Until that afternoon the thought that I could be Gay had never entered my head. And now I was lying naked in bed with my mate's big brother and feeling more fulfilled and happy than I had ever felt in my life. In only a matter of hours I had went from being a bullied virgin to the guy who had turned on his tormentor then went out and had gay sex with his best mates brother. More than once in that few hours I was sure I was going to wake up and find out it had all been one weird dream. But it continued as we lay in bed talking about all sorts of things as if we were just two mates laying side by side chatting only we were naked and had just had sex with each other.
At 1.45 Kenny told me to get dressed that he had a mate coming up to see him and that I could not be there when this mate came to visit. He told me that he would be busy until about 9 pm but if I was stuck for somewhere to sleep then I could come back latter and crash out in his flat but that I had to wait until after his visitor had gone and that would not be until 9 pm.
I got up and got dressed I checked with him that he was sure it would be ok for me to come back later. Kenny assured me that it would he pulled me towards him kissed me on the lips and said he was missing me already. Before I left he gave me a '£10 note and said' Get yourself something to eat and some cigarettes. I took the Tenner surprised that he could afford to give me so much money but I was not going to ask any questions. I went to the shops got cigs and some crisps. And walked about the estate.
The rain had gone off. A couple of the lads from the estate were having a kick about with a football on the spare grass beside my Mums house so I joined them. We played 4 aside for about an hour. I could not keep my mind on the game. I am normally a reasonably skilled football player and played for both my school team and a local Saturday league. But for the first time ever my attention was not on the football but the balls moving around in the joggers and trackies of the guys I was playing with instead of planning my next tackle I was wondering what their cocks were like. Imagining myself sucking on their dick.
When the game broke up I was left alone again as all the other lads went home for there evening meal. I went to the local chip shop and bought some Chips and Curry Sauce.
And some juice. Then went to the local kids play park to eat them. After my food I made my way to Tommy's house I knew he would be finished work by now and I could wait in his house until it was time to go back to Kenny's.
Tommy's Mum opened the door 'come 'on in Teddy he is in the shower he won't be long'
I went through to Tommy's room and waited. I put on one of his Eminem cd's and lay on the Bed. I heard Tommy's mum shout in to him that I was here. Then I started thinking about Tommy in the shower in the nude wondering if he ever thought about having sex with me. I was turning myself on and for about the 10th time that day I had a stiffy in my pants again.
I heard the bathroom door open and fixed my cock so that it would not show in my trackies. Tommy came into the room wearing just a pair of boxers and with a towel in his hand drying his hair.
'Hi bud you're a bit early' 'You hiding from someone'
I told Tommy about the fight I had with my Mums Boyfriend. 'Awe Fuck that mean I have to put up with you snoring all night again' Tommy said 'Naw mate it is ok I know you have to get up early for work' 'I am going to stay at your Kenny's tonight'
Tommy just stared at me as if I had said I have just shagged your brother.
The tone of his voice took me by surprise 'Our Kenny's ' 'Did he say you could? ' 'Yea 'I replied, 'I was up there this afternoon nice wee pad he has'
'He said it was ok for me to crash there tonight '
Tommy had a look of horror on his face. He pulled on a tee shirt and took a while pulling it over his face. I recon he was trying to think what top say next or trying to hide his embarrassment. Then he said 'You're here now Teddy' 'Just stay here you wont like it in his flat he moans like fuck about everything and anything'
' No ' I replied ' Kenny is ok I had a good laugh with him this afternoon I like it up in his flat '
' Don't sleep in his bed Teddy he kicks and snores all night and he pishes the bed ' 'Honest no matter what he says please don't sleep in his bed '.
I realized from his reaction that he must know that Kenny is gay.
'No its ok he said I could sleep on the sofa' I lay there on the bed looking at Tommy as he dried his hair. I had lay in bed many nights with this guy we talked about sex about wanking we called each other poofs all the time we had talked about other guys and called them poofs; we had even wanked together and boasted to each other about the girls we had shagged. Although we both knew that the closest we had been to a girl was a quick grope in a dark corner. None of us had ever slept with a girl. We would say things like 'you don't know her she stays down at my Grannies, or Cousins. But never at any time had there been any hint that Tommy could be gay. Or for that matter that I could be gay. But as we sat there talking all the shite that we did every day about nothing at all just making noise and telling each other bigger and better lies than the other had told. All that was running through my head was could Tommy also be gay had something happened between him and Kenny I had no doubt that he was warning me not to sleep in Kenny's bed because he knew he was gay and not for the reasons he had given.
