Sam's Story

"What....how...why" Joel's voice breaks apart. His eyes glistening with tears. The utter shock was so overwhelming that it was replaced by pain, sadness, and betrayal. There were no other words to describe what he was feeling and what he was witnessing. 

"Joel, buddy. Listen." Jacob gets to his feet grabbing the ends of the sheets and covering my body, I would have protest but Jacob gives me a quick side glance, obeying I nod and cover myself. 

Jacob turns his gaze back to Joel. "Joel, I know how bad this look but..."

"How it looks?" He snaps. "What is looks like is my friend and my ex just slept with each other!" He roared in angry. 

Jacob taking a step back going onto a defensive stance just in case. "I know, I am sorry truly this isn't how we wanted to tell you" Jacob says. 

Joel laughs sadly pacing back and forth a little sniffling. "Well, Sam. Since you just slept with my friend please tell me why this has happened I would love to know cause if memory serves when you were in the hospital you told us both that you were over both of us and that we couldn't be more than friends if possible so tell me Sam! WHY!" He demands.

Swallowing the lump in throat I find my voice. "You are right Joel I did and I regret going back on my word but you see last week Jacob asked me to hang out with him downtown last week, he was in a dark place he needed to get things off his chest. Hanging out really reconnected a spark that we both felt when we met on the quad he knocked me down when he and his team were running around and when our eyes connected it was good. Joel, I am so sorry for this." I say

"What? being a whore!" He counters.

It felt I was slapped with that word but strangely I did feel like one.

"Watch it Joel" Jacob growls.

Backing down he recomposed himself. he didn't speak for sometime but when he did he was no longer emotional but calm. 

"I hate you both, I don't want to so either of you again" He said in a low voice his eyes looking down to the floor.

He turned on his heels and began walking out the door. 

"Joel please wait" Jacob taking a few steps forward placing his hand on his shoulder. 

Don't fucking touch me!" Joel roared. Within a split second all his calmness shattered as Joel wiped around swiping Jacob's hand off his shoulder with enough force that it cause Jacob's stance to break and Joel quickly turned fully using his other arm shoving Jacob back. 

Not expecting Joel to react that why Jacob was caught off guard and Jacob feel to the ground.

"Joel!" I yell. Joel advancing on Jacob but I quickly put myself between them two, Jacob who recovered got to his feet with a groan and marched forward. 

I push against Jacob's chest, "Stop Jacob, please stop" I beg.

I could feel his chest heaving in anger I didn't have to look up to know he was shooting dangers at Joel but he eventually calmed down and relaxed. Once I felt sure enough he wasn't going to charge I turn around. 

"Joel, I am so sorry. I know words can't fix things but please understand we are truly sorry for this" His angry eyes looks down at me but then they soften up a bit. With a sigh he turns around leaves but pauses at the door.

"I know you are sorry" He spoke. "But I can't forgive either for this...I just can't" Without any further words he proceeded down the hall. 

Both of us watching Joel leave but turning and seeing the look on Jacob's face was heartbreaking. i may have had a great thing with Joel but Jake had years of history with Joel and now all of that was gone, Jacob made his way to sit on the bed but walked as if he was an old man. He buried his face in his palms silently crying I sit next to him wrapping my arms around him.

We cleaned up and headed downstairs, when we came back with the people Jacob eyes were scanning the faces of the people with a small glimmer of hope in finding his best friend but that hope died as soon as it began. We both went back to interact with guest and tried to enjoy the rest of the night.

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New years eve:

     It's been nearly a week since Joel finding us out every day since that night Jacob has been texting and calling trying to find him but every attempt failed. The only that sort of calmed Jacob down was the tidbits he got from Joel's girlfriend It gave Jacob comfort knowing his former best friend hasn't done anything to himself but that clearly wasn't enough for him he had to find him and talk to him. Trying to distract Jacob I took him to the mall to find an outfit for us for the after new years party that Becca was throwing after the ball drop downtown.

Going into a store it wasn't as busy as I thought it would but it was okay. Looking on the racks for shirts I would steal side glances at Jacob each and every time i would find him checking his phone and each time a look of disappointment was always there. Taking a deep breath I pick a shirt and pants. "Hey babe I am going to try these on" I say.

He doesn't look up from his phone. "Babe?" I call a little louder. 

He looks up. "What? Huh? What you say Sam" He asks. 

"I will be back I am going to try these on" I say again.

"Oh, okay" He says. He follows me to the entrance of the changing room hall. I enter a room and begin to change.

This is all my fault. I think to myself. 

i broke my vow I made and got attached to Jacob whether it was meant to be or not it's all my fault I feel for two brother's and brought them at odds and now they aren't even speaking to each other. If I just had stayed away we all would still be friends not having to worry about anything but that wasn't case now, Joel is AWOL, Jacob is desperately looking and trying to find him. I gasp.

