I Find Love

I Find Love

It had really been great.  I loved having sex with Jim and Dave.  I had just finished fucking Dave while sucking Jim.  It had been so wonderful taking Jim’s load as I planted mine in Dave.  As I pulled out and Jim got up, we all headed into the shower.  It had become quite natural for the three of us.  We cleaned each other off and played at sucking each other, but we were all empty, so after we were clean we just got out and dried off and went to bed.  I slept in Dave’s bed, and Jim in his own. Whenever I would stay over I slept in one of their beds, cuddled up to one of them.

We were all looking forward to graduation in a few days.  We’d had some great sex and enjoyed our time together, but we would soon be working for a living instead of studying.  We’d all been good students, getting good grades.  I pondered over my life for the past few years. 

I remembered my high school graduation.  My parents had been so proud of me as I got my diploma. And afterwards I’d been surrounded by my friends and teachers.  One person that showed up was older than my fellow students and my parents didn’t know him.  I didn’t say anything to them, but I thanked him for showing up.  He congratulated me and left. 

I knew him very well, but I couldn’t introduce him to my parents or friends.  He was Tom Stewart.  I had met him at the Crew Club the first time I visited, back when I was 18 years old, just turned, finally able to go to places for adults.  He had introduced me into the gay life.  Actually he was the one that took my cherry, the first to suck my dick and fuck me in the ass.  And I had sucked and fucked him.  I was so taken with him that I had actually spent a weekend with him several months later. 

After my eyes had been opened to life in the gay world, I only dated girls to act as cover for my true sexual interest.  I began to find other men who were into the same thing. During that summer after my graduation I began going to other gay clubs and bars, often finding men that would invite me home with them for a few hours.  I was still at home and had to be careful what my parents saw.

When I went away to college, I was finally free to find whoever I wanted for sex.  I met Dave and Jim.  They were the first gay couple I had met, and they were so open and free about how gay men acted.  I always had a straight roommate, so whenever I wanted to talk about anything, I went to their room. 

During my years at school I met many gay students and other men that were into much more than I was. I became aware of the drugs they used, but I had never felt the need and in fact, it turned me off to even think of using them.  I began to look for the type of men that didn’t need drugs.  I often found them, usually the military types or older men that looked interesting to me.

And I have to confess that about once a month I went to visit Tom.  My visits with him had become fairly set.  We would meet and kiss deeply for a while.  He was really into making out, and before we could do anything else he would take me in his arms and kiss me deeply. Then we’d go to the bedroom and undress each other as we kissed.  As soon as he had my pants down he’d take my cock in his mouth and suck me up until I stiff as a rod, and then suck me off.  Then he’d stand and kiss me, sharing my load with me.

Then we’d go to the bed and I’d eventually take his cock and suck him off, and kiss him and share the load with him.  Then we’d make out until we were stiff again, and he’d lube his ass and my cock and we’d kiss as I’d fuck his ass. We were always kissing while I fucked him, till I got in the final strokes and had to dig in deep and really stroke him hard.  Then we’d be kissing again.  After he’d recovered, he’d move around and take the lube and get my ass and his cock ready, and he’d take me, hugging me tight as he got into me as deep as he could.  Then he’d be on top me, either kissing me or looking me in the eyes as he fucked me so hard I could hardly believe it.  As he began to pump me full of his cum, he would always look me right in the eyes, till he began to kiss me as he collapsed on my body.  He’d lay there on top of me till he recovered.  Then more kissing, till he got up and pulled me up, and we would shower. 

Then he’d make the bed using clean sheets, and we’d kiss and cuddle, and either go to sleep, or I’d tell him goodbye till I would see him again.  If I spent the night, we’d repeat the whole scene the next morning.  Tom always told me he loved me as he kissed me goodbye, and I’d tell him how much I appreciated him and kiss him goodbye.

We had a great graduation.  It was very much the usual, but so special to me.  My mom and dad were so proud as I got my college diploma.  Again I was surrounded by all my college friends and teachers, and again Tom was there.  He gave me an envelope that I thanked him for, and then he left.  I think my parents wondered who he was, as he had been at my high school graduation and again at my college graduation, but they never said anything. 

After a great dinner, I said there were graduation parties I had to attend, and they left for home.  I got together with Jim and Dave again, and we went out to a gay bar and then to their dorm room for a final time together.  We realized we might not see each other for a long time, so we tried to make it something to remember. 

We had all had plenty to drink, so we were about plastered. But that didn’t keep us from having sex. We’d have a 69 and the one not getting sucked would fuck one of us in the ass.  Then we’d get him involved and the other free one would fuck the other.  By the time we were done we’d all sucked and fucked each other, and we passed out drunk and satisfied.

The next day we realized we were done with school and had to get up and figure out where our lives were going.  I had contacted several firms about working for them as an accountant, as business management had been my major.  The guys were each looking for firms in their areas.  We had to be out of the dorms soon, which intensified our search.

I found a position with a firm in town, and found an apartment I could afford, and I moved in.  Jim and Dave each found a position at a firm a few hundred miles away.  With me in the center between them, I figured I’d see them as often as possible. 

But one of the first things I did after graduation was go over to Tom’s place.  First I wanted to tell him thanks for his graduation card and the gift of $500 he had enclosed in it, and I wanted sex with him, as always.  He never stopped us having sex. Then he told me he wanted to give me another present.  He wanted us to go on a cruise, as soon as I was able to take the time for it.  That was a great surprise to me.

I had to think about it for a time.  Then I thought about all the times I’d had sex with Jim and Dave, and all the other men I’d had sex with.  In all the times I’d had sex, it was just that.  But with Tom, I had been making love, both to him and from him.  I really thought hard about it, how he would always kiss me so much before we even left his doorway. And then how he always sucked me off as soon as he took me in the door of his place. 

And then we’d go to the bedroom and undress each other as we kissed, and I’d suck him and take his load, and then we’d get on the bed and make out.  And then we’d fuck each other.  I had to admit, the sex with him had been better than all the others, and I always loved him so much for it.

So this time after the sex, when he told me how much he loved me, I had to cry and tell him how much I loved him, and how much I had loved him over the years.  I knew I would go on the cruise, but I also knew it would end up being our honeymoon cruise. 

I worked hard for nearly a year before I could take off the time for the cruise.  By that time I had moved in with Tom and become his lover.  It was time for our honeymoon; we both knew it. We were both in love with each other. 

Jerry Prince

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