There was something different about Tommy. He was nervous we had been best mates for more than 12 years. We knew everything about each other or so I thought so I could tell that he was not his normal self. I knew that he was scared that I would find out that his big brother was Gay.
I wanted to tell him that I knew about Kenny. But I was scared I was embarrassed I did not know what to do for the best. About 8.30pm Mrs Burns, Tommy's mum came into the room with two plates of Chicken Curry from a take away. 'Get that in you lad's I got a win at the Bingo this afternoon so it is a wee treat'.
We were eating the curry when some of the sauce dropped from the fork on to Tommy's Boxers and landed on the raised bit were his cock lay. I laughed as he tried to wipe it away. Then I said, 'Don't waste it I will lick it up'. Tommy looked in horror at me
'What do you mean' Tommy spluttered, 'Calm down mate only joking 'I said. Tommy put his
Curry down and got a clean pair of boxers from his drawer. He said, 'I won't be long I had better go and change these' 'Change them here' I said. Tommy looked at me again with that nervous look. ' What's going on Teddy '? 'Has Kenny said something to you ' I could feel my face go red 'What do you mean about what ' ' Never mind ' He said and walked out the room. When Tommy came back he said 'Look mate it would be better if you just stayed here tonight' 'Our
Kenny is funny he might take the huff and kick you out during the night Just stay here please'
To this day I don't know why I said it but I wish I had never mentioned it I blurted out
'at least he sucks my cock you don't ' I thought Tommy was going to faint ' what do you mean he stuttered you calling my brother a poof ' ' Fuck's sake Tommy calm down I know he is and I think I might be one too ' Tommy covered his face with his hands then after a while ' Please Teddy don't tell anyone' ' come 'on Tommy what am I going to say Kenny Burns is a Poof I know because He sucked my cock '
' Did you let him do it or did he do it when you were sleeping ' ' I fucking let him do it and I sucked his to and I loved it ' ' So are you telling me you're a poof to Teddy '?' Yea I am so What'
' What do you mean so Fucking What ' That's why that bent bastard has his own house because he was tampering with me when I was sleeping ' I'd bet you have you been tampering with me as well when I am asleep ' 'Ya fucking faggot poofy bastard get fucking out of this house and don't ever come back' ' I never want to see you again you bent Bastard '
I was Shocked I got up and was out the house like a flash before his mum came to see what all the shouting was about. My whole body was shaking. I kept thinking what the fuck have I done. This morning I woke up a straight normal guy. Now just over 12 hours later I have had Gay sex with one guy and then told his Brother I am Gay and enjoy it. I have never felt so scared in my life.
I could not think straight. All sort of thoughts were running through my head at a hundred miles per hour . What if Tommy tells all my friends about what I said? What if he tells my Mum and my young Brothers? Shit my head was all over the place. I walked towards Kenny's flat then thought to myself. What if Tommy tells his Mum what I had said then she tells my Mum and they come to Kenny's to get me. I was scared like I have never been scared before. I could not have cared what anyone called me arsehole, bastard, prick. But god I did not want anyone knowing I had sex with a poof. The building across from Kenny's flat was a derelict old factory. I climbed in through a loose shutter then sat watching the entrance to Kenny's building watching to see if Tommy or my Mum would come looking for me. It was dark and cold in the old building but I felt safe knowing that no one could see me.
By 11.45 I was freezing. The tears I had shed were burning my face I have never felt so low in my life. I wanted to die why had my life turned so bad in such a short time. I saw Kenny's bedroom light go on across the road. I knew his flat was warm and I started to think about
What we had done only a few hours before. I sort of felt warm again and for the first time since running out of Tommy's house. A smile came to my face as I thought the happiest few hours I have ever had was in that flat with Kenny. I had never felt so wanted or so loved and could never think of a time when I felt so warm as I did cuddled up with Kenny in his bed.
