I awoke this morning extremely sore from all of last nights activities. Danny and Lanny made love to me at the same time and although it was excruciatingly painful, it was one of the best feelings ever. I was brought out of my slumber by feeling two pair of hands exploring my body I opened my eyes to see them looking up and smiling at me. I really didn't understand their attraction to me. Don't misunderstand me I'm not ugly, but i'm weird looking. After getting ready we headed towards the beach to our surfing lessons. He spotted us almost immediately and we had our proper introduction. He said his name was angel and after we introduced ourselves we got down to business. I was suprised that we were the only people in his class, and at how easily I got the hang of it. Angel made a few passes at me, but for the most part stayed very professional. After the class we decided to relax on the beach and enjoy the sun. We all started out on different towels, but in five minutes tops they'd both practically got on top of me replacing the sun with their warm, sweaty, sexy, muscular bodies. We left the beach after a few hours and headed back to the Hyatt. Once I kicked of my shoes I made myself comfortable. Lanny quickly snuggled up next to me as Danny searched for something to watch on t.v. He finally settled on some cheesy reality show.
'He's attractive' I said sarcastically while looking at the arrogant man on flash his ridiculously oversized muscles.
'He doesn't even compare to you.' Danny said.
'I am nothing special.' I said laughing, but they didn't seem to find this funny.
'Are you serious?' Lanny asked moving away from me. As soon as he moved I missed the feeling of his body. He never leaves my side so I knew that I was in trouble.
'I don't think that i'm ugly, but I don't think that i'm attractive either.' I said honestly. Lanny looked pissed.
'How can you say that?!'
'It's my opinion. Honestly I think you two could do much better than me.' The second part was the truth, but I didn't mean to say it. The words barely left my mouth before Lanny was on top of me.
'Are you kidding me! I love you so much that it kills me. I love you more than myself. And it pisses me off that you don't know how much you mean to me. How fucking dare you say that to me!' He screamed while tears furiously rolled down his eyes. I couldn't believe that I'd forgotten that I was the only person he'd ever been attracted to. I turned my head away from him in shame.
'Lanny I'm so sorry, I really didn't mean to hurt you. I love you both so much and I don't want to lose you two.' I looked over at Danny and he nodded.
'It's okay.' he said
I looked up at Lanny who was still on top of me and he still glared at me.
'Lanny please, I don't like it when you're mad at me. Please forgive me.' His facial didn't soften at all and I knew that I'd really hurt him. I leaned up and pressed my lips against his hoping to make him forgive me. He didn't pull away, but he didn't kiss back. I removed my lips from his and started sobbing. I let my insecurities hurt someone that I love so much and I couldn't fix what I'd broken. Lanny pinned me down trying to stop me from sobbing, and Danny grabbed my face while saying something, but I couldn't comprehend it in my state of mind. It took me about five minutes before I was able to regain control of my body. They were checking on me to see if I was okay, but I wasn't. Something inside of me had broken, and I knew that because of my actions out relationship would never be the same.