I froze as I heard Mr Clark's voice calling in from the other side of my door.
"Jamie?" I heard him repeat as he shook the doorknob, trying to get the door open. "You okay in there?" he asked.
I snap out of my trance "Y-Yeah, I'm fine! Be there in a sec" I call back to him, trying to sound casual but probably failing miserably. I look at my jeans, trying to decide whether or not I had enough time to put them on but when I look at my crotch for a quick second I saw that my erection had gone down so I should be fine...
I walk to the door somewhat slowly, partly hoping that if I take too long Mr Clark will just get annoyed and walk off but I know he won't since he's a pretty patient guy.
I open up the door and smile a little "What's up?" I ask, seeing that he is now fully dressed in some jeans and a black shirt.
I see his eyes widen a little when he sees me before he chuckles and walks into the room after I step aside "How long's it take ya to get dressed, kid?" he asks and I awkwardly laugh a little bit and just shrug.
"Everything okay, daddy?" I ask and watch as Mr Clark's smile fades.
"N-Not really, I'm afraid" he says and sighs.
I feel fear take over my body as he said this.
Oh god, he knows. He knows I just jerked off while watching him! He's gonna hate me!
I try to keep a calm expression, trying to continue to seem oblivious to what he's talking about.
He sat down on the bed and looked up at me, patting the space on the bed next to him, wanting me to sit with him. Without a word I oblige and sit down, looking down at my bare feet, not wanting to look him in the eyes.
"I uh...I'm sure you already know what I wanna talk to you about..." he said, from the corner of my eye I could see him staring at me. I just nod slightly and he sighs. "Jamie, I'm so sorry. These things just...happen"
Wow...He's acting really cool about this...
"It's not your fault, it's not anybody's fault, really" he said and looked at me once more.
Suddenly a familiar feeling that I haven't felt since I was a kid went through my mind. I've had this conversation before...before my biological dad left...
I look at him with wide eyes "W-Wait! You're leaving me-us?!" I quickly corrected myself, hoping he wouldn't notice.
He nodded with a sad look on his face "Jamie, I'm so sorry" he said in a whisper, his voice breaking as he spoke. "Your mother and I have just-"
"Yeah, yeah 'things aren't working out. You've grown apart. We'd all be happier if you two went your separate ways. You'll still be around' I've heard all of this bullshit before!" I snapped. My dad always used to promise me that he'd still be around and he never was. I haven't spoken to him in years!
"Save it! I don't need to hear this speech again" I mumbled as I looked away from him.
"Hey!" he said with a somewhat aggressive tone of voice before placing his hand on my cheek and turning me to look him in the eyes.
"I am not that asshole that left you when you were a kid. He's a fucking dumbass for what he did because he missed out on getting to see what a great guy you're turning out to be. You're not getting rid of me this easily. You can come see me anytime you want, in fact, you have to come see me, you've no damn choice!" he tells me and grins a little bit.
A smile returns on my face but this time, it's genuine. I hug him, sobbing slightly into his shirt "I'm just going to miss seeing you everyday" I mumble as his manly, muscular arms wrap around me as well.
I take in his scent as I hear his voice again.
"I'll miss you too, buddy" he whispers and kissed the top of my head.
This whole thing has been a complete shock!
I know it sounds dumb but...I guess I always thought, hoped, that someday I would have the balls to admit how I really felt to him.
He pulls back from the hug after a couple more minutes pass by and he looks at me, smiling softly. "I love you. You know that, right?" he asks.
I nod "I love you too" I whisper. "Really" I add and smile back at him, wondering if he will understand what I mean by 'Really'.
"Oh and hey, don't blame your mom for all of this. We just...we want different things, that's all" he tells me, adding another cliché mother-father-divorce line to the list.
"What do you want?" I ask, curiously.
He chuckles "Well, somebody who doesn't cheat for a damn start"
He had no problem saying this because I already know that mom had cheated on him, multiple times, actually!
"And...well..." he sighs "Can I trust you with some personal info, Jamie?" he asks.
I nod "Of course, daddy" I say with a smile. "I'm not gonna stop calling you that, by the way" I add with a small giggle and he laughs too.
"That's fine with me" he tells me.
"Well..." he starts. I don't think I have ever seen him seem so nervous before. It was actually kind of cute. "You see...for a while now...I've...been curious" he blurts out the last couple words.
"Curious?" I ask. I think I know what he means but...no, there's no way!
"Yeah. You know. Curious about...other men" he tells me causing my eyes to go wide again. "Yep...your daddy may just be gay" he mumbled. "I just...I wanted to tell you because, well, I know you'd understand" he smiles a little bit.
This entire time, since he said the words 'curious about other men' I have been frozen, just staring at him as he continued to talk. I quickly realise that he has stopped talking, hearing the last part of what he just said, I laugh.
"Daddy..." I said softly.
Am I really going to do this?
He'll hate me!
But...it's now or never...
As soon as his face fully turned to look at me again, without a second thought, I lean in and kiss his lips...
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