Psychological crush

Psychological crush – chapter 1 – TRAPPED IN THE SAND.

See one different face of life. Happiness in the hardest conditions. Eight beggars who live happily together. You can read my trilogy in two languages: in Spanish, Luces de la Tierra in luces-delatierra.blogspot.com or in English, Lights of the Earth in lightsoftheearth.blogspot.com

Help!

I hoped that my piercing cry reached my brother Clay, who I knew must be in our house on the beach, two hundred meters from the coast.

The Eckart family was so well off that my parents, rich of shipbuilding businesses, have bought two houses on the beach and this house, in an almost deserted cove, had been given to my brother Clay, 28 and me, Cole Eckart, 26. We both worked as mechanics but we were on holidays on that torrid August. We were spending the month here as we did every year. I was a nudist and Clay had never reproached me anything, even if he was not.

That day I had been running on the shore for a couple of hours and sweaty as I was I had liked to do again something I used to do in my childhood. I had decided to dig a hole on the sand; I had got in, and then had covered the hole with more sand. But last night I was hardly able to have some sleep and now I must have fallen asleep in that sandy well. When I woke up it was almost eight in the evening and I simply couldn’t get out. I soon saw that I had inadvertently made a trap. The sand had compacted and I was unable to get out of the hole. That’s why I shouted in the hope that my brother could hear me.

Fortunately soon I saw two spots and I recognized my brother in one of them. He was wearing just his black speedos. There was a girl with him and I soon recognized in her my former girlfriend Alison. She was fully clothed, in a beautiful orange dress. Orange was a colour that suited her perfectly. Both of them approached me.

-What’s the matter, bro? –Clay asked me then.

I explained to him the situation and he asked.

-I can see your speedo here so you must be naked.

I confirmed that I was naked and he said he would take me out but something he must have read in my eyes. Even if she was no longer my girlfriend, I had the suspicion that now she was cheating me with my brother. But it was him who spoke.

-I do not cheat you with her. Alison knows very well why that would be impossible. I have told her some things that I never dared tell you. But you are now in a situation that you cannot easily reproach me anything, so I will tell you. I am gay, Cole. So what do you have to say?

-It’s not only because I am now trapped in the sand, Clay. But I like you so much that I want you to live according to whatever your nature is and always be happy. I would be overjoyed if you introduce me to a boyfriend, believe me.

-Thanks, Cole. So I will take you out, but not so fast, cause I think you must be enjoying the situation you are in now. You know, bro, I have always believed that you are a masochist and now I want you to face that possibility. Let’s play a game that I will call a little psychological crush.

-If I am a masochist, I have never been aware of that fact, bro, let me tell you.

-Well, but I think you are. I am sure right now your tiny dick is hard and it is rubbing the sand and giving you at the same time some pain and some pleasure. Oh, Alison must know of your tiny dick, don’t blush.

-Why are you doing this, Clay? –Alison suddenly asked.

-Oh, let me play a bit with my brother. I am sure he likes it.

I did not tell him then but the fact that my brother was there humiliating me rather than rescuing me, as I hoped, was making me hard. I did not know myself by then and I did not understand but in fact he was right and my tiny dick was rubbing the sand and it was both painful and pleasant.

-You have always boasted of having a tiny dick, bro. It seems that you are proud of it and you want to show it off because you are a nudist. Well, Cole, I will tell you something now: I often watch you through the living room window when you come naked to the beach. I don’t care about the size of your dick but you have such a hot body that I often wank at the vision of your nudity and often imagine that we are both having sex. Now you know.

-I don’t care, Clay. You can think of whatever you want or of whomever you want when you jack off, even about your brother.

-I admire you, Cole, I always have –Alison was telling me.

-But hard moments in life that can be a shattering experience for others seem to make you happy. You are always showing your tiny dick and boasting of it, but I am remembering one day that you had just been paid and some thugs came and robbed you. I still keep in mind the words you used that day as if you were only sorry that they didn’t beat you.

-Do you really think so, bro? –I asked but I started to be aware that what he was saying could be true.