My cock started to get hard again as I thought about what we had done. I saw Kenny draw the curtains shut. And as fast as I could I climbed out that shutter and ran across the road and up the stairs to Kenny's door. I rang his doorbell and heard him come to answer. Kenny looked through the spy hole before he opened the door. 'Kenny I thought you were not coming 'What did you say to that prick of a brother of mine' ' He was on the phone earlier calling me all the perverts saying I turned you in to a poof '. Kenny could see that I was cold and tired. He took me into the living room he put on the kettle and for the second time that day gave me a cup of strong sweet tea. He sat down beside me. Then asked again. 'What did you say to Tommy about us Teddy I have to know' ' Fuck he was trying to stop me from staying here tonight saying all sorts about you so I told him I knew you were gay and that I might be too and he went mental ' ' Shit Teddy you told me you did not want him to know what we had done I did not expect you to go and tell him'
'I am sorry it was a sort of joke but he kicked off saying that's why you have your own flat'
Kenny put his arm around my neck and pulled me to his lips. We kissed long deep and hard. before I knew what was happening both of us were stripped naked and rubbing our bodies over each others our cocks crashing into each other then sometimes springing free and rubbing against each others pubic hair causing that weird tender feeling in my cock.
We kissed for a long time pushing our tongues deep into each other's mouths then sucking at the tongue and lips like a kid with an ice lolly. The warmth of Kenny's body above mine felt so right and comfortable I wanted to stay like this for ever. That wanted feeling that I had felt earlier that day was back again and I wanted it to stay for the rest of my life. All thoughts of Tommy and my sadness disappeared as if by magic.
We kissed and touched each other for ages just touching and kissing each other's body not touching our cocks or arses. We hugged and held each other so tight I thought I would pass out but I did not want it to stop. Kenny ran his fingers through my hair and without a word took me by
The hand and we both walked naked hand in hand through to the bedroom to his bed and we held on to each other in the tenderest loving way creating feelings that I never thought possible.
We kissed for the longest time then very slowly Kenny kissed every inch of my body
From my neck down. Stopping for a little while on each nipple
Licking, flicking and sucking. For 18 years I had those nipples and never realized the
pleasure they could bring me. Then down further he went his tongue and lips creating a
Slippy line all the way down to my throbbing hard cock.
As Kenny put his lips over the head I groaned with sheer pleasure as he took my cock
Inch by inch. I turned so I could get to his meat and soon we were both sucking on each others cocks like hungry babies on their mothers nipples hard frantic and loving.
Once more I felt Kenny's warm prickly tongue caress my virgin hole his tongue darting at my soft tight hole like a cobra in full attack. The rushes I got as my hole relaxed allowing him to probe my inner most sensitive spots. I was groaning and moaning as I experienced feelings that made me feel so good that I could have lay there forever as long as Kenny kept going.
I felt the cold lube on my hole making me pull the muscles of my arse tight then the first finger go deep in me opening me up . My heart told me to stop him but my brain said no as in and out it went bringing me even more intense pleasures than the ones I had experienced before then the second finger entered me opening me wider. Kenny wriggled the fingers around inside me. I knew it was time to let him fuck me I wanted his cock inside me more than anything else in the world I whispered fuck me I want you to take me.
Gently kissed me and asked if I was sure. ' Yea I am sure I want you'
Kenny positioned me on my back he pushed my knees tight towards my stomach. I was waiting on the pain I had heard so much about. But it never came. I tightened up a little as his condom and lubed covered cock entered me just enough to take my breath away. Kenny stopped and held that position until I got used to the feeling then he withdrew fully and shoved more lube into my hole. Then in again a little further this time working my hole slowly letting me get used to the feeling the pleasure of a warm cock in my once virgin hole and I was enjoying every last second of the experience There was a little pain but nothing compared to the pleasure I got as a result of over coming it. I grew up that night I fell into a complete new world a world full of secrets deceit and at times yea I would rather be straight but when I cuddle up next to a guy I know I never will be.