Starting Over

My mind was spinning as I returned to my apartment. What had I just done and why did I tell Buck I'd be back for more?

After shutting the patio door, I leaned against it trying to sort it all out. I couldn't. I walked over to the sofa and lay down trying to make sense of it. Was I that horny? Was I that lonely? Was it too much alcohol? I didn't know, but as I relived in my mind the sight of Buck swallowing my cock, I begqan to get hard. Why?

Were some deep seeded emotions and desires just now surfacing? Hell, was I really gay and didn't know it? My mind continued to spin as I tried to sort it all out. Without thinking I reached down and began stroking my hard cock. Before long I shot my load out onto my stomach and chest. I had tasted the remnants of my cum in Buck's mouth when we kissed after he swallowed my load but what did it taste like straight out of the cock? I reached down and scooped some up and slowly brought it to my mouth. After a slight hesitation, I sucked the cum off my fingers. I was not repulsed but found the taste erotic and intoxicating. I scraped up the remainder and ate it. I continued to think.

At some point i drifted off to sleep, waking up around seven the next morning, immediately thinking about the night before. Would I go back? Could I go back? Buck had said that his mouth and ass were available any time I wanted them, and if I was horny, I was sure I wouldn't have a problem shoving my dick up his ass and fucking him. Hell, an ass was an ass, be it male or female.

After lunch I decided to go to an adult video store and rent a couple of gay movies and watch and see what transpired between two guys. I returned home, stripped and popped one in the DVD player. I watched as the guys kissed and stripped each other, ate each others ass, sucked, and fucked. My cock was rock hard and I stroked slowly not wanting to get off. The second movie was much of the same. I dressed and returned the movies.

That afternoon, I heard Buck return home from work. After a few minutes, I grabbed a beer and went out on the patio, again naked. After about twenty minutes, Buck came out onto his patio, also naked and with a beer.

'Hi Clint,' he said casually.

'Hi,' I answered. 'How was your day?'

'Oh, just the same ole' shit.'

There was silence for a second and simultaneously we said, 'We need to talk.'

We both laughed as he walked over to my patio.

Buck sat down and I looked at him and said, 'Buck, last night was a first for me. I still don't know why I didn't resist.'

He broke in and said, 'Clint, I owe you a giant apology. When I saw you nude, I knew I had to have you at least once, even if it ruined a growing friendship and for what I did I'm sorry. I suceeded in getting you just drunk enough that your guard was down and I took advantage of the situation.'

'Hey, when you began rubbing my thigh, I knew what was coming and could have said stop, but I didn't. I don't know why unless I was curious and wanted it to happen. Now, can I do it again? I don't know. I thoroughly enjoyed what happened. Like I said, it was the best sex I've ever had and was so thoroughly satisfying, but give me some time. If I want to explore it further, I'll let you know. And forget the apology. You don't owe me one.'

'Thanks,' he said and shook my hand. As we shook hands, I pulled him to me and lightly kissed him on the lips and said 'To friendship.'

He just smiled. We changed the topic of conversation and as we talked we heard a noise out in the woods behind us. We looked toward the noise and saw a huge buck and two does easing toward the mowed grass of the apartment grounds. We sat in silence as we watched. When they left, Buck asked if I was a hunter. I told him no and that I could never kill something that beautiful. He told me to slip something on and meet him out front. I did and asked where we were going. He said to the sporting goods store to get some deer feed.

'If we keep some feed out for them they will come back nightly and will eventually get used to us being there,' he said. We bought the feed and returned, putting out a generous amount.

We each returned to our own apartment and our private lives.

The next day I again tried to make sense of what had happened, and thought about the movies I had watched and how the men totally satisfied each other and genuinly seemed to care for each other. I knew it was only acting, but the same thing happened in real life I was sure.

That afternoon when I heard Buck arrive home, I waited a few minutes and went over with beers in hand and asked if he would like some company.

'Clint, you're welcome here anytime day or night. Come on in.'

I handed him one of the beers and we sat on the sofa about a foot apart. We talked as we sipped our beer and when we were finished, I leaned toward him and kissed him passionately, sliding my tongue in as deep as possible. He eagerly returned my affection.

I pulled back and quickly said, 'Don't say a word, just lay down on the floor.'

He smiled slightly and did as I had said. Remembering what he had done and what I had seen done in the movies I had rented I began, first kissing his neck and then licking and sucking his nipples. He moaned slightly. I worked one then the other. I moved lower through the mass of hair to his navel then to his pubic area. I licked and kissed around it then moved to hiss huge nut sack, licking and sucking each orb into my mouth.

Grasping his legs, I raised them high, not knowing if I could continue or not. Taking a deep breath, I moved my face and lips toward his ass. He grasped his legs and held them for me. I spread his ass cheeks, revealing the tight pink hole. I dove in. I kissed and licked the hole as Buck gasped and whispered 'Oh fuck yes.'

I began forcing my tongue in as far as I could. He moaned louder. After a while I stopped and returned to his nut sack then to the base of his rock hard cock. I licked up the shaft to the base of the large velvety smooth head. Holding the cock in my hand I took the head in my mouth and slowly began sliding my tongue around it. I then began swallowing the hard tool or trying to.

It hit the back of my throat and I remembered what Buck had done and kept working and soon my throat opened up and I swallowed it to the base. I then began working it in and out of my mouth, not just sucking it but making love to it. I was totally engrossed in what I was doing and loving it. I began to hear his breathing grow more rapid and his cock get even harder and bigger. I knew what was about to happen. I sucked with even more vigor and soon his cock exploded into my mouth and down my throat. Swallowing as fast as I could I managed to get it all without letting any drip out. When I had it drained I eased up and kissed him. He kissed back and said, 'Clint, that was fantastic. I can't believe it was your first time, but you didn't have to do it.'

'Yes I did. I had to find out. I loved it and want to experiment more in time. What happened the other night began bringing things and hidden desires to the suface.'

He kissed me again and lay me down and reeturned the favors to me, including eating my ass. I loved every second of it and the feel of his hands exploring my body. After he had brought me to a climax and swallowed my pent up load, we lay cuddled together on the floor.

I looked at him and said, 'You said you worked for the state. Just what do you do?'

He smiled and said, 'I work fpr the highway patrol. I'm a state cop.'

TO BE CONTINUED...