-Really sure, Cole. And then came your crisis with Alison –he looked at her then and said-. I’m sorry, Alison. I just want to discuss with my brother a little family history –and addressing me again, he added-. When she left you of course you were feeling downcast and dejected. The pain of feeling that she was in love with another dude must have been harrowing. But in the midst of that pain, I could notice you had a somewhat masochistic satisfaction. So, bro, I really think you are a masochist.

-I don’t really know, Clay. But will you not take me out of this trap?

-Not so fast. First I want you to imagine this scene. Think it was a different person who has come to your rescue. Imagine it is a man. And he tells you he will take you out of that trap in return for a blowjob. You have to suck his cock first and he will set you free. What would you do in that case?

I was blushing when I answered that I would give him a blowjob.

-And what about sucking a cock just for your pleasure?

-I have never felt gay so far but if ever I lust for a boy, I would, why not?

-So, bro, what I want is very simple. It’s eight o’clock now. Let’s say that I will take you out at ten and that way you can enjoy more this embarrassing situation in which no doubt you have a big boner rubbing the sand, enjoying the masochistic experience. But in these two hours you will have to give me a blowjob and later I can ask you for more pleasures. Come on, bro, what is it to you? I lust for you and this way you can please me a bit and for you it will be just a new experience that you can jack off to for years, remembering that time when you were trapped in the sand and the bastard of your brother Clay made you suck his cock. Or else you will be in this hole all night and I will take you out tomorrow morning; you choose.

In that moment my tiny dick was indeed about to burst. It couldn’t be harder and it was throbbing. I couldn’t believe what my brother was asking me to do. But instead of answering, I looked at Alison and asked.

-What can you think of me, Alison, if I comply and you see me here sucking my brother’s cock?

-I’ve always thought that you were really courageous, Cole. I would never reproach you anything. Do what you feel you are able to do. I hope what your brother has told you can give you some fun.

-So, ok, bro, I will please you till ten o’clock. Then I hope you are good enough to set me free. I will suck your cock.

All that time of conversation I had noticed two spots on the beach, tiny at first, and then getting larger. It seemed to me that it was a boy walking his dog. But soon they were close to us and what I had thought was true. The dog was a huge Saint Bernard. The boy said hello and my brother talked to him.

-Hi, it’s my brother Cole that is trapped in that sandy hole. You see, he is naked, he has a tiny dick no doubt hard as a rock now and he is about to give me a blowjob. What’s your name?

My brother was humiliating me in front of a stranger. Too many spectators: Alison, an unknown young boy and his dog. I couldn’t explain it, but I knew soon I would blast my load in the sand.

-I’m Dominic.

-And your dog? Is it male or female?

-Male. He is called Wolfgang.

-And how old are you?

-I’m twenty.

-Have you been blown many times?

Dominic was blushing but answered.

-I am still a virgin. I like girls but haven’t found the right one yet. Never been blown and I have never fucked.

-Then here’s what we’re gonna do, Cole. First you will give me a blowjob and next you will give a new one to Dominic. Think about him: he’s never been blown. A non-gay man who I am sure is a masochist too will make him know at last the pleasure of being blown. And third it will be Wolfgang. You will also suck his dick. Later, if we have still some time before ten o’clock I could think about new ways of pleasing me. I am as sweaty as you are now, for I have also run for two hours and was about to have a shower when Alison came. Maybe you can lick my pits, my feet or even my ass. I will have to think about it. But so far, imagine what a lot of fun it will be for a masochist, three different perversions: first your brother’s cock, then the cock of a totally unknown young man and last a dog’s cock. So what do you say, bro?

-I see I have no more chance, so I have to compromise. I don’t want to spend here the rest of the night; I want to get out of here and I like you, Clay, despite what you are doing. So I will blow you all.

-Alison won’t be implied but she can stay here watching the show.

-I will stay here –she said- but I don’t want you to think that I am a voyeur. I will stay in case you needed some moral support.

-I have no chance, Alison. I will do it, but since I have to do it, I wanna do it well. I hope then that the three cocks have some pleasure.

