. I had let my guard down, and out of nowhere Adrian got on top of me, and before I could react he slapped me.
"You little bitch, you think I forgot about this morning. I wanted to seduce and try to be nice, but we're gonna have to do this the hard way whether you like it or not." He harshly pushed my legs back and then sunk his dick deep inside me. I moaned loudly from the pain because I had never done this before.
"Damn, you're so tight," he whispered as he moved in and out of my ass. The more time that passed, the faster he went, and the louder I moaned. He hadn't bothered to lube up his dick and the sex was rough. I tried to push him off me, but the more I struggled, the worse I made it. I was moaning really loud and he slapped me again, wrapped his hands around my neck, and said "If you moan any louder, I'll fucking kill you." All I could do was nod because at this point I couldn't even breathe, and he used his hands to grab my waist and push his dick farther inside me. I still moaned, but I did it quietly in fear that he would hurt me even more. He went faster and faster until he pushed himself so far inside of me, I thought I was going to pass out. I could feel him shooting his load. When he finished I began to breathe in gasps because towards the end I held my breath so I wouldn't scream. Instead of returning to his bed, Adrian laid on top of me and made it impossible for me to move. I was too sore to try and stop him either way.
"You're not telling anyone about this, right?" he said, but he obviously wasn't asking.
I just shook my head.
"Good boy," he said before we both fell asleep.
In the morning I just wanted to forget the whole thing. Unfortunately it was a Saturday so there was no way to escape Adrian. At breakfast all the guys kept high giving him high fives and cheered for him, and after hearing their comments I realized they had heard us last night which embarrassed me. All our rooms were crowded next to each other, except our foster parents', so there was no way they heard. At school he held my hand all the time and I had to go wherever he went except when we had separate classes but I had to wait for him to pick me up. People thought we were a cute couple, but they didn't know the truth. Adrian separated me from my friends and I lost interest in everything; I toned everything and everyone out and I didn't care about my grades anymore. The house was worse because our foster parents ignored and stayed away from us. The guys would constantly tease me, and Adrian forced me to have sex with him almost every night. Every time we fucked it was the same as the first night, except he would occasionally kiss me and he got into the habit of spanking and slapping me. He would take it easy on me whenever my throat or ass got sore from his cock. I hated how he believed we were actual boyfriends because if I had a choice I would leave Adrian. I didn't love him and I never would.
The day I ran away he had detention. I was glad because I'd be away from him for about an hour, but I forgot about the guys. I was in the living room and they decided to go there too. They teased me like always, but Alex and Derek were sitting right next to me, and made many sexual comments. Adrian would treat me like his property but at least he protected me from the other guys. I became so uncomfortable I ran to my room. I hadn't even noticed that Alex had followed me until he grabbed my shirt and pulled me into him. Alex wasn't bad looking; he was buff and he would be really handsome if it weren't for his acne.
"Alex don't do this, if Adrian finds out who knows what he'll do." I actually did know, he would kill me.
"He's not here," Alex says as he licks his lips.
"But... you have a girlfriend."
He pushed me against a wall and said, "She won't let me fuck her, and your pretty face is the next best thing." I was about to cry when someone punched him and he fell on the floor. It was Adrian, and he had a murderous look on his face.
"Fuck off Alex, he's mine."
He got up slowly, and while rubbing his jaw he said, "It's not my fault. Your little slut was offering himself to me."
Adrian looked at me, and after detecting all the anger on his face, it seemed as if he believed him.
"No Adrian, I swear I wasn't. I would never do that."
"Don't lie to me!" he yelled before slapping me so hard I fell on the bed. I could see Alex smiling behind him.
"If he wanted you so badly, then you can fuck him all you want," Adrian said before he walked out the room and closed the door behind him. I ran to it, but Alex grabbed me and threw me back on the bed.
"Stupid bitch," he said before he brought his shorts down to his ankles and pounded me into the mattress. His dick was bigger and it hurt a lot. I had already been used to Adrian, and Alex was being a total savage. There was no point in trying to stop him, he was a lot stronger than Adrian and I couldn't stop him. When he finished, I was in a complete daze and couldn't even think. In six hours he fucked me eight times and made me deep throat him four times. He hadn't even completely taken off our clothes. At this point, all I could do was blink my eyes and breathe. My insides felt like they had been twisted, and I felt like I had been bruised all over my body.