I can't believe I am thinking this but the idea is reinforced by the chance, is Jacob looking for him to maybe try to correct the wrongs that he made with Joel? Would Jacob really leave me for him? No, he wouldn't do that but he might dump me to make up for the mess he has made.

"Fuck!" I thrust my forward hard and fast punching the wall.

"Oh, fuck" I moan. The pain spreading through my hand the skin on my knuckles begin to purple and swell. I blink rapidly to stop try to stop the tears but to no avail. 

"Sam!" Jacob called. knocking on the door. "Sam open the door!" He says Turning the locked handles. Wiping the tears from my eyes I open the door letting him in his eyes full of worry and concern. His eyes widen as he sees my bruising hand. He closes the door behind him gently taking my hand in his examining it "Jesus Sam what did you do?" He says softly in a grim tone.

"I don't know" I lie. "I just hit it by accident" 

Jacob, unconvinced uses one of his hands placing it under my chin lifting it up to look into my eyes. "Sam, tell me the truth please this looks like it was done on purpose." 

Fresh new tears built up in my eyes as I break down again, 'I am sorry, I am just so afraid..." I stutter trying to talk through my sobs. 

"Afraid of what Sam?" He says. 

"That you will leave me....that you will find Joel and try to correct the wrongs that you done by either breaking up with me for Joel's sake or leaving me for him cause he was your first and you want to make him happy that he thought it was suppose to be..." I throat rakes up with sobs that I am unable to speak clearly. 

"Sam! Sam...you need to calm down" He says. 

"I...but..." I stutter.

"Sam..." Leaning down he closed the little distance between us pushing me against the wall pressing his lips against mine forcing them open. His tongue invading my mouth wrestling with my tongue he kissed me with a fierceness that I never felt before like a fire was during white hot inside of him. My hand throbbed in pain as i wrapped my arms around his neck but the pain lessened as we kissed, I feel his hands feeling all over my body grabbing and rubbing every inch of me even a few grabs at my ass. Moaning in our kiss seemed to please Jacob as he got more aggressive knowing that what he's doing to me is right. 

Getting caught up in each other before I knew it Jacob lifts my shirt over my head tilting my head to the side where he bites and sucks earning a few moans but I bite my lips to keep quiet. Kissing his way down my body caused my body to shiver in pleasure feeling his warm lips kissing the sensitive areas, his tongue licking around. 

I suck in a sharp breath when I feel his hot mouth encase my dick his lips slowly rocking back and forth taking it down to the base. His hands working off my pants once cleared he massages my aching balls, closing my eyes shut tight I concentrate not to make much noise but it was so hard. Jacob has skills. 

Jacob, standing back on his feet captured my mouth in a deep long kiss again, with my good hand I reach up under his shirt my fingertips feeling the rigid bumps on his stomach feeling his solid six pack until I came the curvature of his pecs. teasing and tweaking his hard nipple he softly moans his eyes closed enjoying the pleasure, He quickly reached down and pull off his shirt revealing his hard body. Making out he unbuttons his jeans shucking off his jeans and kicks them away. Fully naked Jacob wraps his arms around my waist pulling me into him massing our bodies together our hard cock rubbing against each other mixing the pre cum that is oozing from them together. 

He looks down at me. "Sam. My blue eyes Sam I want you here and now to prove myself that you are all I want and will ever want." With no words else to be said he takes a half step back placing his hands on my shoulders slowly turning me around. Leaning against the wall he uses his hands to position me arching my back so my ass is sticking out more for easier access. Was Jacob really about to do this in public. A burning desire burned deep inside me the fear of being caught and doing in a public area was intoxicating. 

Jacob leaned forward a bit feeling his cock slide between my cheeks but the head stopping and resting at the entrance of my hole, Jacob leaned over kissing the back of my neck. 

"Do you want me to stop?" He whispers in my ear. 

"No" I reply in a hushed toned. Feeling him chuckle he kisses one more time grabbing my waist. It was eraser this time around. Jacob's head breached my hole feeling the sting that caused me to grit my teeth went away as fast as it came, Jacob let out a gasp as he slide further and further deep into me. I could feel my body filling up as his big dick went in. Leaning back into Jacob I pushed my hips back taking him all the way until I feel his big balls resting against my cheeks. We stayed there his hands trailing up feeling my body holding me close as possible to him.

"Sam" He whispers. "You are so tight and soft at the same time. I can feel your muscles massaging my dick. God this feels so good, you feel so good baby" He says slowly pulling back causing my body to shake in ecstasy. My dick was stiff I could feel the buildup already and I haven't even touched my cock. 

He pushed back into me with a bit more force causing me to gasp. Slowly withdrawing again he pushed back in again each time with a bit more force than the last long dicking me. I can hear him grunt in my ear as he pushes back into me, his pounds my ass with more force and speed faster and faster the sound of our bodies clapping together echoed through the hall. I wanted to tell him to slow down because of the noise but those thoughts were drowned out and I didn't care nor did Jacob. 