-That’s the first rule of a masochist, Cole –my brother told me and finally he took off his speedo. He had a huge dick and now I can say that he had a really sexy dick-, is that they really want to please the person who is dominating them. Oh, bro, I am totally convinced that you will enjoy this. So ok, brother, the sooner we start, the earlier it will be over. So, open your mouth, Cole.

I did open my mouth but he did not approach his cock then but did something totally different and quite surprising: he had started to piss in my mouth. I thought it could be disgusting but he told me he had pissed in some guys’ mouths previously and they had enjoyed and he was sure I would enjoy the taste too. Whether or not I was a masochist, it is true that my dick was quite hard then and I would soon cum. So submitting to my brother’s will, I kept on drinking that first stream of piss and did not protest. Let him do as he pleased. I noticed that Alison looked at me with admiration and Dominic had a huge boner, more when my brother told him that he could also do the same when it was his turn to be blown. That first load of piss was somewhat disgusting but I was enjoying the taste nevertheless. And knowing there were more people who enjoyed the taste, whether because they were masochists or just pigs, I calmed down, took the experience tranquilly and kept on drinking my entire brother’s stream. Dominic then spoke, saying that since we were all going to see his dick when he was being blown, he would take it out now and wank because he was horny as hell. It was true for me then to admit that since I had to do some things inevitably I wanted all enjoying and one of the reasons I finished my brother’s stream was also to please Dominic.

-Now, bro, comes the moment of truth. I am sure it will not be an ordeal for you and you will have some fun.

Then he did let his cock in my mouth. My brother was dirty and I was surprised at the foul taste of his dick but instead of nauseating me, I gulped it down completely, ready to please my brother’s manhood as he had told me. But it had a consequence. Now I did cum in the sand. I did not tell him but Clay noticed a sincere desire in me to please him. I was so horny that I suppose I was giving him a perfect blowjob for he said.

-Oh what a good blowjob you are giving me, Cole. It is perfect and I can notice your desire to drive me crazy.

-I have accepted this condition, bro, and know I must be consistent with what I have chosen to do. I don’t know whether I will have more chances of sucking a cock after tonight, but since I am doing it, it must be perfect.

-Then let me tell you something more about me, my dear Cole. I am piggier than you may believe and I had found some pig boys on the internet and I have used them as toilets, something I may spare you, I still don’t know. I have shat, even puked, in some guys’ mouths.

-Ok, bro, I like you the way you are.

Even though I was scared that he wanted to do those things to me, that did not stop me. I was determined to make him cum in my mouth and my lips and my tongue were moving in a perfect rhythm to drive him crazy. I really liked to see him moaning and Alison and Dominic encouraged me to go on. It was obvious Dominic was horny, he was still beating his meat, but then I could feel Alison was horny too and I would do anything to please that hot woman and, the surprising thought came to me, anything to please that hot boy, my brother. So everybody horny at what I was doing with no protests, that first blowjob I was giving was long but it had to definitely end. And yelling as a crazy man, Clay finally blasted a huge load of nectar in my mouth. I was surprised but I had really enjoyed the taste of my brother’s cum.

-Now, Cole, the first ordeal is over, if it has really been an ordeal for you, which I doubt. I think you really have enjoyed.

-Clay, let me repeat, despite the fact that I have just sucked my brother’s cock, it is true that I still like you and always will.

-See, bro. I am not raping you, am I?

-You are not. This experience has no importance for me. It’s just something tender.

-How brave you are, Cole –Alison then looked at me and told me.

-She’s right, bro, you are really being brave. So tell me, are you willing to give two more blowjobs?

-I am, Clay.

-So now it will be Dominic’s turn. I am sure you will make him enjoy as much as me. Approach him, Dominic, and you can piss in his mouth and later my pleasing brother will give you your first blowjob ever.

The waxing moon was at its zenith, the evening was closing in and the temperature was hot. And hot I was in that trap of sand, knowing I had just blown my own brother and I would have to blow Dominic first and then Wolfgang. But I really wanted to do it now.