After he was finished he gave me a terrible kiss and I breathed loudly from my nose, I started to cry. "Damn... Adrian's so lucky. He's never letting you go and you're gonna be his princess for the rest of your life," he said in a whisper. He kept making out with me and it was eleven when he had grown too tired, made me take off his clothes, and fell asleep. After hearing what he said I couldn't fall asleep. He was right Adrian would never let me go, after all these months I had grown used to him and I didn't want it to be like that forever. I didn't want to be forced to love Adrian because this was nothing but fake and meaningless love. I still had to live here for three more years and chances are everyone heard me and Alex, I would soon become everyone's sex slave. I didn't want my life to turn out like that, I had to escape. I noticed that unlike Adrian, Alex slept to the side which meant I could move freely. The second I heard him snore, I quickly put on my clothes and jumped out the window with my backpack that contained my personal items. It was a ten minute drive from the house to the city and it took me an hour to walk there. Halfway there I got really tired and wanted to stop, but I worried that Adrian would notice I was gone and run after me. It was three in the morning when I grew too tired and sat behind a trash can and fell asleep.
A few hours later I had slept with a married man and found a place to stay. After everything that had happened to me all these months, I found it strange that I was so willing to have sex with a stranger, but I was unexplainably drawn to him. I questioned if what I was doing was right, but then I realized this was the only place I was wanted and treated right. I took a long shower because it was the first time in months that I didn't have to take it with Adrian and I was really enjoying it. When I got out of the shower, I put Darren's boxers on and my shoes since he liked that. Right when I laid down on the bed, Darren walked into the room.
"You look way better in those than I do."
"Oh really?" I said as I leaned towards him for a kiss.
He laid down right next to me and I put my head on his chest and intertwined our fingers. "How was your day?" I said.
"I couldn't stop thinking about you."
"Same here," I said and I kissed him again.
"I have to be home in twenty minutes."
"Then I'll make this quick." I kissed him again and made my way to his pants. I quickly took off his belt and unbuttoned his pants. I stroked his dick, licked it up and down, and kissed it. I didn't like to put balls in my mouth so I just licked them.
"This is great Tim, but could you hurry a bit." With that I began to bob my head up and down his dick. His precum kept leaking out, and to me it tasted sweet. I could see that my precum had formed a spot in Darren's boxers, I wanted to do something about it but Darren said I wasn't allowed, so I told myself that as soon as he left I would tend to my own needs. I was running out of breath but he was coming so close, I didn't want to stop until he finally shot his semen all over my face. He kissed me for what seemed like the longest time before he said he had to go.
"I love you," he said as he put his belt back on.
"I love you too," I said back, I really meant it. This seemed to make him smile.
"There's some food in that bag, and some other things for you," he said before giving me one final kiss. I wasn't hungry but I was interested to see what he had gotten me. The first thing I took out was a dildo, it was about eight inches long (probably for when I had time alone). The next three things were apparently my dress code for when we had sex. First there was a black jockstrap so that he could fuck me without me pleasing myself, then I took out black army boots with black knee-length socks. I wasn't interested in dinner since he got me a burger and I'm a vegetarian so I just ate the fries. I wanted to immediately put on the clothes he bought me, but this would probably be the last time I wore his boxers and my own shoes, so I decided to leave them on for one more night. After I finished the fries I fucked myself with the dildo he bought me. I hated not being able to touch myself when Darren fucked me, but it was an excuse to get fucked twice. First I imagined it was Darren's cock and I began to lick and suck on it, and once it got slippery enough I imagined Darren burying his cock deep inside me and breathing his manly breath into my mouth. I hated the fact that he had a wife, I wanted him all to myself and for him to fuck me every second he had, but this was something I would have to live with. I quickly got over my anger, Darren was a great man who loved me and I loved him. I never thought it would be this easy to get over Adrian. When I finally cummed, I realized I was really tired and I got under the bed covers. I wondered what Adrian was doing right now, but I didn't care.
"Fuck you, Adrian," I said before I fell asleep.
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