Jacob's hands felt me all over creating more sensation that overloaded my senses, my body was beginning to shake my legs getting weaker but I mustered through it. 

"I am getting so close Sam" His words barely audible through his grunts and moans. 

I pushed back my ass as he thrusted forward matching him each time I could feel my prostate being hit which was getting more close to cumming, tingling sensation shot like electricity through my body going down to my fingertips and toes and recycled back around, I could no longer hold back as my voice was sounding my tone of pleasure. 

"I...am..so...close" I mutter. 

Grabbing my hips I am forced to lean forward and arch my back as Jacob begins to pump faster into me then i ever felt before. His fingers digging deep into my skin I knew there will be bruised but I didn't care, I welcomed the small price for the this moment with Jacob. 

Jacob dick starts to thicken and swell.  Jacob Thrust hard and deep into me gasping loud his cock throbbing each one spurting thick hot ropes of cum deep into me, breeding me. Feeling his cum fill me sent me over the edge as my already hard dick shot wads of cum against the wall hearing the faint thuds they made, I fall back Jacob arms wraps around my body as we both gasp for air. His head resting my shoulder as mine on his. 

Standing there for a moment Jacob slowly withdrew creating a suction sound, he sits down on the floor pulling me down with him cradling me in his lap my head on his chest hearing his heartbeat slowly returning to normal. He kisses my head then leans his head on mine softly humming Rocking me.

"Do you trust me now?" He asks. Minutes later. 

Unable to produce any words, still recovering I just give a simple nod. Satisfied with the answer he holds me tighter. 

.........

Cleaning up the best we could we grab our clothes and we walk into the hall it was still empty, the door that was open that lead here was closed Jacob and I looked at each other and wondering why that is but He went first and exited the hall. When i came around too the store clerk was standing guard. I could feel my face blush to the fact he knew what we were doing but I felt grateful for him not calling the cops, he really did us a solid he just gave us a nod and with that Jacob and I left the store feeling better then ever. He held my hand with pride as we strode down the mall. 

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"Wait so you two fucked in the dressing room? At the mall? Holy fuck!" Becca blurts out drawing a few eyes. 

"SHHH! Don't have to broadcast it!" I tell her my face blushing.

She giggles. "I'm sorry I didn't peg you to be such a slut" She winks.

"I...." I groan. "You right I feel like one doing it in public." I say laying my head on my arms.

"Well, I reap the rewards of you acting like a slut" A deep husky voice says from behind. Wiping my head around I see Jacob there smiling. 

"Hey baby" He says leaning down kissing me on the lips.

"Hey, what took you guys so long" I ask as bud and Jacob slide into the chairs at our table. 

"We had a hard time finding a space to park we had to park nearly a mile away." 

I smile. "That sucks but hey I am glad you are here now" I say rubbing his leg.

He eyes me leaning forward. "Don't start something cause you know I will finish it." He softly whispers in my ear. I could feel my face blushing. Considering the offer I reluctantly decline, I withdraw my hand having a guilty look on my face. He just laughs lightly to himself and engages in a conversation with Bud. 

Getting up I head to the bathroom and take care of business. washing my hands my phone buzzes quickly drying them on my pants I fetch my phone and I freeze I place, It's Joel. 

We haven't heard from him in a week and I am surprised he is calling me and not Jacob, quickly I answer holding the phone to my ear. "Hello?" 

"Hey, Sam it's me. I am sorry for this surprise call I know i haven't called anyone but I need to see you." 

"Wait what?" Wouldn't you want Jacob to come meet you? He..."

"No!" He cuts me off. "No...just please come alone you owe me this please..."He begs. 

Sighing feeling guilty I agree. "Okay, where do you want me to meet you?"

He gives me the location and I head there. Coming out of the bathroom the three of them are talking distracted for the moment but it won't be long until they notice I been gone for a while. I quickly ducked behind people making my way to the entrance of the cafe and head out into the street. The air sends me into shivers as the cold air nips at my exposed skin. 

Fuck, I should have gotten my coat. I think to myself. 

Making my way through the packed circle of Rosa Park I locate the building that Joel told me to meet him. It was the Courtyard Hotel it stood tall walking inside I take an elevator and ascend up pt the roof where he said to meet him. Deep down in my gut it is telling me something was wrong about this meeting up but I ignored it. Once at the top the cold wind whips around shining my hands deep into my pockets I walk out onto the roof. 

"Joel!" I yell. Looking around the top i don't see him walking to the end I look down to the streets below seeing the thousands of people gathered at the bottom. 

Hearing the scuffle of shoes against the stone floor I turn around and Joel is right behind me, Deep dark circles laid under his eyes, his hair wild. 

"Joel..."I whisper.

"I am glad you made it." He says hearing a click. Looking down in his right hand is a gun....